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justaself-shipper · 2 years

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Um, no i think I'll stick with having crushes on fictional characters, thank you. Go away weird, complicated feelings

Hi yes I'm alive and i only have one question:

Why can't I fall in love with a real fucking person?

#this one is dead lol #sorry ive been in a whole bunch of franchises simping for some questionable charavters #wtf is wrong with me lmao #am i gonna write a fanfic for them? no <3 #but now im in a bit of a predicament irl #im currently questioning my sexuality #i just thought this was funny lol #anyway gonna disapear for another 5 years peace *disappears*

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justaself-shipper · 2 years

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Honestly I might start moving away from x reader fics.

I might just start writing one shots of the characters relationships to one another. Challenge myself to get them in-character as possible and really just getting to writing different types of relationships to help me be a better writer.

I'll leave the ones I've written here for you all, because I know a few people like some of them.

#freshie txt #ill change my name too #anouncement

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Eda x Reader- See You On the Other Side

A/N: Heyyyy I'm back. Probs not forever my other books are just on hiatus and I'm bored rkjvldnsck forgive my decline in grammar and english Y/N=Your name H/C= Hair colour E/C=Eye colour N/N=Nick name

Small note: Y/N is in the plant coven.

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It's the end of the world.

The mad Emperor confirmed so himself. An illusion lit up in the night sky, he was currently in a young boy's body, his crazed cackles filling the empty air. His blonde hair fell over his blue eyes, as the scar on his cheek seemed to glow in the moonlight. A body swap spell with an unfortunate "bad but sad boy". "Finally, you witches will pay! Say goodbye, you barbarians!" he states, turning away for a moment. The sky falling behind him never ceased, lighting up the night sky as meteors hit the buildings, setting them alight. Smoke fills Eda's nostrils, as she clutches her partner tighter. Fire starts to spread throughout the Boiling Isles, as screams of agony and terror filled the sky. The flames were slowly drawing nearer and nearer, surrounding them and blocking off their exit. The Emperor's mad cackles come to a sudden stop, as he lets out a loud, shocked gasp. "No! Why didn't it work!?" The illusion disappeared. But the fires, meteors and screams did not. "Eda?" Eda looked to her right, where her partner Y/N stood, staring at her with wide-eyes. "I..." tears started falling down their cheeks, and Eda places a comforting hand on their shoulder. She was crying too. "Shhh. It's okay. We're gonna be alright." She whispers, pulling the witch into a hug. She didn't know what else to say. Nothing was going to be okay. All she could do was try and calm them down. "I'm just glad that I get to spend these final moments with you." Y/N hugs back tightly, as the flames dance around them. "We won't be separated after we die...right?" they ask fearfully. Eda cups their cheek, leaning her forehead on theirs. "No, of course not. We'll always stick together." she responds quietly.

-- "Eda! Stop that!" Young Y/N whines. Young Eda cackles, lowering her water gun. She'd sto-ehem, BORROWED, a couple of the toys from the human realm on her last visit, and decided she wanted to play with her sister and her best friends, Raine Whispers and Y/N L/N. A hide and seek version, and she was the seeker. And she'd just caught her first victim. Y/N, now soaking wet, gave Eda a cold glare. "No fair! You cheated!" they complained. Eda leaned on a tree. "Oh yeah? How so?" she asks smugly. "You got Raine to help you! I saw you!" they state. Eda chuckles. "Oh yeah? What are you gonna do about i-" a jet of water hit her face, and the witchlet coughs as she stares at her friend. Y/N holds up their own water gun, smirking. "Oh, you're gonna pay for that!" Eda starts chasing Y/N, and the two wage war on one another as they run through the woods.

