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[livefightlove]

There have been times in my life where I internally prayed for someone to read & care about my work, from my family to any of my friends. And tonight I truly feel seen. I’m not as lonely anymore. Thank you Big Brother. I love you.

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[livefightlove]

Over the years I became attached to people because of the marks they left & how I grew from it. So I hold them close, ensuring the purity of the relationship. I care for their safety and health.

This year I learned; if they are getting a vibe you aren’t sending out, it’s time to move on. They are beyond simple conversations because they can’t divide history from the present.

Sometimes men truly want the one thing so badly they are blind to it; when women want change and will stick to it.

Be who you are and keep doing what you do best. Develop your strength everyday & leave your mark no matter the sting; never forget that we bite too.

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[livefightlove]

History may be more complicated then most can transcribe.

The past may be left as is; but the memories may shift and warp overtime. Causing both emotion and words to become conflicted with one another.

No matter what; you must know the difference between hanging out & wanting to reclaim intimacy. The words in plain sight may ever mean the same again if that history is shared.

Chose your words wisely because that may just be the very edge of the boundary in the sand. Truly respect your self & words. No matter how they seem to another. It’s okay to be honest; but never unintentionally lead on another with void intentions.

What seems like a simple chance to hang out might mean something entirely different to another.

Be kind, be wise.

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[livefightlove]

Yesterday was the day I finally took a breath, among all of the chaos that fluttered throughout the past months.

Rest assured & the stars align perfectly I was able to finally sleep without wondering endlessly.

25 days until I fold into Union & now I have less of a worry as I awaken today refreshed , let’s continue to thrive as the sun dances for us today

Let the wind guide you, as it moves endlessly; I’ve allowed it to guide me since I was 6 years old. The wind tells all as the stars guides us to a new day.

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[livefightlove]

You can not be the love you see; without letting go of the negativity.

[livefightlove]

Steady your breathing

Pin back those scarred ears and fangs

Deliver their screams

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[livefightlove]

My Whole Existence

Living Denied Perfections

Burning Those Bridges

[livefightlove]

No More 10-26-2021

the sleep lets you go, allowing you to run back to reality

away from the nightmares, into the one you live in.

each day gets harder, but easier at the same time, with no control over where you go, just the will pushing you closer

[livefightlove]

I've let go of my fear of existence, that transpired upon his release; the world before me shall not be restricted any longer simply because he walks free. I once said.

Transportation has been hacked down to limited busses, however. The beauty of the BART trains has been taken from me. My teeth grind with the anger at my defeat that I can't control, fear.

All because they needed to keep you around. And simply drop you right between the places I love most.

I know this isn't much of a poem. But I know I'm not the only rape survivor around here, sometimes I wished my steps left a deeper imprint to guide more.

Thank you for being here from the old account & now; I'll write more soon.

[livefightlove]

Letting Go

Time has come to an end.

The moment you have feared for 13 years has come to stand before you. hoping you to fall, beg even.

Beg apologetically for ever placing a person like you; where you belonged.

I was 11 years old, searching for my own answer to the question I asked since the day I was able; Who was my father. At the age of 15 when the torment finally ended I learned his real name; Pedophile.

Years of torment, silence, and mental damage taught me life is hell, You can not rely on others to feel safe, only your inner wolf, intuition is key to life and pain has no compare to the cold hands that touched me.

I have finally found that even with you being out; able to read my words, you have no power. because i am done being afraid. I am who I am; Androgynous & proud. so if you really have the balls, come and get me; you'll fall to my feet & to my dogs jaws.

#YouAreDone & #I.am.Free

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[livefightlove]

No truer words were ever spoken as you whisper to the stars

[livefightlove]

He gets out soon, I fill with fear. I no longer feel safe in this once proclaimed land.

Mother nature, granted me with such tranquility that was filled with trees, long beds crafted for rivers. A wholesome breeze that does my hair and the cold that holds me close.

Yet my walls quiver, I'm a surviver. But he's being revised in my own home town. Not long ago I was just starting to feel okay, and then because he behaves around a place with no children, the state wants to let him go sooner...

My dog isn't a shovel. And I won't touch a gun.

[livefightlove]

Finding yourself takes risk; regardless of the winds indecisive corse. It is the one who sings of freedom who takes those steps.

It's up to the wanderer of the meadows to follow the stars that map out your destiny, bright or dull they call to us all.

Pushing you to continue throughout the years, never really dying out as life's coats it with new memories, and embracing the rage to ignite change.

Allow yourself to embrace internal intuition to sink its fangs into the grim, your past is slowly pulsing.

Who are we without it? What purpose do we serve? We are ment to shock the earth's core with our strength of defiance.

Never more allowing others to take what is due, throwing that cursed voice out into the water, let the pain sink with him. He'll join one day soon.

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[livefightlove]

As the years flew on by, I've allowed myself to bend & struggle with the world. Creating such caution that I, in the end; disconnected myself from all emotion & time.

I've carried apart of myself back every so often; writing what the wind tells me or perhaps capturing the moons visions & placing them within my art; allowing my emotions to reflect twords others who felt the same.

I've started this long ago, back when I was only 17, struggling for air daily & I eventually found myself ashore, stuck & unaware of the cycle of deceptions & impurity.

Thought time, I've grown & found that reaching out to the world, perhaps even made a small difference to someone. Granted me to heal, although fears shall always exist. I have found myself.

I now have power. Not only me, but all of us. There will be moments in time when doubt grasps all hope; to slam it into the dirt. It's up too you & I to nurture all that is buried for it to truly grow into somthing strong & beautiful.

Those roots that wlll grow shall mean more than a lifetime can ever transcribe. As the sun, moon & stars guide us we will continue to make memories, write chapters, & craft our books of life to pass along someday. I hope I have done the same ❤️

Live throughout the day

Fight to see tomorrow

Love through all the pain and sorrow

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[livefightlove]

Time flies by swiftly

Crafting challenges each day

As we turn the page

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[livefightlove]

I feel so much pain

Moments I am reminded

Brim filled dread & fear

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[livefightlove]

Allow Joy To Shine

whilst Rushing Winds Guide You

Embracing Your Life

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