irritablepoe

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still. after all of it. mostly, i want to be kind

#queue and punishment

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If I'm supposed to have periods and all that stuff, why do I have to suffer through fucking joint and muscle pain each month, that's not really of any advantage in my ability to procreate (not that I want to but in theory yk???) Like not to complain (that's a lie) but I don't think that's really a necessary feature... Quite the opposite... In fact. Bad invention. Can't recommend.

#johnny's silly rambles #bleh #((also do you see how funny i am. do you?))

[irritablepoe]

I'm a simple man. I see blood, I reblog.

[irritablepoe]

#married already

#jayvik #arcane

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#me rn honestly 💀

[irritablepoe]

Here it is! My Poe inspired scrapbook page :3

I wrote a quote from a rl Poe novel and the torn paper in the corner matches the colors of his clothes and hair!

#this is soooo cool omg #hope rbing is okay😌 #bsd poe

[irritablepoe]

baptism by blood.

#bsd fyodor #bsd #ohhhhhhhhhhh

[irritablepoe]

omg gregor samsa🥺

#-johnny's asks #thank you nik💜😌

[irritablepoe]

*trips over our red string of fate*

[irritablepoe]

deleting files makes me so scared what if i Needed That

[irritablepoe]

atsushi dear, same

#bsd #sskk

[irritablepoe]

Chuuya Week Day 3: Found Family

(Or, Adam and the three messy teenagers he’s taken under his wing)

#bsd shirase #bsd adam #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #bsd

[irritablepoe]

when you're speaking to me, think of me as having a speech bubble with hearts in it like in sdv over my head

#or the “:3” bubble #this is important #johnny's silly rambles

[irritablepoe]

i love characters who could get the absolute Shit kicked out of them and still be fine but as soon as someone touches/handles them gently it’s like “ah. im going to shatter to pieces now thanks”

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🛸 .。.:*°　🌙　•　　.°•　　🚀 ✯　.°• ★　*　　　°　　 .。.:*・°.　.°• 🛰 　°· 🪐.　 •　° 　 •  ☄ .。.:* ・°☆. •　.°•💫 .。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°

mutuals look we are in the planetarium together

#ohhh plssss

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Literally forgot to eat oops

#johnny's silly rambles

[irritablepoe]

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#this