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“I can say with great certainty and absolute honesty that I did not know what love was until I knew what love was not.”

— Unknown

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Charif Shanahan, from "Fig Tree"

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Great things are about to happen, I can feel it.

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“Snow White” by Anne Yvonne Gilbert

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playlists for all the moods

1. Songs for when you suddenly and unexpectedly feel joy

2. Songs for when you’re simping UwU

3. Songs for when you want to be comforted by music in the deepest way possible

4. Songs for when you need a reminder that humanity may not be inherently good but is definitely trying it’s best

5. Songs for when you know you are the shit

6. Songs for when you need a hug and reassuring words

7. Songs for when you’re in love

8. Songs for when you have a crush on him

9. Songs for when you have a crush on her

10. Songs to have a good night sleep

11. Songs to start your day off with the right energy

12. Songs for when you’re just sad

13. Songs for when you’re really really really sad

14. Songs for when your intrusive thoughts won’t shut up

15. Songs for when you’re feeling chaotic and want to ruin your own life

16. Songs for when you want to flip people off

17. Songs for when you feel insecure

18. Songs for when you haven’t slept in a week

19. Songs for when it’s late at night and you’re nostalgic

20. Songs for when you’re watching cheesy love shows and eating ice cream

21. Songs for when you want to rock out to emo music at 3 AM

22. Songs for when you want to have a dance party alone in your room and sing each song at the top of your lungs

23. Songs for when you want to burn stuff just for the fun of it

24. Songs for when you want to be surrounded by slow, soft energy

25. Songs for when you need a reminder that you are loved

26. Songs for when you want to have a good time with little cash

27. Songs for when you need the energy to power through

28. Songs for when you want to run away with your best friend

29. Songs for when you want to forget the crushing weight of your human existence

30. Songs for when you feel cynical

31. Songs for when you don’t want to be in a relationship because you are happy on your own

32. Songs for when you just really really love your friends

33. Songs for when you’re studying and need to focus

34. Songs for when you just want to sit by the beach and watch the waves

35. Songs for when you want to have a summer fling

36. Songs for when you want to be 13 again

37. Songs for when you wish it was the 80’s because you weren’t alive and things were great

38. Songs for when you’re really really gay

39. Songs for when you’re not sure what you’re feeling

40. Songs for when you want to feel it in your soul

41. Songs for when you love easily and hard

42. Songs for when you’re obsessed with the tenderness of peeling oranges and sharing it

43. Songs for when you want to dance with someone

44. Songs for when you’re feeling teenage angst

45. Songs for when you want to feel 17 again

46. Songs for when you want to be the villain in the story

47. Songs for when you want to feel like someone’s main character

48. Songs for when you’re about to start a new life

49. Songs for when you’re sad that good things always have to come to an end

50. Songs for when the world feels like it’s spinning and you feel a little bit tipsy on life and living

51. Songs for when you are hanging out with your friends and you have the aux cord

52. Songs for when you need the confidence of a villain plotting world domination

53. Songs for when you’re lovesick

54. Songs for when you’re anxious

55. Songs for when you don’t want to grow up

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Poem 1.19.22

I curl myself up

In my little boat, Alone

A vessel pumping

Through a desperate cry for life.

The sea is empty

By my little boat, Alone

A water tainted

With waves moved by lies and strife

They turn to statues

Under my little boat alone

Fish that swam to drink my sea

And suffocated their Wife

Some days I turn from the sun

I lie on my back and die

In my little boat, Alone.

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your late twenties is like one of your friends is getting promoted, one of your friends is binge-watching an early 2000′s tv show, one of your friends is moving away, one of your friends is moving home, one just graduated, one just dropped out, one spends all day in bed, at least three of them are getting into crystals and alternative medicine, one of them is changing careers, one of them still “doesn’t know what they want to do with their life” and talks about starting a podcast, one of them is on sabbatical, and everyone’s tummy hurts but they’re being so brave about it

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MF DOOM's villainous Mac and Cheese recipe

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the getaway

Feelings fleeting

that I don’t feel

fall faster around

my spinning wheel

honeyglazed eyes

rot over and soon

my heart laughs coldly 

at my head as I swoon.

A desire to run,

to forget all else,

and see just how far

I can get from 

myself.

#poem #heartache #runaway #new beginnings #poetry

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disturbia (too close for comfort)

it took me a lot of effort tn

to move around slow

and whisper in ears

that i don’t even know

what drum beats louder

i don’t even fear but

so far away i am trying to steer

this is just what you wanted so

i guess i am queer

or ugly or nothing

i don’t remember you dear

what’s your name in the frame there looking for proof?

who do you bat an eyelash for, who makes you

so bashful, afraid of the truth?

wishing you didn’t and knowing that you did

and no longer

and longer

i am always that kid:

complaining and shitting on everything here,

i will always be right and i will never be clear

bitch i stay mad best run from my gun

cuz nothing is perfect and everything’s fun

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its just me and my guitar, you can come and you can strum, just don’t try to play

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Tom petty, somewhere you feel free: the making of wildflowers

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