savedfromthevoid
poems where im salty at the world
trigger warning for some of it idk
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HAVING TO BE ALONE COS YOUR EX DIED BUT BEING REAL FED UP ABOUT IT
felt like checking in
but i’m scared of rejection
dealt myself all the damage
i’m still a mess
possessed
and my actions
all my actions are reactions
am i supposed to avoid all romantic interactions
cos you left me batshit
i don’t wanna be alone
so
practice practice
being attractive
just drunk enough to chat with you
when said i’m alright these days it was bullshit
pull a seat while i cry on my carpet
tears are salty
a little alcoholic
my dog is fucking over it
am i supposed to avoid all these romantic theatrics
since you left me batshit
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WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO
TAKE ME TO A FIELD HAVE A BEER WITH ME AT SUNSET SET UP A TENT
TELL ME YOUR FEARS AND YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENTS
DON’T SAY ANYTHING STROKE MY HEAD WHEN YOU THINK I’M ASLEEP
WRESTLE ME IN MUD
MAKE ME FEEL REAL I JUST WANT TO BE PRESENT SO MAKE ME FEEL REAL
STARE AT THE STARS AND FIND IT BORING AND BONE ME INSTEAD
SHARE A CIG WITH ME TELL ME SOMETHING YOU THINK BEFORE YOU SLEEP
BURN IN THE SAND
MAKE THIS MOMENT FOR ME TO LIVE IN WHILE I’M AWAY
SWIM AT MIDNIGHT AND WAKE UP WITH A COLD
HAVE A BEER OR TWO SHED YOUR COLD EXTERIOR AND MAKE A NEW FRIEND
LOOK AROUND YOU AND SHEEPISHLY TELL EVERYONE THAT YOU LOVE THEM
WRESTLE ME IN A WEALTHY CUL DE SAC
MAKE ME ALIVE I WANT TO LIVE SO MAKE ME FEEL FUCKING ALIVE
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goodbye campbell .
shampbell .
shamy .
yampbell .
yam .
yamo .
yamo banamo .
king yam .
thanks for sharing a bed with me .
sharing a shower .
a drink .
a dury .
your hand .
your smoko break .
your life .
a date .
dumplings .
your paycheck .
your drunk 6am love .
a day .
a night .
your last moments .
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HEY , HAVE YOU TRIED TREATING HER LIKE SHIT ?
FUCK don’t tell me who’s annoying BUDDY
you should see what you fucking get like
i’m sorry but your opinion is void as HELL
when you talk shit on every single person i ever even fucking talk to
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHOVE your obsession with me up your ass
stop being a fucking bitch I’M NOT YOUR BITCH
don’t stand so close to me don’t touch my thigh
your social faux pas KILL ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know you can’t fucking hear it but your a drunk motherfucker all the same
so try and kiss my try and fight me try and shame me try and date me !!!!!!!
SORRY BUDDY tip your fucking FEDORA and shut the fuck up
your not as nice as you think you are
your the biggest CUNT i’ve ever met
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I’M A FUCKING MORON
i wish i could see you
were dressed for the kill
tying up
loose ends
me : so far from grounded
of grasping it at all
i wish i could see you
were dressed for the kill
tying knots
noose ends
so far from the ground
grasping nothing at all
i’m so sorry
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CAN PEOPLE STOP TELLING ME THEY LOVE ME WHEN THEY DON'T MEAN IT
so apparently you love me
heard your news
your front page ((front))
ok sure ,
so apparently you love me ?
sad if true
i feel like i coulda sworn ....
i never really let you know me at all …
so what’s all this hubbub about
the love hubbub , bub ?
that’s come all of a sudden
when someones departed
i guess that’s my bad !
for being easy pray !
swoop down big boy
watch out for those snot napkins
and uber eats packages i use as blankets
shoot your shot
KOBE! on my sad ass
you fucking idiot
if only
i loved you
your self esteem would be fixed !!!
you just have to convince me !!!
(( and what better time than when i’m in mourning ?!! ))
yeah i know …
i’m a cynical bitch
but hey , that’s who you fell in love with !!!
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I’M SOCIALLY OVERWHELMED AFTER LISTENING TO ONE STORY
SOMETIMES THAT SONG YOU POSTED LOOPS
LOOPS
LOOPS
IN MY HEAD
I WANNA SCREAM / I DON’T ALWAYS WANNA MAKE IT STOP
I REMEMBER YOU IN MY ROOM AND NOW YOU DON’T EXIST SO
did that ever really happen ?
