This is still a Wip,, but I've had this idea wriggling in my head for too long :>>
Valiantly shiny and massive twisted Horns for someone like Spica just Makes Sense
As for Arcky I couldn't NOT make the shepherd a sheep himself. Assigning an animal is actually kinda hard bc I can't imagine anything for pollux yet :(
do you ever think that sirius constantly blames polaris for saving him, of all people, for sacrificing his own life for sirius's sake just because he could? doesn't matter how bad, how annoying, how desperate and how clingy sirius was, he still was worth dying for.
and, after rewinding time and basically creating mc, erasing everyone's memories and silently awaiting for mc to be back eventually, because it's not finished yet, the past is still not in the past, do you ever think how truly horrible he feels, for being so egotistical, that he allowed himself to bend time, space and reality itself, for mc to basically exist and deal with the problems and mistakes that polaris made during his life time?
how sirius must hate himself for being so reckless! mc is everything he hates about himself and polaris, but he can't bring himself to truly despise and abandon them, no matter how hard he tries. he physically can't, due to the constellation contracts. he's always jealous, always so full of hatered: towards himself especially.
when in fact, we as mc owe sirius our lives. isn't that... tragically beautiful?
no matter how worthless he thinks that he is, sirius is mc's main reason why they're still alive. he is their life line. he is the one who somehow managed to save them, defying reality and everything else! nothing mattered for him, only mc's life.
it shouldn't be possible, and yet, here we both are, standing face to face. alive. breathing. not well, but we will be eventually, once this whole... debacle is finally over!
sirius doesn't truly want to die. he wants to live. but if it takes his own life for mc to live on, he wouldn't even think twice about sacrificing himself for mc's sake!
can you please for once dream about our lives together and not the end of the world, sirius?..
If your Summoner is a God/Goddess, what kind of God/Goddess they are?
hmm that's an interesting question!
to me my summoner is someone who's just so human it's hard to say, but maybe they're like a combination of the greek goddess of mercy Eleos with something like god of fate/natural progression of time ??
Also summoner reveal yippee
They're they/them and they're basically the person I've envisioned since I first downloaded the game (rn I have them named belle bc that's the name I put for my summoner absentmindedly at first but I'm still trying to play around with new ideas)
Ooh that does sound fun tho!! I hope you guys wouldn't mind me ranting about random things while I reread through the game chapters haha
Are you part of the discord?
The arctwilight discord? I think I remember trying to join one a while ago but I ended up not doing anything on there bc I remembered how socially anxious I am o(-(
If your Summoner is a God/Goddess, what kind of God/Goddess they are?
hmm that's an interesting question!
to me my summoner is someone who's just so human it's hard to say, but maybe they're like a combination of the greek goddess of mercy Eleos with something like god of fate/natural progression of time ??
Also summoner reveal yippee
They're they/them and they're basically the person I've envisioned since I first downloaded the game (rn I have them named belle bc that's the name I put for my summoner absentmindedly at first but I'm still trying to play around with new ideas)
The arctwilight discord? I think I remember trying to join one a while ago but I ended up not doing anything on there bc I remembered how socially anxious I am o(-(
Also honorable mention to this tiktok as well bro I can't help but lose my mind hearing this audio with characters but with Sirius it's just😭</3 listen I'm not the number one Sirius fan out there for dubious reasons but reflecting back at his lore just makes go ueueueueue
Spoilers vvv
Also I'm trying to remember correctly but is it supposed to be implied that all those times Sirius tried to harm us-were his attempts of trying to have us regain our polaris powers (and therefore memorys)?? or did he do that for giggles??😭