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Backspear Boys

#if you tell me this was canon i was going to one hundred percent believe you #fgo #everything is unreal

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“Only losers whine when they get beat, you know?”

Orleans | Septem | Okeanos | London | E Pluribus Unum | Camelot | Babylonia

#i love this whole series of art!! #the style is so cute #but my heart has a special place for london LOL #i didn’t realize i’d like mordred as much as i did #but also i’m biased and jekyll is one of my favourites #fgo

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happy valentines (text is read right to left sorry)

#i’m at the north american singularity #and robin hood is endearing himself to me v well #pls i have too many archers and not enough materials #fgo

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scratch that. i tried a loyal run through and will doesn’t get weirdly quiet, but he does get awkward. i think the better term is that he’s flustered to learn that he’s the only person you’ve kissed so far, especially when he’s given express “permission” to go graft to your heart’s content. especially if you go along with what he says and don’t tell him you’re never going to get your head turned etc., will probably took it as “yeah i’m pretty sure she did” and is surprised to learn that you didn’t. i kind of like how it makes you look tho lol that you’re not that serious too fast but you’re also not going to kiss someone else behind his back or smth.

also what do u mean boy, you’ve never kissed najuma?! 😭 no wonder he said they were just friends lol

[spoilers for those currently coupled w will and haven’t seen the new updates (ep 6-8)]

i honestly don’t think will is that difficult to understand and you honestly see it in the ways he reacts to your actions in the hot tub double date (and afterwards). though do take this w a grain of salt bc i still am unable to restart a volume after finishing and am basing it on the feedback in reddit. so far, i see three ways it goes down:

you don’t kiss anyone during the double date and will finds out during never have i ever: he “gets weirdly quiet” when he finds out he’s the only person you’ve kissed. i’m not taking it to mean that he was hoping you get to fool around and that gives him an excuse to do the same, i’m taking it as him being uncomfortable that it LOOKS LIKE you’re getting serious about this way too fast. he says it as much when he wants to have a chat and if you go to the rooftop, the two of you aren’t exclusive and he’ll root for you if you get your head turned. will is def the kind of guy who has commitment issues and wants to take things slow and see how it pans out before going all in. i’m definitely sensing some vibes that he’s uncomfortable if “you’re more interested in him than he is in you.”

you kiss at least one person during the double date and you don’t tell will beforehand: as much as will isn’t bothered if you’d get your head turned, he’d definitely be the type that’s bothered hearing it from someone else. it’s not that he’s upset you’ve kissed someone, because it’s early days and his chat proves that he’s open to that kind of thing and encourages you to explore and find that spark if you can. it’s that you didn’t tell him yourself. he’s an open book and he says so himself, he’d have kissed them too if the opportunity presented itself. but will would also likely tell you if it happened. i bet you that when najuma and him “broke it off” he would have been honest w her that he had his head turned by the bombshell (and would have had a fun laugh when najuma replied “mate, same.”)

you kiss at least one person during the double date and you tell will before the game: he’s so encouraging about it, because it shows you’re on the same page. you like each other but it isn’t too serious yet or exclusive because it’s still too early to really KNOW and that’s fine. when will thinks of commitment, he thinks of the trust his parents have with each other to still choose the other by the end of the day, and that takes time to foster no matter what any 2D islander says about love at first sight and all that crap. so yeah, i do think it’s very on brand for him to want you to explore and not be limited by all the coupling business and expectations to stay loyal to a hot mess you’ve known for like a day (which is why i think he calls bull on the whole lexi/kobi thing lmao). but will still wants you to be honest with him about it, and that’s why he’s unaffected (and lowkey happy) if people drink to having kissed MC.

tl:dr - i think will is the slow burn friends w benefits to lovers storyline of the game and i am absolutely ecstatic about it and if they don’t give us this i have half a mind to do it myself.

