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"Come Heaven or Hell" A mix for my Tav, Sinnihte, and Karlach. If you like, you can also read the fic I wrote for them, "Like A Moth to a Flame."

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SIDE A

Stay Awhile - Röyksopp ft. Susanne Sundfør It's killing me to be all alone Wanna tear down my defenses Wanna quiver at your touch

Stay awhile Baby, you won't regret it Just let it out Love is a way to say it

Love Again - Dua Lipa Show me that heaven's right here, baby Touch me, so I know I'm not crazy Never have I ever met somebody like you Used to be afraid of love and what it might do But goddamn, you got me in love again

Summer Rain - Majid Jordan I'm lost in the heatwave, but you came You came like the summer rain I can't fight the feeling, feeling Look what you do to me

Heaven on Earth - Britney Spears Your touch, your taste, your breath, your face Your hands, your head, you're sweet, your love Your teeth, your tongue, your eye, you're mine Your lips, you're fine, you're heaven on Earth

Fell in love with you and everything that you are Nothing I can do, I'm really crazy about you When you're next to me, it's just like heaven on Earth You're heaven, you're heaven on Earth

Touch in Mine (Fingers) - Esperanza Spalding Follow blind Fingertips feeling their way And with ten roaming lips Unwrap the delicacy folded within silence Touch in mine Touch in mine

Sink Into Me - Babeheaven Lean into me I'll take your weight I promised I could hold you And those words I won't break As long as I've got us The small gifts, I can't get enough

I'd do whatevеr it takes, hold my breath forevеr I'd do whatever it takes to sink in forever

Victory - Janelle Monáe If loving you means fighting till the end Then I'll fight harder, baby, just to win And if tomorrow shall come to me I'll count your every kiss as a victory

'Cause to be victorious You must find glory in the little things

Use Me - PVRIS Killing the pressure Release the tension Float to the ceiling You don't wanna be coming down

You can use all of me Take a hit, baby, breathe I can do all you need Take a hint, baby, breathe And use me

All Comes Crashing - Metric For all I know This might be my last night That's how it goes, there's no one I would rather be lying beside If all we knew Came crashing down tonight I'd be with you, and there's no one I would rather be dying beside

I Feel You - Depeche Mode This is the morning of our love It's just the dawning of our love

I feel you Your precious soul And I am whole I feel you Your rising sun My kingdom comes

SIDE B

Everlong - Foo Fighters And I wonder When I sing along with you If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you You gotta promise not to stop when I say when

Surrender - Eivør I know you hear me echoing through the chambers Of your heart I feel your touch under my skin I feel your love in every gentle motion We make

Nothing can keep me away from you I'll never let you go

Without Clothes - Julia Samoylova I wandered in the pitch darkness Up to my knee in the water, the daylight faded Only a little ray of light I squeezed in my fist

Let's start the bonfire up to Heaven We will dance naked, with nothing on The world is created just like this Close your eyes, breathe, breathe, breathe

The End Is All I Can See - Lacuna Coil I'm caught inside a maze I need to get out of this Trapped inside A prison in disguise I keep running around in circles Stuck on repeat again

Clean away my sins 'Cause I want to be with you Now please answer my prayers 'Cause the end is all I can see

Never Let Me Go - Depeche Mode There's only so much time We have to play with To waste it is a crime We have so much to give

Never let me go Never let me go

The angels will praise us The world will seem right Pull it out of the darkness And into the light

Sewn - Zola Jesus Sewn together as the fist of God Won't be long to weather If together we bite and claw

Only you can tell if it's heaven or hell Only to rebel, give more than you sell Only you can tell if it's heaven or hell Climb into the well, come and ring the bell

A Pain That I'm Used To (Goldfrapp Remix) - Depeche Mode All this running around, well it’s getting me down Just give me a pain that I’m used to I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive You just need to achieve something that rings true

Rock Bottom - Steven Wilson ft. Ninet Tayeb Don't lose hope Don't lose hope Stay alive Stay alive

Break apart (Don't lose hope) Break apart (Don't lose hope)

Teardrop - Massive Attack Love, love is a verb Love is a doing word Fearless on my breath Gentle impulsion Shakes me, makes me lighter

Teardrop on the fire Fearless on my breath

Master Plan - Tears for Fears Believe me now Believe me when I tell you there's another way The sun will rise tomorrow on your world of pain

I feel rage I need faith If my soul be damned It's all part of the master plan

Started Nov. 2023, fin. March 2024.

