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[s4kasaki]

gonna have to make a polarr filter that's similar to the psd I'm using for this account before I publish out anything... photopea and it's ads, is not tolerable .

#꒰ 🍥 ꒱ nay rambles↻ #sigh #i haven't slept

[s4kasaki]

*askbox* is open , feel free to send in requests / rant &. or/ chat . ( 4 the time being 🙏🏾 )

#꒰ 🍥 ꒱ nay rambles↻ #horray #back in business i guess #even though i might have to do a little bit of physical labour

[s4kasaki]

also thank you for 400!! even though I haven't been here in a minute.

#꒰ 🍥 ꒱ nay rambles↻ #very happy #i will write again here eventually.. #kinda just in revamp atp

[s4kasaki]

☆彡 Fic Recommendations

Please keep in mind that these are mostly authors/blogs that are imo underrated. That’s why I didn’t include other “well known” authors

List will get longer with time

Extra: Mostly Enstars blogs

@marinereverie - Enstars - They’re still a new writer so any kind of support helps!

@honeybeewhereartthee - Enstars - I read almost all of the series/stories and it’s all good! Definitely think more people should read it. (plus points if you like ARG’s. The series CHAU is an arg)

@midknightwritings - Enstars - Currently inactive but I assure you his works are amazing!

@s4kasaki - Enstars - This king makes wonderful works!!

@herri-writes - Enstars - I recommend reading Frozen in Time!

@paixarina - Paradox Live - If you like Paralive then this blog is for you!

@vashine - BLLK & Haikyu!! - Do watch out for some NSFW if you don’t like that. Other than that everything else is good!

@karmic-toast - Genshin - Has a lot of fics you can read and it’s all entertaining!

@heedmywarnings - Genshin - Another one with an ARG! Sooo..If you like ARG’s please try and give this one a try

#꒰ 🍥 ꒱ nay rambles↻ #THANK YOU SO MUCH?? #^^

[s4kasaki]

𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒

𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒

₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ. [ s. rei x gn reader ]

warning❗: slight ooc

genre 𑁍 : fluff

wc ⚘ :ㅤㅤ𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒𓂃𓈒

" didn't think I'd see your face after eccentric five got disbanded. " the ravenette spat as he looks at you from the door of 3-A.

you, who just got up from your nap, raised your head to stare at the doorway. well after going to another country, you didn't expect yourself to actually come back to Japan and back to yumenosaki. giving him a small smile you can't help but motion him to come closer. he took the gesture and came close, seating across you.

" I'm back thanks to a certain blonde ya know... "

" why? did he pay you to come over? "

as much as you'd like that to happen, you gave rei a face he knows all to well. the face of dread that says it's not true and you won't answer any more of his questions. rei let out a sigh, before grabbing your hands and leading you to the place, you're really familiar with.

the rooftop. the place where you both first met. the place where he introduced the other eccentric five to you. the place where it calms you down after a storm in your head, you could always see people in yumenosaki doing outdoor activities and if you squint hard you can see kanata puka-puka-ing in the fountain. the place where you both confessed your undying feelings for each other, that eventually died. the place where you both argued and the place where you said your final goodbye, or so you thought.

with a suspicious look you direct to rei, he gives you a closed eyed smile. waiting for your questions as the wind slowly blow by you two. he looks beautiful with the wind blowing his hair and the sunset dawning down on him.

" why here? " you start as rei peeks over the railings, looking down at whatever his ruby eyes could see.

" doesn't it bring back many memories? good or bad, this place belonged to you. "

you couldn't help but give him a curious tilt, what's the point? what's the reason for taking you here? honestly, coming back to yumenosaki because of eichi and out of curiosity you didn't plan on crossing path with the vampire. eichi gave you a friendly call on how you should come back and produce for fine just like how you were eccentric five's unnamed producer. no one knew they had a producer but long and behold they actually did, you were allowed into yumenosaki as you were eichi's childhood friend. always visiting and making sure he does have a spot of colour in his childhood memories.

" silent now are we? please don't feel weirden out or anything... can we start back to square one? when we first met, to when we confessed and change everything in between. "

looking at the rei's face, one with slight hope and determination you can't help but give in slightly.

" im fine's producer now, you know. "

" fine or eccentric five's producer, you'll always be y/n in my eyes. so what do you say? we go back to being lovers? it's fine if you don't have any lingering feelings for me, at least reject this poor man's heart so I won't have to look forward to winning you back. "

giving you one forced smile, he turns his back and walks away. you wanted to scream at him to stay or to at not leave you alone with your thoughts everywhere. shouting out his name in hopes he'll stop walking, rei turns to look at you.

