I’m so selfish that I had stayed with them cause they didn’t want me leaving anywhere and my hbs were on the other side waiting on me I can’t believe all the people I lost cause this relationship I don’t blame my homeboys for being mad at me, all that person ever did was break me not even build me I thought I was happy but in all honesty I wasn’t but I was so in love that I was blind to it all cause I didn’t know what love was but I know in a relationship your supposed to build each other and it didn’t all it did was make me lose everything my friends,family a phone even my virginity I lost so much just cause I wanted to be with one person, I missed sm cause of that and then wants to bash me on the socials to make my life more miserable like why Is your mission to hurt me I thought you said you wanted me happy I thought you said you loved me why break me and try to take me back I don’t get that, that whole relationship fucked me up Fr physically and mentally I really wish I could take back a year of my life😞