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djo has been one of my favorite artists for a long long time. i will save you from the whole "its steve harrington!!!" because in reality, no one cares. most of the people in that damn show are musically inclined. we get it! it is so important to separate actors and their music. clay from 13 reasons why. steve harrington from stranger things. ross lynch from austin and ally. there are more but i cannot think right now. it completely overshadows how incredible their music really is. djo is one of those artists that i will never get sick of. i remember the night when decide dropped. immediately fell in love. from runner to gloom to i want you video, i was obsessed. i truly hope that djo does not get the steve lacy effect. i want people who truly love the music to be present at these shows. i do not think i can handle people being boring and tame when flash mountain is playing because they only know a couple of seconds of end of beginning.

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i am 20 years old, and it is so easy to point out everything i hate about my life. my social life is lacking. it feels like i will never find love. i cant look in the mirror. i feel very alone. just to name a few. instead, i want to take the time and energy to find things that do make my life beautiful and worthy. i want to romanticize my life. i want to be able to tell myself that just because my life is not the way i pictured it would be doesnt mean it isn't pretty damn good.

i am hopefully graduating this winter. class of 2024. my graduating class is supposed to be class of 2026 but due to a handful of dual credits from high school and cramming in classes over the summer and spring semesters in 2023, i might be actually graduating early. way earlier than i ever could have expected. this will be a huge accomplishment of mine, and i am beyond proud of myself.

i have a really cool car now. i spent 3 years driving my sister's mustang that i despised for so many reasons, but as of august 2023, i drive a car that i am in love with. it is my pride and joy. i am beyond grateful and appreciating for steely dan, my car.

i have a best friend that i am 95% sure will be in my life until the day i go. through our troubles and sad moments, it has always been her. i am so surprised and grateful she has stuck with me even through my crazy moments.

i will edit this later if i can think of more

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two days ago, i watched dune for the first time ever if you don't count the previous attempt where i got bored 5 minutes in. i just could not believe what i was missing out on this entire time. it is an absolutely phenomenal movie. dare i say it might be one of the best movies ever made. i was absolutely encapsulated throughout most of the film. from the cinematography to the scoring to the acting, i just could not get enough of dune. upon learning that this was based off a novel, i sat back and realized how awful my other favorite movies based of novels are. i could not image it could get any better than this. then i watched dune part two. aside from that one awful cgi scene that once i saw it, i will never be able to unsee it. i sat in the movie theater with the biggest smile on my face absolutely stricken with how absolutely perfect everything was. unfortunately, the theater i was in had a couple scenes ruined due to the speakers. during the duel, the sound of the feet scuffling was laughable but again not fault to the movie itself but the theater. this is possibly a movie experience i will remember for the rest of my life. these might be the only two hour long films that i adore whole heatedly without being able to tell you a single characters name. i'll work on that.

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a real goal i have for 2024 is to learn how to critique movies and music. i took a film class my second semester in college and learned some useful techniques and concepts, but it was not enough. i just want to sound smart when i say "i really liked x movies because..." ya know? but i still want to have fun like i am not gonna go watch that new godzilla vs kong movie and get upset when its not fucking perfect like who cares? movies are meant to be fun but we'll see how it goes. some movies i absolutely go in ready to take in the cinematography and scoring but others, its about the friends i make along the way

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this is the only time my spotify dj was actually useful and recommended me a song i actually fuck with. i dont remember what i was doing but i just remember driving home and this song queued up and i kid you not: time slowed down. i was in absolutely awe the entire time. as annoying as kevin abstract can be online, he makes good ass music. as soon as the song ended, i immediately had to restart it and give it another listen. this is def top 5 songs for the 1st quarter of 2024.

#kevin abstract #music #music related #spotify #Spotify

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adding my face to my tumblr that i dont ever plan to share with anyone at 12am may be the worst decision ever but who cares

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decided to impulsively start using tumblr. a fresh start. i used tumblr consistently from 2013 through 2017. i was barely thirteen when i stopped consistently using tumblr which is absurd to say and admit. throughout high school and the beginning of college, i mainly used it as an escape when twitter, instagram, or tiktok became boring or redundant. seems so silly to say that tumblr was my mini escape, but it is true. recently, i have seen a few more content creators i watch utilize tumblr. this has sparked an interest in coming back. my 2024 resolution was to journal. i never bought supplies. i have been wanting to track the movies and music i listen to and just ultimately become this creative version of myself that i have never been. i cannot draw or really do anything when it comes to getting stuff down on paper. one thing i am damn good at is being chronically online and spilling my guts on the internet.

i hope - and i mean really hope - that this will be my safe space to get down my thoughts, ideas, critiques, rants, etc. i want to be able to look back and realize where i was at certain parts of my life. i have seen this quote online that goes along the lines of that you are every person you have ever met. i believe this. unfortunately, i have not had the privilege to meet enough people growing up to accomplish this. i think. one thing i do know for sure, i have always had various forms of media there for me. it's spring break and i am clicking through stories and tiktoks of people my age on spring break going to the beach or traveling. i, on the other hand, am beyond excited to start puking my guts out online about how much i loved dune: part two. my entire being is based off of every musician, online influencer, book, movie, song, ad, etc that i have ever consumed. i am the media i consumed growing up, personified.

welcome to personifiedmedia.

11:54pm march 12 2024