" it's not like i hate you or anything but! you could've at least try to win my heart and not throw it away. you know how much I love you. "

" so we're lovers again? "

" whatever you want old man. "

walking past him, he grabs your wrist and then links his pinky with yours. happily trailing behind you like a lost puppy. of course you didn't mind or anything, all you wanted was to grab your bag and go home with rei walking with you, hearing all the stories of yumenosaki from the living legend himself.

#nay's museum. #tears n my eyes #this is so good op

[s4kasaki]

perhaps I will come back to this blog , but wah hello! I may reopen requests, and revamp this account before I do any of that..

#꒰ 🍥 ꒱ nay rambles↻ #surpise mfer

[s4kasaki]

♡ — eye candy.

‣ tws/cws: mentions of fighting. maybe suggestive? I cannot tell...

‣ reader: gender netural - they/them but no usage of prns on reader .

‣ authors note: important to note that, the reader likes sweets & this takes place in *!* era, back when kuro was a bit violent. hello s4kasaki, I haven't touched this blog in decades. this was inspired by something I read on ao3.

It was no secret you loved sweets, not at all. You loved all kinds: the creamy, rich vanilla cake piled high with icing & sprinkles that you got on rare events, the numerous candy bars that you would snack on as you walked to and back from Yumenosaki, the cold and refreshing ice cream you would eat on painfully hot days. But one of your favorite sweets of all time was the one that you had never gotten the chance to experience the taste of: the eye candy that went under the name of Kiryuu Kuro.

When you first met him, he was fighting some punk who dared to mess with his childhood friend, Itsuki Shuu. You watched him threaten the sucker within an inch of his life, the only thing that reminded you of Hot Tamales; intense, powerful, and really, really hot.

The next time you saw him was a week later, and he asked you if he could copy your notes. When you had asked him for what reason, he called you a name under his breath that you couldn't really hear, and was seemingly pissed off. But at the end of the day, you found him waiting by your locker with a look of shame and that came with an explanation of why he insulted you: the night before was the anniversary of his mother's death and he had no time to do his work. You struggled to hold back a smile as she watched Kuro muddle through an apology, and you were reminded of Sour Patch Kids at that moment: he was sour, sweet and then gone.

A week or so after that, she had seen him arguing with someone who you figured would be somebody he was friends with, Mikejima Madara. With no knowledge of the topic, but what you did know? Was that whenever they argued, Kuro reminded you of Pop Rocks: explosive, energetic, and dangerous if you weren't careful.

But the first time you were wholeheartedly convinced that Kuro was pure — is when he had gifted comfort, when another had put you down. He had not only offered a shoulder to cry on but after school, he demanded that they apologize to you immediately, or he would've made them. The more you spent time with him, and the more you paid attention to his mannerisms, you cracked what the perfect candy Kuro was like; he was chocolate. It could be dark, bitter… but then there's times where it is sweet.

So now, whenever you see him roaming the halls of the academy, jacket slung behind one shoulder and hair the color of Twizzlers swooping across his forehead, your mouth begins to water, and you can't help but wonder: does this eye candy think you look yummy too?

#📖; creation. #enstars #ensemble stars x reader #ensemble stars #ensemble stars imagines #enstars x reader #enstars imagines #kuro kiryu x reader #kuro kiryu

[s4kasaki]

I think I might put an end to this account. a short break from lack of motivation & inspiration went to a hiatus — that went to me not even looking at this account at all, I have drafts and requests left to complete / start but after those are published? I don't believe I'll look back here again. I've also lost attraction to enstars so writing for it has lost its spark and the character's personalities, etc just don't hit anymore to explore through and write on

I won't deactivate, it's things that even I don't want to erase for good here and I likely have things people have looked back on for comfort and so this account will still be up, just no longer active ...

thank you for all the support during the year! and happy belated new years. however, you can find me on @naycore probably, writing for other things I enjoy

#꒰ 🍥 ꒱ nay rambles↻ #enstars #ensemble stars x reader

[s4kasaki]

#typical rukia w 😭💕☝🏾 #꒰ 🍥 ꒱ nay rambles↻ #shouldn't BE NONE STARS OM HERE I HAVE MULTIPLE ACCS but :3

[s4kasaki]

I LOVED YOUR DOMESTIC FLUFF POST FROM BEFORE uhm-uh could i request natsume and arashi one ( ꈍᴗꈍ)

^—^ thank you anon !! & here ya go

♡ — natsume & arashi | domestic fluff

‣ tw/cws: none

‣ reader: gender netural - they/them

‣ authors note: hai guys, it's been ages since I actually posted help...

