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A bioluminescent mermaid for @samantha-kirkland!
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[Image Description: Digital artwork of a mermaid whose lower half is the bell and tentacles of a jellyfish. She is fat with long hair similar to the tentacles on her bell, and she wears only a strappy black bra. Her entire body is translucent, glowing blue against black water, with the arms hanging down from the center of the bell a bright pink color. She drifts peacefully, looking back over her shoulder. /end ID]
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They absolutely posed like this the entire time Lucius was sketching.
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Bottle It Up: the most tangible theme in OFMD s2
So looking at s2 through the (super fucked up) lens that Jim asking Frenchie ā€œHow are you handling all of this so well?ā€ And Frenchie responding by saying he puts all the terrible things in a box in his mind and never opens it again was the lesson everyone was supposed to learn this season and like, thatā€™s there in the text more than anything else and I hate that.
Frenchie is handling everything well because heā€™s putting it in the box and never addressing it again.
Izzy finally says he has love for Ed, everyone is worried about him, the atmosphere is toxic and suggests talking it through and Ed goes on deck and points a gun at everyone as he asks them to talk about it, and when Izzy finally does address the reality of things and speaks Stedeā€™s name aloud he gets shot in the leg.
Lucius isnā€™t talking about what happened. Avoidant about the Rat Boy name at first, says he fell off the ship, canā€™t remember when he picked up smoking.
Stede asks Lucius to talk to him about what happened after he was pushed off the ship, and Lucius starts to and almost immediately Stede runs away saying to save the rest for Pete.
Lucius says he talks to Pete and Stede says ā€œplease tell me you held back on some of the darker stuffā€ and Lucius confirms he did because Pete got nauseous and started crying.
Lucius tells Stede he should look past the man he loves and examine all the awful things he did, but Stede brushes it off and doesnā€™t do that.
No one will tell Stede they killed Ed. (Arguably this is for their own safety as well but it fits the whole ā€œweā€™re not talking about the hard stuffā€ theme so Iā€™m including it)
Ed finds out Stede went home to Mary through Anne Bonny. Stede begins to try to explain but instead, Ed smashes his chair against the wall and walks off. They have a very brief conversation with mention that Stede was kidnapped by Chauncey then watched him die.
Ed gives his influencer non-apology that was clearly written by Stede to the crew, and everyone but Lucius and Izzy seem to have forgiven him. During the ā€œapologyā€ Jim talks about how it made them feel and Stede shushes them so Ed can keep not apologizing. Afterward, for some reason, Jim says immediately says ā€œI thought it was pretty solid for himā€ Archie says thatā€™s how it goes in situations like this, Roach has never heard an apology before so theyā€™re all good apparently now.
Lucius pushes Ed off the ship but isnā€™t okay yet. Weā€™re addressing the trauma here and trying to make it right (even if itā€™s in a messed up way); weā€™re finally talking about it directly, but Lucius isnā€™t okay after this.
Fang tells Ed heā€™s not mad at him because he got it all out of his system when they beat him to death.
The whole Lucius/Izzy exchange ā€œA shark did this to me. Dangling my legs over the side of the ship, served me right too.ā€ ā€œOkay, that seems healthy. Using a bit of fiction to cover up your trauma.ā€ ā€œNot moving on is worse.ā€ (Another point at which Lucius wants to resolve trauma and heā€™s told no, donā€™t talk about it)
Lucius is clearly coping poorly and tries again to talk to Pete about how he almost died and Pete says he should find him when heā€™s no longer thinking about his trauma (ā€œfind me when Blackbeard isnā€™t living rent free in your headā€) and that Lucius should talk about how he lived instead. Lucius then seems to decide that heā€™s fine, proposes to Pete, and is seemingly okay after that. (5th point in the story when Lucius tries to talk about something to heal and is told no in some way, and here is when he finally seems to moves on and is played as ā€œbetterā€ after this)
Izzyā€™s drinking a lot even after heā€™s not totally dysfunctional like at the end of ep4.
The only Ed apology to Izzy is ā€œSorry about your leg.ā€ With no eye contact as heā€™s walking away. To which Izzy responds ā€œFuck off.ā€ After Edā€™s out of ear shot.
Stede suggests Ed can absolve himself of everything by ā€œturning the poison into positivityā€ and selling his treasure he got during the time he was abusing the crew to buy party supplies. Stede later says at the party that yes, Ed has achieved turning the poison into positivity, though Ed has done nothing by throw money at the problem.