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HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE WHEN I KEEP THINKING ABOUT YOUR LIFELESS BODY
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE WHEN I KEEP THINKING ABOUT YOUR LIFELESS BODY
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE WHEN I KEEP THINKING ABOUT YOUR LIFELESS BODY
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE WHEN I KEEP THINKING ABOUT YOUR LIFELESS BODY
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MY MUM TOLD ME I ONLY WANT HER MONEY AND SHE'S RIGHT
i bathe in your spa // getting paper cuts // i make paper planes // from your tenna’s // i fly them into // your fire pit // and i laugh like a villain // covered in paper cuts //
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your right to be mad // so come and fight me // go cry to your maid // who’s not here for nothing ?? since when do all your friends // take a pay check // since you went off the deep end // no one makes sense //
---WHAT---THE---FUCK---?!----------------------------------------------------------------------
everyone’s your problem // you never win // despite your best behaviour // cos you're a saint !! this ain’t no mansion // what does that say ?? don’t bite the hand that feeds you // but is that all you’ve got for me ??
---PAPER---CUTS-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
why don’t you come and hire me // i’ll be your dearest // grating elizabeth’s // into my spaghetti // i get paper cuts // from your pocketknife // here till i fill my mine // then i’ll fuck right off //
---DID---I---NOT---SEE---THIS---ONE---COMING---?!------------------------------------
i lick my thumb !!
to count my blessings !!
i don’t like to fight !!
but it's so easy !!
and don’t you love to hate me !!
your bad blood !!
i might be a snake ..
but poisoned apples don’t fall far !!
they don’t fall far
enough
ten carat rings
around my
eyelids
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i draw pentagrams // inside my eyeballs // let my hellhound loose // inside your head // you can try and beg “ please don’t leave me “ i’ll spit in your eyes // you can use them as tears //
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your liquid funds
---WHAT---THE---FUCK---IS---THIS---ALL---EVEN---FOR---?!-------------------------
if you keep me around // you know now // i’m just holding out // for your suburban house // i rub my hands together // they make static // i lick my lips // i taste kate sheppards !!
---PAPER---CUTS----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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I SMOKED WEED AND FORGOT WHO I WAS
i...uhhhhh…i see images i know are my friends but….they look so unfamiliar like people i used to know…the world is 2D…uhhhhh...i've fallen into another dimension....my life’s a cartoon…i hear voices i know are my friends…they’re talking to the body my mind used to be in....i’m trying to get back in…i can’t get back in and i’m going somewhere else…
I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA.I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/
what makes this world real...why was i so sure of it a moment ago...this is all set dressing and cardboard cut-outs…i want to unsee it…im a blue pill kinda girl…uhhhhh…
I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNAI’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNAI’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNAI’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA
someone’s sitting in my seat...filming with their iphone…im just watching an instagram story and getting fomo…uhhhhh…stop talking to my body…say something body…then sort through these pictures to see if anyone looks confused…no one looks confused…i think it said real words…uhhhhh…i think i need water…i don’t know where the mouth is on this thing…uhhhhh…my friends are looking at me and i have water on my chin and my shirt and i look crazy...i look crazy…uhhhh…is my shirt white…i can’t remember colours…
I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNAI’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNAI’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNAI’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNAI’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNAI’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNAI’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNAI’MSAVANNA/I’MSAVANNA
if i was crazy i’d have be real…i’d love the luxury of being crazy…instead i'm some sub section of someone consciousness…this seems unfair…when you're a person you feel like a whole person…when you're a part of a person's mind you know you were never a whole person…but now you feel like none of a person…uhhhh...
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ME : A MANIAC . YOU : TRYING YOUR BEST .
toss and turn next to you
cos i had a nice thought about ya
anxious tick tick
tick
tick
tick ticks
i gulp air i blow my legs about
engulf me in your chest hairs
i’ll exhale
but not for very long
you exceed my expectations
but your chest hairs got up my nose
spit
spit
spit
SPIT of wine and ciggies
stir your flavour in my mouth
sinner
sinner
chicken
dinner
goon sacks like something sour
take a hoon i’m getting quicker
smack on taps to bleed you out
then suddenly i’ll get thinner
just so there’s less
for you
to get
a hold
of
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DITCHING A BBQ BECAUSE YOUR EX SENDS YOU A WEIRD TEXT
What’s on your mind, Savanna?
YESTERDAY, 10:28 AM
YESTERDAY, 10:28 AM
YESTERDAY, 10:33 AM
YESTERDAY, 10:36 AM
I’m ok
YESTERDAY, 12:34 PM
YESTERDAY, 12:34 PM
YESTERDAY, 3:33 PM
YESTERDAY, 3:34 PM
YESTERDAY, 3:38 PM
YESTERDAY, 3:40 PM
Did you take off?
Hey! Did you leave? Xx
Why’d you leave
R u ok
Is a gthunt bothering u?