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #sinnihte #karlach cliffgate #karlach/tav #fanmix #in my paladin era and it's all thanks to luis carazo

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A little reference post for my beloved Tav, Sinnihte.

Sinnihte Nevreen (sihn-NEE-tay NEHV-reen) 37♀ | Human | Lawful Good | Oath of Ancients Paladin | Outlander STR 19 | DEX 13 | CON 15 | INT 9 | WIS 11 | CHA 15 ☼/☾: Taurus/Taurus ❀: Heliotrope 🂠: Ace of Swords

Her name comes from the Old English for 'eternal night.' "Though you may pass through eternal night, your light will never dim."

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #yes that's entirely odd-numbered stats don't worry about it #sinnihte

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"The Light That Never Came" - fanmix for Ketheric Thorm from Baldur's Gate III Listen: (Youtube | Spotify) Lyrics:

The Lamentations of Jeremiah - Vince Clarke

Surrender to Failure - Korn Lost alone here in the dark Looking for answers I will never find, I'll never find God knew all along that He would take you And the demons were set loose to claim their prize, I am their prize

And I would do anything to bring you back to me If only God would let me turn back time

Paint It Black - The Tea Party I wanna see it painted, painted black Black as night, black as coal I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky

Die Another Night - Korn Nobody cares, you're just a bad man Nobody wants you, you're a dead man Waking from my darkest dream Bring me from my mind

We rip apart the flesh and live to see And look at all the faces along the way The terror grips me close and holds me tight And hope I get to die yet another night

Minus It All - Red There's still something there when it dies I'm cleaning bones Spending time with change Reeling from the way it was

The dark makes a dead man rise And strips away your brilliant disguise

Tragedy - Love And Death I've been running from the light Feels like I've been Searching for a thousand years inside of me (It's nothing but broken) Return for more just to feed my tragedy

What have I won? What have I done?

Ocean - Goldfrapp ft. Dave Gahan I've lost the will to I've lost my way I've lost this ocean I poisoned me

I borrowed bones, I borrowed skin To save me from the hell I'm in Your fantasy And every time I think of you I see the dark, I hear their hooves They're coming They're coming for you

You Want It Darker - Leonard Cohen If you are the dealer I'm out of the game If you are the healer It means I'm broken and lame If thine is the glory then Mine must be the shame You want it darker We kill the flame

Hineni, hineni I'm ready, my Lord

Something Wicked This Way Comes - Carter Burwell

Hell - Bi-2 Rain of ashes pours from the eyes The dark abyss is looking at us There will be no other path If you're going to hell, I'm with you

Death - Judas Priest I will take your final breath And I will be your last regret Cold blood runs in my blackened heart Tearing every soul apart

Messenger of death Wields the scythe of man's damnation Messenger of death Hold his blade for termination

Pompeii - E.S. Posthumus

IV - Echoes and Signals

Dirty Day - U2 They say be careful where you aim 'Cause where you aim, you just might hit You can hold onto something so tight You've already lost it

Wake up - some things you can't get around I'm in you - more so when they put me in the ground

These days, days, days run away like horses over the hill These days, days, days run away like horses over the hill

started Nov. 2023, fin. Dec. 2023 cover updated Mar. 2024

#ketheric thorm #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #fanmix

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"SALVATION" - fanmix for Zerxus Ilerez from EXU: Calamity.

