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it only took me 84 years to delete all the mewgulf and zaintsee stuff from my phone* 😔

*however, they shall remain forever in my heart as they were in the glorious 2020-21 promo season😌

#mewgulf #zaintsee #saintzee #zeesaint #I finally also stopped usind the soc.ed formerly known as twt so I'll probably be around here more #WHERE THE +25 BL BUBBLE AROUND HERE

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ugh, I still can't believe gmm paired Gawin with that slimeball

after he rocked as Dan in Not Me, not to mention at every soundtrack he ever sang, he deserved better (also, not anything or anyone can make me stand that smarmy asks face so I'm pissed gmm took Gawin away from me) 😤

#look who has BL opinions now

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MY FRIEND, I ABSOLUTELY CAN!!!! 🥰 Starting from the beginning…

PART ONE: ORIGINAL FILMANIA PRODUCTION & FATE

It’s 2019-20, you’re Mile Phakphum Romsaithong, a very rich socialite who plays guitar. You’re bored and you’ve been thinking about getting into acting, and have been offered misc. BL casting opportunities before, but never really felt like any of them were For You, so you turned them down. 

Then, one day, you find out that there is a BL currently casting from the studio Filmania, where the male lead is based on you, at least your public persona/physically/whatever. Being a puppy of a man, you are delighted, and go read the script, and then the books, and decide you’ll go to the casting call for it.

At casting call, you re-meet Apo Nattawin Wattanagitiphat, who you went to college with and had a giant crush on. You guys hit it off IMMEDIATELY, chemistry unhinged, and get cast as Kinn and Porsche. Apo takes it, even though he has historically had a bad experience with the Thai acting industry. You are delighted by this incidence of FATE!!!!!!

PART TWO: IF YOU DON’T HAVE FATE ON YOUR SIDE STORE-BOUGHT IS FINE

The show gets dropped. Something something the authors, something something the company, whatever. I assume, if you are Mile, you are very sad! And if you’re Apo you’re also pretty sad, because it seemed like for once even with all the industry BS you had a cool dude on your side who you hit it off with, and it was gonna be a cool show. On the heels of that, if you are Mile, and have stacks of money, and see your college crush who is an unbelievable actor about to re-give up on acting and call it a wash, you are like, “wait, I have stacks of money and know everyone”.

So you, Mile, call up the head of the small talent agency you’re signed with, Be On Cloud, which is really just your buddy Pond Krisda Witthayakhajorndet in a fake mustache and a trench coat, and go, hey! So! Have you ever wanted to make television? I have a man here I CANNOT allow to be sad under any circumstances, and also, we’re really good at this and there’s an audience here.

PART THREE: BE ON CLOUD, KINNPORSCHE TAKE TWO!!!!

Pond, being just as unhinged as Mile, thinks about it for a second, and is like. Well. How different can making television be from running an event planning company, which is my real job. It’s just calling up a bunch of different guys who are good at their jobs and putting them in one place. And I know so many different guys! Let’s do it!

They get the rights (handwaves this I don’t know anything about it) and jump into production. They get their shit together UNREALISTICALLY quickly, and on top of that, since they’re starting from scratch and they’re just A Bunch Of Guys led by Pond and Mile, they decide that their priorities are #1 making art and #2 making Apo happy. With regards to #1, they rework the script, hire the best acting coaches money can afford, and put the cast through character-building and intimacy workshops. With regards to #2, they toss out all the industry bullshit that has sucked for him in the past – no more crew/cast hierarchy, no more homophobia on-set, no more fake fanservice.

FINALE: MIRACLES IF U BELIEVE ETC.

Magically, it turns out, when you create a great working environment, you get really, really good TV!!!!! Which means that their unhinged plan succeeded beyond their wildest dreams, and now Mile & Apo are internationally famous superstars who hang out 24/7 with their squad of 16 close friends, and we get to watch them do it. And it has been, genuinely, a fucking privilege. 

