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#unmet needs #prompts

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It's my boy's 3rd gotcha day.

#me #the dogs #and now he's so big #why did no one tell me my caption didn't make sense lmao

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I mean this with every ounce of sincerity in my heart; the meaning and power you desire from the supernatural can be found in the study of history.

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A desperate cleric slamming every healing spell so hard to bring someone back to life the ground is forced to grow plants and flowers around the body.

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Ghoast

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me and the gals talking about fictional men's cocks on tumblr dot com

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I'm starting to see AI art in fanart tags and even when they are tagged as AI art, people in the reblogs tagged it as fanart.

Let me just say this once. I don't believe AI art is fanart. The way things are, it's theft. It doesn't count. The effort that fan artists put into their works cannot be equated in value with whatever an AI generates. The works with hours of applied skill and originality and love put into them are the works I want to praise on this blog.

So that being said, if I ever reblog "fanart" that is ai generated, please send me a message or an ask and let me know so I can delete it off my blog.

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This is something I've been wondering about:

#no but i will answer to lee online because its a family name

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Alishan National Forest, Taiwan by William Lai

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i'm sorry for the lack of updates + stories. life update below the cut.

i spent the months of november to feburary very much stressed out that I'm pretty sure at one point i had a tia (a mini-stroke). i wasn't able to get to the doctor the moment it happened, i won't ever really know again because you can't detect them after their over. i just know that all the symptoms matched what my dad went through.

my dad suffered from strokes that were brought on by being overweight (risk factor) and going through an incredibly stressful time in his life and this directly lead to his living conditions in the years before he died and his death. not only was it the cause of his death, stress, strokes and weight also lead to the death of an uncle and my grandfather so it's a pretty big risk i run.

add onto that that my husband was struggling with school and keeping jobs that would allow him to go school we basically had 0 dollars for anything other than bills. my husband's car was blown up by a mechanic, and while the mechanic did buy it from us, we didn't have the money to buy a new car. so we had 1 car between the two of us and he had to quit his job and find a new one that i could take him too which led him to be miserable.

and then i left teaching middle school to teach high school; i thought i was going to a decent school, but i've gone through a lot this year including being a target for a potential school shooting (the kid was sent to juvie because it was a real plan). and i was working two jobs just to keep everything going - not even jobs that work around each other. it was very difficult.

i wasn't even really able to write on my own book. i've maybe been able to add about 100 words a week, if that.

but!

my husband has finished emt school, and even though he still has the fire academy, the fire academy is online and he can work full time as an emt so we don't have to worry about money for a long time. he also loves being an emt and can be home more now so i'm not the only one responsible for chores because i'm home and he's not.

and i found a doctor who listened to me about stress eating and is willing to help me. i've lost 15 pounds so far, and while i have a bit more to lose before my stroke risk lowers tremendously, it's already lowered by a lot and i've been feeling much better.

so basically all that to say, i'm focusing on my novel right now and doing a lot of reading. once i get back in the habit of not having to work myself to death, and can actually get the thoughts going, i will again.

#me #life update

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im making this its own post actually

found family is "i have endured the fucking horrors with these guys. i would both kill and die for them. i would rip my own bones out to make splints to heal theirs. there is no name for the bond we share"

found family is NOT "this guy is so dad-coded and these guys are so sibling-like and—"

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All Eyes On Rafah tonignt. Do not let the Oscars distract anyone from the genocide. Big international events like this are a time for atrocities to be committed when the world is looking the other way. I hope those who speak during the ceremony think to mention Palestine in their speeches. I would. No justice, no peace. Zionists should be uncomfortable everywhere. Good art was never a warm home to fascists and never will be

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She said if I lost 30 lbs, I could eat them again, and I havenever been more motivated for any reason ever.

The doctor told me to cut out eggs I'm literally going through withdrawal.

#me #weight loss

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The doctor told me to cut out eggs I'm literally going through withdrawal.

#you guys dont understand #i keep some of these free range chicken ladies in range rovers i eat so many eggs.

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Yall ever have a week where all the good stuff happens at once and you lose a significant amount of stress?

#i have been BOUNDING out of bed

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I was so excited to teach high school, and these kids are literally vile. I am going back to young kids omg.

#me

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me, begging, tears in my eyes: please. please just tell me what the book is about. the plot. please

a book annotation on the cover, unfazed: A Subversive Masterpiece. A Deep And Touching Story. The New York Times Bestseller. Go Fuck Yourself