Listen: (Youtube) Lyrics:

Fortitude / The Chant - Gojira Get a hold of yourself, rise above The better part of you, immortal

May this purple spring flow into your soul Exhausting all these black holes inside Wake up to the sound of doom Let this chant ring in your bones and lift you up

Lost! - Coldplay Just because I'm hurting Doesn't mean I'm hurt Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserved No better and no worse

Drowning Man - U2 Take my hand You know I'll be there If you can I'll cross the sky for your love For I have promised All to be with you tonight And for the time that will come

Salvation - Editors Salvation! Deliverance is ours by the light of the stars

Howling - SYML I lay me down at the feet of your beauty Power my spirit, awaken within me My blood and my body will sing out your praises Save me, save me, save me now

How'm I Supposed to Die - Civil Twilight How'm I supposed to die When there's only one way to live?

My Body Is A Cage - Arcade Fire I'm living in an age That calls darkness light Though my language is dead Still the shapes fill my head I'm living in an age Whose name I don't know Though the fear keeps me moving Still my heart beats so slow

Start the Healing - Korn I should've withstood, I shouldn't bow down I couldn't get through, what could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing

Shadow and Soul - Red Dark and light Caught between, caught between Endless night Underneath, underneath Hunger, my untold, I’m waiting Find me inside endless night, our endless night My furtive soul, a heart unknown It’s buried alive The boundary fades between Shadow and soul

Cassandra - Echoes and Signals We will go Into the flames And we will turn Into the blazing fire

And I know Some things are meant To become gold Inside the burning fire

Cover: official art by Hannah Friederichs. started and fin. august 2023

#zerxus ilerez #exu calamity #fanmix #first i binge-watched this series in a week #then i spat out this mix in two days #i am feeling so Normal about everything #the dark sun on the back is an inverted callback to his comparison to the dawnfather

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Masterpost: Authority fanmixes

Gang's all here:

Midnighter Apollo Jeroen Swift Angie Jack Jenny Sparks Jenny Quantum Habib

#the authority #theme: authority portraits #masterpost

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Fanmix for our second Doctor, Habib. Ninth and final in the set. I don't love how World's End treated him, but I do like the commonality he has with Jeroen that way; just as shamanhood did not cure Jeroen's addiction, neither does it undo Habib's proclivity for despair. So this mix keeps to that arc.

Listen: (Youtube | Spotify) Lyrics:

Obwa - Mashrou' Leila Tick tick tick there's the athan Muffling the sound of the boom And I am watching the television My face like an owl

Everything in Its Right Place - Radiohead Everything Everything Everything Everything In its right place In its right place In its right place In its right place

My Cosmos Is Mine - Depeche Mode Don't play with my world Don't mess with my mind Don't question my spacetime My cosmos is mine

No war, no war, no war, no war No more, no more, no more, no more No fear, no fear, no fear, no fear Not here, not here, not here, not here

Klefi / Samed - Hatari ft. Bashar Murad Distortion Empty chamber Echoing impotence Glassy, only-begotten doubt Glassy, only-begotten doubt Everybody caws on their own

I have suffered and withstood so much And I've lost so many years And after all this torture I am steadfast and won't bow down

Start the Healing - Korn I should've withstood, I shouldn't bow down I couldn't get through, what could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing

What A Wonderful Day - Voyager Wake up and feel the rain I know it's going to taste the same Or is this something I've always known To be just out of reach

And so I think to myself What a wonderful – Tell myself What a wonderful – Force myself What a wonderful day

Observe the Train - Leprous Simplicity of being here without attachment The senses are freewheeling Allow the body to receive it Acceptance is treatment

Don’t force it, the goal is not to feel electrical, angelical Let it flow, the change won’t be radical, it’s gradual

Maybe So - Kid Cudi And they say that I'll heal in time Maybe so, maybe not Take it slow and you'll soon be fine Maybe so, maybe not

İstemezdim - Jakuzi Nothing will fix it anymore Meaningful phrases won't suit me I pulled the bomb's pin in my hand I smiled at the camera for the last time

started june 2023, fin. july 2023

#the authority #habib bin hassan #fanmix #theme: authority portraits

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Fanmix for Jenny Quantum, eighth in a set for the Authority team.

