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holyxdefender · 2 years

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ooc:

Hey folks! I’m going to go ahead and say that anything done plotwise prior to now is now archived and we are starting over fresh with Matt. Which means we’re in the market for new plots!

We are current to all new marvel content and right now Matt is vibing as a lawyer with his new practice.

Bug me here or on my discord at ner0shrimp91#6931! I’m not really ready to commit to tumblr rp yet but I’m still very active on discord for now.

#ooc #I conveniently forgot how to write and reboot a tumblr page #but i still wanna write my dumpster ninja

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holyxdefender · 2 years

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Guess who’s gonna spend the winter break revamping my tumble and finishing the marvel discord rp server i’ve been sitting on for the last five months hurhuehuehueheuehueu

Edit: Additionally I hope you all know that I’ve grown more chaotic over the last year and a half. You’re in for a wild ride my friends. More updates to come when I get myself home. ✌️

#ooc #a shrimp wakes

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holyxdefender · 4 years

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musesxinnumerable:

Hey folks, I figured now is as good a time as any to get you all an update.

I don’t know when I’ll be coming back to tumblr rp. I thought that I might be ready but I’m just not feeling it. So this whole operation is going on hiatus until further notice.

Most of my rp is done in discord anyways so feel free to reach out to me on there.[ner0shrimp91#6931] Just let me know who the heck you are or I may not add back.

Anyways, this concludes my announcement. I do hope that you find me on discord even if it’s just to keep in touch, because I do miss you folks. Truly.

Okay bye. Stay safe everyone. Thanks for tuning in.

Love, Shrimp

Hey folks, I figured now is as good a time as any to get you all an update.

I don’t know when I’ll be coming back to tumblr rp. I thought that I might be ready but I’m just not feeling it. So this whole operation is going on hiatus until further notice.

Most of my rp is done in discord anyways so feel free to reach out to me on there.[ner0shrimp91#6931 Just let me know who the heck you are or I may not add back.

Anyways, this concludes my announcement. I do hope that you find me on discord even if it’s just to keep in touch, because I do miss you folks. Truly.

Okay bye. Stay safe everyone. Thanks for tuning in.

Love, Shrimp

#ooc #psa #i'm crying because five new people made the bold decision to follow me and I haven't logged into this blog in decades.#I'm sorry ya'll

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holyxdefender · 4 years

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musesxinnumerable‌:

PSA

Alright friendo’s. I’m still pretty embedded in this whole Naruto thing right now but eventually I wanna come back to write. From here on out, this whole operation is gonna convert over to queue run only and for the time being I’m gonna just go where the current takes me.

I may put out a ‘mains call’ sometime in the next few weeks if I can remember, so keep a look out for that.

In the meantime, I can almost always be found over at my personal account and on discord (ner0shrimp91*6931) if you feel the need to check for signs of life.

Anywho, that’s all I got. Thanks for sticking around during this unexpected and unannounced hiatus folks, it means a ton to me.

-Shrimp

#i write sins not tragedies ; ooc #(I liiive)

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holyxdefender · 4 years

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#savior ; images #(Hims is very cute)#do not reblog from me #reblog from the source

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holyxdefender · 4 years

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Going into hiding was all that he could do. It was the coward’s way out but if it meant that he could eventually trust his own mind again and not be a danger to those he cared about, then it was what had to be done. When Clint stood at the top of those basement stairs and told him it was over, there was nothing to feel but bittersweet relief. However one thing seemed to pull at his thoughts as a reminder that this remedy came just a little too late.

Jessica.

Her visits to Clint hadn’t gone unnoticed by Matt. Every visit struck him to his core and made him wish he could go up there and apologize for all of it, but he couldn’t. It’s better this way, he told himself in an effort to keep his location secret. Going up there would only make it worse for her. She had made it crystal clear what would happen if he showed up in her life.

