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DIVINE LIGHT ACADEMY LP'S PALARO 2014 - TRAILER (TEASER)

DLA, ABANGAN! Seniors 2k14

#sen14rs #palaro2k14

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There are three things I want you to learn how to say.One. “I love you” and don’t just say it as an empty phrase, say it with feeling, say it to every person who comes to mind when you think of those three little words. I know it’s scary, I know it’s difficult, but open yourself up and shout it. Don’t mumble, don’t say it under your breath, when you love someone, whether platonically or romantically, it deserves to be shouted from every rooftop.Two. “Goodbye” There will be some people in your life that come in and just wreck everything, they mess up your plans, they hurt you, and make you feel less than what you are, so please learn how to say goodbye to them. But I also want you to learn how to say goodbye to even the people you want to stay. not everyone stays, and saying goodbye is like setting someone free, and it won’t always come easy, and it won’t always come without heartbreak, but not everyone stays, and it will do you a world of good to learn how to tell them goodbye.Three. “I am worth it.” there will be waves of sorrow in your life, and you will feel as if you were the sand that the tide carries away, you will feel as if it carries away your worth it will feel like you are the left over rubble of a building that had been burned down, and you will feel less, but please learn to say these words. say them in the mirror when you have just woken up, say them when your lover turns their back on you, say them when you are opening up the refrigerator sing them, yell them, whisper them, and please, believe them. You are more than sand that can just be washed away, and you are more than just a few pieces of broken cement, please, you are worth it.

(via thelostengineer)

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December 2013

#VSCOcam #:) #shots

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"Would you just stay with me?" "Stay with you? What for? Look at us! We're already fighting!" "Well that's what we do! We fight! You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you're being a pain in the ass! Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings, you have like a two-second rebound rate and you're back doing the next pain in the ass thing." "So, what?" "So it's not gonna be easy, it's gonna be really hard. And we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I wanna do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever. You and me. Everyday." -Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

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Retreat | November 20-22, 2013

#me #sen14rs #sov2k14

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November 6, 2013

I hate Wednesdays. I really do. Pero kanina excited ako pumasok kasi 16th birthday ni Bea. thank You, Lord, at hindi nag-fail yung surprise ko. It went like this: I asked 15 friends (plus yung akin) to give one reason why Bea is special and had each written on a piece of paper. tapos lahat yun dinikit ko sa upuan niya so napuno ng sticky-notes yung upuan niya pagpasok niya kaninang umaga.

We all started singing "Happy birthday" when Bea walked in. tapos nakita niya upuan niya tas sumigaw ng "OY BALIW!" tas tawa na siya ng tawa. Nahiya ako lumapit nung binabasa na niya and of course, CIver was there so I let him do the hugging part. mejo na-down ako kasi akala ko inisip ni Bea na surprise ni Civer yon. :( It made Bea really happy, tho.

so kahit hindi ako totally okay ngayong araw, masaya pa din ako kasi alam kong napasaya ko si birthday girl. All I want is to make her feel very special and loved, at nagawa ko naman so TYL!!

I love Beatrice so much. She's the type of girl who knows how to be happy even when she is sad. weirdo yan sobra, pero masaya kasama. kayang kaya niyang alisin yung pagkasimangot ko at patawanin ako. facial expression ko pa lang, alam na agad niya pag badtrip ako. basta, kulang yung 16 reasons kung bakit siya special. Happy birthday, Bea!!!! >:D<

(ang haggard okay hahahaha hi Jules bat andyan ka)

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Wednesday probs? 80-minute major classes.

Nung Math kanina hay nako nauna pa quiz kaysa discussion nakakaiyak. tas nung Physics antok na antok ako tas as usual hindi ko naman nagets agad agad yung lesson. nung English, WTF. kagabi pa ako nag-aral para sa graded recitation. todo-isip nanaman ako para makakuha ng at least 90 na grade tas kanina hindi naman ako natawag dahil time na. nakakaiyak pag bukas bad mood si Ma'am wala na akong star hay nako talaga. pero nakakatuwa, first time ko ma-feature sa Seniors' Wall. haggard face din sa picture kasi binigla ako ni Ma'am Thess pero nakakatuwa hahahaha TYL sa 96% na score sa English exam. :">

Thank you, Lord, for today! sobrang blog-worthy. xo

#sov2k14 #:)

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Nights like these, I just want to get up from bed, pack my bags and leave through the back door. Silently. No questions asked, no tears, no words, nothing.

Gone in a snap.

No looking back.

But I look back and I see you.

I drop my bags, jump back to bed and curl up next to you.

You make me stay.