☆ — ARASHI.

now let me tell you, shopping sprees. 100%, Arashi is all about taking you out to go shopping. It's quite literally you and her thing. Sometimes Leo questions why she's always leaving practice as soon as it's over, is Arashi picking somebody over her unit? (he does eventually learn that it's you for the reason she leaves so soon)

she usually buys you new shampoo, conditioner, and other self-care products when she notices you’re running out or just cause she thinks you'll like the smell (because she also likes the smell) before you even know the bottle’s empty, she already bought new ones for you~★ not to mention she also buys toothpaste and floss when they’re on sale. Arashi pays close attention to all the makeup and skin-care products you buy. if they leave bad results.... she’ll make a mental note to not buy that brand again! (￣ ￣|||)

Arashi usually insists on you coming with her when going abroad but sometimes Arashi has to go without you cause business is on the line of course! and you're most definitely aware-- and usually can accept her missing presence. but that doesn't stop the fact that Arashi feels a little bad if you're left behind for long on her trips! especially if you happen to be clingier than usual when she returns. If that happens she always makes sure to fit you into her next flight so you don't get too lonely

speaking of you two when she's away: phone calls and facetime are frequent! even if she's somewhere where the time zones are different & she ends up calling you at 3 in the morning- she's still calling!

all in to listen to you ramble about things and your day, as she finds it very adorable in a way how passionate you are when you speak on things you like... does prefer to be actively involved in conversations though! so do try to conversate with her too!

Arashi usually wakes up before you do but she won’t get out of bed right away (unless truly necessary), instead she will stay in bed with you and watch you while you’re peacefully sleeping ( ꈍᴗꈍ) her lips curled into a highly smile from just how adorable you are, cupping your cheek before letting out a giggle. “Good morning, my love~” she whispers as you start to wake up and finally lift your body from the bed before pressing a little kiss to your forehead~. She loves lying in bed with you in the morning, peppering your face in small kisses, and snuggling up close to you with no intentions of letting you go either! It's a blessing almost, when she gets to do these things- since she's mostly occupied with work and Knights and when she returns from a long day of working, modeling.. performing.. you’re already knocked out like a bear, so she adores the hours in the morning she can spend some time alone with you, even going as far to risk some of her time on just staying in bed with you :heart:

☆ — NATSUME.

This dude takes an unhealthy amount of nighters, either have it be cause he's in his room in the underground archives or because he's playing video games like overwatch in the house you two share together— so you might wake up at midnight seeing this dude's back in your face & you have to force this idiot into going to bed (ノ_<。)ヾ(´ — ` )

You know it's mentioned he has a cat, or multiple cats… at his parent's house? Well, once he invited you over in hopes for you to meet his parents, and his parents and the kitties seemed to like you. Which to him was quite a surprise since his cats are similar to him, and not very quick to open up. Smelling on you and nuzzling your legs as soon as you came around them "(^._.^)ﾉ meow"

Natsume has a habit of waking up early despite being the horrible night owl he is, he's usually out of bed by the time you open your eyes to make breakfast or shower, the only indication he was still there is his phone's bright light. But sometimes, he just can't resist waking you up with him, the way your cheek was smooshed against the pillows o((*^▽^*))o eyes closed as you clutched onto the blankets, a leg strewn on top of his. His gaze rests on you, softly taking in the scenery, him unable to resist leaning down to press a light kiss to your cheek, pulling back just to press another one, soon enough peppering your entire face with kisses, feeling you stir underneath him, groggily rubbing your eyes “Natsu— what time is it” you mumble, struggling to push him off you “7:24, so go baCK to sleep”

“But you're the one who woke me up?....” and you can feel him snicker on top of you as he moves to pull himself off of you, only to be stopped when he feels your hand loop around his wrist, pulling him back “You woke me up so you gotta stay” you murmur, pulling the blankets aside to make room for him to lay back on you and much to your satisfaction, he doesn’t resist.