What’s on your mind, Savanna?
What’s on your mind, Savanna?
What’s on your mind, Savanna?
What’s on your mind, Savanna?
What’s on your mind, Savanna?
Whatever is happening matey
I’ll still 5hink your cool
You never bad company to me sav
OK hope ur OK boss
Aw that’s ok girl!
Seen
Type a message…
YESTERDAY, YESTERDAY,
YESTERDAY, YESTERDAY,
YESTERDAY, YESTERDAY,
YESTERDAY, YESTERDAY,
YESTERDAY, YESTERDAY,
YESTERDAY, YESTERDAY,
YESTERDAY, YESTERDAY,
YESTERDAY,YESTERDAY,
YESTERDAY, YESTERDAY,
YESTERDAY, YESTERDAY,
YESTERDAY,
YESTERDAY, 6:49 AM
Hanging > work
And life
Why do I keep trying?
YESTERDAY, 6:49 AM
Hanging work
life
Why keep trying?
YESTERDAY, 6:49 AM
keep trying?
YESTERDAY, 6:49 AM
Hanging
life
trying?
YESTERDAY, 6:49 AM
Hanging
What’s on your mind, Savanna?
https://www.google.com/search?q=what+does+>+mean
What’s on your mind, Savanna?
You sent a photo
What’s on your mind, Savanna?
Chat Conversation End
Type a message…
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SPIT
murky fucking eyes in the night-
(i’m fine)
mares of my fucking whole life
(so tired)
i don’t know who you are
(i love you)
but i couldn’t tell us apart
(i want to but)
your talking so shut the fuck up
your always in here it goes on
and on and on
you want something, you
always want something
GET
OUT
maybe in the morning i’ll be fine and smile and roll my eyes
(nothing's wrong)
but i woke up flipping the bird at you so
(good morning)
another day of opening my mouth and nothing coming out
(always crying)
spit it out spit it the fuck out
(tomorrow night)
the bathrooms the only place i can get away from you
and i can lock the door and oh god the tiles feel so good on my back
(GET OUT)
we sleep back to back cos my eyes are wide open
we do it doggy style so you can’t see that i’m crying
(GET OUT)
i was in the shower, i rubbed water over my eyes
i woke up, i rubbed my eyes and woke up,
you were gone, you got out after you
rubbed one out
dear god
i’ll rub
you
out
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LITTLE GIRL
i try to forget about it everything that happened
but i remember oh yeah i remember
i try over and over again
what have you done?
what have you done?
constantly i feel it trust me i feel it all the time
but i can only let it out at the most inappropriate times
it’s winding it’s winding
what have you done?
what have you done?
I’LL NEVER BE ANYONE'S
I’LL NEVER BE A WIFE OR MUM
I’LL NEVER BE ANYONE’S
I’LL NEVER BE A WIFE OR MUM
that little girl
that little girl
no one got to know her
now they know me instead
and i’m a bitch
so fuck them and fuck you
that little girl
A LITTLE GIRL
A LITTLE GIRL
she never
got to grow up
no
she’s lost forever
she’s lost in time
i’ll never meet her
no no
she’s gone
oh she’s gone
i hope you got your rocks off!
people tell me i’m like stone
i hope you got your rocks off!
people tell me i’m like stone
you ruined
any chance i had
of wearing tights
without holes in them
and i
don’t wear heels
cos i
can’t run in them
and i like eyeing up the door
cos i
like to dream big
and i like imagining
you trying to cry
in the closet
about
what you did ??(!)
you can do everything right
but don’t expect
gold stars
or to put me up
on the fridge
see now
there’s no rewards
leave you on seen
leave you ignored
NOW EVERYTHING'S A FIGHT
NOW EVERYTHING'S A FIGHT
so i butter you up
and steal your milk
steal your milk
and steal your milk
i need some time
i’m gonna need some time
catch a second
take the closet
where I hide
from time to time
while you sleep
in my bed
all by yourself
i tried to sleep beside you
but your snore
my god
your snore
and i had that feeling
again
that feeling of
who are you anyway?
who is this guy?
and how do people
keep getting back in here?
and holding me
in their arms
as if they know anything about me?
but i didn’t mean to no
no i didn’t mean to but
getting treated right
gives me shivers
so spineless
gotten so good
at lying
lessons learnt
rejected requests
so reject yourself first
at least now you can pretend
in this moment
maybe it’s fine?
and deal with it later
for the rest of your life
seems like control
if you haven’t seen it before
seems like control
if you haven’t seen it before
SEEMS LIKE CONTROL
IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN IT BEFORE
SEEMS LIKE CONTROL
IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN IT BEFORE
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