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Lots happened
I moved on from that first love, I healed
I opened my self to that second guy, but did not last for things were just too chaotic
I entertained my loml and let him enter my life, but he cheated... we broke up
I ran back to my chaotic yet calming second guy. Things were right this time, or so I thought? He cheated
But guess what, my first love came back. We tried, at least for some months but it did not work. I left
My loml's here again. He really does know how to make my heart flatter and race but... it did not work. I left
And now I'm with my man thru ups and down, that second guy. Things are still messy, I am still bothered and hurt of the past but we're trying. I hope this time it works for I cannot withstand another heartbreak.
I might close all of the things that are open if that happens
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I would go here
When things get heavy
Whenever my heart is full
Everytime my stomach tightens
When it feels like I am out of breath
And my mind cannot think straight
I would run here
As if it would fix all of it
Now I am here
Because my stomach tightens
My emotions overflow
And my heart weighs too much
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I wanted to keep moving
To keep stepping forward
But my feet just can not take another one
They won't just move
I stop and pause
Breathe and sigh
But the more I stop and take a rest
The more it weary me
I want to continue
I need to continue
I must and will continue
I'd step and leave everything behind
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No, don't leave yet
I'm just startin' to get there
Don't lose your interests yet
Don't try to ditch me now, I'd be upset
Give me a second, don't turn your back
I'm just wishing for my luck
Trying hard to figure things out
Thinking if there's still any doubt
Fine, stay
Don't you try to slip away
I want you here beside me to stand
Saying you'd be still, holding my hand
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He hugged me.
He held my hand, he laughed with me.
We're happy, we're smiling.
He placed his arms on my shoulder, he cared like he own me.
He seems to be asking for a second chance.
He wants me back, he's ready to take steps.
He's willing to sacrifice, he's willing to fight for me.
Y'all, there were butterflies.
We're together, together like no boundaries.
In that dream, we were free
In that dream, we love
In that dream, we stayed
In that dream how I wish we can stay
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Can't you sense that I'm tryin' to escape?
Can't you see that I'm tryin' to walk away?
Hope you feel that I'm tryin' to ignore
I wanna be far, far from questions and all
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How does it feel?
To be in someone's poetry
To be the person behind its every word
To be a writer's favorite subject
How does it feel?
To be in someone's song?
To be the person behind every melody
To be someone who's a music lover's love
How does it feel?
To be the character in every story someone tells?
To be the person in someone's most cherished dream?
To be the person in someone's prayers?
I guess there are butterflies
I assume there's a permanent smile
I am thinkin' it melts a heart
That it's beyond words, to be in someone's everything
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You know what's weird? When I think of you, my chest tightens in pain, gloominess and longingness. But when he does, I automatically smile, I feel butterflies. Yet, I still choose and pray for you. I choose the bitterness you bring than the sweetness he gives.
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If one day, you wake up and realize that you lost me
Just to let you know, you didn't
If one day you open your eyes and realize you no longer have me
Just wanna say, you're wrong
'Cause everyday as I wake up, I am still there
Everyday as I open these eyes, I'm still here where you left
You hadn't lost me, you just left
Leaving everything behind and still
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Can't move forward
Ah, yeah. I love you
Can't stay focus
Yeah. I love you
Keep lingering in me
Yes of course. I love you
I love you and love doesn't fade
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It was supposed to be a joke, but I mean it
It was for other's eyes a prank, but I mean it
When I texted you I still like you, I mean it
I tried to sound cool, but hey, I mean it
When you do not know what to react, I was neutral
When you didn't reject nor accepted me, I was neutral
And I, also didn't respond because I was neutral
I am in between of pursuing and letting you go, I am neutral
I want you back
But can't push my luck
I want you here
But we both know we can't ever again be near
Why can't we just be together?
I want you here, closer
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Oh, yes, she hadn't moved on yet.
She's still waiting for his texts
Still hoping she can remove her title as his ex
Girl, yes, she hadn't moved on yet.
She still cry at night
Still doin' the good dang fight
Yes, y'all, she hadn't moved on yet.
She still waits for him
Still pray for him
Still long for him
Girl, she hadn't moved on yet
She still love him
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