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"I think we should see other people." Eda never left the hill after Raine left. She sat in silence, calming down the owl beast. But that didn't stop her from crying. "Eda? Are you there?" Hurriedly wiping away her tears, Eda looks down the hill and sees Y/N slowly climbing up. Putting on a smile, she waves to them. "Hey, Y/N! Wha- what are you doing here?" she asks. Y/N had a look of concern as they approached their friend. "I heard what happened...are you okay?" they ask worriedly, taking a seat next to Eda. The young Clawthorne looks away. "Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" She was lying again, and they knew it. "Eda...." Y/N starts, but stops themself. Eda waits for the accusation. Letting out a sigh, Y/N turns back to Eda. "If you ever want to talk...I'll be here for you, okay?" The Owl Lady was surprised, but also relieved. So they weren't going to leave. "Alright...." "N/N?" "Yeah Eda?" "Thanks..."

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After Eda had become a wanted criminal, she lost touch with Y/N. They both had their own paths, and it was also kind of hard when Eda was constantly changing her information while escaping her parents. Now, after years of just herself and King, she had Luz to look after. And they were all currently running away from a blood-thirsty demon. "Luz! What did I tell you about going up to strangers?! This is the-" "The Boiling Isles, I know! But I wasn't the one who pick-pocketed his wallet!" the human cries back, letting out a yelp as she dodges a fire blast. No longer paying attention, Eda starts counting the money from this guys wallet. "Whatever. Totally worth it anyway." she chuckles. Picking up King and Luz, she places them on her staff. "Well kids, it's time we fly!" she says, about to pull up. She was a second too late, however, when she accidentally runs into someone from the opposite direction. They're all sent tumbling to the ground, yelling out in surprise. Rubbing her head, Eda sits up. Only to be face-to-face with the angered demon. He breathes heavily, growling down at her. Taking a quick glance around, the Owl Lady realised her staff is too far out of reach. She chuckles nervously. "Eh heh heh...you want this back?" she asks sheepishly, holding up the demons empty wallet. The demon lets out an enraged roar, lifting up his claw to strike the witch. Eda braces herself.

The demons roars become muffled, as its...dragged away? Opening her eyes, Eda's surprised to see the demon now trapped in vines. It struggles to break free, but was only dragged away out of sight. "What the...?" "Eda! Are you okay!?" Luz asks, helping her mentor to her feet, King sitting on her shoulders. Eda looks after the disappearing demon. "Yeah. I'm fine. Let's go before he breaks free and comes back." she states, grabbing Owlbert. The kids nod in agreement, and get on Owlbert. Eda was about to get on as well, when a familiar voice stopped her. "Eda?" The Owl Lady turned around, wide-eyed as she catches sight on the familiar figure in front of her. Their H/C hair and E/C eyes were unmistakable. "Y/N?" "Oh my Titan, I can't believe it's you!" they yell, running toward Eda and embracing her in a hug. "Where have you been? I haven't seen you in ages you big doofus!" After a moment, Eda hugs back, relieved. " It's great to see you, N/N." Luz lets out a loud gasp. "Mysterious past!"

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It had been a couple of months since Eda's and Y/N's reunion. Upon finding out where Eda lives (thanks to Luz), they wasted no time in visiting her as often as they could. King wasn't keen on it at first, but when the witch started bringing snacks like scones and cookies, he allowed them entry to the Owl house. Now was one of those times. Eda and Y/N were left alone in the Owl House, besides Hooty of course. Luz and King had gone out on their own adventure. Right now, the two sat on the couch, watching a paranormal show called "Fake or Fake?" on the crystal ball. Eda glances toward Y/N, nervous about something. Unfortunately for her, they noticed. "Is there something on my face?" "What? Oh, no no! It's handso- I mean, you're pre- wait-" Eda's cheeks heated up, stumbling over her words. "It- there's nothing on your face, it's fine." she finally manages to get out, avoiding eye contact for a moment. Y/N smiles. "Pfft- you okay? You've been nervous all day." they chuckle. Eda nervously chuckles along with them. "Yeah...N/N?" "Hm? Yeah?" Eda takes a deep breath. "Look, forgive me for sounding cheesy, but recently...I can't stop thinking about you. Even when you're not here. When I wake up, when I'm about to fall asleep... you're always there." Eda looks away from Y/N, who'd now gone quiet. "I just...don't know how else to say I think I like you, Y/N. You'd always been there for me before. Now I want to be here for you. But I understand if you don't want that..." Turning back to the witch, she was surprised to see them smiling at her, eyes filled with tears of joy as their own cheeks were tinted pink. "Took you long enough, ya dingus." they state, flicking Eda's forehead. The Owl Lady was confused. "Wait, what do you mean by that?" she asks. Y/N looks back at the crystal ball, a fond smile on their face. "I've liked you for years, Eda. When you started dating Raine was when I realised. But I played it off because you were happy. I didn't want to ruin anything." they explained. "Oh." The two sat in silence, thinking. "So..." Eda said, looking at Y/N. "It's probably a bit late and awkward now, but....do you wanna go out on a date sometime?" Y/N chuckles. "Of course, doofus." Holding out their hand, they waited expectantly. Eda gladly took it, and the two sat in silence once again, holding hands as they watched the crystal ball with warm smiles. "Do the details later?" "Do the details later." Hooty slunk between them. "Hey! What did I miss?" "Hooty!"

