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Ek Naya Kinara

#008

One way or another we all have experienced this and you will all agree with me.

The moment of realization that you are falling for someone is the most exciting yet the most terrifying feeling one goes through. A ray of hope, excitement for a new beginning, and the fear deep within of failing. Taking you to infinity and bringing you back to reality all at once.

Wo saath hai kisi khwaab jaisa Khwaab koi haqeeqat jaisa

There is always this hesitation in the blooming of love. Flutters in heartbeats, stutters in words, swinging in smiles. A complete world of incompleteness. Trying to make everything perfect imperfectly. Those butterflies and all those little joys, waiting for someone at the coffee to singing in the showers. From talking on the phones to waiting for them at the bus stops. All those thrills and chills. From rock concerts to slow songs before bed each of them gives butterflies in the head.

Darna bhi achha hai Ehamiyat ka ehsaas hota hai

At some point, there is this fear. Fear of losing. Fear of the void that creates when a person leaves. But that fear that struggles has its own importance. Don't show yourself as perfect. Every now and then show your insecurities, your flaws, your imperfections. Cause those are the joints and voids of your jigsaw. The one who will embrace it will fit right in. Till then keep fighting and keep searching. Complete your puzzle.

Usse yun hi rehne do Woh aise hi khoobsurat hai Wo tumhare jazbaato  Se thehrega  Tumhare ufaano me tairega  Usse kinaare pe bandhne  ki koshish ko ab rehne do Uss kashti ko tairne do Ladne do Usse waqt ke thapede  Khaane do  Jo jaa taira wo naa sahi Iss dariya me  kashtiyo ki koi kami nahi Koi aur kashti  Tunhare tufaano se takrayegi Aur tumhare kinaare pe  Apna ghar banayegi....

शुभ रात्रि

take care and Be safe.

[kuch-ankahe-ehsaas]

Ek Naya Kinara

#008

One way or another we all have experienced this and you will all agree with me.

The moment of realization that you are falling for someone is the most exciting yet the most terrifying feeling one goes through. A ray of hope, excitement for a new beginning, and the fear deep within of failing. Taking you to infinity and bringing you back to reality all at once.

Wo saath hai kisi khwaab jaisa Khwaab koi haqeeqat jaisa

There is always this hesitation in the blooming of love. Flutters in heartbeats, stutters in words, swinging in smiles. A complete world of incompleteness. Trying to make everything perfect imperfectly. Those butterflies and all those little joys, waiting for someone at the coffee to singing in the showers. From talking on the phones to waiting for them at the bus stops. All those thrills and chills. From rock concerts to slow songs before bed each of them gives butterflies in the head.

Darna bhi achha hai Ehamiyat ka ehsaas hota hai

At some point, there is this fear. Fear of losing. Fear of the void that creates when a person leaves. But that fear that struggles has its own importance. Don't show yourself as perfect. Every now and then show your insecurities, your flaws, your imperfections. Cause those are the joints and voids of your jigsaw. The one who will embrace it will fit right in. Till then keep fighting and keep searching. Complete your puzzle.

Usse yun hi rehne do Woh aise hi khoobsurat hai Wo tumhare jazbaato  Se thehrega  Tumhare ufaano me tairega  Usse kinaare pe bandhne  ki koshish ko ab rehne do Uss kashti ko tairne do Ladne do Usse waqt ke thapede  Khaane do  Jo jaa taira wo naa sahi Iss dariya me  kashtiyo ki koi kami nahi Koi aur kashti  Tunhare tufaano se takrayegi Aur tumhare kinaare pe  Apna ghar banayegi....

शुभ रात्रि

take care and Be safe.

[kuch-ankahe-ehsaas]

Ek Hi Raasta

#007

Ek hi raasta

Hai ab mere saamne

Ussi se manzil tak jaana hai

Farq hai isme

Ab bhi kuch kachha hai

Khud k mutaabiq is dhaalna hai

Modna apne hisaab se hai

apni manzil ke liye

Leke ab isko jaana hai

Galat hai ke chalna ab

raaste ke hisaab se hai

Meri chaah hai

Raasta mujhe khud banana hai

Bahot gumraah hai

Iss jahaan me

Hausla unhe dilana hai

Raaste ko unke

Unse milana hai

Ek hi raasta hai

Ab ussi pe aage jaana hai

Confused with life, choices, where you headed? one thing I have figured out in all these years struggling Thoda Thoda, making choices, finding and mending my way. "Jo Aaj samajh Nahi aa raha kal aa jaayega". everything falls into place and works like fine clockwork. Like all those pieces in a watch.

and while you are on the road to your destination.

Find your passion, fill your vessels (hearts)

live the moments, laugh at confusion

trust the process, have some patience.

and believe.

तब तक take care Be safe.

