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I wonder !

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If you're over the age of 20 and lost all your teen years to mental illness and never got to be normal, or have healthy relationships, went down the wrong path or didn't have the right nurturing support from BOTH your parents and now you have to sort of catch up on your life whether that's getting your license, getting your GED, starting college, fixing your mental health, or starting things you told yourself to start or try again and again no matter what it is, and trying to fight to live and accomplish shit you FEEL you should have accomplished as a teenager but didn't have the capacity or insight to care about due to mental illness.

I am so incredibly sorry, and I'm thankful you're here and alive and trying!!! also;

You are N O T a failure you took your time because you couldn't put more on yourself than you could bare to carry and that is a mark of self care so don't ever feel bad about it.

I am so fucking proud of you, you're trying your hardest to get to the top even though it may be harder now, you could have given up but you haven't and for that you are victorious and I am in awe of you.

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I don’t think people really understand just how stressful it is to explain what's on your mind, when you don't even understand it yourself.

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““I’m scared of dying but i don’t want to live””

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Me: dad, mom... I want to go to the psychologist.

Dad: why?

Me: -tell them the problem-

Both: -laugh- just relax

Me: -thinking- what the fuck is so funny?

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Young, wild & hate my life.

Sandness

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“Smoke a cigarette while I compress my depression”

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God already give you the answer

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“Whole my life I was chasing something and whatever I achieved, I never ever felt enough, I never ever felt “full” or complete. Whatever I owned, money or cars or houses, it was never good enough. And then I realized that in everything I was chasing I was searching for you.”

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universe.

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Stay safe kids

#quarantine #covid19 #virus #pandemic #bridge #flyover #hoodie #swatch #aurora #light

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