Stede ignores Edā€™s warning about not being able to come back from killing in cold blood and kills Ned Low.
Stede is visibly upset and Ed goes to check on him and begins to start talking, but Stede wordlessly grabs him and slams him up against a wall and then they have sex (which Ed has requested to wait on) instead of talking about it.
Ed decides heā€™s leaving to become a fisherman because Stede is infamous now and Edā€™s been wanting out of that life so thereā€™s a brief disagreement where not much is said and then he leaves.
ā€œIā€™m sorry I was such a dick.ā€ Is the biggest apology weā€™ve gotten all season. Itā€™s immediately dismissed as ā€œyouā€™re not a dick. Lifeā€™s a dick.ā€
No one in the crew seems to be mourning Izzyā€™s death and we as the audience seem expected to move on from it very fast. Avenging his death is proposed by Zheng but then it cuts to nope, weā€™re done with that and weā€™re inn keepers now instead. Put the terrible thing youā€™ve seen in the box and never open it again.
Iā€™m definitely sure I forgot some of these and it felt at first that these were being set up to be played negatively because this is the donā€™t-bottle-it-up/healing-from-our-traumas show but that just doesnā€™t play out. Like so much of itā€™s either dismissed without reason, played as a joke, or framed as acceptable and the fact that I could pull so much more of this stuff out of the text than I could any other potential thematic element does has me just so baffled. I donā€™t know what to do with it.
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overthinking little fecker
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I think part of why Blackhands fucks me up so bad is that I actually donā€™t read it as unrequited. Like, I certainly get why you would, but to me it feels more likeā€¦ Idk, relationships take work to maintain, and I feel like they *had* something good before (there have some interactions that suggest they had something that worked (kind of) at SOME point), but then the wheels fell off and neither of them knew how to fix it. And Edward got bored and Izzy got angry, and somehow they ended up here.
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ā€œNot moving on is worse.ā€
In the context of season two, I struggle to reconcile the intersection of sincerity and comedy, and the idea of what pains and traumas we are meant to understand at the deeper level of what trauma is with those that serve only the purpose of comedic timing. This isnā€™t limited to one character, but rather to the season as a whole.
Season one highlighted childhood trauma and the ability to move on from that, becoming the best adult version of oneself possible. We see this evident in Ed, Stede, and Jim specifically as we are allowed to explore their pasts and their traumas ā€” and we can presume that no one on the crew of the Revenge is without trauma (Fangā€™s dog, anyone?) of some kind that they carry with them. Stede handles his traumas and how to process them through running away and avoiding the issue until he no longer can. Ed does something similar, though he is able to craft a facade to use as a shield and a weapon, even if he never delivers a killing blow himself. Jim dedicates their life to revenge.
We witness all of these characters allow the defining characteristic of love to be allowing themselves to be saved and valued for who they are ā€” not for what they can offer.
When season two opens, we as an audience see Ed at, arguably, his worst (I say arguably because we didnā€™t see Blackbeard in his prime, soā€¦ do with that what you will, I suppose). We see how this affects beloved and treasured characters, as well as new characters that we have yet to fall in love with. We see Fang fall apart not once but twice within the first two episodes alone. In episode two, we see Ed ā€” a much beloved and adored character who we know intimately ā€” lash out when confronted for his behavior. He lashes out at his crew and physically mutilates his closest confidant for daring to question him. ā€œBut thatā€™s piracy!ā€ And youā€™re right! But donā€™t we watch the first episode of season one highlight how much Stede Bonnet wants to change piracy? Isnā€™t this show supposed to be about found family, and getting better, and finding healing? In which case, weā€™re watching Ed behave abusively in the wake of his mental struggles as he once again attempts to hide behind the same facade that has protected him in the past. Ed suffers this breakdown in response to not one but two perceived rejections from the two people he would claim to be the most important in his life, and in a classic mental illness fashion, he barricades himself off and settles into the persona that is everything he doesnā€™t want to be.