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Eda looked up, catching sight of the largest asteroid coming down. Y/N shook in fear as they hugged Eda tightly. "I love you, Eda." they whimper. Eda's tears poured down her cheeks, cuddling them back. "I love you too, my little N/N." she says back, as the final asteroid struck.

"See you on the other side."

A/N: A short one. I was bored and this came to my head jhgvnhbvnbjj

#eda x reader #x reader #self insert #reader included #toh #eda clawthorne x reader #getting used to writing they/them pronouns lol #see you on the other side

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justaself-shipper · 2 years

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For the thingie uh… Eda or Amity

Thank youuu ytfgjhhjnmytjgh

#ask #it gonna be up soon

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Luz x Trans!Reader- The Village

D/N= Dead name Y/N: Your name B/N= brothers name A/N: This was kinda based off a song.

“Have you ever felt like you don’t belong in your own body? For a long time I’ve felt uncomfortable in my body. My hips were too wide, my breasts uncomfortable, and my hair was always too long, even after I cut it to my shoulders. For years, I’ve questioned who I actually was. I never liked the toys girls played with or the strange and revealing clothes they wore. Sure I’d sometimes where dresses, but that was only because my religious family forced me to. They taught me to "act like a lady”. Like I knew what that was at the time. After a while, I realised I was different to other girls. As they grew older, they wore skirts, tank tops and short shorts to show off their body. When I didn’t “keep up with the latest trends”, the other girls began to ghost me, treating me like an outcast. I guess in their eyes I was. “ I walked through Hexside halls, my hoodie pulled over my head. Many of the students murmured on my outfit. Baggy pants with a zipped up hoodie and sneakers. Yet none dared speak up. I lowered my head, trying my best to ignore the comments. But it still stung every time they made a comment about my appearance, and how it was "unladylike”. Hearing someone yell my name, I barely had enough time to brace myself when a bundle of joy tackled me into a hug. “D/N! Where have you been?! How’ve you been?!” The figure gasped. “Were you on vacation without me?!” Taking a step back, I realised it was Luz, one of my best friends and my crush. I smiled and chuckled a little at Luz’s childlike behaviour. “No, just went on a retreat with my mother and father.” I stated, giving Luz a hug. “Sorry I couldn’t text. They kinda banned me from taking my phone.” Luz shrugged. “All is good, bestie! COME! LET US FIND THE GANG TOGETHER!” She exclaimed, and began to drag me toward her locker. I laughed at her childishness. Luz and I walked by Boscha and her gang. With a smirk, Boscha turned to her friends. “Look, if it isn’t round-ears and the tramp!” She said loud enough for the both of us to hear. Boscha and her friends snickered, passing by. Luz stopped for a minute, glaring at the school bully. “Why that little-” Before Luz could chase after her, however, I butted in. “It’s fine, Luz! I kinda like the nickname?” I smiled awkwardly. I knew how reckless Luz could be at times, and I didn’t want anything bad to happen to the human. After giving me a weird look, Luz shrugged, holding my hand as we walked toward the lockers. I blushed a bit, but controlled myself. Gus, Willow and Amity were waiting at the lockers. Luz ran up to them, giving them all a big hug joyously. I smiled warmly, watching the joyous girl saying hi to her friends. If only you knew how much I cared for you, Luz. The school day passed quickly, and the gang and I were walking home together. Apparently, the others had been talking about a sleepover at the Owl House. “It’s gonna be so cool! I haven’t had anyone come for a sleepover in so long!” Luz squealed. I chuckled, looking down at the ground dreamily. Maybe it would be fun. Watching movies on Luz’s phone, playing board games- “Sorry Luz, but I can’t come tonight. My mum and dad want me to perform tonight.” Amity butted in. I looked up sadly at the teen witch. She was looking down gloomily, probably feeling bad about