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nikolai w a male s/o hcs? 🥺

Ofc!

Please bare with me I am afab but of course!

Nikolai gogol hc

He would buy you roses (we know he didn't buy shit)

(everyone deserves roses no matter gender identity)

Nikolai gogol would take you to the park for a picnic and bring proshki. And when you look away he would steal your helping and throw it at you.

Nikolai gogol has random shit all over your apartment to scare you. Like placing tiny plastic baby's in the cereal box. Or taking your faviort food and putting it some outrageous place that you can't reach.

When Nikolai gogol breaks something and doesn't want to fix it, or there's a spider he'll whine and tell you to be the man you were born to be.

(For my fellow autistics) Nikolai gogol will steal your comfort items or mess up your schedule, by making you late or smt like that, he'll just be an absolute bitch. He still loves you though

Yeah I'm sorry, this was shit and rlly short. But writer block is slowly leaving.

#nikolai x reader #bsd x reader #bsd x you #bungou stray dogs x reader #fluff #nikolai gogol x reader #nikolai gogol

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Decay of angels

Fyodor Dostoevsky

The pet clown pt 1 (fyodor and Nikolai)

But I'm looking at the most beautiful flower in the field

Nikolai Gogol

The pet clown pt2

Now sleep, my little dove

Let me be free

HC Nicknames

Hc male s/o

Sigma

I won't leave you

Bram Stoker

【Nothing yet】

Fukuchi Ouchi

【Nothing yet】

#bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x you #fluff #fyodor x reader #nikolai gogol x reader #ranpo x reader #fyodor dostoyevsky bsd #nikolai x reader #fyodor dostoevsky x reader #sigma bsd #sigma x reader #bram x reader #fukuchi x reader

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Me neither

Lil nicknames pt1 Nikolai gogol!

All fluffy fluff and some subjectiveness

Im nb fem presenting so I have to think and don't get mad at please, ive always been kept from what mlm or wow couple ment bc its seen as sinful, yeah I'm learning more so thank you for listing to my vent

Nikolai with a fem!s/o

He would definitely call you little dove, dovey, sweets, little miss.

When he calls you dovey when he's feeling like he wants funnesys, he'd also wrap his arms around your troseo when calling you dovey.

He'd call you little miss if yall were going on a date. If he'd be able to go out (little murder clown •_•)

Your cooking=your new name is sweets

Nikolai with a male!s/o

Kind sir, my boy, sweets, mansey (man-z)

WHEN HES FEELN' FRUITY HES CALLING YOU MY BOY

Like i said early if yall (bc its Nikolai) ever go to or out on a date. He's calling you kind sir

Your cooking = sweets

Okay mansey, bro I don't even know. I feel like when he's feeling dramatic he'd use it. He'd stub his toe( which I's a perfectly good read reason to be dramatic) he'd say "Oh no!! I've stubbed my toe! Help me". He dramatically falls down. "Mansey, mansey help me! Be the man, I'm dyinggggg aghhĥhh helppppp.".

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk

Lamo

Jkjkjk

Nikolai with a nb!s/o

Dove, my love, lovely darling, kind love

My love, when he noms on your neck (tell me he would do that) he'd come up behind you

Nom

Dates? Hmmmm? I really just think date with him are laying on the floor of your home. "My love your perfect."

"Lovely darling, im home! Dos-kun made me do suck hard work.". He'd whine. "He did? Go wash your clothes then sweetheart.". With dinner being made.

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Wtf happened while I was out?

Lil nicknames pt1 Nikolai gogol!

All fluffy fluff and some subjectiveness

Im nb fem presenting so I have to think and don't get mad at please, ive always been kept from what mlm or wow couple ment bc its seen as sinful, yeah I'm learning more so thank you for listing to my vent

Nikolai with a fem!s/o

He would definitely call you little dove, dovey, sweets, little miss.

When he calls you dovey when he's feeling like he wants funnesys, he'd also wrap his arms around your troseo when calling you dovey.

He'd call you little miss if yall were going on a date. If he'd be able to go out (little murder clown •_•)

Your cooking=your new name is sweets

Nikolai with a male!s/o

Kind sir, my boy, sweets, mansey (man-z)

WHEN HES FEELN' FRUITY HES CALLING YOU MY BOY

Like i said early if yall (bc its Nikolai) ever go to or out on a date. He's calling you kind sir

Your cooking = sweets

Okay mansey, bro I don't even know. I feel like when he's feeling dramatic he'd use it. He'd stub his toe( which I's a perfectly good read reason to be dramatic) he'd say "Oh no!! I've stubbed my toe! Help me". He dramatically falls down. "Mansey, mansey help me! Be the man, I'm dyinggggg aghhĥhh helppppp.".

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk

Lamo

Jkjkjk

Nikolai with a nb!s/o

Dove, my love, lovely darling, kind love

My love, when he noms on your neck (tell me he would do that) he'd come up behind you

Nom

Dates? Hmmmm? I really just think date with him are laying on the floor of your home. "My love your perfect."