His crew fears him. Theyā€™ve been kidnapped and essentially held hostage under the man they believe to have murdered their crew ā€” their friends ā€” and are watching him continue to devolve. Enter Izzy Hands and Jim Jimenez. Izzy is well aware of his hand in Edā€™s state. ā€œWell, he instigated it!ā€ He did. He wanted back a version of Blackbeard who he saw as safe territory: a necessary evil for the continued survival and safety of the crew, ship, and Ed and Izzy themselves. And then he watched Edward ā€œOnly Ever Killed One Person Personallyā€ Teach fulfill the legend heā€™s always been known as, and watched him become someone who couldnā€™t care less about life or death or anything in between. Ed surpassed and buried the version of Blackbeard that Izzy wanted to return, and he was force-fed the consequences of this with an unavoidable cruelty. ā€œWell, he deserved what he got! Violence was always on the table, because itā€™s piracy!ā€ But once again, weā€™re operating under the assumption that the big themes of this show are healing from trauma and being worthy of being loved even if weā€™ve done bad things.Ā 
While weā€™re on that topic, though, letā€™s explore that. Edā€™s childhood trauma comes from his abusive father. He carries the weight of that abuse with him well into adulthood, as well as the weight of what he had to do to survive it. What he had to do to save his mother. This season sees him abusing those around him. Despite this, despite his erratic behavior and the mistreatment of his crew, he is still loved (by crew and fandom both, if I may add). He is still loved by Stede, despite the trail of blood he leaves in his wake. Stede is still longing to find him, despite knowing what heā€™s done and what heā€™s now capable of, and this continues to reiterate that idea of you deserve to be loved even when youā€™ve done wrong.
And then, Stede finds him.
We as an audience witness Ed make the choice to stay alive. We watch the thought process, we see that he chooses to fight for that love that comes alongside being saved. Being wanted. Being seen for who you are and loved because of it. And up to here, Iā€™m on board. Iā€™m excited to see whatā€™s next and how Ed will reconcile for what heā€™s done and the harm heā€™s caused at the hands of his mental illness ā€” because the truth is, we harm people when we arenā€™t adequately being responsible for our mental illness. This is a real-world thing. We lash out when weā€™re hurt, or when weā€™re rejected, or when weā€™re struggling. When weā€™re suffering, we often canā€™t see past ourselves to see whether or not weā€™re also causing others to suffer. This does not make us bad people ā€” and it didnā€™t make Ed one. And then the ā€œapologyā€ came and went. The only member of the crew Ed really sits and ever has a drawn out conversation with about anything is Fang, and even this is somewhat shallow. Fang absolves him and moves on. We donā€™t get to see whether or not Ed ponders this conversation long-term or whether or not he battles with himself over how to move on.Ā 
Weā€™re left with a traumatized crew who semi-accepted a half-hearted apology and a beloved character who hasnā€™t actually been held accountable at all. ā€œBut he apologized and wore the bell and fixed that door latch!ā€ Yes, and? He physically mutilated his first mate, instructed him to be killed, traumatized an entire crew ā€” and this all takes a backseat to his relationship with Stede. And what a stunning scene between the two of them in the moonlight, where Ed finds it in him to ask to take things slow. Where he recognizes his needs and vocalizes them. I left this episode feeling so hopeful, because half-baked apology aside, Ed is actively learning to vocalize his thoughts and ask for what he needs when he recognizes in himself that something is going to be harmful to him. We had a kiss, we had Ed asking for help when he needed it, we had a proposal, we had ā€œnot moving on is worse,ā€ and even knowing only three episodes remained, I left feeling like we had been so perfectly set up to see how things were only going to keep improving.Ā 
In the first episodes of the season, we see murderous raids and mutilated first mates and two suicide attempts (though I suppose one was more of a mass murder-suicide attempt?) and these are all thrown together. In episode six, Stede deescalates a raid from a bloodbath of his own crew and sends another crew on their way with the lessons and values that he has been pursuing since the first episode of the first season. He then, in a parallel to the French ship of season one, causes a manā€™s death. This is highlighted as a turning point, something that canā€™t be ever moved on from. (ā€œThereā€™s no coming back from that.ā€) But what about the other traumatic events of the season that are treated as jokes? Izzyā€™s drinking, day in and day out, bottle after bottle after bottle ā€” coping with the reality of his life and the way itā€™s been altered beyond recognition. The mop he used as a makeshift leg snapping, forcing him to pull himself away from the crew with his own hands. Luciusā€™s mention of being sexually assaulted and Stedeā€™s look of disgust, the way he literally runs away from the conversation. Lucius never gets to air out his traumas, not really, not with someone who listens and tells him heā€™s safe and allows him to talk things through. Even Pete gets ill instead of being able to offer support.
