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[lethalmade]

when i think about bringing this blog back but i got a new computer and lost all my resources  🤪 🤪 🤪

#OOC . ⸗ * / ❛ i had to do it to em ❜

[lethalmade]

〈     𝙴𝙰𝙶𝙻𝙴𝙿𝚁𝙽𝙲𝙴     〉    :     an   independent   &   highly    selective   portrayal   of   𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒐𝒘   𝒌𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒌𝒚   of   𝐕𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐄  :   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐃𝐄   —   𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓   𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐃  ;   as   written   by   ash  ,   20+ .     minors   &   personals   dni .     triggering   themes   present .     ( ᴘꜱᴅ   +   ᴘʀᴏᴍᴏ )

#SELF-PROMO . ⸗ * / ❛ a semi stable 100 year old man ❜

[lethalmade]

come back to me ♡

#OOC . ⸗ * / ❛ i had to do it to em ❜ #I LOVE U

[lethalmade]

well,  well,  well,  tumblr.  i  see  you  finally  let  me  back  on  my  bucky  blog.

#OOC . ⸗ * / ❛ i had to do it to em ❜

[lethalmade]

@intohero​   sent  :    “I’m sorry I was gone.”

                    ❝  this  an  apology  for  having  to  go  off  and  be  captain  america  or  those  years  you  were  in  ice ?  ❞          he  already  knows  the  answer.     steve  doesn’t  need  to  say  it  and  so  bucky  doesn’t  wait  for  a  response.     his  own  reply  will  be  the same  either  way.          ❝  you  have  nothing  to  apologize  to  me  for,  stevie.     you  hear  me ?      nothing  at  all.  ❞

#INBOX . ⸗ * / ❛ that was your last act on earth ❜ #intohero

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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ bo burnham: inside sentence meme

part 1/3

“Interesting, now leave me alone.”

“Sorry that I look like a mess”

“____’s been a little depressed.”

“I’m sorry I was gone.”

“Daddy made you your favorite, open wide.”

“It’s a beautiful day to stay inside!”

“The world is changing.”

“What the fuck is going on?”

“Should I leave you alone?”

“Should I be joking at a time like this?”

“I wanna help to leave this world better than I found it.”

“And the fear is not unfounded.”

“The world is so fucked up.”

“There’s only one thing I can do about it.”

“Making a literal difference metaphorically.”

“So maybe I should just shut the fuck up.”

“I don’t wanna do that.”

“There’s gotta be another way.”

“Lord help me channel sandra bullock in the blind side.”

“I said I’d never be back.”

“But now I’m back on my feet.”

“Pour me a drink and clear my schedule.”

“I’mma FaceTime with my mom tonight.”

“These forty minutes are essential.”

“How’d you guess?”

“And that’s the deepest talk we’ve ever had.”

“It must be complicated.”

“That’s how the world works.”

“It’s similar to a constant state of sleep paralysis.”

“Don’t you know the world is built with blood?”

“That’s pretty intense.”

“No shit.”

“What can I do to help?”

“This isn’t about you.”

“So either get with it or get out of the fucking way.”

“Watch your mouth, buddy.”

“Have you not been fucking listening?”

“I can’t go… I can’t go back.”

“Look at me.”

“Are you going to be on the right side of history?”

“Who are you?”

“Or you can roll up your sleeves and get to work.”

“Is this heaven?”

“Or is it just a white woman’s Instagram?”

“It’s been a decade since you’ve been gone.”

“ Is it necessary that every single person on this planet um, expresses every single opinion that they have on every single thing that occurs all at the same time?”

“Can any single person shut the fuck up about any single thing for an hour?”

“Is that… Is that necessary?”

“ Who needs a coffee? Cause I’m doing a run?”

“The coffee is free, just like me.”

“I’m an unpaid intern.”

“You just torrent a porn.”

“I’m being a little pretentious.”

“It’s a defense mechanism.”

“ I’m so worried that criticism will be levied against me that I levy it against myself before anyone else can.”

“Oh, if I’m self-aware about being a douchebag, it’ll somehow make me less of a douchebag.”

“Self-awareness does not absolve anybody of anything.”

