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i don’t see enough people talking about the fact that tashi lost EVERYTHING. tennis was her only skill. tennis was her oxygen. tennis woke her up in the morning. she finds safety and control in art. she finds challenge in and lusts after patrick. but tashi is in LOVE with tennis and the dynamic of every aspect of it. to have your entire future painfully die before your eyes is enough to make anyone toxic. obviously i’m not excusing anything but it’s so important to discuss why tashi acts the way she does because there is SO MUCH history and layers there. she is as much as a person as art and patrick.

#cosign bc that’s some real shit you just said #all of this is so true #what an actress #zendaya #challengers #movies

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niall reading a sign: “blow you a kiss” 😚 and the crowd going ballistic pls! the people’s prince!

#NIALL HORAN ANGEL SENT FROM HEAVEN CONFIRMED! #niall horan

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MIKE FAIST AUDITIONED FOR PAST LIVES

#HOW DO I BREATHE WITH THIS INFORMATION #mike faist #past lives #past lives film #past lives movie #greta lee #celine song #challengers #movies

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literally live reaction to me watching this:

Niall Horan's reaction to a fan who asking him out!😭🤍 "Oh she's not gonna be happy" (looking at amelia)

#like go out with me too omg! i’m free thursday! #niall horan

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“I watch him in the kitchen, and I think of how much it hurts to love somebody. How deep the hurt is, how almost unbearable. It’s not the love that hurts; it’s the possibility of anything happening to the object of your love.”

— Augusten Burroughs, Magical Thinking

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Giambattista Valli Spring 2024 Haute Couture

#fashion

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NIMONA + LETTERBOXD REVIEWS

#nimona #movies

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oh same girl, it’s such a bop 😭 me listening to niall sing about how he’s a glutton for punishment

describing the listener as an omniscient presence in cross your mind is so genius! there are some niall songs that absolutely bring us into his emotions and convince us of them, but with that song it is like watching your friend make bad decisions over and over. i luv ur interpretation❣️

thank you bestie 😌🙂‍↕️ i just think the lines “give me all the pain, give me everything, don’t hold back, don’t hold back” are SOOOOOOOOO like he sings it so poppy and upbeat but like LOOK AT THAT! niall eagerly awaiting pain because it’ll bring him pleasure… if he went with his original direction of making cross your mind a ballad it would be widely recognized as his saddest song imo

#niall horan

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describing the listener as an omniscient presence in cross your mind is so genius! there are some niall songs that absolutely bring us into his emotions and convince us of them, but with that song it is like watching your friend make bad decisions over and over. i luv ur interpretation❣️

thank you bestie 😌🙂‍↕️ i just think the lines “give me all the pain, give me everything, don’t hold back, don’t hold back” are SOOOOOOOOO like he sings it so poppy and upbeat but like LOOK AT THAT! niall eagerly awaiting pain because it’ll bring him pleasure… if he went with his original direction of making cross your mind a ballad it would be widely recognized as his saddest song imo

#niall horan

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was talking to my sister the other day about niall’s music and we started talking about how deeply he gives his mental and physical to the object of his affections and so obviously i brought up ‘cross your mind’ and ‘you could start a cult’ to explain this but it got me thinking about how those two songs alone exist within the same theme but are complete opposites!

‘cross your mind’ opens with “it’s your world i wanna live in, its your ocean i wanna swim in / it’s your show and i’m just watching, losing you is not an option” and the first two lines are so similar to YCSAC because he is essentially conveying the same idea that he would join a cult for them, but bam! the next two lines follow and the bubble is burst for the listener and we go from being on the journey of his romance to an omniscient presence. “losing you is not an option” automatically indicates that this relationship is toxic, and of course the rest of the song just doubles down on the pain he’s taking on “tell me that you love me, but I know you're out there running wild / give me all the pain, give me everything, don't hold back, don't hold back” but at the same time niall in the song doesn’t even recognize or care that it’s toxic, because he’s willing to do anything for them. it’s such a manic story against an upbeat production and non-indicative title

WHEREAS!!!! ‘you could start a cult’ is a TITLE! you already know it’s going to be about some crazy shit!! but it’s not🥺 it’s the sweetest love song, that despite is of course putting his partner on a pedestal, so much of it is about reciprocation! “to wake up by your side is all i wanna do / oh, i'll follow you 'til there's no tomorrow, i'll follow you 'til there's no tomorrow” there is that to-the-bone devotion in it, but in CYM, niall is eagerly taking on the pain without anyone committing to him, whereas in YCSSC, niall is singing about committing to one person until the end of time and the world is swallowed by the sun because there is no pain with them… AND I THINK THAT’S BEAUTIFUL!!!

#i had to get my thoughts out #if anyone takes the time to read this i’ll be so grateful lol #i love him so much #niall horan #tslot #the show live on tour #you could start a cult #heartbreak weather #the show

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and is your shame helpful? is it inspiring goodness and change? or is it keeping you frozen in time unable to move on and be everything you have expanded to be?

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i was sixteen for twenty years

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you WISH you were eating sweet mulberries from a stranger’s overgrown tree at twilight in a silent neighborhood

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if birdy opens for niall in australia/new zealand i will literally teleport myself there are u joking

#she’s the blonde white woman niall really does need to collab with #i’ll gag if they sing together

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a girl who's love language is physical touch is also a girl who hates people touching her

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