I struggle to reconcile what is and isnā€™t comedy in this season, or what violence is meant to be taken for what it is. The Ed and Izzy breakdowns in episodes one and two sat far too close to my chest for me to look past them into comedy ā€” and the suicidality of both men was glossed over and moved on from so quickly, never explored. Did Izzyā€™s ā€œI wanna goā€ in the final episode mean he never moved on? That some part of him was still lying in that room with a gun to his head? You donā€™t become non-suicidal in a matter of days ā€” is there still something lingering in the back of Edā€™s mind? There was never a conversation about it, and there was never anything between the two of them that could allow me comfort in knowing that they had reached some sort of understanding. This season pulled domestic abuse, alcohol abuse, and suicidal tendencies straight from my own traumas and never held anyone accountable for any of them. There was no healing. There was no real talking it through.Ā ā€œWell, itā€™s not a rom-com, soā€”ā€ Except it continues to be presented as one. Shortcomings of storylines of characters that seem to have been cast aside or mischaracterized this season aside, I cannot for the life of me reconcile how a show about kindness and moving on and being loved amidst all of your flaws could have a season so wrought with traumas and yet never discuss them. Never explore them in a way that allows me to move on. I love this show and there were so many good things about this season; I love these characters, and yet I feel so disconnected from it for the first time in over a year. Not moving on is worse, sure, but moving on without accountability leaves wounds unable to heal. How do you move on from that?
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Keep It In The Box : An Essay on OFMD Season 2 and the Failure to Heal
(here in is my season two reaction. It contains many many spoilers. It's also about 3k words long so you know what you're getting into.)
ā€œSee, I have a system for dealing with all the terrible things I've seen. There's a box in my mind, and I put the things in the box..ā€ -Frenchie, Season 2 of Our Flag Means Death
ā€¦..and then he never opens it. Chekovā€™s locked box has no key in season two.
On first watch, it seemed clear to me that Frenchieā€™s declaration was a narrative plant. Clearly the whole season would be about that box of pain and trauma being opened, sorted through and at least the beginning of healing. The show had developed a reputation after season one of being kind and focused on queer narratives of healing from childhood. Ed and Stedeā€™s parallels in their childhood traumas were frequently on display through season one and were repeated in flashback throughout season two. Jimā€™s season one arc about becoming someone who doesnā€™t think just of revenge and can now forge meaningful connections was profound, beautiful and often funny. Izzy is an antagonist because he doesnā€™t want Ed to move on or stop acting like the trauma-response version of himself. The antagonist wants to stop healing. The point is to grow, to change, to learn how to love. Itā€™s one of the things that made season one work for me at the time, despite reservations about pacing and tone.
So naturally season two should follow suit. Itā€™s a kind show! About healing and falling in love!
For the first several episodes, the remaining crew on the Revenge go through a gauntlet of trauma, forced to do and receive violence at Edā€™s whims as he careens from self-destructive behavior to self-destructive behavior. This is the wounding setup. It was dark, but it seemed like it would have a payoff and at first it did.
Perhaps one of the most beautiful moments of the season comes in one of the small respites in those early episodes as Jim recounts Pinnochio to Fang to soothe him through his grief. That was the show that I expected. The kindness of that moment struck me very deeply. It gave me some understanding of Archie too, who seems to fall for Jim right at that moment.
That scene is the show season one promised. Season two led with packing Frenchieā€™s box full to bursting. Here is the fight to the death between lovers, there is a first mate who is mutilated and rotting in the very walls (the rot of the Revenge itself), and there is the storm of Edā€™s rage and pain that threatens to consume all of them.
So surely these remaining episodes would concentrate on finding the humor in healing from those moments. That is the setup. Frenchie has a box. The box must eventually open.
Except time and again, all the characters who suffered are told that the only way to deal with what theyā€™ve been through is to stick it in the box and never open it again.
Pete tells Lucius that heā€™s unable to move on and needs to let it go. Izzy has a story about a shark. Edā€™s apology to the crew which doesnā€™t even contain the words ā€˜Iā€™m sorryā€™ is justā€¦accepted. I kept waiting and waiting for a meaningful apology to the people Ed had hurt the worst with his actions, but it seems all we get is Fang saying ā€˜eh, no problem, I got to hit you back so I feel betterā€™.