“I want this to stop.”

#MEME . ⸗ * / ❛ man i love this place ❜ #i cleared out my inbox so y'all just gonna have to spam me again

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            𝘪𝘧  𝘩𝘦  𝘸𝘢𝘴  𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨  𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵  𝙮𝙤𝙪,                              𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯  𝘩𝘦  𝘸𝘢𝘴  𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨  𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵  𝒎𝒆.

#marvel rp #comic rp #indie rp #marvel indie #mcu rp #SELF-PROMO . ⸗ * / ❛ a semi stable 100 year old man ❜ #not me reposting my same lame promo to show i'm back #i am a basic bish

[lethalmade]

life  was  kicking  my  ass,  but  i’m  back  baby.  gonna  be  doing  blog  clean  up  and  going  through  my  follows over  the  next  few  days !

#OOC . ⸗ * / ❛ i had to do it to em ❜ #tbd

[lethalmade]

                      “ …..  солдат? “

                                     “ Готов подчиниться. “

         @wyntered  ✯ @killedhitler  ✯  @lethalmade​   ✯ @brklynlost                      @winterrisen  ✯ @zimniysoldvt  ✯  @zimniyaktiv  

#SELF-PROMO . ⸗ * / ❛ a semi stable 100 year old man ❜ #PROMO . ⸗ * / ❛ til the end of the line ❜ #I LOVE IT SIREN #support ur local buckys

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Ｉ＇Ｍ ＮＯＴ ＴＨＥ ＷＩＮＴＥＲ ＳＯＬＤＩＥＲ ＡＮＹＭＯＲＥ

independent roleplay blogs of james buchanan barnes/the winter soldier, loved by the following blogs.

@affcgato || @brklynlost || @iernat || @lethalmade || @loyaltyworn || @pervyyzimniysoldat || @shieldcaught || @zimniysoldvt

#PROMO . ⸗ * / ❛ til the end of the line ❜ #SELF-PROMO . ⸗ * / ❛ a semi stable 100 year old man ❜ #bucky's bitches brigade hELL YEAH

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Freeze! You’re under arrest for being so lovely. Copy this message to 10 other blogs that you think are beautiful and deserve it. Keep the game going and make others feel beautiful!!! 💕💕

YOU ARE SO DAMN NICE ! thank you bby  💖 💖 💖

#soulessmary #INBOX . ⸗ * / ❛ that was your last act on earth ❜ #OOC . ⸗ * / ❛ i had to do it to em ❜

[lethalmade]

gives bucky a noogie

#toscrve #INBOX . ⸗ * / ❛ that was your last act on earth ❜

[lethalmade]

.    ◞    ‧  𝙁𝙄𝙇𝙇𝙀𝘿  𝙐𝙉𝘿𝙀𝙍   :          𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐀 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐕𝐀.

@lethalmade​  // plotted starter 

                     WALLS   KNOW   NOTHING   BUT   VIOLENCE ; if she traces her fingers across cold stone, she knows she would feel the cold whispering against her skin. or is that freezing skin her own, and the walls are just the walls, and the violence is less abstract and more real —— shade of darkness behind her gaze? 

                    she walks empty corridors unnoticed, she thinks. she thinks, but is not naïve enough to be sure about it. knows there are eyes everywhere, every little indiscretion will always find it’s way back to the surface. it doesn’t stop her, never did. and when sleepless nights stretch ad infinitum, natalia finds herself seeking out that familiar comfort that the training room brings her. there she feels complete, good —— exceptional even —— it is one place where her shoulders are free of doubts.

                    that night she finds HIM there too. thinks she knows the shape of him by now —— fought more than once, there are bruises blooming on her ribs from his touch still. observes. knows he heard her coming, so there is no need to pretend. moves in closer, gaze glued on the way he sits, as if there’s something bothering him under his clothes.    «are you hurt, soldier?»    she’s close enough but still out of reach; ready if he decides to attack her on sight. speaks russian at first, then continues in english.    ❝ show me. ❞

