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Naaah you're not dreaming. I published this damn chapter.

#the last kingdom #finan #finan the agile #finan x oc #broken crown

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I have written the next chapter of Broken Crown.

I take @emilyhufflepufftlk as my witness.

#you are not dreaming #just a little more patience and its going to come out #i mean its been a year whats a few days lmao #the last kingdom #finan #finan the agile #finan x oc

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What's life for if not to bring Finan more pain?

'I'm okay,' I whisper, wiping my tears because I had to hurt Sihtric in a fic I wrote, 'actually... no, I'm not okay.'

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I haven't abandoned this story. I just put it on the back burner for now. The story is just on a small vacation. It is currently out of office. It can't come to the phone right now. It just fell under my bed to sleep with the monsters. It never left my head. It is everywhere - except on paper.

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i know how to identify all of the barksies now.

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Em that's so good!!! My heart is in pieces!!!! 😭😭😭 the song fits so well that's amazing! Thank you so much for this! You are the best!!!!

Finan x Ingrith | the scientist

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#the last kingdom #seven kings must die #tlk edit #skmd edit #the last kingdom edit #fingrith #finan #ingrith #finan x ingrith #TLK video edit #fanvid #skmd spoilers #MY FRIEND IS SO TALENTED #SHES AMAZING

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EM THATS RUDE TO MAKE THIS

I AM GOING TO CRYYY

It's soooo great!!! Congratulations on your first edit!!! Can't wait to see more!!!!

I Wish You Were Mine | Aethelflaed x Aldhelm

Requested by @lord-aldhelm

Song: I Wish You Were Mine by Loving Caliber

This is my first time attempting a video edit. I hope you guys enjoy it.

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#look at my talented friend #the last kingdom #aethelflaed #aldhelm #aethelflaed x aldhelm #aldflaed #aldflaed edit #the last kingdom edit #tlk video edit #tlk edit

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Exile - Finan x Eadith

You're not my homeland anymore; So what am I defendin' now?; You were my town; Now I'm in exile seein' you out. - exile, Taylor Swift

A/N: Just some old stuff i wrote and corrected tonight that i don't remember posting anywhere! Enjoy!

“So... You are not coming with us?” Finan summarized as they sat on Coccham’s docks, stunned by her decision. 

They had received a letter from Lady Aethelflaed in the morning, asking for Uhtred to become the Lord of another small town in the North of Mercia. Rumcofa, she had written, was a Danish settlement and she thought Uhtred was the best person to rule there and protect the border. 

Eadith shook her head, giving him an apologetic smile whilst her fingers toyed with one of her bracelets. “After everything that happened I don't really know who I am anymore.”

The Irishman frowned at her. “You're Eadith. The fiercest woman I have ever met.” He said, the slight humor in his tone making her laugh. How dearly he loved that sound. 

She looked to the other side of the river, her chuckles fading into a sigh. “That's who I am to you, Finan. Even if I never doubted your words, I still would like to find by myself who I am. I don't think coming to Mercia with you will be of any help.”

Finan pursed his lips, not quite sure about what to answer. Most of Eadith's memories in Mercia were horrible, made of people who had abused her and Finan would kill them with his bare hands for the pain they caused her if they weren't already several feet underground. The thought made his fists clench on their own accord until Eadith’s gentle hand covered one of his. 

He opened his palm slowly and allowed her to draw the scars on his skin with her thumb, like so many nights before while talking of everything and anything. Finan wasn't the kind to talk much about himself, he would rather listen and advise than open his heart. To Eadith, however, he revealed almost all of his deepest secrets without thinking twice. 

Her eyes were focused on his hand and he tried not to stare at her too intently. He knew her face like the back of his hand by now, from her blue-green eyes to the few freckles on her cheeks. Or her delicate lips he had dreamed so many times to kiss while tangling his fingers in her fiery hair. 

His gaze dropped to their almost joined hands; maybe it was meant to remain a dream. 

She had taken him to the docks, she had talked about her project to no one else before. It could only mean she cared for him, but maybe not as much as he cared for her. 

He took a deep breath and tried to focus on the trees moving into the wind to the other side of the Thames so his voice wouldn't shake. “And... What about us?”

Eadith stopped drawing shapes inside his palm but she didn't retreat her fingers, her soft and warm skin still tickling his calloused hand. Somehow, it pleased him that she needed a moment to think about her answer; he hadn't been a complete fool and fell for a woman who didn't share his feelings. Though, he didn't know if it would make letting her go any easier. It felt like what they had built together for all these months was only being wasted. 

He tried to swallow the bitterness and simply listened as she eventually answered him. “I can't ask you to wait for me.”

“You don't have to.” He replied, meeting her eyes determinedly. He had waited all his life to meet her, what could be a few more months? Even years. 