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Timebomb - Chumbawamba I am a timebomb A ticking ticking ticking timebomb

Ancient Dreams in a Modern land - MARINA I am here to take a look inside myself Recognize that I could bе the eye, the eye of the storm I am not my body, not my mind or my brain Not my thoughts or feelings, I am not my DNA I am the observer, I'm a witness of life I live in the space between the stars and the sky

Moaning Lisa Smile - Wolf Alice You wait for something to undo these feelings Waiting and waiting, but it's out of control

Scrap the blues if the blues don't work Flash your teeth, though the inside hurts

Noir - Sunmi Why do things always end messed up? Footsteps are one beat too late In that time you pass me by

It's getting blurry, one two three Now I'm blind I don't know why Even if I don't look You know the bad ending

MAMI PAPI - Madame Tell me you loved each other as much as you love me Tell me that a mistake is always forgivable

Tell me if I smoke then I won't burst Tell me I'm bigger than your ego Tell me I made you grow up

Daddy, tell me you won't die

Point of No Return - Lana Lubany There's someone in my mirror And they're not at home

Now my memory’s gone So I traveled far to the point of no return

What Type of X - Jessi What type of bitch you think you messin' with? I’m a different type of beast But it’s ok

You Asked For This - Halsey Go on and be a big girl You asked for this now You better show 'em why you talk so loud

After the Fall - Chelsea Wolfe Chasing the sun, I can't wake up Scream and run, don't let them win

Nothing will keep us apart Go on, drive into the morning Never give up, never give in

started may 2023, fin. july 2023.

#the authority #jenny quantum #fanmix #theme: authority portraits

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Fanmix for Jenny Sparks, seventh in a set for the Authority team.

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Come Together - Gary Clark Jr. & Junkie XL Come together, right now Over me

The Shock of the Lightning - Oasis I got my feet on the street but I can't stop flying My head's in the clouds but at least I'm trying I'm out of control but I'm tied up tight Come in, come out tonight There's a hole in the ground into which I'm falling So godspeed to the sound of the pounding I'm all into the blinding light

The Step and the Walk - The Duke Spirit Without joy, joy, joy in the rain I could feel forever the same

What Feels Like Eternity - Metric Shelter from the storm, keep each other warm Who will cover me in my hour of need? Follow my pain for a long time dying I'm crushing on repeat through another week Holding the light, attempting to fight the bad dream Ready to redeem all the drudgery Drive it away when the time lapse strikes me

It feels like eternity For what feels like eternity And what might overpower me Head down, don't look up I grind along

Spirit Power and Soul - Johnny Marr Yesterday is gone Today I'm so on the run How strange tomorrow will be For you and for me 'Cause we got a soul don'tcha know? Now put your faith up in the skies And see the blues in my eyes

Don't Mess With Me - Brody Dalle I know the feeling I can take The pain of losing teeth is better than defeat I've got the feeling I can let go Because it means that much to me to show you so You're the reason I can stay And fight until the death ’Cause what I stand for will not give up

20th Century Boy - Girlschool Well, it's plain to see You were meant for me Yeah, I'm your toy My 20th Century boy

A Hero's Death - Fontaines D.C. Ah, never let a clock tell you what you got time for It only goes around, goes around, goes around Take your family name for your own great sins 'Cause each day is where it all begins And don’t give up too quick You only get one line, you better make it stick If we give ourselves to every breath Then we’re all in the running for a hero’s death

Kiss Them For Me - Siouxie & The Banshees Nothing or no one Will ever make me let you down Kiss them for me, I may be delayed Kiss them for me, if I am delayed

started april 2023, fin. may 2023.

#the authority #jenny sparks #fanmix #theme: authority portraits

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Fanmix for Jack Hawksmoor, sixth in a set for the Authority team.