#litg

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i cannot believe fgo is real 😭😭😭

#fgo #fate grand order

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so from a scale of will to bruno, how ready are you to commit

#litg #litg s4 #litg bruno #i’m ngl i really liked his banter lmao #a lot of people on reddit found it off putting but it was just good fun #idk i really liked this diamond scene actually #if you’re the type who feels off about will not showing that he wants to be exclusive maybe bruno’s your route #or james i guess since he feels really into you lol #oh my personal ranking for the ‘ready to commit’ scale is #will > youcef > kobi > hazeem > james > bruno #but youcef and will are somewhat interchangeable i guess he just has the upperhand bc he’s been engaged before LOL #also i stand by what i said kobi is not ready to commit but he’s interested in keeping safe w lexi #hazeem is probably a little readier to get serious

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i think lots of will-mancers are expecting roccogate 2.0 but now that i think about it, it seems unlikely? i too can't see thabi AND will being snakey especially the latter. he did say he has feelings for thabi when MC and him coupled up so if anything they'll probably be more upfront about it rather than being snakey like roccosol.

gotta agree with you on will's possible route being slow burn fwb to lovers. i definitely could see that!!

you were braver than i ever could be i never picked that option when coupling up w will bc i was so scared of accidentally cockblocking them LMAO

but yeah i get you! will’s reaction during NHIE when you tell him you kissed the other dudes and/or najuma kinda tell me he really values honesty and trust in a relationship. he doesn’t explicitly say “hey thanks for telling me” (i think! damn it let me have the option of replaying the volume when i finish it haishaiawgw) but he doesn’t really need to. he’s proud of it when everyone looks at him after the revelation and he says confidently that he and MC has “great communication.”

NOW THABI i really can’t see her doing that behind your back! she dislikes conflict and initially doesn’t want to say she likes will too bc she doesn’t want it to be a competition. she eventually tells us bc it’s way too obvious anyway, but thabi appreciates it when you’re honest to her about liking will and choosing to recouple with him.

#litg #litg s4 #litg will #litg thabi #will-mancers is a great term and i’m using that from now on #it ain’t a route til he falls in love w you!!!! but we’re getting through w sheer tenacity!! #i mean i might just be looking at it with rosé-coloured glasses but #i’m still hoping thabi and james realize they’re perfect for the fairy tale romance in their head #mayu asks

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my favorite clip studio assets!

since i’ve been using csp a lot more now i thought i’d make a post of the assets i use the most for ppl looking for good stuff!

general brushes: Pen + Caspar Pen (かしペン＋カスレかしペン) (my fav pen for sure) Erase Along Edge (YOU NEEED THIS ERASER YOU NEED IT!!!) Freehand Style Brush Set (フリーハンド風ブラシセット) (cant recommend this one highly enough, i use it for all my backgrounds) Bong pen OBONGBONG’S PEN Halftones (スルスル塗れる5線刻みトーンブラシ) A non-shin pen (しんでないペン) SU-Cream Pencil Noisy Ink Brush v2 Simple Retro Halftone Brushes Smeared Paintbrush (べっとり絵筆) A breather pen (一息ペン) Aj’s Pencil Set Watercolor set (수채화 세트) T-marker Wind Brush Set (Tマーカー風ブラシセット) Watercolor marker ▲ ■ and texture set (水彩マーカー●▲■とテクスチャーセット)

special effect and decorative brushes: Tights Pen (タイツペン) Glitch Brushes 2 (彩塵ブラシ(Prism Dust) Hand-painted effect set No. 2 (手描き効果セットNo.2) Oriental Emblem 11-20 (동양 문양 11-20) (this creator has so many amazing assets ive downloaded them all) Ribon brushes (りぼんブラシ) Lace Set レース セット Ornate lace Bramble (rose-玫瑰叢) Loose hand-painted sprinkle brush (ゆるゆる手描きのふりかけブラシ) Bush pen (수풀 펜) Fantasy Papers Pearl Brush (真珠ブラシ)

gradient maps: Gradient map set for hologram (홀로그램용 그라데이션 맵 세트) Yunywave★ Gradient Set cb gradients 3 ONG SET

3D: The Only Perspective Grid You Need! 3d sketch head Movable horse 1.8 A (可動のお馬 1.8a) Sitting poses collection (便利かもしれない座りポーズ集)

misc: Raiku RGB Shift Hand-drawn Rags tool Set (手描きのボロ線ツールセット) VHS action set

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I just wanna say, I resonate so much with your tag #but also I miss lucas koh king of jealousy 🥴🥺

Will is sooo chill, I was actually taken aback with how chill he was with the date 😂 and his reaction during NHIE when he's the only one that MC kissed was both shady and intriguing, like has he done something behind MC's back? Or he just couldn't believed himself that MC actually IS committed to their relationship?