"Lovely darling, im home! Dos-kun made me do suck hard work.". He'd whine. "He did? Go wash your clothes then sweetheart.". With dinner being made.

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Yall I'm 3 followers away 100 followers! I'm so happy yall!

#100 followers

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I'm working on a new story!!

#bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x you #fluff #chuuya x reader #chuuya x y/n #bsd chuuya

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Portmaifa

Chuuya Nakahara

Please don't do it

And I love you too

This one is just a thought, i guess, so no title

Ryunosuke Akutagawa

You're my reason, too

Kōyō Ozaki

【Nothing yet】

Ichiyō Higuchi

【Nothing yet】

Gin Akutagawa

【Nothing yet】

Sakunosuke Oda

【Nothing yet】

#bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x you #fyodor x reader #fluff #nikolai gogol x reader #ranpo x reader #fyodor dostoyevsky bsd #nikolai x reader #fyodor dostoevsky x reader #chuuya x reader #bsd chuuya #akutagawa x reader #akutagawa bsd #oda x reader #gin akutagawa #bsd higuchi #koyo ozaki

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Arm detective agency

Yukichi Fukuzawa

You're a diamond in the rough

We'll do it together

I promise

You're safe in my arms

Akiko Yosano

Without her

Osamu Dazai

You're perfect, just the way you are

Ranpo Edogawa

The sweetest strawberry in the bunch

It's only me

Good night lovely

Scatterbrain

+Edgar Allan Poe

Coffee lingers like you do in my mind

Sweetest strawberry in the bunch

You write in ways I haven't seen

you visualized the story in eyes I couldnt

Atsushi Nakajima

【Nothing yet】

Doppo Kunikida

【Nothing yet】

Kenji Miyazawa

【Nothing yet】

Kyōka Izumi

【Nothing yet 】

#bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x you #fyodor x reader #fluff #nikolai gogol x reader #ranpo x reader #fyodor dostoyevsky bsd #nikolai x reader #fyodor dostoevsky x reader

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♥︎Masterlist♥︎

Armed detective agency

Portmafia

Decay of angels

Hunting dogs

#bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x you #fyodor x reader #fluff #nikolai gogol x reader #ranpo x reader #fyodor dostoyevsky bsd #nikolai x reader #fyodor dostoevsky x reader

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About me!

Hi I'm indigo! I'm in collage and studying music. I really like too write! So feel free to request!

So here it is

Masterlist

Rules for requesting!!!

Please read!!!

Who I write for!

Bungou stray dogs

THINGS I WILL NOT WRITE!!!!

Homophobic/transphoic content (If it involves coming out and the only part is family and such not being excepting but they find people that do I will write that)

Pedophile

Smut

THINGS I WILL WRITE!!!!

Angst of any kind (some might end bad like some of my chuuya fan fics)

Fluff

I MIGHT add more later but feel free to request

Love yall and drink water!

#Indigo-o_writes

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SO I DID IT YALL!!!

Nikolai Gogol x teenage! reader (Platonic)

TW: ANGST, depression, death, dissociation, manipulation, possession, blame, really sad shit, neglect, Nikolai.

SPOILERS!!!

Pt 1

No longer the pet clown

"Next quizz!!!!" The pet clown yelled happily. He had thought teaching me to spell was a good idea, so here we were.

"How do you spell cat!?" He giggled

"C-a-t," I stumbled quietly, feeling I had messed up.

"CORRECT DOVE!!" He smiled happily.

He taught me more and more.

"Here, let's read a book!-" as he said that the door opened.

"Nikolai, we must go now," fyodor said with a cold tone and scary face.

"Oh dos-kun, you interrupted out learning!" Nikolai pouted.

"Now." He said coldly

"Well then. My dove, you be a good girl and color in your book! Work on your grip with those crayons!" The door closed. I was alone again.

But that was forever ago. They left me.

I began to color, wanting to impress Nikolai if he came back to me. Soon, I got to a page where a key was. I looked at it and walked to my door, attempting to unlock it. And it worked. I ran to the kitchen where there was food and ate happily.

That was 7 months ago, and they've yet to return.

I sit in my room as I finished my coloring book months ago, and I have taught myself to read using a dictionary. Now I'm reading a book called 'the book thief'. That's when the door to my room opened.

Nikolai looked to be reck. His emotions out of it. I looked at him. Something happened. I ran to him and hugged him tightly. "You still love me? But you left. "

"I'll always love you dove." he seemed oddly calm as he hugged me back.

Something was horribly wrong. This wasn't Nikolai.

"What happened to you. This isn't you."

"It's ok, love, I'm perfectly fine. I swear "

"you've never said that in your life, though."

He looked at me. He looked as if he wanted to cry to give up on everything in his life. But that was never what he did he was happy and joyful enough to sing and dance for me. He loved to teach me. But this wasn't him. This wasn't Nikolai. I stared at him for a little bit. Not knowing what to say. Then it hit me.