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Citysong - Luscious Jackson I'm taking the side streets And I'm cruising down the alleyways Feeling the cool breeze across my face I'm losing to find and I'm breaking to fix 'Cause I'm not fit to go on like this

'Cause this is the state of the world This is the state of the world This city tells me what it's like to live

Take the Long Way Home - Faithless I got it sleepin' rough on the streets in the rain I got it learnin' to share my people's pain I got it makin' flowers grow in hearts of stone I got it 'cause I always take the long way home

Where's the Revolution? - Depeche Mode Who's making your decisions? You or your religion Your government, your countries You patriotic junkies

Where's the revolution? Come on, people You're letting me down

Kill Rhythm - Catherine Wheel I wanna walk on air - show me It's gonna feel so rare - show me Don't wanna look suspicious or undone But I really think this rhythm is the only one

I Wanna Be Your God - No Devotion Let's not go too far I just want to be your god Watching you and keeping you from harm

Disconnected - Voyager Joined, you are connected, yearning affection Yet disaffected by division starting to unfold Better secession, it is the fashion Of the nation to excision on itself again

Salvation - Editors The moon rising Over the ugly moulage Keep talking Who you running from? Tonight, we succumb With the disappearing sun

Salvation Swimming with the swarm of electric stars Salvation Deliverance is ours by the light of the stars

The Way Out is Through - Nine Inch Nails Underneath it all We feel so small The heavens fall But still we crawl

All I've undergone I will keep on

Oh Berlin - U2 Oh Berlin, who could think they would find you by just looking? Oh Berlin, how many of us hide in you? Oh Berlin, to think I could know you by your name

Who, if I cried out, would hear me among the angelic orders And even if one to suddenly take me to its heart I would vanish into its stronger existence For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror

started april 2023, fin. june 2023.

#the authority #jack hawksmoor #fanmix #theme: authority portraits

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Fanmix for the Engineer, fifth in a set for the Authority team.

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Become the One - Goldfrapp Visualise Atomise Crystallise What’s inside

Become the one, become the one You know you are

Witness - Santigold I give away everything Like naked now shaking I'll take it, my gift you see I'll take it but I'm saying It costs me more every day

Interconnect - Uh Huh Her Your love is perfectly entwined Our love is perfectly entwined

I'm never gonna break again One more time, I wish you close to the edge

Ritual - Ladytron

I am not a woman, I'm a god - Halsey I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud So keep your heart 'cause I already got one

Maybe I could be a better human with a new name

Metal Heart - Garbage I wish I had a metal heart I could cross the line I wish that I was half as good As you think I am

I want to be dependable, I want to be courageous and good I want to be faithful so that I can be heroic and true

Satellite Mind - Metric Hold it, I'm about to drop off Let me tell you my last thought Drift into a deep fog Lost where I forgot to hold it I can feel you most when I'm alone

When I'm bored I send vibrations In your direction From the satellite mind

Woman - Karen O & Danger Mouse You don't want it, then don't take it No rest for the weak, no sleep at night You can make it You're gonna want it, you're gonna make it You forget what you see when you close your eyes You can take it

Strict Machine - Goldfrapp I get high on a buzz Then a rush when I'm plugged in you I connect when I'm flush You get love when told what to do

Wonderful electric Wonderful electric Cover me in you

I'm in love, I'm in love I'm in love with a strict machine

started may 2023, fin. june 2023.

#the authority #the engineer #angie spica #fanmix #theme: authority portraits

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Fanmix for Swift, fourth in a set for the Authority. There's a little bit of Jenny/Swift and one track is for the Carrier (Time + Space).

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Fly With Me - Artsvik Over deeps, over hills She casts her wings and now it feels Love is one Flying high she became A sun whose love and light’s the same For everyone

Another Way - Lastlings Slip through the dark Shot me from the start Runnin', runnin', runnin'

I need just another way I need just another way

Better Man - Ellie Goulding Out of my head but you made me this way, I swear Rose-tinted glasses, but trust me I'm seeing red Took the confidence I had You can watch me take it back I'm in the future and the past That's the perfect hourglass Tried to make me lose my cool Hold my karma in my hands Every time I get a chance Maybe I'm a better man

Run For Your Life - Tiffany Young Now walk (Run for your life) Walk (Run for your life) It rains out of control These chains don't have a hold on me Don't say I'm a sinner I'm ice cold, baby On an ocean of glitter