Showing up at the office and facing Foggy and Karen was, well, it was something that he would be apologizing for a very long time. Going home was a far more difficult feat. Especially when the whole apartment remembered what it was like to have her around. Days had passed and he still couldn’t bring himself to move her things from where she had left them. So, he chose to leave them be instead.

Matt had just gotten in not too long before he heard somebody upstairs. His mind raced trying to figure out who it was until he put it all together. He froze in place and waited until she was close enough to touch. There were so many things he wished to say to her, things that he had been holding onto for far too long. Each one beginning with ‘I’m sorry.’ But now that she was there, he just couldn’t bring himself to say them out loud.

“Hey.”

Jessica’s greeting was loaded in its own way, weary. The time hadn’t been kind to her either but it wasn’t unexpected in the least. She had been through a lot.

“Hey.”

His reaction was almost immediate when she wrapped her arms around his shoulders. The grip around her tightened, as if to make up for all of the embraces they had missed.

Matt returned the kiss, and even as brief as it was, the gesture conveyed more than enough feeling.

“…He’s gone.”

He paused before speaking. Kilgrave was gone, but he feared that the damage wouldn’t be so easy to recover from. Especially for her.

“I know.” Matt’s reply was just as tired as hers were. “I’m sorry, for all of it.”

She’d weighed it up over half a bottle of bourbon the night prior.

That night had soon melted into a very late morning, and by the time Jessica was up, showered and dressed it was the afternoon. After groggily sifting through the most clogged up answerphone Alias had ever had before giving up, the day had trickled away into evening. Dim street lights began to flicker on from outside the windows. Jessica sighed. It was one of those nothing-days. One of those days where you simply existed and it tore by before you were able to do what you’d planned to, or been strategically avoiding.

It was the right sort of time. The time businesses closed up for the evening. The time people were returning home from their commutes. The time between work and whatever anyone did in their evening time.

There’d been no news of Daredevil lately. If Murdock was still in the city, he was still keeping a low profile. Now that Kilgrave was gone it was redundant to be so cautious, but Jessica presumed there was a reason to it. If nothing else, his cell phone was a flashing beacon of a decent starting point.

The walk was over faster than Jessica wanted it to be. She hadn’t figured out what to say. After picking an unorthodox route, Jessica scaled her way up onto the balcony. Once hopping over the ledge, hesitation flooded any intention to go further. A memory of a fist flying towards her had something rigid filtering through into her frozen stance. It had happened here. The memory of the force felt fresh. The sound of being struck. The anger that Matt had directed onto her- like she’d been one of the criminals he hunted down. He’d hurt her, but something about the hate and disgust rolling off him had felt much worse.

Jessica swallowed, forcing herself to step forward out of the memory and into the apartment.

A familiar silhouette was within sight. Jessica paused, just long enough that he might begin to realise who it was before heading over.

“Hey.” The greeting sounded every bit as exhausted as she felt. It had been a really long week.

Open arms draped over shoulders, taking in the familiar presence with tangible relief. Somehow none of the recent victories were beginning to feel very real just yet. Only after catching his lips in a kiss did she speak again.

“…He’s gone.”

(( @holyxdefender ))

#occasionally-gives-a-damn #you worry me ; jessica #(oop. I wrote a book.)

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holyxdefender · 4 years

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same energy

#savior ; images #undetermined crack tag #(I don't know what's up but my headspace has just been weird so both of these images have been 100% me lately.)#(Just bundle me up in a blanket and call it good.)

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holyxdefender · 4 years

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#savior ; images #(One blind ninja bout to kick a few asses)

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holyxdefender · 4 years

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Dylan Balde Since I missed the watch party… Here is Daredevil in quarantine. I went from aiming for a proper portrait, to imitating the brilliant @Danmora_c, to painting DD like I spent the last hr high on acid. If only my dystonia isn’t this much of a handicap

#savior ; images #(Dare I say that he is the most precious thing.)

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holyxdefender · 4 years

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