miserye

[miserye]

I think the people at my work think I don’t have actual friends outside of them but I do I just never talk about my personal life is what I realized

#chatterye #it’s mostly uneventful anwywas so I don’t feel a need to #but I was just thinking about it #I’m isolated but not that isolated I swear

[miserye]

Last post before actual bed but new concept I try to slip rye into every word I say

#chatterye #even if it doesn’t make sense at all #ryeven ryeff iryet ryesnt mryeke ryense ryeat ryeall

[miserye]

okay bedtime bye

#chatterye

[miserye]

i'm almost finishedd with it but i'm gonna format tmr because i cannot be doing refernces to charts in my condition rn

okay i'll be back after i write this last paper i need it done by tonight or else it's not happening

#chatterye #if you're thinking rye that was really fast #it's actually because it's a paper that i've already presented in slide show format way too many times by now #so all i have to do is put words down in a way that makes sense #which is easy because it does make sense #also my typing is very good today in terms of speed maybe not accuracy but yeah #all in all we are so close to being done

[miserye]

also it's so like me to develop a crush on someone on literally the last day of class that's insane

#chatterye #i will never see her again #but she's very pretty cute and super sweet and will live on in my memories HAHA #sometimes it's just like that

[miserye]

I keep reading your name as Miserere and I’m like wow mercy that’s so cool I love Latin.

thank you i wish my name was meant to be something this cool but in reality it's because i'm miserable and i go by rye djafklsddlk

#i like having my name incorporated into my blog name #call it self absorbed or whatever HAHA #my hs used to teach latin but i didn't take it because i had already been taking spanish #but one girl i really don't like anymore was in latin and now every time i think about latin i think about her #to be honest i probably should learn latin because i work in science but alas #it probably won't happen i'll just fuck around in my job until i find out what the words mean

[miserye]

quickly here to say i still haven't gotten my midterm grade back and we literally had the last day of class today so i'm serious when i say i'm going to lose my mind because of this fucking professor

#chatterye #i will not even start because she makes me so fucking mad

[miserye]

okay i'll be back after i write this last paper i need it done by tonight or else it's not happening

#chatterye

[miserye]

also i can't tell if my vision is worse or if i am just tired and my blurry life is just because my eyes are giving up on me

#chatterye

[miserye]

born to yap, forced to be an introvert

#chatterye #if i was an extrovert it would be game over for everyone's ears #real and very true

[miserye]

something that made me kinda disappointed is i was looking at the art for the vspo fest vs the cr fest this weekend and the cr one is sooooooo good like it's super colorful and dynamic and all the streamers are like suppppper cool and have different expressions and are in different poses (it's a really fantastic art piece) but the vspo one is kinda bland (no hate to the artist they look rly good) like all the girls are cute but that's it and it made me kinda sad because there was so much potential but they put them all in the same pose same dress i think and it was just kinda boring esp compared to the cr one idk

#chatterye #sorry for this long and random rant but it's really bothering me #because i'm telling you the cr one is sooooo fucking cool #but the vspo one is just eh #they're all super cute don't get me wrong but i was expecting more #and i think it's overrated if all the girls just look cute and smile for the camera #the cr one has so much color and personality but the vspo one is very plain and simple #it's not a big deal but it made me sad #the artist is crazy talented btw #absolutely no hate to them they're really good at art

[miserye]

anyways i'm going home briefly so i have to pack up my apt and then it's date night w kat for the first time in two years so that's exciting i started and ended my undergrad w kat <3

#chatterye #i've got to write up one paper and that should be all #and the paper should be easy enough so i'm not too worried #idk if everything i need for grad school is in order #so i'll figure that out w my mother #because i AM A CHILD.

[miserye]

now i just gotta wait and see how my grades play out i'm not excited but i think i'm at risk of getting a b in a couple of classes which is something

#chatterye #rye your grades don't matter #you're right however it's the childhood academic trauma in me #the world ends when i do bad in school #it just is the way i'm wired i also don't want to care this much #it's because i'm bland i apologize

[miserye]

i love eating semi sweet choco chips

#chatterye #they're so fucking good #but they make ym stomach hurt like fr fr

[miserye]

it was a pretty okay end to the semester minus the fact that today happened but in the end i didn't end up presenting again the professor i hate is a fucking dumbass and i don't want to elaborate because she made me really mad today so yeah.

#chatterye #this is truly one way to end my undergrad career #but we are officially done #!!!! #no more undergrad for rye

[miserye]

Someone’s WiFi is so bad on this zoom but it’s so funny

#chatterye #I’m pissed rn #but not the point #her WiFi is so fucking bad it’s comparable to mine fr fr #it’s actually worse than mine it keeps getting better (the glitching is getting worse) #this is funny as hell #a baby started crying this is so chaotic

[miserye]

Kinda sad I’m leaving because I just got to a very comfortable point w one of my profs and I’m lwky gonna miss bothering him w my stupid questions and remarks

#chatterye #we r finally getting each others humor #this is so tragic