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it’s currently 6:30am and i’ve been up all night bc i injured my neck/ribs doing sit-ups and i’m dying

👁️👄👁️ i thank god every day for my fast metabolism❤️ i hate exercising

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i- omfg. i hope you’re okay. i love u

im doing better than i was yesterday :') ilyt 

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anyways fat update on my life and excuses as to why ive been gone❤️

henry came out as gay and we love and support him so if i get any slander i will permanently leave 😌✋

(i got permission to talk about it here don't worry)

i got let go after a few weeks of working because of budget cuts❤️

my computer just completely died on me so im trying to use the mobile website bc i refuse to download the app❤️

i deleted all of my other social media because i called out a girl i know for blackfishing and then people started telling me to kms or that i was ugly/jealous/insecure because i was 'hating' on a girl after she did nothing to me❤️

my parents are filing for divorce so my siblings have been spending more time with me at my place❤️

three of my family members in india died of covid❤️

like i said, my life is a fucking circus and sometimes i just feel like sitting back to watch and my mental health is absolute shit right now but im still sorry for being gone for so long :')

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my circus of a personal life is being A Lot™ right now xjkdndkdm this writing hiatus is going on for longer than id like but i can't do a ton about my mental health or shitty people so im sorry 😔✋ pls be patient with me im ✨sensitive✨

#jdndkdmdkkd #i say a lot of shit that blows up into my face #and some White Boys™ don't like it :) #and i am very close with the White Boys™ friends so #we struggle #sometimes

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your links don’t work😔

mother FUCKER KSNDKSNFKSKDM i sit down for ten minutes and THIS IS THE BULLSHIT TUMBLR DISHES OUT TO ME kdmsoxkODMSOFKSKDK i'll deal with it asap im sorry 😔✋

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when u come home to la after a week on the road only to find that the house u just moved into flooded bc a pipe burst 👁️👄👁️

#anyways ig i live in a fucking hotel now

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i'm on my fourth consecutive hour of having zero vision in my right eye✨💞

thanks utah💞

#yes #i blame the entire state for this

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nobody:

roxa: aLsO

#okay istg im done shitposting about myself for tonight #i just think i am incredibly annoying 😌

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also i had a really deep conversation with my friend vince that he apparently doesnt remember bc he was blackout drunk and the only thing he recalls from that night was "i swear to GOD you told me you were a porn star" so do with that what you will

(the conversation was literally about how we've lost all hope in the government and how we should just be anarchists and it had nothing to do with porn)

#ill be back to fandom shit soon dw 😔✋

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also i feel like i keep fucking missing things fuck i swear im not ignoring u my dear mutuals im just babysitting five 21-23 year olds and waking up at 5am and sleeping at 2am so im kinda b u s y

#jxjsjxksk

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"let's stay in utah before going home" they said

"it'll be fun" they said

fourteen. FOURTEEN BLONDE CHILDREN ran towards me today without masks looking like fucking worm baskets and istg i almost punted one before fucking running away

don't let ur fuckin kids loose in the streets bc i will not HESITATE to stomp on a child if it threatens me with illness💞✨

#anyways #utah✨ #i hate national parks #and im currently laying down in a bathtub because we have no room in the beds

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one of my roommates literally just entered the hotel room with two bottles of vodka and tossed me a gatorade

being the CHILD OF A FRIEND GROUP IS ONLY FUN WHEN YOU'RE ALL UNDER 21

#anyways there's 6 of us + a dog #in one single hotel room #<3

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anyways if anyone's wondering how this road trip is going, my friend vince's dog has taken over the backseat and our ✨theater music✨ phase started two hours ago

i was never a theater kid

my friends can't hit the high notes

✨ help 💞✨

#also we're social distancing #like #we live together now #the people in the car #and we're social distancing with other people #masks n six feet apart #eating in the car 😌✨✋

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Funky concept - your height reversed is how tall you’d be as a cryptid/fantasy creature   ✌️

#f i v e #i n c h e s #i would be five inches tall #what does #what would #what would i be-

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DNJDNCJD THANK TOU THEY'RE ALL OFF OF THE TOP OF MY HEAD I WAS WORRIED THEY WERE GONNA SUCK

i love all of these omg 🔥 and spencer reid

omg YES 

— how to save a life by the fray 

— sunshine riptide by fall out boy 

— bad blood by bastille 

— paracetamol by declan mckenna 

— lover of mine by 5 seconds of summer 

— nicotine by panic! at the disco 

let’s pretend that two of those r me mentioning the dilaudid addiction djdnskKDJSKFJ 

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congrats for the 750 ! 💛 🌺 + obx ?

ty!!! 

and my favorite obx moment was probably pope's attempt to stand in front of the door of the computer area in the fancy hotel to keep the pogues from leaving and doing something stupid 😌 i noticed when i rewatched it and like JDNSJFJ pope baby ik you're trying your best but ur arms don't even cover the whole door JDNDKSKDK

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congrats on 750 girl😌😌✨

thank you!!! 😌✨💞💖