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Feb. 03. What’s the plan, Stan?

Today was a beautifully lazy Sunday. I watched Parks & Recreation and ate waffles. What could be better? On another positive note, I should get my car back tomorrow *fingers crossed*.

I made eggs (2 eggs + 4 tablespoons egg whites) + 1 cup sautéed mushrooms + 1/4 avocado + a bit of salsa for breakfast. I downed a protein smoothie for a snack. Fell back asleep for 2 hours & then went to the gym. CRUSHED Piit28 1.3. I had sweet potato with garbanzo beans and hummus for lunch & Kodiak Protein Waffles for dinner (mixed in one egg + 1 tablespoon olive oil + topped with 2 tablespoons of maple syrup). I also ate some shredded coconut and almond butter for a dessert/snack. I’m feeling pretty good about today.. nutrition wise.

I applied to a Household/Child Assistant Position that I think I’d be really fit for, but the start date was Feb.1st. I’m not sure if the position is even still open, but it would be fabulous to get an interview. I’ve been thinking loads about my career. There is no doubt how difficult the road is going to be if I stick with my initial plan to work in the television industry. I actually HATE working 14 hour days... standing all day. I can NOT function correctly without a proper amount of sleep. My mental health goes to absolute shit (not starting at high levels to begin with) if I don’t average 8-9 hours of sleep. I know eventually I would move up, but can I really afford (physically and mentally) to be a Set Production Assistant for the next 5 years? I’m going to revisit the idea in March... I want to see if I get to interview for the DGATP again in the Spring. Until then, I’m working on morphing into a fit, tan, brunette surfer girl. 

PSA BLONDES DO NOT HAVE MORE FUN I WANT MY NATURAL HAIR BACK PLEASE. 

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Feb. 02.

It’s been a rainy Saturday in Studio City, but I’ve got an oversized t on, fuzzy socks, and a teddy blanket draped over my legs. James Bay’s Wild Love is playing in the background accompanying the rain. I’m appreciating the peace after a week of dealing with an abundance of stress and anxiety. I’ve been on top of my fitness game SO FAR *two days lol good job Kylee*. I’ve gotten two stellar HIIT workouts in. 1.1 and 1.2 from the Piit28 1.0 program are done. I modify some of the moves to make them a bit more challenging because although I don’t want to train as hard as I have been, I still want to push myself. My food intake has been going good as well. I went out last night (Friday night) to listen to a friend’s band play at a bar & had a few (3) drinks. Vodka sodas and a green tea shot.. errrrmm sounds healthy right?! 80/20 rule, babes. 

BIG LESSON: missing out on good times isn’t living a healthy lifestyle. 

*not saying you have to consume alcohol to have a good time ok do not yell at me* 

until next time. *hugs*

#fitness #twenty something #california #journal #piit28

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sunny day at sano featuring the “long daze towel” ✌🏼

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Irati / Belle Femme

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desert dance

Joshua Tree National Park

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It’s practically common knowledge that the time between point A. collect your diploma, drink half your weight in tequila, drive to California to start a new career to point B. cry uncontrollably the night before your 30th birthday is a time for exploration, figuring out who are, fucking up, and fucking. The whole sha-BANG is just inherently “supposed” to be a giant, ugly... yet spectacular mess. The older adults (the ones who have survived their twenties) sort of joke about the times they had to suck dick to make a living with a small, sad smile of remembrance. Do they wish they could go back? I’m confused. I’m twenty-two and feeling utterly cliche (not in the fun quirky Taylor Swift song way). I decided to start journaling here because I want to get a grip before my birthday comes rolling around in March. I’m starting No Fuck Up February mainly as an accountability blog relating to fitness. Writing and posting on any online platform helps me a SHIT LOAD, so I’m going to share my fitness, social, and financial struggles with you for the next month. Being an adult is an art, and I am really concerned about how my fellow twenty-somethings are going about it. 

#twenties #fitness #california