[kuch-ankahe-ehsaas]

Wo Do Hanson Ka Joda

#006

Calvin: What’s the best thing about a conversation for you? Is it the stories that are shared, or the silences that are filled?

Hobbes: For me, the best thing about a conversation - is mutual effort to keep it going.

Both of them discussed while gazing at the sky. I remember I was little at that time bass Kuch dhundhli si Yaad hai. my grandparents were old but still early in their 60s. love marriage thi unki maa batati hai. Aksar Shaam ke dusre peher me wo apni folding chairs lekar bahar baramdah me baith jaate the. Kabhi taaro ko dekhte, kabhi ek dusre ko aur mand mand muskurate the. Jaise khud pe Garv karte the. Puraani baaton me, yaadon me, khud ke banaye is chote se sansar ko dekh ke khush hote. Puraani Kisi baat ko yaad karke haste thahake lagate to kabhi puraani kisi baat pe bhigi palko ke saath ek dusre ka haath thaam liya karte the. Dono Ek dusre ka hissa sa hua karte the. Daadi aksar apni prem kahani pe abhimaan dikhaya karti. Ek dusre pe prem nyochavar karne ka kahin koi mauka naa chhodte the dono. Chahe wo derr raat Dada ke liye coffee banani ho yaa, daaadi ki subah roz Dada ke haath ki chai se honi ho. Dono ka Apna dhang apna tareeka hua karta tha.

Daadi lekhika thi meri. Apne pyaar ko, gusse ko, jazbaato ko syaahi me dubo ke kagaz ki baaho me saunp dena unhone hi virasat me diya tha mujhe. Ek shaam waisi si hi thi unke aakhiri dino ki Dada bahot beemaar the un dino. Cancer ne Gala jakad rakha tha unka, shabdik aur vaasktvik dono hi tareeko se.

Wo shaam bhi wo saath the par ek ajab bechaini thi unn dono ke hi chehro pe. Jaise kisi toofaan ka nadaza sa ho raha ho dono ke hi mann pe. wo shaam main wahin tha dadi ne aaj yun hi dada kaa haath thaam rakha tha. koi apni likhi kavita suna rahi thi unhe. wo sunte sunte hi kuch khaansi uthi dada ko firr Kuch achanak hulchul si hui ghar me. Papa ko bhagte dekha tha. pados wale uncle ki gaadi aayi. dada zameen par lete hue the khaans rahe the kuch khoon bhi nikal rha tha munh se. uss shaam unko hospital leke gaye aur kuch dino baad wo kahin door taara ban gaye.

October ki ek subah thi, mausam bahot khushnuma tha. Chhutti thi uss din school ki main wahi aangan me baitha tha. daadi wahi baramdah me chair pe baithi thi ke achanak bass yun hi sabko kehte suna ke wo nahi rahi.

Ussi jagah pe baitha karti thi ab woh, jaha kabhi Dada baitha karte the. Kuch pura hone ke unke saath hone ka ehsaas dilaati thi unko wo jagah wo kursi. Chai peeni kam kar di thi unhone parr haa khud raat ko coffee bana ke piya karti thi roz raat ko, shayad unke kareeb hone ka ehsaas dilaati hogi wo coffee unhe.

Chhota hi tha main bass wo kuch shabd yun hi kisi ke kahe dimaag me kahin ghar kar jaate hai waise ek line jo uss shaam dadi ko kehte suna tha mene dada ko

"TU MUJH MEIN MAIN TUJHME KOI FARQ NAHI"

kahi dil me ghar kar gayi. wo log jaate jaate bhi mujhe jeevan ka ek pehlu sikha gaye.

Apne waade ko jo ek dusre se jo kiye the unhe nibha gaye.

sabhi ko dher saara pyaar.

शुभरात्रि!!

[kuch-ankahe-ehsaas]

The Wish Granting Factory

#005

**kehte hai maa ki ehamiyat pehli saans se pata hoti hai

baap ko aksar jaane ke baad logo ko samajhte dekha hai maine....**

(inspired by Sandeep Sharma's act. courtesy: Youtube)

ek malaal aksar logo ke

Zehen  mein rehta dekha hai maine

maa se sab keh dete hai

baap ke saamne aksar

chup rehte dekha hai maine

maa jata deti hai apna laad

Baap ko aksar lataadte dekha hai maine

Shikaayatein sabko maa se kar lete hai

Baap ko aksar samaadhaan dete dekha hai maine

maa mamta ka samandar hongi

duniya ki nadi me naav chalana

sikhaate baap ko dekha hai maine

maa ro degi, nirmal hona sikha degi

duniya ke pachdo se ladna jhagadna suljhana

baap ko sikhaate dekha hai maine

maa ke pyaar se unchaiyon ko chhuna seekha

baap se pyaar se aksar mitti se uthna seekha hai maine

Kuch Baatein, kuch waadein

waqt rehte bol di jaayein, Nibha di jaayein

nhi baad me yaadein aur malaal hi rhe jaata hai.....

aksar baap ke liye logo ko mehsus karte dekha hai....

