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I got a new job! no more dealing with this crazy bitch of a manager!

#personal #it sounds like a really interesting role too #im genuinely excited #i also have three weeks to learn sql lmao

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Look, we joke a lot, but really, "you were born evil, wretched, worse than the scum of the earth, and it took killing a god to make you salvageable, so now you'd better be grateful to that god and thank him 10,000 times a day for it and fill your thoughts with him 24/7 and abide by the letter of his every word, lest you suffer unimaginable torture for all of eternity" is a truly horrendous thing to believe about yourself and other people

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I'm sick of internet negativity, so let's combat it: reblog this and saying something nice/pay a compliment to the prev in the tags.

#prev is genuinely one of the funniest people ive ever come across

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tumblr when ur at home: heres some nature pics. heres this cat.

tumblr when you open it in public: H3RES MY LONG AWAITED CLIT REVEAL!! . HERES THIS GUYS ASS.

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is 30s too late for a career change how to change careers how to become evil sorcerer evil sorcerer salaries evil sorceror indeed dot com

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I've started looking for a new job. I don't know if I will leave my current job because I need the money and work life balance but I'm also ready for a new challenge and honestly interviewing is a hella big challenge for me because I've never really done it

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I'm feeling extremely suicidal

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my boss knows I'm not working hard enough and now I'm all stressed out about losing my job again. I have no idea how to get over this burnout I just want to....give a fuck again but it's so hard to give a fuck when you just.... don't want to. it's like no amount of taking care of myself is getting me out of this rut and now I'm in trouble again. And they don't believe me when I say I'm trying my best.

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I can't stress enough how much I miss StumbleUpon

#to visit someday

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I'm scared that I'm becoming lazy but the part of me that needs to be self compassionate knows I'm just still burnt out as fuck

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I got dressed to go to work and everything but honestly fuck it, I'm not gonna make the drive on a day when I don't absolutely need to. I'll just make up for it on Wednesday

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I suppose the thin silver lining to the discoverability of online resources going to shit because of SEO explotation is that all the folks who responded to reasonable questions with snarky "let me Google that for you" links which now lead to nothing but AI-generated gibberish look like real assholes now.

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One time I tried a new game in Skyrim where I played an Imperial and specked heavily into non-combat skills like Speech, Smithing, Alchemy, and Enchanting. The intent was he was going to be a shrewd businessman who came to Skyrim as a potential business venture and uses his vast knowledge of item crafting and his riches to make tools to give him an edge in any situation as he explores caves and ruins for valuable artifacts.

Instead, I acquired all the wine I could since it was cheaper than stamina potions and kept chugging it through my first dungeon runs so I could spam power attacks. As a result, while I kept the part of him being a shrewd merchant who could craft valuable items, I changed him to also being an alcoholic who traverses the most dangerous levels of Skyrim only because he's too drunk to realize it's a bad idea. When he comes to, he has no idea why he has all this valuable stuff on him and worries he stole it.

I like to assume he completed the entire story while drunk and had no idea he was the Dragonborn.

#lol #skyrim

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Cultist of Miraak

Concept art for The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim

Dragonborn DLC

Art by Lucas Hardi

#I can't wait to defeat him #Skyrim

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hi i’m a skyrim bandit my favorite hobby is keeping 12 gold in novice locked chests that i do not own a key for

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