The playful theme of ā€˜pirates are just violent sometimesā€™ from season one becomes a grinding horror machine in season two when every atrocity visited on someone is forgiven because the narrative needs it to be. Ed and Stede spend more time making amends with each other over the bloodless night on the beach than either of them spend trying to repent for their actions towards anyone else.
And letā€™s talk about Ed. Arguably this season pivots on his narrative, on his path to healing and growth. A path that starts at a very low point. His moment in the gravy basket, deciding he wants to live because there are still things to live for is so great! So one might assume that what would follow would be him pursuing those things, making amends, making connections. He and Stede have a wonderful moment, talking about being whim prone and how theyā€™ll work to avoid that, build a relationship by going slower.
Yet, at no point do either of them stop following whims. They never heal or learn from whatā€™s happened to them. They both keep running from thing to thing, particularly Ed. Itā€™s a whim to sleep with Stede, itā€™s a whim to run off to fish, and the finale gives us just more of their whims. Ed drops fishing as fast as he picked it up. He finds those leathers in the ocean, murdering the symbolism of leaving them behind. Even the inn is a whim, one of those things Ed decided heā€™d be good at without evidence. And Stede joins him in that without a single on screen conversation about it ahead of the moment.
Ed needs to heal himself and to do that he needs to confront what heā€™s done and do the work to heal the wound. Instead, he doesnā€™t meaningfully apologize to anyone, besides Stede and Fang. Despite Izzyā€™s dying words (weā€™ll get to that), not only do we never see the crew caring about Ed, working to make him family in the same way they do with Fang and even Izzy, he also doesnā€™t choose to stay with them. So what is the point? Where is the healing? Or does even Ed, beloved main character, have to live with it all stuffed in a box?
He ends the season in the leathers he threw away, in a relationship thatā€™s barely stabilized, going to live in a house which we are told by the narrative (in that they are very very clearly paralleling Anne and Mary with Ed and Stede or why do we even get that whole Whoā€™s Afraid of Virginia Woolf? episode) will only end in them setting fire to each other to stay warm.
But Vee, I hear you cry, itā€™s a ROM-COM. This is all meant to be ha-ha funny and you are taking it so seriously!
Cool beans. Then why the hell isnā€™t it funny? Healing is often filled with comedy because people deal with pain with humor. You can heal and laugh at the same time. The finale especially is almost entirely devoid of laughs, almost entirely devoid of joy until the last minute for that matter. The episode that should show off with a flourish how far everyoneā€™s come, mostly serves to show that no one has grown.
Okay thatā€™s Ed. I want to talk about Lucius next. Our former audience surrogate (thatā€™s taken away in season two when he doesnā€™t get enough screen time to perform that role and no one takes his place) really goes through the wringer. He experiences many many terrible things, including sexual assault (which is made into a grimace-laugh line that doesnā€™t take away from itā€™s seriousness because oh hey, that can be done as it turns out). Heā€™s nervous, heā€™s smoking, itā€™s clear heā€™s suffering.
Thereā€™s a beautiful moment where Pete tells him ā€˜hey, I was also in pain. I grievedā€™ and thatā€™s great. Itā€™s good that Pete sets a boundary about Lucius not obsessing over the past to the point of occluding their future.
We even get our comedic moment where Lucius pushes Ed off the boat (still not apology, but Iā€™d lost hope for that by then) and that doesnā€™t help enough. So Izzy comes in with a shark and the advice that you just have to move on.
Justā€¦you know. Play pretend. Forget.
Shove it in a box. Ed didnā€™t take my leg, a shark did. Ed didnā€™t kill you, a shark did. Live with the person that tried to murder you because itā€™s your fault you dangled your leg over the side of a boat. That is the showā€™s message. I thought on first watch, that surely this would also come back up and be explained that you canā€™t live that way, that that is no way to heal. That it would become clear that this was no way through. You cannot make everything into sharks.
Lucius can move forward and still carry pain. He can still want a meaningful apology and still want to talk to his lover about what heā€™s dealing with while moving forward toward a brighter future.
And what of the flirtatious promise of relationships and connections being the way to heal? Look to Oluwande and Jim, whose heartfelt romance from season one was relegated to the bins of history in favor of a narrative that made him a brother Jim once had sex with. They could have had Archie AND Oluwande, who in turn could also have Zheng, but that never seems to be an option. With a single short conversation, they are broken up with, despite a brief tease at the birthday that they still ā€˜danceā€™ together, it never actually manifests. Jim and Archie never talk about what they went through. Itā€™s swept under the rug as fast as knives are lowered.
