imissyouk

[imissyouk]

I saw a picture of you when I looked through my dads phone, I wasn't snooping i was curious if he knew his phone was gone because he left it in his brother's car. You weren't Alive in the photo. Now I can't get it out of my head . Idk what to do and I feel like talking to anyone I know about it is like...taboo yk. It makes everyone sad to talk about you being sad let alone seeing a picture of a person after they died.

I tried looking at pictures of you when you were alive and I just got stuck on one. Idk what to do

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#mom #loss #grief

[imissyouk]

I've been dreaming of you a lot recently. Most recent was good. No bad ending or anything. I miss you, I hope its you talking to me.

#mom #loss #grielf #dreams

[imissyouk]

It hurts so bad.

[imissyouk]

When you left, the ones who don't cry, cried. It was hard to see them cry. Im glad I chose to stay the night with dad that night. Why couldn't you just stay?

#mom loss #grief #I missyou

[imissyouk]

I dont think i want to have kids anymore. I wanted them to have you.

I miss you.

#mom #greif #loss #imissyou

[imissyouk]

You were what made me who I was. I feel like I'm nothing without you.

[imissyouk]

I know you going before your children is how you wanted it, but fuck. I wish it were me first. But then youd be wishing the same thing.

I'm glad you're not in pain anymore. I miss you more than anything.

#mom #loss #grief #missyou

[imissyouk]

I keep having dreams about you. Are you talking to me? Maybe I just miss you, I have so many regrets when it comes to how everything happened, I just want to say, i'm sorry. I love you forever.

#mom #loss #grief #dream #missyou

[imissyouk]

I made this today.

You're the first person I wanted to show, I picked my phone up to text you, and then remembered. I know you would've loved it.

#crochet #mom #cow #crochet cow #imissyou #loss