                    𝙷𝙴’𝚂  𝙵𝙰𝚅𝙾𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶  𝙷𝙸𝚂  𝚁𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃  𝚂𝙸𝙳𝙴.      the  weak  side.     the  knife  wound  there  is  superficial.     he  rationalizes  that  as  his  sole  reason  for  not  alerting  his  handler  or  the  technicians  upon  his  return  from  the  mission.     the  soldier  doesn’t  think  about  rough,  uncaring  hands  pressing  against  a  wound.     the  tension  in  his  jaw  from  clenching  his  teeth  so  hard  as  they  refuse  to  sedate  him  or  provide  anything  to  numb  the  pain.     no  —  he  can  patch  himself  up  this  time.     no  need  to  alert  anyone  over  a  minor  injury.

                    the  soldier  sits  in  the  training  room  —  where  just  that  morning  he  had  sparred  with  the  widows  he  is  tasked  to  train  in  between  missions.     it  is  one  of  the  few  places  he  is  afforded  privacy.     the  handlers  do  not  bother  him  here  unless  they  are  tasked  with  observing.     he  is  free  of  them  for  the  moment;  first  aid  kit  rests  beside  him,  as  does  the  heavy  tactical  vest  he  wears.     no  stitches  needed,  only  some  bandaging  and  then  he  will  be  able  to  rest  for  the  night.

                    the  soft  foot  falls  would  easily  be  missed  by  others,  but  he  is  not  like  others.     unmade  and  remade  into  something  else  entirely.     tension  seizes  him  involuntarily.     a  deep  breath  and  he  forces  his  shoulders  to  relax  as  the  voice  that  reaches  his  ears  registers  with  recognition.     he  doesn’t  answer  her.     doesn’t  look  at  her  either.     but  as  always  is  ready  to  comply.     and  although  he  does  not  take  orders  from  the  widows,  he  lifts  his  dark  t-shirt  just  high  enough  to  show  her  the  wound.

                    ❝  it  is  nothing.     superficial.  ❞          the  response  is  gruff.     clipped.     he  shouldn’t  be  here  ...  and  neither  should  she.     and  so,  he  tells  her  as  much.          ❝  you  should  leave.     go  back  to  bed,  little  spider.  ❞

#THREAD . ⸗ * / ❛ face the past no matter what ❜ #gcroinya

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#SELF . ⸗ * / ❛ who the hell is bucky ❜

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@ironicarus​   sent  :   [text] Let me help, please?

[  ✉  →   𝚃𝙾𝙽𝙺𝚈  𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙽𝙺  ]  :     i  appreciate  that  you  want  to  help.     i  really  do,  tony. [  ✉  →   𝚃𝙾𝙽𝙺𝚈  𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙽𝙺  ]  :     you  want  to  look  for  me,  but  i  want  to  look  out  for  you  too.     so,  when  it  comes  down  to  it  this  isn’t  something  i  want  you  anywhere  near.     and  i  really  need  you  to  trust  that  i’ve  got  this  handled.

#INBOX . ⸗ * / ❛ that was your last act on earth ❜ #ironicarus

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@executiioner​   sent  :   [text] FUCK YOU AND YOUR DUMB CUTE FACE

[  ✉  →   𝙰𝙽𝙸𝚃𝙰  ]  :     i  think  that’s  the  nicest  thing  you’re  ever  said  to  me ! [  ✉  →   𝙰𝙽𝙸𝚃𝙰  ]  :     fuck  you  too,  sweetheart.     i  always  appreciate  these  little  loving  chats  we  have !

#INBOX . ⸗ * / ❛ that was your last act on earth ❜ #executiioner

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@vdovasrevive​   sent  :   [text] If you’re not at my apartment, shirtless, in five minutes, I will be personally offended.

[  ✉  →   𝙽𝙰𝚃𝙰𝙻𝙸𝙰  ]  :     well,  we  can’t  have  that,  now  can  we ? [  ✉  →   𝙽𝙰𝚃𝙰𝙻𝙸𝙰  ]  :     guess  i’ll  be  breaking  some  traffic  laws.     on  my  way,  doll.

#INBOX . ⸗ * / ❛ that was your last act on earth ❜ #vdovasrevive