Lucius also no longer flirts with other people, the solution to his pain is to propose and get married (but not too married, lest we forget that theyā€™re two men, they donā€™t even get to be husbands or even the more respectful mates, no. Theyā€™re mateys.) This season proposes that the only happy endings are monogamous ones, where no one talks about anything painful that went before.
To ensure that message, beyond assuring the success of Oluwande and Zhengā€™s relationship, Jim and Archie almost entirely disappear from the narrative. Sorry you guys were given layers of trauma and no growth and not even much to do this season, we need to make sure that everyone remembers Oluwande is the break in Zhengā€™s day so when he says that to her five minutes later we know exactly what heā€™s referencing. No time for Archie to learn what an apology is or for Jim to get one line in with Oluwande that isnā€™t affirming their newfound broship. Must do more flashbacks to things we just did two episodes ago!
The show even dangles the conversation of the Revenge being a safe space. Why would any of them ever feel safe when the man who tortured them is allowed to walk among them and they are expected to forgive and forget? Whatā€™s safe about that? The ship is never made safe for any of them, but thatā€™s never addressed.
And Zheng! Amazing, hysterically funny Zheng! She loses her ships, her entire way of life, the kingdom she built for herself and thenā€¦she doesnā€™t even get to captain the Revenge. We donā€™t know what becomes of her fleet, of her plans, her ambitions. Donā€™t worry about it, she has a romantic partner and isnā€™t that what every lady wants in the end?
(But Vee, I hear you cry again, there will be a season three! Maybe it will be All About Zheng! To which I say: then why did they present us with the most series finale feeling episode ever? If thereā€™s more, I have no idea where itā€™s going. BUT VEE: BUTTONS AS SEAGULL ON THE GR- Fine. Itā€™s time.)
Letā€™s talk about Izzy Hands.
Izzy manages more healing than anyone else this season. He reaches his lowest point, suicidal in the bowels of a ship thatā€™s become a prison (very much in contrast to Edā€™s suicidal low). The person he loves most in the world has shredded him physically and emotionally (and if youā€™re in the camp that thinks Izzy deserves the abuse that Ed gave to him, I would really like you to sit quietly with yourself and ask why you think there is ever anything anyone can do to deserve that treatment). Heā€™s low, he shoots Ed to protect everyone, and then seems to plan to drink himself to death, mourning his losses.
And then another beautiful moment! The crew move past their own pain to help him. They work together for the first time and itā€™s to give Izzy mobility back. He treasures it. He cries over it. He uses that kindness extended to him to reach a new understanding of Stede and help him succeed, doing the work to make real amends. He sings in drag, heā€™s vulnerable and beautiful, celebrating the side of himself that he mustā€™ve loathed in the first season. Heā€™s an elder queer man, coming into himself.
He never gets an apology though. (ā€˜Sorry about your legā€™ without eye contact is not an apology. There is no responsibility taking, no acknowledgement of the weeks of torture that came with it.) Izzy also never really has an honest conversation with anyone about what it means that the man he loves punished him so severely for the crime of trying to protect the crew (yes, lest we forget, Izzy lost his leg because he was trying to keep Ed from re-traumatizing the crew and himself).
Izzy does all this work, but even heā€™s not allowed to take it out of the box. Itā€™s a shark, not Ed. Ed is just ā€˜complicatedā€™ (the language of abuse here is so upsetting and I think not even intentional).
And then he dies. His last act? To apologize to the man who tortured him and shot at him. To have done all this work, to take on all the blame. And then die.
In a rom com.
This show ends in a profoundly unfunny moment of telling the audience: this is the one character that did the work, that made amends, that tried his hardest to accept the parts of himself that he had a hard time embracing and formerly embittered him. Heā€™s fully accepted his queerness and turned it into beautiful music. Heā€™s disabled, and he worked hard to accept that. The man he loves will never love him back, so he worked hard to make Stede able to meet Ed on an even playing field. The Giving Tree gave up its limbs and its trunk, and itā€™s not even allowed to be a stump to sit on.