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Chillin' with my bed and laptop on a Friday night before I start getting busy for the exams next week! After a whole week of project-making and all, I decided I to reward myself with McDonald's McSpicy meal and a bubblegum ice cream, thank you very much.

Hooray for quick updates! Hello, tumblrrrr

#:) #me #sorry not sorry

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Oct. 17, 2013

Totoo nga, na kahit ilang buwan o ilang taon kong iwan tong tumblr ko, dito at dito pa din ako babagsak kapag gusto kong magdaldal, pag gusto ko maglabas ng sama ng loob, o kahit sa simpleng rason na namimiss ko na 'to hahaha!

Medyo hassle ngayong 2nd quarter. two projects kailangan ipasa bukas, two post tests, at 3 quizzes. ewan minsan parang robot na lang yung kausap ng mga teachers eh. sunod sunod na gabi na akong natutulog ng medaling araw sira nanaman body clock ko.

Ayoooon namiss ko lang mga ganito. bye labyu tumblr mwa

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Ayie in Bora • October 2013

* LQ photos from Facebook

#:) #travel

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Totoo nga, hindi palaging badtrip at down at malungkot sa buhay. yung last week siguro normal na din sakin yung nagsasabay sabay yung stress at problema pero naging maayos na din.

Lalo nung Saturday na sobrang saya, tas Sunday nakasama ko mga pinsan ko. kahit sa school sobrang nakakapagod yung pag-practice para sa Filipino, ang saya pa din. meron kaming 10-minute break slash party party time sa Sov para magrelax tapos practice na ulit, uuwi ng 6:30 or 7pm. tapos since Saturday na din walang away kami ng baby ko, kaya mas masaya pa lalo :)

Kanina wala na halos klase para makapagpractice pa para sa Filipino, tas ang saya kasi nakatulong ako sa pag-paint huehuehue kahit walang creativity sa kamay ko. nakaka-pressure at nakaka-kaba yung scenes na nadagdag sa role ko sa play pero para sa Sov, kakayanin! konting push na lang! general at dress rehearsal na bukas tapos sa Thursday na yung program soooooo good luck, Seniors!!! :)

11th na din naming bukas hihihihi :">

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Ang sarap at ang saya siguro umalis kapag ganito yung sitwasyon. Aalis nang walang paalam, bigla ka na lang mawawala tas yung mga walang pake sayo biglang mag-aalala. Yung mga galit sayo biglang babait. Bigla ka nilang mapapansin hindi yung binabalewala lang at na-tatake for granted.

Bat di ko itry? Bakit walang nangyayaring ganon? Sana kahit isang beses lang masalpak ako ng kotse sa daan pero di mamamatay. Para lang maramdaman na may pake pa sila sayo kasi parang wala naman. Lul gago :)

#thoughts #:)

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Hindi masaya ‘tong post na ‘to, I’m warning you.

Simula pa lang din naman ng araw ko hindi na maayos. Ano pa bang bago diba? Pero okay na din yung may pasok kasi kasama ko naman mga kaklase ko. So ang hyper ko maghapon kasi ang dami kong nakain na pastillas as in maya’t maya ako bumibili kay Chelsea tas puro ako “sino may 5 pesos? Libre niyo ko 5” tas tawa ako ng tawa tas inaawat na ko nga mga kaklase ko kasi ang dami ko na nakain hahahaha.

Pero pag tumitigil ako naaalala ko yung problema. Pag titignan ko yung cellphone ko gusto ko nalang itapon. Pag naiisip ko malapit na dismissal naiinis ako kasi ayoko umuwi. Bakit ganon.

Kahit masaya sa school, nakakapagod pa rin sobra at stressed ako sa grades ko. Tas pag-uwi ko dadatnan ko yung tatay kong ang laki ng galit samin. Tapos ewan ko din kung bakit kailangan namin mag-away ng boyfriend ko eh stressed na nga ako. Ang saya ano po?

Ito nanaman yung hahagulgol ako sa pagpost nito bago matulog, iniisip ko kung bat ba sobrang lungkot ko, ano bang problema tas lahat na iisipin ko pati ekonomiya ng Pilipinas (dejk). Siguro kaya ako palaging malungkot, kaya hindi ako maging TOTOONG masaya, kasi na-stuck na sakin yung sadness at depression na matagal na andito sakin. Parang naging part na siya ng pagkatao ko na hindi ko na maalis. Pero minsan kinakain niya ako ng buo hanggang sa wala nanamang matira.

Ang daming tanong sa isip ko na hindi ko masagot. Puro galit at lungkot nalang nararamdaman ko, natatakot na ako sa sarili ko. Tas naisip ko ang saya nalang siguro uminom ng kung ano anong gamot pag ganto kagulo yung isip ko hahahahaha wait ano ako ba ‘to

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