She bit down her lip, preventing her lips from curving into a soft smile. “I don't want you to wait for me. I don't know where I'll go nor when I'll be ready to come back to you. Maybe-” Her words trailed off, her voice not so calm anymore. She closed her eyes, a tear shining below her eyelashes that she wiped away before Finan could. “Maybe I'll never come back and I don't want you to wait forever for me.”

She grabbed his hand and squeezed it hard to give herself more strength. Finan wished she would never have to let him go. But he knew better that he had already lost her despite their joined hands. 

“You are such a good man, Finan. The best man I have ever met and I will forever be grateful for all the joy you have brought me.” 

He wanted to answer that he could bring her more joy, more happy days until the end of time, but the words died on his tongue. There was a growing hole inside his chest but while she was still holding his hand, he knew it wouldn't swallow all of him yet. 

“Maybe if I come back, we will have another chance.” She said more quietly. “But we can't hold on to that hope. So, if you find someone to love you like you deserve to be, then do not think of me.”

Finan nodded solely but to be honest he had no idea how he could ever keep that promise. He had waited two decades to love someone again, how could he possibly love again before he is an old man? 

She gave him a beautiful smile despite the tears falling down her cheeks. Then, she leaned toward him and kissed his bearded cheek, the fire it sent in his chest more aching than delightful. His fingers held her hand tightly as she moved back, the burn of her lips lingering on his skin. 

Eadith squeezed his hand back one last time before they unlinked their fingers. It might be the middle of summer, the sun shining high in the clear sky, Finan flet suddenly cold. She stood up and the Irishman had to look away to resist pulling her back against him and begging her not to leave him.  

He heard her footsteps against the wood as she walked but he didn't look back. He wasn't hers and she wasn't his anymore. If they had even belonged to each other once.

#it's sad sorry not sorry #the last kingdom #eadith #finan #eadith x finan #finan the agile #tlk

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I wrote some stuff tonight, I am proud I did, but I am so unhappy with what I did that I genuinely want to cry 🥲

#it's hard to get back to it #i look back proudly at my past work and i feel disappointed to not write something that feels just as good #writers' feeling i guess lol #i wont give up i'll write something i sm proud of eventually whatever it is

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AETHELFLAED | THE LAST KINGDOM 3.01

@morosemagick @medievalfangirl @persephones-journey @solinarimoon @trenko-heart @purpleskiesandroses @demythesimp @princess--of--the--dragonstone @lonnson @aadmelioraa @thesophiawestern @magravenwrites

#she's so stunning #how to be her??? #aethelflaed every episode #the last kingdom #aethelflaed #tlk edit #tlk screens #tlk season 3

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sending "?" to represent myself tilting my head like a dog

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I had a Barbenheimer week-end and I can't really tell which movie I preferred. I loved the humour and the moral of Barbie, but my historian heart was in love with Oppenheimer. Anyone else watched both movie?

#maybe I'll explain my feeling more and in a better way later #for now i just want to say that both movies are amazing and deserved to be watched #barbie #oppenheimer #barbenheimer

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Exactly him. I would never not recognize his blurry shape!

Goddam Uhtred just drops out of a tree onto an enemy, and the other 2 guys are so shocked that they just stand there and watch him stab their guy 3 TIMES with his own arrow. feral behaviour Uhtred. FERAL.

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I mean, anyone would be impressed by a hot dude doing parkour

Goddam Uhtred just drops out of a tree onto an enemy, and the other 2 guys are so shocked that they just stand there and watch him stab their guy 3 TIMES with his own arrow. feral behaviour Uhtred. FERAL.

#i would be #i am not ashamed

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Of course, it's what is written in every survival books!!

Every time Finan interacts with Uhtred he's so gentle. Like he can be so brash when he's joking around with the others and everything but anytime Uhtred is a little sad it's like he immediately shifts to comforting mode, his voice gets softer, he makes cautious physical contact, eye contact etc.

Kind of makes me think more about what their relationship was like on the slave ship, did keeping an eye on Uhtred help Finan get by? Was caring for someone else a comfort and a distraction for him?

When they finally escaped together he said they were bonded, and that rings so true when you look at how connected they are emotionally.

#wasnt brokeback mountain a movie about survival in the mountain

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Every time Finan interacts with Uhtred he's so gentle. Like he can be so brash when he's joking around with the others and everything but anytime Uhtred is a little sad it's like he immediately shifts to comforting mode, his voice gets softer, he makes cautious physical contact, eye contact etc.

Kind of makes me think more about what their relationship was like on the slave ship, did keeping an eye on Uhtred help Finan get by? Was caring for someone else a comfort and a distraction for him?

When they finally escaped together he said they were bonded, and that rings so true when you look at how connected they are emotionally.

#finan would do anything for his lord and it will make me scream everytime #their friendship is just so pure 😭😭😭 #uhtred #Finan #Finan the agile #Finan x uhtred #friendship or more... who knooooows

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I am giving time for my readers to grieve em u.u

Update: I am still alive