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tumblr will never count as social media to me. This shit a secret hideout and we just all happen to see each others thoughts

#bro fr #i always tell ppl im not on social media because i straight up forget that tumblr could technically count

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If you guys were on here at 11 years old what would you be posting about

#runescape and club penguin :) #though i still post abt runescape sometimes........ #but also the trauma. id be posting abt the trauma.

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damb,,,,, doubling the number of new songs (which are very acoustic) JUST so she doesnt have to play marys song in the eras tour....

#im kidding i dont even know how this bit started #ive just seen so many ppl comment on how she still hasnt played marys song #and i never realized so many ppl were waiting for that song specifically lolol #self #taylor swift #ttpd #sorry not sorry to my followers getting spammed on this day of our lord taylor swift

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OKAY BUT AS A SPEAK NOW MAIN CAN I SAY THAT THE PARALLEL BETWEEN "who you are is not what you did" (innocent) AND "but you are what you did" (smallest man who ever lived) IS MAKING ME EAT DRYWALL AND SKITTER THROUGH THE CEILING TILES

#i gasped as soon as i heard that lyric #and then became absolutely feral #(tho ive been feral all day about this album lol) #self #taylor swift #ttpd

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i hate it here is for the ones that daydream so hard they forget whats real until it is blaringly loud how bad and troublesome their actual life is

#i lived in so deep a daydream in 11th grade that reality straight up stopped feeling real to me #guess when i was going through a lot of trauma in my life :) #taylor swift #ttpd

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it seems like most peoples criticism of the new album is that its so long but not varied but honestly???? being an artist in the depths of despair and helplessness and depression means that creating and creating and creating more can feel like the only lifeline you have, even if its all about the same thing and i have never felt more connected to taylors raw emotions than in seeing and listening to the sheer volume of art she created from those feelings and experiences

#as an artist with depression i feel that #so many hugely famous painters throughout time have created dozens of pieces of the same subject matter and they are applauded for it #monet has like a million paintings of the same cathedral #its an artistic study!!! its no different in music!!! #maintaining subtle yet noticeable differences in that many songs is an artistic achievement #you will never catch me hating on taylor swifts artistry #self #taylor swift #ttpd

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#bro the amount of times they sayin dutch is Sending Me sjdhgksjdghgskg #english is so fucked lmaoooo

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i keep accidentally following ppl instead of booping x_x im so sorry to jabait anyone i just want to boop

#i know i wont reach TUM BLR but i shall still try #boop is love boop is life #self #april fools day

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i really unironically love all of the tumblr april fools day features i want to have boops forever i want to vote for lizards i want a little shitty horse to take care of

#I been boop laundering like hell lmaooo #Didnt the badges start as a joke? Like having a million important blue badges? #My mind is spaghetti i dont remember things anymore #Self #April fools day

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tfw u get chocolate on ur shirt at work cuz youre full on sobbing during lunch while you eat cookies and a chocolate chip falls out of your mouth so you have to go make yourself a new shirt because you work at a tshirt store so theres no excuse to not have a nice shirt on and you just stand there completely devoid of emotion as your shirt is curing on the heat press

#Just girly things #Will i delete this later? Who knows #Its depression hours over here except instead of hours its weeks #Self

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Fuck it, Psychoanalyze me based on my top 2 (or 3) Taylor Swift songs from each album

Taylor Swift (debut)- Should've Said No; I'm Only Me When I'm With You

Fearless- Love Story; Breathe; Fifteen

Speak Now- Innocent; Love Live

Red- All Too Well (10 min version); Message In A Bottle; Starlight

1989- Wonderland; Say Don't Go

Reputation- Delicate; New Year's Day

Lover- The Archer; Death By A Thousand Cuts

Folklore- Seven; The Lakes

Evermore- Ivy; Marjorie; Champagne Problems

Midnights- Snow On The Beach; Would've, Could've, Should've

bonus round: non-album songs- Safe and Sound

#i know the swifties will pull through #much study and science has been done on taylor swifts discography klghkdfjgg #what do these songs say about me................ i am curiose #taylor swift #swifties #self

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taylor is out to kill me specifically with this florence collab omg

#The way i screamed when i saw featuring florence and the machine...... unreal #Im so fucking excited #I will be changed forever i know it #Taylor swift #Self

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Ezo flying squirrel, native to Hokkaido in Japan, by Akira Sato

#shes beautiful...... #look at that smile that eyeliner #she is SERVING and she knows it

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do people these days type using the caps lock key to capitalize instead of holding shift?????????

#ive witnessed two young people use this method in the past week and im so confused #as if im not a young person too #(and one of those ppl is older than me by a few months) #i dont understand................ #self

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THE WAY I SCREAAAAAMED WHEN SHE SAID SEAWEED BRAIN OH MY GODDDDDDDD

#and when what is love started playing ghsdfjkghsdfkjlghsdflkjg #very good episode very very good #percy jackson #self

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on the phone with god rn to make sure im not on his “strongest warriors” list again for 2024

#shit me too #2023 was the worst fucking year and i s2g im not going for two in a row 🔫🔫🔫 #my cats are going to be healthy forever 🔫🔫🔫🔫 #i wont be treated like shit by my 'friends' 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫 #i will not have contact with my mother 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫

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Witchcraft, Wisdom, Death...

#introversion cleverness partnership #well the first one (two?) are a given(s) #im the definition of introverted #and i like to think im clever but idk #partnership is vague enough... #inchresting