Kill the queer elder, who has managed to figure out how to live and in his own way how to heal. Kill him before he manages to teach anyone else how to meaningfully move forward (he almost gets it with Lucius, almost, but itā€™s meant to be rule of three, you know. Cigarette..sharkā€¦and thenā€¦and then fuck it, Lucius doesnā€™t even get to say a word at his funeral).
The message of this season again and again is that there is no healing, just moving forward. Like a shark. Like a bird that never lands.
That is not a kind show.
Season two is not a kind season.
It splinters people up and jams them back together without purpose or reason. It tells everyone who experiences pain that they should shove it in a box and not deal with it. No one who really needs one gets an apology of any sincerity. No one puts in the work to gain forgiveness. (Ed wearing a onesie is not The Work. Ed fixing a door is not The Work. Ed broke people that the show wants us to care about. Ed never does the work of making those amends. He fires off a Notes app apology at best. After all, itā€™s what he told himself via Hornigold in the gravy basket: you move on or you blow your brains out! Good thing he took his own advice and therefore had to change nothing to get his just rewards.
I wouldā€™ve taken just fifteen minutes of Ed trying to actually make amends. It couldā€™ve been hilarious! Imagine awkward Ed trying to dance around what heā€™s doing with Jim and the two of them having a knife throwing competition about it. Or him and Frenchie attempting to make music together, writing a song about the raids they went on! Itā€™s not just the crew robbed of their healing because of this, itā€™s Ed himself. He never meaningfully changes or makes amends. How is he any different at the end of the finale then he is standing on the edge of that cliff with Hornigold? He hasnā€™t moved on, he hasnā€™t healed. He tried one thing (fishing) that doesnā€™t fucking work and then he runs right back.
No one leaves this season better than they went into it. Theyā€™ve lost an elder queer, theyā€™ve lost their joyous and queer polyamory, theyā€™ve lost a chance for meaningful reconciliation with Ed and Ed lost any chance of looking like he gave shit if they did. Stede grows enough to accept the crewā€™s beliefs as important and then leaves them behind without a care.
Izzy gets a beautiful speech about piracy being larger than yourself. Ed and Stede, within twenty minutes of that speech, leave piracy. They are incapable of giving themselves to something bigger, apparently. They havenā€™t learned to be a part of a community. They havenā€™t healed from their childhood trauma or their fresher wounds. They are still just following their own whims.
Zhengā€™s life work is in tatters, but itā€™s fine, she has love. Oluwande and Jim arenā€™t together, but it's fine because they both have dedicated monogamous partners. Lucius was deeply scarred by what happened, never recovers much of his first season personality, but hey he got-well itā€™s not married exactly- but you know good enough!
Frenchie, who has a box forever locked in his head, is captain. Because the key to success is to lock it all in a box and never open it. What a message. What a show. Conceal, donā€™t feel. Smile because itā€™s a happy ending. Donā€™t mourn the dead, donā€™t try to tell people what happened to you (they will literally run away or cry too hard to listen and really youā€™re just bumming them out), and any meaningful change you make is only rewarded with death.
Frenchie is now a pirate captain with a box in his head full of trauma thatā€™s never been opened, leading a crew with more wounds than scars. Wonder how that could turn out? Wonder how many years before he might want to retire and then happen to run across a gentleman pirate. As if no one learned anything at all.
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*laughs nervously* Izzy? Dead and gone for good? Naaaah, of course not, heā€™s just in the gravy basketā€¦or on his way to get sea witch necromancied back by seagull Buttons. Heā€™s ok, heā€™ll be backā€¦heā€™ll totally be back šŸ„².
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I think they were so worried about not getting a season 3 they ruined both the viewers expecting one and the viewers who would've liked it to end there. they've created an easily destroyable status quo because of course something needs to happen to get everyone back together for season 3. so it's not even a happy ending; it's so fragile, it's designed to fall apart the second that anyone learns that the show is back on. i get not wanting to bank on having a third season and wrapping it up but like. Galavant did that and did it better. WITH THE HEROES RETIRING AND THE TWO MINUTE MARRIAGE CEREMONY TO BOOT. But it gave an outline of where the plot might go from there and how the adventure will continue if it gets to. And it never got to, and season 2's ending is good because it's not /fragile/--it's not a cliffhanger, but you get the idea that they could keep going from there still. whereas this one didn't want to be a cliffhanger so much that they created the most breakable new status quo in history and if there is a season 3 it'll immediately be undone and I'll probably still watch it but like I'll /know/, y'know? They could fix everything in the first episode of season 3 and I'd still have to know that at one point, this was considered an acceptable outcome.
