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Fortnight - Taylor Swift ft Post Malone

THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT → favorite lyrics

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t.s - the prophecy 🌙🖤

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I don’t ever want to like a girl ever again

#I’m so mad at the world #my heart hurts and I feel like an idiot #I’m so tired #why can’t I stop thinking about her

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Wild how a girl surprised me with homemade cookies on our first date yet i still fumbled the bag and she ended things

#just gotta say it to the void #literally though #idk what happened with her #things were going so well #or so I thought #but she ended it #:/ #it is what it is #I guess #I really liked her too #oof

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Oh, to slow dance with a girl to my love mine all mine

#tenderly #mitski

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Out of all the things happening today, crying after Tao said he’s “fundamentally unlikeable” was not something I was expecting

#hit a little harder than I expected #heartstopper #Tao

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#leave it to me to get ghosted by the same person twice

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hugs and kisses

#spop #catradora

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#if no one answers this then i’ll just assumed i’m fucked

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i’m gonna hurt myself with them, i can feel it. i just hope it’s worth it😭

#when you both like each other but have different views on relationships #fUCK

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lol. cursed🫠

#i can somehow only like people i can’t have #a hs best friend that turned into a whole fucking mess #an online girl in another country #a girl off a dating app who doesn’t wanna date me #and another person off a dating app who doesn’t want a relationship #fucking what #what’s in the sauce #who has it out for me #i just wanna be held

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Iroh: so Toph, what are your goals in life?

Toph: I’ve been banned from every major city’s transportation system except Omashu

Toph: I don’t know what their limit is but I will fucking find it 

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i dont know whats happened recently but i feel like im moving backwards in trying to be more independent and not seeking validation through others. i miss my friends so much and i dont talk to them much anymore bc we're all busy but its getting harder and harder not to think they dont love me like how i love them. ive tried so many times to hang out with all of them, or even individually, and they are barely trying to do the same with me and i feel like im being forgotten. i know i dont need others to make me feel loved bc i should love myself and all that, but i have all this love to give and i cant give it to anyone. im so lonely and i just want to share my life with someone who'll be consistent. all the people i thought i could look to are so far out of reach. i keep a small circle bc i have a hard time trusting, and now im doubting my trust in them which i feel like i shouldnt do, bc we're becoming adults and its harder to see people when youre adults but what if i was wrong about them. i dont wanna be wrong about them. i dont want to have put all this trust in people who weren't going to stay. im trying so hard to be okay with it but its eating me up and im so scared that i cant talk to my friends about it. im too embarrassed.

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i think i'll always be the friend/person who cares more than others. i shouldn't have assumed the people in my life would do the things i'd do for them. i even miss these people so much and whenever i try to make plans, it falls through last minute or never gets set in the first place

#i have a presentation coming up that i thought my friends would go to #one of them has something else that night so i get why they cant go #but my two other friends who are still in the same uni at me are going to my other friend's thing instead of my presentation #i dont wanna seem needy and ask why they arent going to my thing #esp when its easier to get to my presentation since its on campus and my presentation is also free #one of my friends also has a presentation coming up and ill be going to that one no questions asked #i was hoping shed be at my presentation bc shes the closest friend ive made in college #but im not gonna be the one to make her reconsider and choose to come to my presentation when shes already said shell go to my other friend #thing #i didnt know there were character limits for tags #im sad #i dont have anyone i can talk to about how im feeling over this situation so thats why im here #i just needed to get my thoughts out

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watching and dreaming more like crying and screaming

#toh spoilers #pretty much

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Can’t believe they had Luz rise from the dead the night before Easter.

As a Christian TOH fan it just tickles me.

#toh spoilers #this made me giggle #so hard