Sorry for suddenly ranting LOL my head is full of Will and today's episode 😂

LMAO don’t be sorry, because i’m high key the same and i’m glad to have someone to talk to about it 😂

LISTEN… lucas was just Something Else. he got jealous super easily but he wasn’t going to pout or be a little bitch about it (e.g. levi, season 1). he’d just be jealous, let you know, and made sure you never forgot why you picked him in the first place 😭 like i’m lowkey sure there’s a part of him that likes it too

but enough about him. now i haven’t explicitly seen his reaction but a lot of people seem to be suspicious about will’s reaction 🤔 i still think he was just awkward about you looking like you were already committed to the coupling, but a few people found thabi oddly chipper that day too so we do have the possibility of a roccogate situation (or, you know, something tamer bc i can’t see thabi be all snakey like that. like maybe it was thabi and will talking and thabi finally getting the guts to ask “would you have been happy if i was the one who picked you to recouple?” and will making a vague, noncommittal “yeah sure”)

#litg #litg s4 #mayu asks #litg will

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[spoilers for those currently coupled w will and haven’t seen the new updates (ep 6-8)]

i honestly don’t think will is that difficult to understand and you honestly see it in the ways he reacts to your actions in the hot tub double date (and afterwards). though do take this w a grain of salt bc i still am unable to restart a volume after finishing and am basing it on the feedback in reddit. so far, i see three ways it goes down:

you don’t kiss anyone during the double date and will finds out during never have i ever: he “gets weirdly quiet” when he finds out he’s the only person you’ve kissed. i’m not taking it to mean that he was hoping you get to fool around and that gives him an excuse to do the same, i’m taking it as him being uncomfortable that it LOOKS LIKE you’re getting serious about this way too fast. he says it as much when he wants to have a chat and if you go to the rooftop, the two of you aren’t exclusive and he’ll root for you if you get your head turned. will is def the kind of guy who has commitment issues and wants to take things slow and see how it pans out before going all in. i’m definitely sensing some vibes that he’s uncomfortable if “you’re more interested in him than he is in you.”

you kiss at least one person during the double date and you don’t tell will beforehand: as much as will isn’t bothered if you’d get your head turned, he’d definitely be the type that’s bothered hearing it from someone else. it’s not that he’s upset you’ve kissed someone, because it’s early days and his chat proves that he’s open to that kind of thing and encourages you to explore and find that spark if you can. it’s that you didn’t tell him yourself. he’s an open book and he says so himself, he’d have kissed them too if the opportunity presented itself. but will would also likely tell you if it happened. i bet you that when najuma and him “broke it off” he would have been honest w her that he had his head turned by the bombshell (and would have had a fun laugh when najuma replied “mate, same.”)

you kiss at least one person during the double date and you tell will before the game: he’s so encouraging about it, because it shows you’re on the same page. you like each other but it isn’t too serious yet or exclusive because it’s still too early to really KNOW and that’s fine. when will thinks of commitment, he thinks of the trust his parents have with each other to still choose the other by the end of the day, and that takes time to foster no matter what any 2D islander says about love at first sight and all that crap. so yeah, i do think it’s very on brand for him to want you to explore and not be limited by all the coupling business and expectations to stay loyal to a hot mess you’ve known for like a day (which is why i think he calls bull on the whole lexi/kobi thing lmao). but will still wants you to be honest with him about it, and that’s why he’s unaffected (and lowkey happy) if people drink to having kissed MC.

tl:dr - i think will is the slow burn friends w benefits to lovers storyline of the game and i am absolutely ecstatic about it and if they don’t give us this i have half a mind to do it myself.

#litg #litg s4 #litg will #i have a lot of Thoughts actually #if u wanna talk about it my ask is open! #but you know if i’m wrong and he actually kissed thabi when MC was on that double date i might just drop him for bruno LMAO #LISTEN i’m also all for will exploring other options but he has not indicated even an iota of feelings for thabi #or at least not as much as she likes him?? #IDK i think thabi and james have great potential w each other come on will don’t ruin it #just wait for another bombshell dude

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do you still like haikyuu

OH I DO it’s got a very special place in my heart and i still get super excited over it!! it’s the only series i’d read the manga and watch the anime (usually i read more than i watch!). waiting v patiently for season 5 <3

#mayu asks #listen my dude ykny and knhn have chokeholds on me i’m ready to go feral at the sight of the karaneko mat h #haikyuu!!