"Where's fyodor?" I asked an all seriousness. I wanted to know where he was.

He stayed quiet. He didn't want me to know something, but that was okay for now, I guess. He looked like he was about to cry. I could see the tears walling up in his eyes. But I knew this wasn't normal for him. So I knew I had to listen. I've never had to show empathy your sympathy for anybody.

"So tell me what's wrong. Why were you gone so long?"

He hugged me back and was really, really tight. But I couldn't say that. I wanted him to be happy and feel comfortable as he had done for me. But he had done so much more for me. So this was all I could do.

I showed him my coloring book. I just showed him my skills. How I learned to use the crayons and pencils correctly. I then showed him my book that I was reading and you looked happy again but that wasn't good enough. I wanted to know what happened to him. But he wouldn't tell me he had done something.

"Let's go to the park." I smiled, knowing that that was one of his favorite things to do with me. Get ice cream and go to the park so we did. He giggled as he used his Cape and threw me in, and I woke up and there. It was in the park. He smiled , and it was nice to see him smile.

"Let's go, Dove. Let's go. I can't wait to go. Have fun and go. Have ice cream, and I can get you flowers. And we can all do all the fun things we do. Let's go, dove, let's go!"

I laid on the floor of the ground feeling the grass like I had not long ago.

But all of that wasn't real.

As Nikolai entered my room. I saw his dark expression. He had seen some shit more like he had done it. He knew what he did. It was just supposed to be a game. It wasn't supposed to end like this, but that's what he wanted, right? He wanted him dead. Good enough for him then cause there he was now dead. But that meant I was free, right?

"Why would you do it not like I'm complaining? But why would you kill someone that you loved so much? Do you not realize he cared for you too, but you were scared, aren't you?"

"You were scared. He would leave you. You were scared how much that would hurt, so you needed to get rid of him. But you didn't think it would actually work."

I stayed sitting on my bed. I didn't know what to say after that I told him my thoughts and well. I didn't care for the things that i'd been through. I did truly care for Nikolai. He was genuinely upset about the things he had done. But life happens.

This was on him, but I didn't want to blame him. He was truly scared of what was capable when it came to love.

But he felt as if he didn't feel the same. That he was nothing but a pet clown in his eyes. To be used and toyed with, so he needed to get rid of these feelings. He needed to get rid of what his thoughts said to him, and his only answer was to get rid of the one causing such thoughts. Nikolai Taylor sat next to me. He looked at my coloring book, and he saw the key that he had placed in it. He knew that I was gonna be stuck there for a long time. And that if I didn't have food, I would die. That's why he placed it in there. He left a dictionary as well. So I can learn how to read more and crayons and pencils. So I could learn how to write you a smart and it was nice. Very, very nice of him. And I could not think him enough for that. But I didn't know how to thank him at this point. His eyes were just empty, and then he smiled.

"You did a good job you figured out my quiz"

The quiz to living nice smile back. Thanks for leaving out of there weren't for you. I'd be dead by now. He giggled out what I had said and looked back at me, and he said. No, you're mine, and now I will protect you. I'm no longer a pet clown. I'm free like a dove in the wind. And now you are the pet, the clowns pet.

Blood all over

Tears on the floor

Nothing to do but to sit and morn

So sit there shame

But wasn't your fault

And yet you blame yourself

And I can't stop you

So I sit there and love you

AN:

Well... that was depressing. Yeah, so this was after fyodor died (HE IS ALIVE). And now Nikolai has to figure out what to do. Also, my brain is reading or writing correctly, and I have to go to the doctor, so please be nice to my spelling cause I used voice to text for most of this lmao.

-Indigo

#bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x you #fluff #fyodor x reader #nikolai gogol x reader #nikolai x reader

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Here's a little teaser!

The pet clown

Nikolai looked to be reck. His emotions out of it. I looked at him. Something happened. I ran to him and hugged him tightly. "You still love me? But you left".

"I'll always love you dove" he seemed oddly calm as he hugged me back.

Something was horribly wrong this wasn't Nikolai.

#bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x you #nikolai gogol x reader #nikolai x reader

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The darker photo is when my baby was 6 months and now hers almost 2 years!

He's my everything! Love ya Gorbachev!

#cat #Gorbachev #kitty #cat mom

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Should I do another event?

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So I'm back yallllll collage stuff has been annoying but everything has finally calmed down! I'm working on the pet clown!

#bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x you #fluff #nikolai gogol x reader

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So I've said I'm pan for 4 years now or so. It hit me the other day that I'm just a lesbian who still thought I needed a man. So yeah. I texted my best friend that and she told me.

Yeah I knew, also do you want watermelon?

I love her so much lmao

#Lesbian #coming out #lgbtq

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helpppp

Sooo I'm writing a pt 2 of the pet clown. And I need ideas of where it should gooo

so in the comments plz give ideas

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