Many Colors - Uh Huh Her My destination, I'll give it all I got This realization is long overdue I'm fascinated with the way you move Your many colors could light up the room

You bring the light of love Cause fate leads the way When my eyes are closed I think of you Cause fate leads the way

Camo - BoA In the darkness With all the lights off I’ve hidden my shadow I can’t be tied down To some place tonight My face has changed My heart is moving But my camouflage will hide it

Time + Space - Thievery Corporation ft. Lou Lou Ghelickhani Give me the sound if you want to travel Give me the sound if you want to share I need the rhythm to be able to send us The strength inside you The force in me

Through the light, I can carry your pain Through the light, I can take all your worries Come on, I can carry time and space

Evergreen - Faithless Running with my rain face on Today I woke up feeling sad I know that you said That one day I would be glad

Oh, the choirs of winter, birds are calling To me and All the leaves I came to love Are falling

Ribbons on evergreen Owls that pull them apart I can hear you singing, my funny valentine Oh, you know that breaks my heart

Until My Wings Turn to Ashes - Jambinai

started april 2023, fin. may 2023.

#the authority #shen li men #jenshen #fanmix #theme: authority portraits #swift is my Actual Favorite <3

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Fanmix for the Doctor, third in a set.

Listen: (Youtube | Spotify) Lyrics:

Welcome To My World - Depeche Mode And if you stay a while I'll penetrate your soul I'll bleed into your dreams You'll want to lose control I'll weep into your eyes I'll make your visions sing I'll open endless skies And ride your broken wings Welcome to my world

Fear There & Everywhere - Archive It's seeping seeping seeping seeping into my bones It's creeping creeping creeping creeping into my home Fake this, fake that, it's so ugly, it's just Fear there everywhere Burning inside of me Fear there everywhere Killing the light in me

Faith Healer - Recoil If your body's feeling bad And it's the only one you have You want to take away the pain Go out walking in the rain Watch the flowers go to bed Ask the man inside your head Your spirit never has to grieve All you've got to do's believe

Can I put my hands on you?

Squid - Innerpartysytem Hello morning sound alarms There's no turning this around The days are dragging out Don't you love it? Hand in hand the human race Lost emotion on their face 'Cause no one ever got what they wanted Don't worry now Don't worry now

Aptal Bir Inat - Jakuzi It always scares me It wasn't words, it was looks It's not the dead They remained behind

Sustaining us here Binding our hands As if a stupid stubbornness Effort to prove

Marijuana - Kid Cudi That's the only thing that keep me level Up in my crazy head Stoned on the run-run, no fun if not

Always had my back, hey Always had my back, hey, marijuana

Rush Minute - Massive Attack I wanna be clean but I gotta get high It's good to be here, so hard to come by You bring pain cause you got game And needles and pins a man can't take

I got some yearning, God I'm made to get high God's left hand wasn't made to get by Got more highs left in me And there's more room in recovery

New Person, Same Old Mistakes - Tame Impala Finally taking flight I know you don't think it's right I know that you think it's fake Maybe fake's what I like The point is, I have the right

Feel like a brand-new person But you'll make the same old mistakes Well, I don't care, I'm in love

Pana-Vision - The Smile A door that opens wide My, how you've altered Oh Heaven, help me Is that the time?

Beginning, without end Never lost, never dies Unending, a beam of light A tunnel in my mind

If I go, it’s because It’s happened once before And now it’s starting all again

started march 2023, fin. april 2023.

#the authority #jeroen thornedike #fanmix #theme: authority portraits

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Fanmix for Apollo, second in a set for the Authority team.