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just gonna add here as we go for first impressions of new islanders too!

youcef: slutty in the best way possible lmao he’s flirting w everyone he can and i find that so amusing but not for me, i guess. feel like he’d be a fun dude to hang out and harmlessly flirt with but you both know it’s not going to go anywhere serious

bruno: i thought he’d be more of a lad LOL but he seems nice and funny and i’m getting bobby feels from him but he doesn’t seem as aversive to conflict bc he liked it if you called out lexi! also i’m sorry but the banter about growing old and doing cross stitch and writing poetry is making me feel All Things (cries as i think about him lighting up like a christmas tree when MC jokes “i’ll see you in forty years”)

honest first impressions of the litg s4 cast so far

male islanders:

james - he seems like a real sweetheart and earnest about finding something real in the show but then again so was ibrahim and look how that turned out LOL he also seems to have a default crush on mc? i don’t blame him tho tbh. but it’s definitely easy to rile him up and i can see him being flustered w most of the other bombshells too.

kobi - thankfully does not seem to be noah 2.0 given that he’s stuck with a wannabe hope. seems to still be open to coupling up w someone else but has settled for lexi bc she’s safe (aka waaay more into him, from his perspective). idk it’s fun to casually flirt w him bc he isn’t as averse to it like noah and seems to think it’s all in good fun.

will - i’m biased bc his aesthetic is sooo pleasing and i’m thinking of doing his route LOL. i was pleasantly surprised that he liked it if you went off on lexi since he seems too chill for that. not that he likes drama but he doesn’t care for anyone two faced - likes it more when you’re honest about things which is v refreshing coming from a bobby route in s2. will be voted as most afraid of commitment though i’m calling it and i can’t wait for that drama to start

hazeem - seems like a nice dude but dear god his mustache is terrifying and i have no idea how that’s attractive honestly. feels like the “always the mate” of the season. i really don’t have much of an opinion about this dude except that he has great taste in women apparently!

female islanders

lexi - a definite hope 2.0 and i won’t be surprised if she kept watching season 2 religiously and tweeted “it should have been nope 😕” god i love riling her up so much i kind of wish she wasn’t paired w kobi so i could steal her man lol is she an li bc i will die if she’ll be a frenemies to lovers route come on my dudes

najuma - SHE’S FUN, SHE’S FLIRTY, AND SHE’S HERE TO HAVE A PARTY. i’m pretty sure that the reason najuma and will decoupled was bc they really couldn’t see a future w each other and respected that. she seems ready to shake things up but it definitely is not w hazeem. lowkey wish that her 2nd LI is a female islander honestly!

angie - seems super cool but likely the guy she has an eye on will be a bombshell too. she just doesn’t seem to be vibing w the guys romantically. chill and not about drama but doesn’t really look away from it. i don’t really have much of an opinion about her but i love her aesthetic and think she’ll be a good friend.

thabi - she’s so sweet and everything hannah could have been! i almost feel bad about choosing will but he’s the only one so far that’s caught my eye LOL but she doesn’t seem to have any hard feelings and i appreciate that she doesn’t think too badly of the mc when you do tell her that you’re just playing the game. honestly i think will might be awkward around her and likely knows about her little crush. u can cut the tension w a butter knife and it’s not really the good kind of tension u feel me

mc - give this girl a tv did she not watch the show?? we usually have like inside gossip of our own from bombshells (e.g. chelsea). but also i’m just assuming that the footages haven’t been post processed yet so the public is likely still on episode 1 when the mc drops in. anyway i appreciate that we can get options for a kind of “do no harm, but take no shit” attitude.

special guest:

narrator - idk the sense of humour feels off somehow and i miss all the cringey jokes.

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either i’m doing something wrong and we’re moving to a friendship route, or will’s route is going to be that “i thought it would have been fine if we kept things casual, but i think i’m falling for you for real and it’s getting serious and i have no fucking idea what to do” kind of storyline and i am all for it. the best kinds of slowburn. i’m ready to make this boy jealous for the first time in his life.

#litg #love island the game #litg s4 #litg will #youcef is highkey flirting w will btw #that’s fine since bruno is highkey flirting w MC LMAO #idk man i love that will is so open and supportive of MC getting some (he even explicitly says they aren’t exclusive anyway so!!) #but also i miss lucas koh king of jealousy #BUT i also think it’ll be that much sweeter when will finally does become committed

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i only noticed now bc i wanted to restart vol ii but litg 2/s4 doesn’t let you restart the ep/day/volume :| it doesn’t let you restart your customization either if u restart the whole season so that sucks

#litg s4 #litg #i only wanted to restart it so i could make the sassy comment about lexi/kobi to will #pls let me just be a little gremlin w bicon will litg s4 #i already put up w enough assholery that is the mc characterization screen

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So, in the real Love Island, the bombshells go into lockdown and they don't get to see every episode leading upto it. For example, there was a bombshell who had admitted she wanted to crack on with a guy who'd left 3/4 days prior and hadn't known he'd left until she literally walked in. If this is day 3, which I believe is stated, this is fairly accurate, especially as the first bombshell - she wouldn't have seen anything as she would have been in lockdown the entire time since the public would have known something about her existence.