Fathers, coming from an Indian family, is often regarded as the most planted and rooted member of the family. Regarded as being the one who supplies and takes care of needs,  The support system of the family. Similar to the Central Nervous system of the body. He is often the one who takes major and most of the decisions of the family.

He is the center of major decision-making and being busy supporting the family necessities. We often forget that he is also a human. Controlling all the emotions and taking control of whatever is laid on him.

"Apparently, the world is not a wish-granting factory!!"

- John Green

" Maybe the world is not, BUT A FATHER IS "

- Rajat Sharma

Ab jo peeche mud ke dekhta hu.

To yaad aata hai ke kaise

sirf kehne bhar se cheezein ho jaaya karti thi.

Khwaab hum dekha karte the

poora karne me unki jaan

unki mehnat lag jaaaya karti thi.

firr ek fatkaar se wo aadmi bura ho jaaya karta tha

pyaar uska maa ki tarah narm nahi tha

kisi chot pe marham ki chees sa tha

kasak jaisa par ghaavo pe zaruri sa

This shook me hard that writing about a father would be so difficult. Realizing that he has only given to us and will only give us. firr baat chahein paise ki ho, tajurbe ki ho, seekh ki ho, duniyadaari ki ho, ehsaano ki ho. A father only gives, And the debt we owe him will never be repaid.

just a request if your father is around give him love. If he is not, show him you are strong and send him all the love.

शुभरात्रि!!

[kuch-ankahe-ehsaas]

An Ode to Good Old Days

Hey!!

Thank You for still being here and reading this.

Going through one of the stories of Mr. Ruskin Bond. I realized how things changed from one generation to another. how the last generation used to admire things around them, and how we stopped that. Busy in this rat race we call life now. we stopped admiring pauses. we are so getting full with words that silence is no more appreciated and admired.

His stories took me back to an era where small things like watching a train pace up and travel along my school bus on our way back after school actually got me so thrilled. sleeping on the roof with that kachua chhap lit up and sky as the shade over my head and counting the stars with my amma actually brought me so much joy. That ride sitting in front of my papa on his bike was actually more thrilling than riding to my work daily. and that fight over Maggi with bhaiya was the key ingredient that made it so tasty.

wo shaamein wo raatein

wo pal jo sirf pal the

ban gayi ab yaadein

wo jhagde wo lafde

wo behes faqat sirf baatein

wo roti jo hum saath khaate

biti jo parivaar ke saath me

wo taaro se saji raatein

kiye the jo un purane dosto se waade

wo pal wo waade

wo raatein wo baatein

ab mehez khoobsurat yaadein.

Going through this thought at such a young age, I don't know if it is right or wrong. Should I even have these thoughts on my mind at such an early stage? I don't know. Maybe I will find out and so will you in upcoming pages.

Till then, stay safe.

शुभ रात्रि|

[kuch-ankahe-ehsaas]

लग जा गले

May 26, 2020

01:29 A.M.

#003

Music, sangeet aqsar hamare jazbaat ko humse jode rakhne me madad karta hai. Kuch yun hi gaano me apne jazbaato ko ghar diye main bhi baitha hu.

The song capturing one such solid feeling of losing someone, doubting every possibility of meeting again.

लग जा गले के फिर ये हसीं रात हो ना हो

शायद फिर इस जनम में मुलाक़ात हो ना हो!

We never know when someone is going to meet us for the last time. This song gave us an idea, a hint to live, laugh, and enjoy each and every moment to its fullest and absolute peak.

हम को मिली हैं आज

ये घड़िया�� नसीब से

जी भर के देख लीजिये

हमको करीब से

At times we often feel like stopping the time in a moment where we are happy. Capturing, Engraving all the minor details of someone deep in our minds. These lines beautifully conveying the excitement of being with someone in the moment and a fear of losing them in the next one.

फिर आप के नसीब में

ये बात हो ना हो

शायद फिर इस जनम में

मुलाक़ात हो ना हो

This 'हो ना हो' being a statement in itself conveys the meaning of life, Nothing lasts forever. This may last an eternity or may vanish the next moment. All we have is this moment. Live it, embrace it, love it.

Harr uss yaad ko kahi bator ke rakh lo..

Wo lamhe wo yaadein kahi samet lo..

Un aankhon ka kya karein..

Dekho tasveer hogi unki kahin..

Usse us album me rakh lo..

Uski mehek ko kahi bhul naa jaau..

Isliye wo shirt jo dhuli nhi thi..

Usse yun hi ghadi kar ke rakh do...