Listen: (Youtube) Lyrics:

Beautiful People - Pet Shop Boys I wanna live like beautiful people Give like beautiful people With like beautiful people around

Daylight - Coldplay On a hilltop, on a sky-rise Like a firstborn child And at full tilt, and in full flight Defeat darkness, breaking daylight

It's A Beautiful World - Noel Gallagher's High Flying Birds I'm blinded by the light I try to catch my breath I sing a song of love, and you can teach Me what you know of death

It’s a beautiful world When we dance in the light All that is real And all that is mine is right

Love And Peace Or Else - U2 I don't know if I can take it I'm not easy on my knees Here's my heart, I'll let you break it We need some release, release, release We need love and peace Love, love and peace

Lay down Lay down your guns All your daughters of Zion All your Abraham sons

My God Is The Sun - Queens of the Stone Age Heal them, like fire from a gun Kneeling, my god is the sun Heal them with fire from above Kneeling, my god is the sun

My Demons - Tears for Fears I am the demolition man I am the smoking gun Why is my name in lights when my name is spelt wrong? Only needs an attitude A longitude and latitude

Go faster, young master, you're breathing disaster 'Cause these human hands need a human touch 'Cause my demons don't get out that much

True Faith - Anberlin I feel so extraordinary Something's got a hold on me I get this feeling I'm in motion A sudden sense of liberty I don't care cause I'm not there And I don't care if I'm here tomorrow

I used to think that the day would never come I'd see delight in the shade of the morning sun My morning sun is the drug that brings me here To the childhood I lost, displaced by fear I used to think that the day would never come That my life would depend on the morning sun

Hearts Like Us - Sam Sparro Hearts like us keep running 'cause we can't come down We built these walls, so you'd never find us out We won't be told we're too far above the clouds Hearts like us, we can't come down

Harbour Of My Heart - Erasure You got a way to fall But as long as I can swim I'll keep us afloat

started march 2023, fin. april 2023.

#the authority #apollo #apollo wildstorm #fanmix #theme: authority portraits

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Fanmix for Midnighter, first in a series of mixes for the whole Authority team.

Listen: (Youtube) Lyrics:

Run - AWOLNATION I am a human being Capable of doing terrible things

Millennium - Killing Joke All my life I've been waiting For this moment to come

Taste the salt of my tears Take the wealth of my years Singing in the millennium with you

Head Mounted Sideways - VOLA We should let the mud consume this thing we built 80 years of drooling turned to streams of filth Wounds appearing underneath the skin we killed Head mounted sideways to shun the guilt

Bring out your forces Bring out your crosses now There’s a lifeline breaking in this frost

Beyond Control - NTO & Monolink Can you feel how they are coming into your head, into your home? Performing all their tricks on you, they won't leave you alone And I see how you are falling for them and all their lies While you believe in magic now, I still believe my eyes

Can you leave Everything That you cannot control? Can you let it go?

In My Arms - Disclosure Need you in my arms I need you in my arms

Discipline - Nine Inch Nails Am I - am I still tough enough? Feels like I’m wearing down, down, down, down, down Is my viciousness L-Losing ground, ground, ground, ground, ground?

I need your discipline You know once I start I cannot help myself

It's the Little Things - Alice Cooper You can burn my house You can cut my hair You can make me wrestle naked With a grizzly bear You can poison my cat Baby, I don't care But if you talk in the movies I'll kill you right there

Smooth Sailing - Queens of the Stone Age I got bruises and hickeys, stitches and scars Got my own theme music, plays whenever I yawn Fear is the hand that pulls your strings A useless toy, pitiful plaything

It's all smooth sailing From here on out I'm gon' do the damage That needs getting done

Always You - Depeche Mode My love, the world's upside down My love, no solid ground My love, there are no more facts My love, reality's cracked

And then there's you There's always you The air that keeps my spirit breathing

started and fin. march 2023.

