shanemichaelvidaurri

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“I used to imagine adventures for myself, I invented a life, so that I could at least exist somehow.”

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky

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Just found out our record was #1 on WGBU's top 30.

Pretty neat!

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#indie rock #musicians on tumblr #queer musician #queer music #Youtube

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#photography

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“When I learned to love myself, it was a battle of acceptance and rejection. Accepting my flaws and rejecting the person, who they wanted me to be.”

— lipstaen

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“Please stop destroying what is left of your heart by constantly thinking about things that have broken you.”

— Nikita Gill

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first thing i remember

is you snoring

in the blue house on windsor drive

sunday morning

the fan moving side to side

with the rhythm of your breath

the memory fades, and when you did

My hand was on your chest

I always feel half a cowboy

That's the part of me that's you

Your rebel spirit was infectious

We all knew you had to go back to texas

I got a job at a corporation

I needed health care and steady pay

Put down my guitar and put on weight

And let night roll into day

I'm sweeping up my dreams

Let them drift away

No use hanging on to what is gone

Sweeping up my dreams

Onto the tray

I was never going anywhere, anyway

I thought maybe I could be a writer

Got a short story published out of the blue

I was in the hip pocket of an agent

Would you read it if I email it to you

Let the night roll into day

#poetry

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#spore #comics on tumblr #comics #webcomic

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In the shuffle it must have

slipped my mind

the seven train won’t run express

so i have a few more stops so i guess i

can find the time

to arrange my words so they sound best

in this tangled love with you

seems like everything i do

but i won’t make this about me

that’s the last thing that we need

ill make it about you and you’ll see

the gasoline slick on the water stream

in the rust that weeps, in the wind that fades

in the playlist i’ll get around to finishing one of these days

in the autoplay sound made me jump in fear

in the pictures i love that always seems to disappear

in the black wick burning, nervous hands in a sink

in the things you said that i won’t forget that make me think

it’s all about you

the train slowly pushes against me

sometimes i feel like it won’t ever rest

when the conductor comes over to ask me why

i can never make out what he says

Probably never.

#poetry

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#art wip #current wip

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A new-ish tune

Lyrics:

I thought I was clever I thought I was fine

I thought it my twenties that I was divine

Now that I'm older there's fewer who believe in my lies

Like that I was ever clever when you were mine

Thought I had it controlled these past couple years

Thought I had it controlled these past couple beers

Now, there's no trouble that I can't get in

With my quick tongue ill always win

Now that I'm older it's easier to believe my own lies

Like that I was ever as clever as when you were mine

I don't get to know you, anymore.

#musicians on tumblr #queer musician #indie rock #Youtube #skitz

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Spore - Page 01

#spore #comics on tumblr #comics #comic art #mint 400 books

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A new comic I'm doing with Mint 400 Books ♡

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An interview i did! Hope I sound just stupid enough

#indie rock

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I hurt myself too bad today

Highway ember cigarette

Kitchenaid steel

I hurt myself too bad yesterday

Online meltdown

Suicide note

I hurt myself too bad that day

The falconer

Keeps watch

At morning

#poetry