the inconvenience. Oh, well, that’s alright. At least we still had Willow and Gus- “And I have to study for the test tomorrow. My dads wouldn’t be too happy if I failed this test…” Willow? Ok, we still had Gus- At that moment, a bird came down from the sky, landing on Gus’ shoulder. It began to speak. “Augustus! You’re grounded for 2 weeks! You are to come back home right NOW!” With that, it left. Gus stared up at the bird in disbelief. “What did I do?! Surely they couldn’t have found out about that prank I pulled on Bump the other day, right?!” Everyone was silent, looking at Gus in disappointment. “WHAT?!” Luz looked down at the ground sadly. My heart broke at her upset expression. I pursed my lips. I couldn’t just leave Luz hanging like this. “I’m still coming Luz!” I said a loud. Luz’s eyes brightened as they landed on mine. She tackled me in a hug. “OH THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!” She shrieked excitedly. I blushed as I hugged her back. The other witches were giving Luz and I smirks, elbowing each other knowingly. My face turned even redder. Pulling back, we kept walking. Man, how was I gonna get to the Owl house without my parents knowing? “No! I’m not gonna cover for you! Find your own damn way to sneak out!” My older brother, B/N, growled out, turning his gaze back to Penstagram. I groaned. “Please? I can’t let my friend down! I’ll let you have my savings!” His ears perked up at this. “…Alright. But it better be a good amount.” He replied. At that moment, I heard my mother calling my name. “D/N! Come try on this new dress I found for you!” I grimaced at the sound of my own name. It sounded so…flowery. I hated it. And dresses? I’d already asked her not to get any. Skirts were enough, weren’t they? Begrudgingly, I walked down stairs to see what my mother so insisted on me wearing. It was around 6pm. I had to leave now, while my parents were distracted doing their ritual. Grabbing my bag for tonight, I snuck pass their room. Hopefully, B/N will uphold his end of the deal. The floorboards creaked under my feet. I paused, holding my breath. Did they hear that? The sound of their chants never ceased. Letting out my breath, I opened the door quietly, closing it behind me as I stepped out into the evening air. Running into the woods, I almost cheered out loud in victory. I stepped onto the Owl house porch. Not gonna lie, I was a little nervous about spending the afternoon with my crush. As I was about to knock on the door, something shoved itself into my face, shouting “HOOT HOOT! VISITORS!” I screamed as I punched the thing. It let out a cry of pain. “OW! GEEZ, YOU DIDN’T HAVE TO BE SO MEAN ABOUT IT!” It cried. I rubbed the back of my neck awkwardly, as I surveyed the creature. It looked like some sort of owl, but it was connected to the house door. I felt bad for hurting him. “Uh…sorry man. Didn’t see you there…” I mumbled out. The owl laughed. “WELL, AT LEAST YOU SAID SORRY! I’M HOOTY, WHAT’S YOUR NAME?” “Hooty” greeted. I grinned, before pausing. Did I want to tell it my actual name? Before I could answer, however, the door opened. There stood a tall witch, with grey bushy hair and amber eyes. She was sipping something from a mug as she looked down at me in confusion. “Do I know you?” “Oh, hi Eda! Um, yeah, I believe you do?” I questioned. I had met Eda before. Did she have an accident? Luz came to the door, eyes bright with excitement. “D/N! Eda! You remember D/N, right? Come in!” She ushered. Eda was just as confused as ever, so was I. “Oh don’t mind her she just woke up from her nap! She’s always like this. She’ll remember you in a minute!” Luz explained. I guess that was understandable? Luz lead me to her room. On the bed sat a little weird creature, sleeping peacefully. It wore a large skull and red collar, with a little crown placed gently next to it. Luz walked quietly up to the creature. “King, wakey wakey!” She gently shook the demon, as it mumbled in its sleep. “Hnnnng five more minutes….” He groaned. I chuckled at how weirdly adorable he was. At the sound of my voice, he abruptly sat up, staring at me in surprise. “Luz, what is that?!” He pointed accusingly at me. Luz giggled, introducing us. The demon’s name was King, which suited his personality.