Contrary to popular belief! He likes to go on dates with his partner in the public eye, dare I say he also likes the thrill of getting seen with you by fans so they ask him a bunch of questions and he gets a reason to lovemail you. Knowing that you might be incredibly happy if that were to happen, or maybe embarassed... Knowing that those words of love he said will sooner or later he heard by thousands of his fans. ♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱ and probably even some back at ensquare, you might get a nose full from some curious teasing oddballs (wataru and rei especially)

He has some sort of nickname for you, the "kitten" nickname stays forever though even though it makes you screech sometimes— and he's aware of the effect it has on you (if it's negative, then he's planning on calling you kitten way more than he did when you two first met just cause he finds It, If not... a little humourous)

#꒰ 🌸;; hcs ̖́- #enstars #ensemble stars x reader #natsume sakasaki x reader #natsume sakasaki #arashi narukami x reader #arashi narukami #ensemble stars imagines #enstars imagine #enstars x reader

[s4kasaki]

now that halloween is coming closer i'm here to remind you that this is the halloween card ever and you can't change my mind <3

#꒰ 🍥 ꒱ nay rambles↻ #SO TRUE #in luv

[s4kasaki]

WHAT THE FUCK (I am ranting on this acc when I shouldn't)

#꒰ 🍥 ꒱ nay rambles↻ #rei sakuma #my boyfriend is so #real #f/o i swear

[s4kasaki]

would neva make a post LIKE this on main but I wonder why they're so many enstars x reader blogs making NSFW on minors alla the sudden ☠️, gotta enough adults to not write 4 them... anyways hi s4kasaki I'll write soon.

#꒰ 🍥 ꒱ nay rambles↻ #ensemble stars x reader #strange.

[s4kasaki]

HELLO s4kasaki, what a funny plot for me to post as soon as my birthday striked the clock. But hello again, I turnt 18 literally a few minutes ago and I had to alarm the acc and all my other accs of it.

In terms of writing and requests and properly coming back? that will be soon, for now I'm relaxing on my back and I don't plan on working while on my birthday honestly but what this is Is a HELLO post and that I am perfectly alive. I work on drafts every once in a while that eventually will be published and I also have a lot of plans for this ACC once I'm back again and that includes a theme change.

and also thank you for 300+ follows holy shit, I'll plan something sooner or later- an event maybe. but 4 now stay cool ^—^

#( updates. ) #18th birthday #ANYWAYS #I hope you all are doing okay c: #nay talkin.

[s4kasaki]

Sour Grapes

Izumi Sena x gn! reader

love can be sour or sweet at different times. When you love him, it feels like heaven, but other times, it feels like hell. even when it becomes too bitter, you still can’t get enough of him, so it’s a bittersweet feeling that keeps you loving him. he, izumi sena, is the one who gives you these feelings. you have attempted to dislike him since you never did like him. however, there is something that keeps you liking him despite the pain; you trick yourself constantly, day and night. It’s scary, loving him is scary.

the more you ignore him, the more you find yourself drawn to him. you just couldn’t bear yourself to ignore him, it’s your duty to help him but it feels wrong to expect something from him. it’s a hint that he wouldn’t even look at you the way you look at him as his main priorities are modeling and being an idol. the idea of being hurt whenever you’re with him prevents you from loving him.

you were ready to risk everything, for yourself to feel the pain of going through this experience. who knew the both of you have this mutual feeling that makes you feel heavy. although after countless of doubts and days, who knew that the end for the both of you have come. who knew the both of you have this mutual feeling that makes you feel heavy.

being held captive in this never-ending but breathtaking nightmare while waiting for his realization of his emotions. do you ever wonder if he thinks about you? does he ever consider remaining by your side forever? Whether he likes it or not, it confuses him, but the very thought of you makes him go crazy; that is very uncharacteristic of him. after all he is just beginning to realize how he really feels about you. like they say, love can be sour like sour grapes.

a/n: gotta promote my girls 💪 its inspired by sour grapes by le sserafim and anymore by somi, both of songs has been stuck in my head for weeks, need to use it for good somehow. the idea of being like mixed signals sht plus izumi makes me go owndjdjs. idk if i should call it angst, it has no plot just izumi and you having this mixed feelings of being together :D. anyways, hope yall like this (´∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩`) .

#nay's museum. #izumip noises... #i love izumi sena #this is so. GOOD OP 😭🎉💗

[s4kasaki]

•| ⊱✿⊰ |• — sakuma rei + (d) = dancing together — •| ⊱✿⊰ |•

a / n : a little self-indulgent thing i wrote for my 350 follower event ; v ; !! not edited or proof-read. i just wanted to write and rei was my subject <3 i might ,, write a second part to this if people like it? a 'prequel' of sorts.

synopsis: where rei takes your mind off work wordcount: ~1,050 | ⊱✿⊰ |: gn!reader, slight food mention

✧ the lone candle on the table flickers, ever-so-slightly.

it’s the only light source in the otherwise dim room, where the only sound is the clink and scrape of silverware against porcelain plates. there’s a knot between your shoulders that shifts uncomfortably with every move you make—a weight bearing down on you that you just can’t ignore, not even whilst indulging in the meal your fiance had so wonderfully prepared.

your mind is anywhere but at home—your thoughts are of your work, the responsibilities that have been pushed upon you as of late. where there should be inner musings about the delectable food in front of you, there is instead an internal checklist, a clipboard and endless sheets of paper— 

—and rei seems to have taken notice.

your boyfriend clears his throat, a quiet bid for your attention as he places his cutlery to one side. his elbows come to rest upon the table, hands clasping together as he places his chin upon the impromptu bridge he’d created with his fingers.