#the authority #midnighter #fanmix #theme: authority portraits

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"Letters From the Sky" (fanmix) - Midnighter, pining for Apollo (Authority: World's End arc)

Listen: (Youtube) Lyrics:

No Surprises - Radiohead A heart that's full up like a landfill A job that slowly kills you Bruises that won't heal Burning in the Skies - Linkin Park We held our breath when the clouds began to form But you were lost in the beating of the storm And in the end we were made to be apart Like separate chambers of the human heart

Cada Beijo (Thievery Corporation remix) - Bebel Gilberto Until the pink illuminates you Here in the distance I will cry For both of us

Now there's not any blue left Alone I am with a colorless memory Mmm, each kiss, each good kiss How I miss kissing you

Night and Day (Steel String remix) - U2 Night and day, you are the one Only you beneath the moon and under the sun Whether near to me or far It’s no matter, baby, where you are I think of you, night and day

Bocanada - Gustavo Cerati When there is no more to tell ourselves Holes empty into the air that two cannot breathe

When there is no more to tell ourselves I become one with the smoke, twisting reason

Long and Lost - Florence + the Machine Lost in the fog, these hollow hills Blood running hot, night chills Without your love, I'll be So long and lost, are you missing me?

Morning Fog (Interlude) - Danger Mouse & Daniele Luppi

Your Blue Room - Passengers It’s time to go again to your blue room Got some questions to ask of you, in your blue room The air is clean, your skin is clear I've had enough of hanging round here It’s a different kind of conversation In your blue room

See me slide down Won’t you give me a home?

Spacewalker - Depeche Mode

Crawl Back - Low Roar

Letters From the Sky - Civil Twilight One of these days the sky's gonna break And everything will escape and I'll know

One day soon I'll hold you like the sun holds the moon And we will hear those planes overhead And we won't have to be, we won't have to be scared You're coming back for me You're coming back for me

started 2011, revamped & fin. march 2023.

#the authority #midnighter #midpollo #fanmix

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"not enough of the universe" - Vel/Cinta fanmix Listen: (YT | Spotify ) Lyrics:

Talk - Bob Moses You see it all in black and white It's out of mind and out of sight But everything will only stay the same If we won't talk about it And we won't talk about it

We won't talk about All the things we need to most And every time, we're coming close You pass it off and look the other way So we won't talk about it

A Lifetime of Desires - Hante. I don’t need to pretend There’s no void inside my chest Cause there’s not enough of the universe To fill a lifetime of desires

Dead Arms & Dead Legs - Eliot Sumner I occupy these feet with these dead arms and these dead legs The brambles catch and tighten and they pull me into bed This is no retaliation, this is the universe I imagine myself walking here five million years before I’m so intrigued by this one, it’s sharp around the sides There’s a danger to your loving, and my love's been compromised

I run to the left, I run to the right And all my fears are so alive And what is left, and who are you in the end?

Teardrop - Civil Twilight Love, love is a verb Love is a doing word I feel like the sun might give way Gentle implosions Wakes and makes me tired I feel this on my face

Teardrops on your fire Burning in my heart, today Teardrops on your fire Burning away

Risk - Metric Started slow, started late Started strong, then we lost faith Started slow, started to lose control The more we accelerate

With your hollow eyes, you keep coming back It begins to transform Can you spend the night? Can you be the raft? In the eye of the storm?

Repeaters - No Oblivion Babe, don't you want to scream outside, under the stars? Dig your fingernails down into the flesh of your palms? Babe, is there any room left for us? Not tonight Babe, have we gone too far?

Oh, it's a circle But will it come around? Oh, when it's all too late

Old Wounds - PVRIS I think I could love you 'til the day that you die If you let me love you when the timing is right And if they said I had to, I swear I'd wait my whole life I think I could love you 'til the day that you die

Silvitni - Eivør I know you love me As if I were your salvation You protect me As if I were the beating heart In your chest   We may sail through churning seas Lose our way beneath the waves   Nothing can pull me away from you No one can love me like you do

Touch - Ghostly Kisses You read me well Better than I read myself I like, I like you best When there is no one else, only on our own

I wanna feel you Will you ever? Will you ever let me in?

Different Breeds - London Grammar I know I don't show it but I'm glad you came Oh, you know I'm glad you came Oh, understand it's a lonely game Waiting on you but you're taking your time again Oh, you know I'm glad you came

started decemeber 2022, fin. march 2023.

#fanmix #velcinta #vel x cinta #vel sartha #cinta kaz #andor series

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