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“You attract what you fear” AHHH I’m so scared of losing 30lbs ahhhhh scary help

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Summer bodies are made in winter!!

Now do something 'bout it.

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eating thats not very ugw of you 🤨

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you don't get it, i can't start living until i'm skinny

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It’s all about

control.

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tried the recovery thing gained to 150 and was staying there but realized that’s half way to 200 and if I started binging I could gain more so decided to get back on my shit🤭

#pro recovery #anamia #buliimix #meanspa #m34nspo #meanspø #st4rv1ng #egosp0 #egospo #egospø

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ed: dont eat ever again <3

me: okay!

ed: take cold showers to burn more calories <3

me: absolutely not. no. never.

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Maybe it's just a me thing....

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TW!! BODY CHECK

I honestly can’t tell if it’s a big difference😭

-10lbs

Then: Now:

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i wanna be a fast metabolism girly so bad

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i wish sadness didn’t feel like agony. i wish i could feel a negative emotion without wanting to rip out my eyes.

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“I still remember you as a little girl who overwaters plants because she doesn’t know when to stop giving.”

― Trista Mateer

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I fucking hate fatspo, and ik pretty much every blog run by an actually decent human being has stated that but it's so infuriating to see ppl justify their fatphobia with their ed. I'm not fat so I'm not affected by fatspo or fatphobia in general and I'm not trying to talk over fat ppl but I feel like in every ed community on every app there's a part that's just completely overrun by fatphobia, especially on edtwt. It's deeply upsetting to see. Your ed doesn't make you fatphobic. You'd be fatphobic without your ed. You're just a shitty person. If you support fatspo get off my blog. I do not tolerate any form of fatphobia, not matter how deep into this disorder I get I will never stand for fatphobia. If you're proudly fatphobic you disgust me.

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F00d war ‼️‼️

Like for sugar free monster

Rb for coke zero/diet coke

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