“you seem distracted, my dearest,” his voice flows like water, reaching your ears with the same tenderness as always. “might you share with this old vampire what it is that’s bothering you so?”

with a sigh, you place down your own utensils, pushing your plate to one side. although rei has a way of making you feel encouraged and safe, like you can share your burdens with him without worry of judgement, you still can’t quite meet his eyes. your focus instead goes towards the lone candle, watching as the singular flame seems to dance in-tune with your breaths.

“it’s just… work.” you manage to push the words out after a few seconds, with rei staying silent so as to not interrupt. “there’s a lot going on—it feels like i have so much to do, and not enough time to do all of it.”

he hums in understanding, being all-too-familiar with the specific feeling of fatigue from overwork.

but he doesn’t say anything more.

standing up, your boyfriend is by your side before you can even blink, a large hand reaching for yours. the warmth that engulfs your palm is grounding, and the way his fingers wrap themselves around yours is reminiscent of all of your first dates—what with how gently he moves.

when you tilt your head in silent query, all you get in reply is a gentle smile. trust me is what his eyes seem to say—garnet gemstones that are embrightened with candlelight.

rei pulls you up from your chair, neither of you minding the way it slides back against the wooden floorboards. his attention is only on you—his gaze never once wavering from your own inquisitive look. without letting go of your hand, he leads you back a couple of steps, to a part of the dining room that is less crowded with furniture.

“dance with me, my love,” is all he says, velvety voice barely above a whisper that brushes past you much too soon in a nonexistent breeze. you don’t get a chance to respond before he loops his arms around your waist.

you’re pulled into his orbit.

beginning to sway with you, rei hums a tune that’s familiar to the both of you under his breath. it sounds different in the quietude of the evening, but you can place it as part of the song he used when claiming he wanted to spend his life together with you. the realisation comes with a wave of fondness and warmth, taking you back to the time he had lowered himself to one knee.

he had been so very cute then, you remember—confessing that he had stopped at no lengths to ensure the perfect proposal for you. the not-quite-vampire had used all of his connections and had spent months in preparation for that one day, and it had become a very important event for you.

rei takes a step, and you follow, being pulled out of your thoughts. he leads you in a slow dance across the room, with you being the moon that circles around in his gravitational field. he looks at you as if you hold the secrets to the universe—with such a cherishing intensity that he may as well be connecting the various constellations in your eyes.

and without saying a word, the both of you carry on drifting, your feet being encouraged by the tune your fiance continues to hum. a myriad of emotions take flight in your chest, like butterflies of love and longing that beat their fragile wings against your ribs. it isn’t long before you’ve completely forgotten about all of your work—your worries; rei is the only thing in your thoughts, like the sun that has pushed away the clouds.

rei comes to a pause.

the curtains on the other end of the room aren’t quite drawn, and through the sliver between them, a beam of moonlight filters through like liquid silver. with the light, you can pick out all the different flecks of ruby and carnelian in your boyfriend’s eyes, and you can see the way his lashes brush against his cheek when he blinks. you notice just how close you are—where there’s only a hair's width between you and you can hear his controlled breathing.

but you have no desire to move away, not quite yet.

the words spoken next are silent—conveyed only through action—but when rei lowers his head to place his lips against your forehead, you swear you can hear him say i love you. i love you is what he says when his arms fall from around you, instead going to intertwine his fingers with yours and press your palms together. i love you is what he says when he smiles at you, his thumbs reaching to draw small circles on the back of your hands.

“i love you,” you blurt out. it’s difficult to stop yourself from tearing up, so overwhelmed with adoration and wanting this moment of serenity to last for an infinite amount of time.

when rei lifts your conjoined hands to place a kiss against your knuckles, the moonlight catches on matching silver bands, creating a twinkling star right there on your ring finger. a piece of the universe that only the two of you can share.

and then he says, “i love you, too.”

#nay's museum. #i fall to the ground #and my head went BOOM #GOD #my love 💗

[s4kasaki]

YOUR THEME AND WHOLE BLOG IS SO PRETTY AND NEAT

OMG THABK U 💗

#nay replies 🧷 #i have the worse migraine rn . i need to go to bed