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dan and phil updates, day 1348: they both pregtatnt

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I still regularly read your dan and phil fics. The positive impact on my mental health you have brought writing imaginary scenarios about those homos is beyond what you can imagine. Funny how the world works

:'))) i'm touched! glad those fics are still serving a good purpose!!! thanks for reading anon! <3

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Huge fan of when my speech patterns rub off on people enjoy when thay happens

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Hello, I've been reading your spideypool fics for a long time and it's been a year since you write one, I'm not sure if you get this kind of words enough but I still wanna say it, honestly jillian you're the best spideypool author I ever meet, I fall inlove with the way you write both peter and wade inside or outside their vigilante/anti-superhero identity.

The way you make their relationship and slowly building up their tension is so satisfying, I couldn't get enough and you set my fics standard high too, I can't find anyone that could capture their dynamic as good as you and I alwayd reread everything you write. If i could I would like to make them as physical books but I can't cuz money (and my parent would ask what kind of book is that and eh..) Anyway, I hope you're alright with your personal stuff and live is doing great for you. I miss you and your writing.

Sincerely,

your fans

wow!!!! i'm so touched by this sweet message, i really can't thank you enough! 🥺 i'm so glad you enjoy my spideypool and my writing!!!

i've definitely been facing some writer's block in the last year, which is annoying and really frustrating at times. at the same time, my life has gotten a lot busier in a lot of really fun ways, like with new friends and hobbies and a relationship. i would love love love to get back to writing spideypool in the future! but at this point, it mostly feels like i have to wait for inspiration to strike. every time i sit down and force myself to try to write spideypool (or pretty much anything recently), i don't manage to get very far and just end up frustrating myself even more. so!!! here's hoping that the writing worm works its way back into my brain sometime soon. but in the meantime, i'm having a lot of fun and happiness and growth and love in my life :)

#trying not to beat myself up about how hard it's been to write recently #i miss it a lot #but trying to force it to happen feels so frustrating and unnatural #really weird bc i never used to feel this way

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Windy Path

artbook / patreon / youtube / twitter / instagram / inprnt

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how does it feel knowing my adolescence consisted of ur phanfics🥸

anon we are in the same boat 🥸 that's OUR adolescence

#feels gr8 m8 #the random impact i've had 😤

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I had no clue you had a book but I just found out and I missed your writing so I made my library buy it. Hopefully others will get to pick it up when I’m done with it. I hope life has been treating you well 🤗

woah!!!! that is so sweet, i had no idea you that was even something you could do! i really hope you enjoy it, thank you so much!!! and i've been really great, i hope you are too :) ♡

#my heart :"))) #unrelated but some life updates: #i've been working as a technical writer for like a year and a half now #a lot of my friends Scattered across the country after college and i was scared that i'd have trouble making friends in the Real World #but about a year ago a friend from college invited me to join a rec volleyball team even though i'd never played volleyball #and now this group of people are some of my best friends #and one of them is my boyfriend :) #he is the first relationship i've ever been in and we're in love :) #it's funny bc i write a lot of love stories and always kind of couldn't imagine myself in a relationship. and now it consumes me #if you're reading this i hope you're happy and healthy <3

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#lmfao #dnp

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heyy i’m looking for a drarry fic if anyone happens to know it? it’s a oneshot, draco’s father modified his memories and he doesn’t remember his relationship with harry, he just goes on kissing harry and what-not because he thinks harry’s under a love spell? and also there’s a snow fight somewhere in there. PLEASE

i'm a million years late answering this, but is this maybe the fic you're looking for? 🤔

an issue of consequence - faithwood - 20.7k -

Draco has woken up in an alternate universe. Or he has woken up utterly insane. Nothing else can possibly explain why Harry Potter suddenly seems to think he's Draco's boyfriend.

#i love this fic #drarry fic recs

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Got a notification you posted again and audibly gasped. Hope you're well these days! There is a lovely girl I went to high school with who is still in my phone contacts as "jilliancares looking girl" so uh yeah your legacy ig

LMAOOO i'm seeing this late but i can't believe that's how you identified a girl u know irl 😭😭 i'm doing well!!! i hope you are too! :)

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I started In the Absence of Light last night and just finished it!! I just wanted to let you know how much I loved Ren! I’ve been super excited to read an adventure story with LGBTQ MCs and the story was super engaging.

oh man!!!!! thank you so much, i'm so glad you enjoyed it!!! i really appreciate you my dude!!! 😭😭

#i'm so happy you liked it omg #i wrote and published that when i was 18 i'm glad it holds up LOL #<3333

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angsty boys

#hxh

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BIG NEWS!!

I was commissioned by @danielhowell and @amazingphil to create this poster for Gamingmas :D It was a huge honour and a dream come true!!! I've been drawing them since 2013, and I owe them SO much for my art journey!!

(text graphics by them, not me!)

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you’re sitting across from me in a shitty diner in anywhere, america, and i watch you pour too much creamer in your coffee and i think “i love you.” you look up, catching me staring, and for a moment i think i’m brave enough to say it, but i take too long and the moment passes. i take the balled up straw wraper and flick it at you, pretending that was my plan all along. you laugh. i never want to go another day without hearing that laugh. i think i will have all the time in the world to say it.