pheobeandblondie

[pheobeandblondie]

need to lose weight so my fits can live up to their fullest potential 🙏

#low cal restriction #tw restriction #ana buddie #tw disordered thoughts #starv1ng #@nor3×14 #purge tips #st4rv1ng #starv3 #tw ana trigger #ana0rex1a #@na vent #tw restrictive ed

[pheobeandblondie]

stomach just growled like it doesn't have my thigh fat to eat from

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i would give my soul for the metabolism of a teenage boy

i actually hate them so much WHY ARE YALL SK!NN!ER THAN US ITS NOT FAIR

YALL WEAR BAGGY JEANS AND STILL HAVE A TH!GH G@P UGH

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crazy how mitski crawled into my head and wrote ‘if i gave up on being pretty i wouldn’t know how to be alive’

#low cal restriction #st4rv1ng #starv3 #ed relapse #tw restriction #i wanna be tiny #weight loss #@nor3xia #@na vent #@na motivation #ana buddie #tw disordered thoughts #starv1ng #@nor3×14

[pheobeandblondie]

if alcohol didnt have as many calories life wld b so much better fs

[pheobeandblondie]

the truth is, nobody will think you’re pretty unless you’re skinny.

[pheobeandblondie]

Sylvia Plath

[pheobeandblondie]

I kind of hate the new slang the kids are using these days.

"Girl, you ATE"

I did what

[pheobeandblondie]

being fat and existing is so embarrassing like i want to take up as little space as possible

#4norexi4 #ana trigger #ed disorder #ed not sheeren #low cal restriction #tw ana diary #tw restrictive ed #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #st4rv1ng

[pheobeandblondie]

who thought it was a good idea to put calories in alcohol.

[pheobeandblondie]

Another day,another failure.. I should've told my best friend I didn't have time to have her over, I literally went over my cals sm and with her around I wasn't even able to do my steps and 2nd workout 💀💀

I am throwing my lunch away tmr I will not stand to losing my progress like this!!

[pheobeandblondie]

“your morning skinny is someone else’s post-b1ng3 bloat” what if i kms.

[pheobeandblondie]

having no self control is so embarrassing like??? just don’t eat??? it’s so simple and i still can’t do it 😭

#4norexi4 #ana trigger #ed disorder #ed not sheeren #low cal restriction #tw ana diary #tw restrictive ed #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #st4rv1ng

[pheobeandblondie]

oops! it seems i tripped and dropped several million free books, papers, and other resources

https://annas-archive.org

https://sci-hub.se

https://z-lib.is

https://libgen.is

https://libgen.rs

https://www.pdfdrive.com

https://library.memoryoftheworld.org

https://monoskop.org/Monoskop

https://libcom.org

https://libretexts.org

http://classics.mit.edu

https://librivox.org

https://standardebooks.org

https://www.gutenberg.org

https://core.ac.uk

[pheobeandblondie]

need someone to break my heart so i can ☆ve myself properly again

#4norexi4 #ana trigger #ed disorder #ed not sheeren #low cal restriction #tw ana diary #tw restrictive ed #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #st4rv1ng

[pheobeandblondie]

where i’ve been lately