The thing that is driving me absolutely insane is they DID NOT HAVE TO DO THIS!
There's so many people looking at it like "well it's a shame that 2x08 clearly had to cram several episodes into one for budget reasons and it made the development weaker but that's the situation MAX put them in" and I cannot emphasize enough how much that is not true.
MAX did not break it to them after episodes 2x01 - 2x07 were written and half filmed that they would have to wrap up the whole plot in 30 minutes. Like absolute worst case scenario they had 10 eps mostly written and budget came back 20% over and they had to reduce to 8 total. More likely they knew they were getting 8 from the start.
It is absolutely nobody's fuck up except David Jenkins and his writers' room if they were unrealistic about what character beats were needed and would fit in the timeframe to reach a satisfying wrap up.
Worries about no S3 were on the table the moment it took until JUNE to get confirmation of S2. This wasn't sprung on them. If they wanted their story to have a "just in case" happy ending and then a "fully realized arc" happy ending, they should have fucking acted like it???
I was shocked when the first three episodes that dropped were so hardcore on destroying Edward's relationships and laying bare exactly how deep his issues went. It only made sense to me if they were going all in on getting a S3 and prepared to spend all of S2 focused on the implications of all that, and then the not-even two week in-universe timeline of the season reinforced my understanding that was happening.
"Shame we don't have time for our main couple to even start addressing their relationship or having moments of self-realization and sharing their issues," says guy who decided to make the first half of S2 about adding more problems on top of well established ones from S1 and the second half of S2 about throwing in a second breakup cycle instead of dealing with the fallout from the first.
Want Edward to end on a beat of feeling part of the found family? Well maybe adding a timeskip after 2x05 and then a crew chat in 2x06 where you make it clear he did an apology tour offscreen could help, but you also could have just not focused hard on him poisoning his relationship with every single one of them in the first place???
There's multiple different ways you can do Act 2 of a three act structure, and they did not have to choose one that ends on another dark cliffhanger beat or right at the open ended turning point toward growth? Like they didn't even do the one they picked in a way they could fit in their season. I feel like by the end of a struggles Act 2 both your protagonists need to have self-realized their issues and maybe had one conversation about it? Edward still wasn't talking about his guilt, and Stede wasn't talking about anything.
They aren't even at the turning point of growth and out of the backsliding / lessons learned era yet, that's why potential S3 will start on another backslide when status quo breaks and Stede starts "that's nice, dear"-ing Edward during the day and slipping out at night to vicariously listen to pirate stories or whatever (and they frame it like he's cheating).
We have two out of three seasons in a show that might only get two, and I feel like the characters have barely moved from their starting position.
Like idk maybe they are really good at coming up with character flaws - ex: Stede is repressed and bottles up his traumas until he mentally checks out / runs away - and just drawing blanks on how to believably "fix" them, but just going "well what if we just used this flaw to throw another miscommunication roadblock in their relationship?" is not getting them where they want to be.
The season was fundamentally designed against their stated goal and did not make what seem to be necessary writing concessions to the reduced screentime if they wanted their finale to land as an even plausibly happy ending. It's hollow.
And possibly not even salvageable in S3 since they aren't demonstrating the skills to salvage it.
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OFMD S2 Ep3-5 + Edward "Heart-Eyes" Teach
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queenclio Ā· 8 months
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Whatever you do don't think about the fact that Izzy fought his way through a storm to protect his crew from the Kraken.
Izzy 'the spewer' Hands - who canonically doesn't do well in storms - fought his way up from the depths of the ship after an amputation and a bullet to the side of the head to save his crew from the man who just left him with a loaded gun to kill himself.
im not thinking about it i swear
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queenclio Ā· 8 months
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Calling it now that endgame for Stede and Ed is to fake their deaths and run away together to start a kitschy pirate-themed restaurant/inn where Stede enthusiastically greets their customers wearing an eyepatch and growling pirate cliches and Ed gets to menacingly jangle the keys and plan the menu behind the scenes, to be brought out only when a customer wants to offer a glowing review (and if they donā€™t clap and cheer for Stedeā€™s specialist boy he WILL blow this entire building up).
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#EDWARD BABYGIRL TEACH
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SO SEASON TWO HUH HOW YALL DOING
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