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Hallie Parker is Gay and Tie Dye Girl is her girlfriend

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i cannot stress enough how much of an impact changing the way you talk to yourself can have on your mental health. swapping out self deprecating jokes and changing unhealthy sentiments like "i hate myself" and "i want to die" to kinder, more forgiving ones like "i need a break" and "i'm trying" can make such a difference to how you view yourself. the things we say to ourselves become a part of our lives and so we deserve to me kinder to ourselves in our heads.

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I don't want your love or your affection anymore. It's too late for that. I just want your money and your health insurance so I can fix what you did.

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Forgot to tell you my hairs now blue but I’m re dying it this Sunday because I don’t like how light it is

#blue hair #forgot to post this

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That moment when you feel less important to your favorite person, have even addressed the issue to them, and yet they continue to do the exact things that are making you feel that way. So you throw yourself into you small business to try to distract yourself, but it doesn't help because you are depressed, stressed and heart broken. So you continue to work really hard but take small breaks to cry because you start overthinking about the situation and can't hold it in any more. But you can only do so much work because you are tired, broken and broke. So it is a never-ending cycle of trying to do your best and feeling like it isn't helping.. and then your birthday is right around the corner and no one wants to do anything with you, including that person, so you pretend to be ok when you really just want out of the hole you are in.

So feel free to donate my CashApp and PayPal so I can have myself a lonely birthday that won't be super horrible. My name on both is RavenKissingRoses

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Shout out to disabled people who are, ya know, existing with symptoms - whatever they may be. Who are exhausted/fatigued some (or all) days. Who are in pain. Who live in a world that doesn’t understand them, a world that isn’t built for them.

I hope you have the time to cuddle your favorite stuffed animal. I hope you watch an amazing episode of your favorite show. I hope you meet a doctor that smiles and sees you and works with you. Much love to you all.

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A meme about my current situation because this is how I cope

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See this why I don’t like talking to people when all they do is victim blaming and now they keep being up the abuser and telling me off for things I don’t even do and what everyone else does

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When you’re an animal whisperer

#animals #cute dog #pretty kitty

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Is it normal for you to like talk to friends and listen to what they say respectfully but when you say something they say no one cares

#questions #i dont know

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I AM SO HYPED FOR THIS!!! :D

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Lol guys I just got yelled at in the car

#anxeity #adhd tag #ptsd tw #autistic spectrum #tw childhood trauma #flinching

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It’s always okay to reach out and i finally learnt that

The covered stuff is personal information of family members like names and faces to that’s covered for their privacy

#thoughts to throw into the void #family trauma #dysfunctional family #toxic mother #tw childhood trauma

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Like my sister talking to my Nan and saying she’s so hard done by and going off about things I did years ago I’m changing but everyone putting me down about things I used to do on how my hygiene was and is I��m trying to get better but everyone yelling at me and shit doesn’t help it just puts me back in the mental state I was once in. If I’m tired oh it’s because of a devise if I have a headache it’s because of my phone but like my phone was my coping mechanism. If I don’t do something straight away then I do nothing if my sister does something then I’m absolutely useless and I don’t do anything. It takes time for people to change people don’t just change in an hour. Apparently all I do is wings and complain but when anyone else has an opinion yeah that’s valid but if I do no you’re to young you haven’t been through anything, you can’t know these things about yourself well yeah I might be young but I was forced to mature way to early. I hate that people in my life say there here for me then go talk shit about me and that I’m sos selfish. When people complain that Im so indecisive or picky no I’m not that’s just my excuse so i don’t get get called selfish for wanting something (not that it ever works) so I just say I don’t want anything. Like they ask what do I want for my birthday or Christmas or when we get money I don’t want anything.

#random rant #i’m not crying shut up #family issues

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I got a new piercing and should be back to school tomorrow hopefully, I should’ve been at school like three weeks ago but court stuff because of my parents splitting up got a bit messy