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If I was a ghost I would go back home. I would try and go back in time and stay in a loop. Where the smell is pungent and smells like love. The aroma of weed and her cologne. Where the wind is heavy in my lungs. I miss the sunset, and the corner of your street. Golden hour is we’re we meet. Eye to eye I could stare at you for hours. Fuck me

#emotions #expressing #Spotify

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I just wanna die. I’m useless. Why. All I can ask is why. When am I gonna live, I’m tired of life as is. Just kill me. I’ve asked god so many times to take my life. Ik I’ll go to hell. I don’t wanna be there either. I just want to never exist. I’ll kill myself one of these days. I’m just waiting.

#emotions #expressing #menta health

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I will kill a fuck

Eat his body up

His meat in my tooth is Stuck

Chop his body up

I will fuck him up

Can’t call for help, chewing on his tongue

thought she was Love

Fingers full of cum

Beating on my ribs, like they were drums

Mouth full of fangs

You and I are same

The tears flowing down

It’s hiding in her bangs

Love me now, love me now

Tell me girl do you love me now?

If I kissed you on your mouth

Would you drag my fingers way down?

Love me now, love me now

Tell me girl do you love me now?

If you drag my fingers way down

Will you stop your self from making sound?

Inspiration : xxxtentacion, Alone pt2

#poetry #original art #xxxtentacion

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Wish I could see you.

I’m seeing The ghost

While doing the most

I’m hating my self,

and missing your smell

I be needing some help

I’m full of my fear,

I wish you were here

You make things seem clear

You’re dropping a tear

Mascara is smeared

You’re so insecure

#poetry #original art

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Last night I almost OD’d and my ex got involved because my mother called her while I was passed out. Now she won’t talk to me. Wish I never woke up

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You see I tried loving you, and I couldn’t hold on. You need some who is stronger then me. Because I can barely hold on to my own self but still I’m to impulsive to worry about myself before I do everything for you. I left my family and friends because you were my best friend and the love of my life. Now your friends and family hate me, while mine hate you. I’ll never be able to be with you the same way again. We broke up and changed too many times for things to ever go back to how things used to be. We’ve slept with other ppl, found feelings for others, we found the desire and will to want to change who we love. And just because we wont experience the same memories from the past and are afraid to move on doesn’t me we’re meant for each other, we’re just just got the intense feeling of love with fear and laziness. We too comfortable with each other with excepting the bare minimum. I’m sorry we wasted each other’s time but I did love you when i did. Goodbye.

#Spotify

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You say that you want me, but I’m happier with the thought of you with someone else. Seeing you with someone in a new loving relationship is better then going back to an old broken one with me.

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Just because you don’t want to put in the work to find another person to love doesn’t mean you love them, it just means your too lazy and scared.

#ex’s #breakup

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i’ll never be the person you drunk text