OH!! i didn’t know that LOL thanks for bringing that up. the more you know!!

but yeah that does make sense! islanders would probably think bombshells would have too much of an advantage if they already knew what was going on exactly and were updated on the dynamics of the ones already in the villa. just feels weird bc it opens a can of continuity error worms from previous litg seasons that i do not want to sift through wwww

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Just a little note, but Priya doesn’t have the insider info like Chelsea, since Priya comes in so early. So i’m assuming we’re Priya in this situation and we aren’t actually that dumb LOL

yeah ofc! tho priya was introduced as a bombshell not even a day after. i’m just assuming that MC went in at about day 3 or 4. Lurik comes in at day 5 and already knows about the Lottie/Gary kiss so i was assuming it might have been the same LOL but you’re right, MC might not have had the chance to watch it yet anyway!

#mayu asks #litg #litg s4

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honest first impressions of the litg s4 cast so far

male islanders:

james - he seems like a real sweetheart and earnest about finding something real in the show but then again so was ibrahim and look how that turned out LOL he also seems to have a default crush on mc? i don’t blame him tho tbh. but it’s definitely easy to rile him up and i can see him being flustered w most of the other bombshells too.

kobi - thankfully does not seem to be noah 2.0 given that he’s stuck with a wannabe hope. seems to still be open to coupling up w someone else but has settled for lexi bc she’s safe (aka waaay more into him, from his perspective). idk it’s fun to casually flirt w him bc he isn’t as averse to it like noah and seems to think it’s all in good fun.

will - i’m biased bc his aesthetic is sooo pleasing and i’m thinking of doing his route LOL. i was pleasantly surprised that he liked it if you went off on lexi since he seems too chill for that. not that he likes drama but he doesn’t care for anyone two faced - likes it more when you’re honest about things which is v refreshing coming from a bobby route in s2. will be voted as most afraid of commitment though i’m calling it and i can’t wait for that drama to start

hazeem - seems like a nice dude but dear god his mustache is terrifying and i have no idea how that’s attractive honestly. feels like the “always the mate” of the season. i really don’t have much of an opinion about this dude except that he has great taste in women apparently!

female islanders

lexi - a definite hope 2.0 and i won’t be surprised if she kept watching season 2 religiously and tweeted “it should have been nope 😕” god i love riling her up so much i kind of wish she wasn’t paired w kobi so i could steal her man lol is she an li bc i will die if she’ll be a frenemies to lovers route come on my dudes

najuma - SHE’S FUN, SHE’S FLIRTY, AND SHE’S HERE TO HAVE A PARTY. i’m pretty sure that the reason najuma and will decoupled was bc they really couldn’t see a future w each other and respected that. she seems ready to shake things up but it definitely is not w hazeem. lowkey wish that her 2nd LI is a female islander honestly!

angie - seems super cool but likely the guy she has an eye on will be a bombshell too. she just doesn’t seem to be vibing w the guys romantically. chill and not about drama but doesn’t really look away from it. i don’t really have much of an opinion about her but i love her aesthetic and think she’ll be a good friend.

thabi - she’s so sweet and everything hannah could have been! i almost feel bad about choosing will but he’s the only one so far that’s caught my eye LOL but she doesn’t seem to have any hard feelings and i appreciate that she doesn’t think too badly of the mc when you do tell her that you’re just playing the game. honestly i think will might be awkward around her and likely knows about her little crush. u can cut the tension w a butter knife and it’s not really the good kind of tension u feel me

mc - give this girl a tv did she not watch the show?? we usually have like inside gossip of our own from bombshells (e.g. chelsea). but also i’m just assuming that the footages haven’t been post processed yet so the public is likely still on episode 1 when the mc drops in. anyway i appreciate that we can get options for a kind of “do no harm, but take no shit” attitude.

special guest:

narrator - idk the sense of humour feels off somehow and i miss all the cringey jokes.

#love island the game #litg #litg 2 #litg s4 #i’m actually really excited about this season? #i hope it’s a good combo of drama and chill #anyway let’s go pretty boy i’m ready to make u shake in ur boots at the thought of wanting to commit