selfmadesaviour

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You wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

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Hi! I was trying to check out your muses and I don’t see a list

Yes, I’m sorry! I’m working on it so the carrd is currently out of service :’) I’m hoping to have it up again soon!

#to tell the truth ; answered

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what if i said,,,, mac is obsessed with karate and being strong because luther (and all his mom’s boyfriends) kept kicking his ass when he was a kid and he got determined to never be the weakest party when he grew up

#tip of the iceberg ; musings #ronnie the rat ; mac #tw child abuse #tw childhood trauma

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Symbols for the mun

💝 I ship our muses, but we’ve never interacted

✨ I think your portrayal is on point, but it also intimidates me

💍 I want to be exclusives with you 

⭐️ We don’t rp, but I desperately wish we did

☀️ I want to rp with you, but I’m not sure how

💔 We’ve rp’ed in the past, but now we don’t

🎂 I’m new to your blog, and I want to be friends

🎉 We’ve been mutuals for ages, and this makes me so happy!

💡 I have a thread idea for us!

💌 I just think you’re amazing

💥 We’re not mutuals, but I wish you’d notice me

#starters and prompts ; meme

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ABBA LYRICS STARTERS

“i try to capture every minute.”

“you won the war.”

“a little small talk, a smile - and baby i was stuck.”

“it used to be so good.”

“[s]he always used to look at me that way.”

“one day you’ll find out.”

“the sun is going down.”

“it’s getting dark.”

“i have learned to cope.”

“you can take the future.”

“i know the time is right.”

“everything seemed so easy.”

“one of us had to go.”

“i miss you so.”

“i lose my temper ten times a day.”

“i’d be doing alright, if it wasn’t for the nights.”

“take it easy with me.”

“touch my soul.”

“please, don’t let me down.”

“i don’t have a strategy.”

“one more toast.”

“there’s a voice in me that says ‘you shouldn’t be so mean’.”

“i can see it all so clearly.”

“was it a dream?”

“you are still my love.”

“i still see it all.”

“i must have made my desk about… a quarter after nine.”

“i hid a part of me away.”

“i must have read a while.”

“we had our chance.”

“i was so happy we had met.”

“walking hand in hand.”

“does it mean anything to you?”

“would you laugh at me, if i said i cared for you?”

“i have no friends.”

“i have to sit down for a while.”

“sometimes i wish that i could freeze the picture.”

“everybody screamed.”

“i was in a trance.”

“one of these days.”

“what a crazy day.”

“this is goodbye.”

“i have to go.”

“there is nothing we can do.”

“you’re so hot.”

“take it easy.”

“you’re so cute, i like your style.”

“i don’t wanna talk.”

“i figured it made sense.”

“does it feel the same?”

“i wish i understood.”

“you made me feel alive.”

for @neveragcd cause she asked for it and i love her so much (i bet this has been done by someone else many times but here you go <3)

#starters and prompts ; meme #for you my love

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always sunny starters:

accepting / not accepting @bakshiis as brad bakshi said "should we just attack him and take it?"

the suggestion brings a smile (an evil grin, really) to her face. soft cheeks are pushed upward, eyes narrow and darken further beneath brows that furrow in focus. "hell yeah."

david, the poor unsuspecting bastard, is holding a sleeve of oreos -- an item jo has been unable to tear her eyes away from since the moment david's disgusting fingers lifted it from the bag before him. he's speaking, something about working toward a goal and waiting for the relief of gratification, but she isn't listening.

#it matters to me ; writing #to tell the truth ; answered #i will kill for you ; jo #bakshiis

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morning after starters:

accepting / not accepting @rawbutprecious as TC said “you always say that, and yet we wind up right back here.”

the smug statement makes her groan into the pillow beside her; frustrated because he's right, and it infuriates her. she has no self control when it comes to TC, never had and likely never will. as destructive and dysfunctional as their relationship always is, she can't convince her heart not to try again.

"shut up," the retort is muttered half-heartedly, face still buried into the softness of a pillow that has his scent all over the warm cotton, and a lazy hand swats toward his naked chest. "go to sleep."

#it matters to me ; writing #to tell the truth ; answered #unhealthy habits ; jordan #rawbutprecious

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colorful interview:

accepting / not accepting @rawbutprecious said mauve.

mauve - give me one random headcanon about one of your muses.

ronald 'mac' macdonald has been writing letters to his father since he learned how to write, even during the stints where luther was home on parole. he wrote at least a letter a week, like a diary, but he never sent it. if you asked, he kept from sending it because he didn't want to bother his father with his silly childhood problems but maybe he was scared luther didn't want to hear from him at all.

#to tell the truth ; answered #tip of the iceberg ; musings #ronnie the rat ; mac #rawbutprecious #tw daddy issues #tw prison

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just a reminder to COMPLETELY boycott Eurovision this year; Azerbaijan and Israel, despite committing genocide, are STILL allowed to compete & have NOT been banned. by refusing to ban both countries, Eurovision is profiting off of the genocide of Palestinians and Armenians.

do not listen to the artists. do not pirate or stream the artists' music, and this applies to ALL the artists who are competing and performing this year. do not listen to the songs on ANY platform, do not give them ANY attention.

write to your broadcasters and tell them you REFUSE to watch the channels until they recognise the Armenian and Palestinian genocides & that you find it disgusting how they are allowing Eurovision despite Azerbaijan and Israel's entries.

do NOT give eurovision OR the competing artists ANYTHING but silence.

boycott ALL of eurovision.

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yes all my favorite characters are desperate to be loved. no i don’t think that says anything about me

#an outsider ; ooc #whoops

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first listen favorite from the tortured poets department - go

#so long london #but also #my boy only breaks his favourite toys

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people with siblings: how do you feel about them?

#an outsider ; ooc #three younger siblings #first one: meh #narcissistic so #it’s complicated #second one: love her all over #my favorite ssh #third one: loved but low contact #cause of circumstances not choice #but i love them

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don't know how to word it exactly but what sways me more toward tommy as buck's love interest than any other LI before is how different the initial infatuations look in comparison

abby, ali, taylor and natalia all were interested in buck but in the 'walks into dangerous situations for a living and is hot' way (and also 'young and prioritizes me' for abby, to top it off, and 'died' for natalia)

but tommy is a firefighter, pilot, etc. and used to the whole 'walks into danger' bit and knows its bullshit so all he sees in buck is an adorable dork with a heart of gold, even more adorable enthusiasm, and some awkwardness thrown into the mix - and this is how buck actually is most of the time, even when he walks into danger without hesitation

and tommy still says, 'yeah, I like this one'.

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micha do some writing today challenge

#an outsider ; ooc

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do i think macdennis is “going to happen”? buddy macdennis is happening to me right now. it’s chronic and terminal and i’m dying from it

#this was ghostwritten by rcg

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thinking. about mac and “alone forever probably” by leanna firestone. and crying.

#an outsider ; ooc #ronnie the rat ; mac #tip of the iceberg ; musings

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#pls