Luz and I talked for hours, late into the night. We watched “yoo-tube” as Luz called it, and “net-flicks”. Strange names, but who was I to judge? “Ok ok. Coffee, or hot-chocolate?” Luz asked. I thought for a moment. “Hmm…I guess coffee. Alright, my turn. Cats or dogs?” I asked. Luz giggled, hugging King. ‘Demons! But if I had to choose between those two, then a cat.“ I laughed. "Ooh! Dresses or skirts?” Luz asked excitedly. My smiled disappeared as I recalled the events with my mother this evening. All was quiet for a minute. “Wow, didn’t think I’d hit a sore spot there.” Luz awkwardly laughed. I laughed too, but it was forced. “Hey, what’s wrong?” Luz asked, placing a hand on my shoulder. I glanced up at her and sighed. “Do you…ever feel weird about your gender?” I asked. Luz tilted her head questioningly. I hastily continued. “I mean, are you ever confused with your gender? I feel like I’m trapped in my own body, somehow. I don’t feel like…a girl.” I finished, looking down in embarrassment. Luz’s face turned to that of recognition, as she smiled warmly at me. “So you think you’re trans?” She asked. I didn’t understand her question. “What’s trans?” I asked. “Oh, that’s right.” She giggled. “Well, a trans person is someone who feels like they were born with the wrong gender. Like you.” She explained. I tilted my head in amazement. There were others that felt the same way? Luz then did the unexpected. She hugged me in a tight embrace. I never expected her to react that way. “Y-you think it’s normal?” I asked, hugging her back in confusion. “Finding out who you are is normal, D/N! Or would you like to change your name around us?” I pulled back. “You can change your name?” Luz nodded. “Well, kinda. In my world you gotta go through this tough process. Not sure what you’d have to do here, though.” My mind was buzzing with this new information. Luz shook my shoulder, bringing my attention back to her. “So do you feel like a guy? Or non-binary??” She asks excitedly. She gasped. “We gotta choose a good name that suites you! We could go with Zach, or Damien. Ooh! How about James!” I laughed. Pausing for a minute, I hesitantly said, “How about…Y/N?” Luz gasped once more, shaking my arm. “YES! It’s amazing! Just wait till the gang hear about this-all with your permission, of course-” My grin was as wide as ever. I didn’t even realise how close to Luz I truly was until I felt a light peck on my cheek. My eyes widened when I realised Luz had just kissed me. “Did you just kiss me?” Luz realised what she’d just done, and her face turned red as she began to stutter. “I-I’m sorry! My bad! Got caught up in the excitement and-” She was cut off as our lips met. After a few seconds I pulled away. “Thanks, Luz.” I whispered, smiling as I rubbed the back of my neck. Luz placed her hand on mine. “No problem, Y/N.” She whispered back. A/N: Sorry it’s a little fast paced. Or inaccurate in anyway. Hope I did alright? Edit: I changed it from “trans name” to “your name”.

#reblog because ive edited it #i dont think anyone will see this lol oof

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