i attend christmas parties from outside. how can i ever try to be better nobody ever lets me in. don't want money just someone who wants my company let it once be me. who could ever leave me darling but who could stay? i've never been a natural all i do is try. i'm alone on my own and thats all i know. fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here. to a house not a home all alone cause nobody's there where i pace in my pen and my friends found friends who care. i tuck myself in and turn my nightlife on i wish i'd never grown up. ones i loved trued to help so i ran them off and here i sit alone behind walls of regret. when my depression works the graveyard shift all of the people i've ghosted stand there in the room. i hate it here so i will go to secret gardens in my mind people need a key to get to the only one is mine. you're on your own kid you always have been.
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open to: f/nb
plot: you get a drink from a "stranger" across the bar while mopping because of a break up (or anything else tbh) but when you turn to look it's that guy who had a crush on you back in high school
“ is the drink thing creepy? “ … “ i’ve mostly seen it in films so i’m not sure how people actually feel about it “
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anyone got opens that need love or wants to do some back and forth <3
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hello everyone, i hope you're all doing well. i'll get straight to the point—i'm here to announce a flash sale!
as many of you know, creating commissions has been a significant part of my income for the past two years. while i have a part-time job that covers my basic expenses, commissions have been a real lifesaver for unexpected costs. unfortunately, this month, my cat fell ill, and I had to rush him to the vet clinic. the bill ended up being almost the same amount as my paycheck ($1000 reais, or $195 US dollars), and i'm facing a tight deadline to come up with the funds to either pay the vet or cover my essential bills.
to help me through this challenging time, i'm lowering my prices to $7 cents each gif, or $7 dollars for 100 gifs, etc. additionally, my ko-fi is open for any support you can offer. if my gifs, tutorials, or anything else i've done has ever helped you, i'd be incredibly grateful for your assistance. thank you all so much for your support.
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Using Neural Filters to colour correct
i’ve had a couple of people ask about how i’ve coloured the pocket dimension scenes so i thought i’d just do a run-through tutorial kind of thing to show it, rather than going through it with everyone separately.
so this is a tutorial for how i made this:
from this:
follow along under the cut:
Keep reading
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i'll be doing replies/starters later tonight <3 i went out of town for a while and then got the flu so my brain power for drafts was just not here
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˖ ࣪ . ♡ ˚ . 𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒂 𝒚𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒚 gif pack.
by clicking the source link , you will gain access to + 130 gifs of tara yummy in various videos ! tara is persian and 23 years old so please , keep that in mind when using her as a fc ! all of them were made by me for roleplaying purposes . you CANNOT claim as your own , repost , use in your own gif packs or edit . DO NOT use my gifs in real life celebrity , sm*t and t*boo rps or this will result in immediate block . if using , please like / reblog the post .
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She’ll Have to Go | Robert Asher | 1962
Anna Karina, (Alfred Marks)
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Let's all kill ourselves
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ISABELLA JONES ( bananablue17 ) via instagram
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good day ! i am once again open for gif commissions. i currently have one spot open and i’d love to help you out creating content for your favorite faceclaims. if you’re interested, check the source link for my info and let me know !!
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⸻ #355 GIFS, ASLIHAN MALBORA [1995] in Yaban Çiçekleri, episode 2. [2024].
To access the gif pack, click on the source link (or the link in the answers). These were all made by me from scratch, do not repost as your own or in a gif hunt. You can use/edit them to your liking, just credit me (@gifsbymel). If you find it useful or use my gifs, please reblog or like this post.
CONTENT WARNINGS : sadness, crying, funeral
AVAILABLE: tumblr, google, zip file
If you like my work, consider support me on KO-FI!
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