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I have been supremely bored lately

I think I work so much now that when I'm not at work I don't know what to do with myself

#I have a day off and I've just been sitting here doing nothing #I literally have no idea what to do anymore #Or who I even am sometimes #me posting #Not to mention when I'm not doing anything to distract myself I start thinking of all the Bad Things that happened to me the last few month

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i'll have what i'm having

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My boss is making me work even though theres discord channels to read like morning paper?

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c’mon everybody!!! *runs off excitedly and no one follows me*

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If people were too mean to you when you were growing up, a newborn animal will materialize inside your brain and it’s so so scared and shivering and it will stay there for years. Decades, even. And whenever you say something kind of weird but true to your heart the animal will tell you “Noo! You can’t say that! If you say that, everyone will hate you!”. The animal means well. It’s so so small and everything is so scary for them and it’s just trying to protect you. But listen to me. Listen to me. Whenever this happens, you can’t do what the animal says. You can’t. If you do, you’ll become as scared as the animal. You have to keep saying weird shit. You have to keep doing things the animal wouldn’t approve of. If you do enough things that scare the animal, maybe one day it’ll go to sleep.

#We'll see

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"this song is about this" "this song is about that" "this person wrote this song about this person" wrong all songs are about ocs ive made and ocs that have not yet come to pass

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how it feels liking and reblogging posts

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its so brave that you have such a 2012-coded url in this 2024 world

would you call a bear brave for standing in a new construction suburb or would you recognize the unfamiliar world they built around him

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I wonder why

#Me #Do not get me started about the funny trains I will explain the whole entire franchise to you

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this girl at uni was dressed sooo gay and then i found out she's just straight with a lesbian mom. dykebaiting is not a victimless crime 😔

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#Driving a train to deliver cargo

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I am a solo indie dev trying to overcome my anxiety and actually let people know my game exists. It is a cute physics based game where you are the level.

I love making this game with passion and I am so excited to share it with the world, but somehow I need to let the world know. Unfortunately the way steam works is the more wishlists the more visibility, so if you are interested it is super appreciated :)

Wishlist on steam or visit the website to find out more mightymarbles.com

#Oooh I love this #save #video

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in the hour or so it took me to draw this op turned reblogs off

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I’m going to unlearn shame *bursts into tears and beats my head against a brick wall*

#Me every day

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i am skeptical you could do that actually, tiktok user