Uski awaaz uska kya karu...

Dekh koi voice note hoga...

Bheja jo kabhi usne hoga...

Usse backup kar do...

Uski wo harkatein dhundhli naa pad jaaye

Dekh kuch videos hongi..

Cloud kar ke rakh do...

Khana uske haath ka kaise me bhul jaau

Dekh uski likhi koi recipe hogi...

Usse baar baar practice karke pakka kar lo...

Wo rishta kahin peeche chhut na jaaye...

Isliye

Harr uss yaad ko kahi bator ke rakh lo

Wo yaadein wo lamhe kahin samet ke rakh lo..

This one is for everyone in my life whom I love and never want to lose. My family, friends, relative, all the people I love a Everyone who has been with me. Thank you for being a part of me. For making who I am today.

And when we meet next time लग जा गले के फिर ये हसीन रात हो ना हो।।

Be safe, Everyone.

[kuch-ankahe-ehsaas]

#003

May 25,2021 01:18 A.M.

Zindagi kuch roz badal rahi haI

Subah se shaam raato me dhal si rahi hai

koi raasta hai jo nazar nhi aata hai kuch manzile hai jin tak pahochana abhi kaha aata hai! kuch raasto ki talaash me nikla hu kuch khud se hi khafa hoke yun hi chalta hu.... koi raah hai jise ab jakad raha hu khushiyo ke bahano ko khoj khoj ke pakad raha hu bass waqt kaa ab saath diye jaa raha hu khud ke liye hi hosh sambhaale jaa raha hu kon kehta hai me akela hu ek mai hu ek meri parchhai... do aur log hai ek himmat meri aur khwaab harjai.....

Life is a journey. We all are on our roads to find the Purpose of being in this world. Love, Attraction, Feelings will always be there but once in a while we all feel stranded even if there is a world full of love for us. Not able to find our way and just standing around wondering what to do and where to go, doubting our choices and everything. And at that moment we forget that we are not alone and that world has its own weird ways to tell us what to do and where to go. be calm and listen to what your instincts and the universe tell you it will point you in the direction. You follow it, give it your best shot and nail the heck out of it. all the best y'all find that calling and if you cannot find it at the moment. maybe it's time to sit back and relax for a few moments. You will find your calling soon. ✌

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[kuch-ankahe-ehsaas]

Ek Shaam ki Dastaan

#002

May 25,2021 01:08 A.M.

Bass tu tha main tha

Mera haath tha

Tera saath tha

Wo shaam jiska

Rang laal tha....

Teri laali ka gulaal tha

Mere hatheli me rakha

Tera gaal tha....

Teri sondhi si khushbu

Se meheka ye jahaan tha...

wo shaam jiska rang laal tha

teri awaaz se

teri hasi se

jo madhur mera jahaan tha

wo pal kuch yun

malang mahaal tha....

Wo shaam jab

tu tha main tha

Mera haath tha

Tera saath tha

Hua arsa tujhe bataye

Dil ka haal tha.....

Teri baaton se kahi

Dil ko milta sukoon

Aur meri nazmo ki

Saanso ka aagaaz tha

Bass tu tha main tha

Mera haath tha

Tera saath tha

Kuch pal hote hain naa khaas se, Jinhein hum kabhi bhulana nahi chahte , kabhi dhundhla nahi hone dena chahte, Kuch aisa hi pal tha wo mere liye. Ek mast malang shaam, kuch baatein, kuch yaadein jo hamesha saath rahengi maine shayad socha nahi tha. kuch- kuch khwaab sa lagti hai ab. sach tha yaa nahi ab yaad nahi. Jo agar khwaab thi to khwaab sahi usse waisa hi chor do mujhe sach jaanna nahi aur jo sach thi to bahot haseen ab yaad thi. kuch aisi hi hai ye kuch panktiyaan uss shaam ke naam uss shaam si haseen.

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[kuch-ankahe-ehsaas]

Gift and You

May 25, 2021

12:57 A.M.

Getting to know you was like unwrapping a gift........

Opening a gift, one fold after the other.....

Revealing a tiny bit of what's inside.....

Tiny birds flying in the stomach opening up their feathers.....

Showing just a bit and a lot to hide.....

Every bit I get to know about you

Makes me more pulled towards you.....

Like two-ply held by the glue......

And every prayer of mine came true.....

Like god granted my wishes and gave me you.....

This piece is indeed very close to my heart. made out of love for someone who will always hold a very beautiful place in my life and heart. Every word everything in this is very heartfelt.

she came into my life rather unexpectedly and what we call it very filmy. getting to know her a bit by bit. She soon became my escape from everything, my happy place. but as the world says "Jitni tezi see koi cheez aati hai, utni hi tezi se jaati bhi hai". something that I have experienced most of my life. but being thankful for all the good things and memories.

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