To end this tale with a personal note, one of the reasons I allowed myself to get so invested in KinnPorsche so fast is because it was evident from every aspect of it – the show itself, the BTS, the actors interviews – that the people working on this show both really cared about the show and were genuinely having a great time. There is nothing like seeing art made by people who are passionate about making it! 

Their enthusiasm, their hard work, and their obvious enjoyment of the process & each other’s company are what made me feel like I could trust what they were making, because you could tell no matter what else it was, it was from the heart. And that’s really something special! Especially in this day and age!! 

And even though they could pull it off this time because of the circumstances (financial and social), I hope that it shows BL television CAN be made in a way that keeps the actors comfortable and safe and happy, and encourages change for the better across the industry as a whole. KinnPorsche shouldn’t be the last wild BL passion project; it should be the first one of a new wave. (bangs gavel) Thank you for coming to my TED talk.

#i got so emotional seeing this post i actually downloaded the tumblr app again just not to forget to repost it #i knew everything before but seeing all in one post in chronological order made me emotional #kpts

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I changed my tumblr handle for the first time in, like, over 10 years and I feel like I said goodbye the last bit of my youth 😿 (I did it to reflect my current self but it still feels *weird*)

Now I gotta find the will to change the rest, it seems I might be coming back to socmed after months offline from all platforms - AND BASICALLY YEARS AWAY FROM TUMBLR😱😱😱 - since I heard it's been pretty fun watching twitter burn in real time and I'm missing all of it.

EDIT: I had to edit four typos and a couple really ugly grammar mistakes in these 2 paragraphs, this is how little I've been writing on my phone lately... I didn't even remembered you could edit tumblr posts! I just spent about a minute feeling really sorry for my dumb self before giving the lil' pencil icon a try...

#the tumblr formally known as #witchescanberightgiantscanbegood #ugh I still love Into The Woods so much tho #there must be a queer(er) staging of it somewhere into the bowls of the internet

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So youtube thinks I need jesus and I'm not sure if I feel offended, tbh.

#ahuahauahuahaua #apparently the Bible I've been obsessing over is not approved by god🤣🤣🤣 #kinnporsche the series #bibble sumettikul #bsumone

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I, for one, would die happy.

i think they should release a side story every thursday actually

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sheeeeesh it's so weird seeing my dash after years off tumblr, it's full of stuff I haven't followed or even thought about in years (I'm shocked I can actually recognise a lot of people here, same blog name and everything) and a part of me feels weird about unfollowing, like, it's part of my history, you know?

but also, why the fuck did I ever care about every breath harry styles takes?????? I barely have energy to care about me breathing nowadays🤣

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pushing the “porsche as cats” agenda

#first post I seen on the kp tag I FOUND MY PEOPLE #kptheseries

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I need to find the KinnPorsche people here on tumblr 'cause, well, twitter mostly sucks usually but the best KP posts in my tl are from tumblr so idk why the fuck am I ever over there anymore anyway

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series

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I... may be thinking about coming back to tumblr, so... What's up? Anyone still around? What's even going on around here?

P.S.: Where do I find the best BL/GL peeps 'round here???

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Louis performing Change tonight - 30/08/21

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Change - Louis Tomlinson - 30/08/21

#I... really thought the Larrie in me was dead by now #bish was I wrong haha *cries*

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First performance of Change at the Away from Home Festival

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that little shit

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I just heard Namjoon speaking English for the first time and I may or may not be planning our wedding just.

(I definitely am. I just want to hear him speaking in my ear everyday, goddamnit!)

#I also may be slightly obsessed with him and jikook but I plead the fifth #kim namjoon

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me: how is larry doing, are they ok? I haven't thought about them in a while... Harry: releases Golden MV me: Larry is [still] Real™, good to know

#harry styles #larry #golden mv

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I’ve kinda fallen into the Jikook black hole and I’m kinda going crazy looking for stuff to read/watch... 

I’m kinda caught up to the begining of 2016, I guess (I’m very very VERY thankful to @jiminieloved and this timeline)  but I’ll devour basically any suggestion anyone throws at me

Also, is wanting to marry Namjoon a common side effect in learning about Jikook or am I just weird??

#jikook #kookmin