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stardustkenobi · 2 years

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Taylor wrote an album about navigating the pressures of being a career woman in a society that says it’s over telling women that their place is to be a wife and a mother but still do it anyway just not as blatantly

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stardustkenobi · 2 years

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so scarlet, it was

marc spector x reader, mentions of steven grant x reader and jake lockley x reader

word count: 2.8k

warnings: smut smut smut, p in v sex, dirty talk, light choking, light degradation, light exhibitionism.

You’ll be the first to admit it — Christmas Eve in New York really does hold a special kind of magic. It’s cliche, it’s something that the protagonist in every Hallmark Christmas movie to ever exist has to say at least once but it’s true. The city in December makes you feel like a kid again in the middle of bustling concrete and 9 to 5 routines.

The frigid air, the twinkling lights hanging from every building and the festive decorations lining the sidewalk in front of your favorite shops and cafes. The music, the smell of fresh baked cookies or cinnamon rolls or hot cocoa at midnight because you have to have something sweet before bed.

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stardustkenobi · 2 years

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with the lights out

jake lockley x reader (mentions of marc x reader and steven x reader)

word count: 2.7k+

excerpt: “he knows what’s next, he’s watched you on your knees for marc and steven both, committing your face to memory so he can recall it when he’s by himself with his hand wrapped around-”

warnings: smut smut smut, jake losing his virginity. oral, male receiving. p in v sex. reader calls him papi once.

Jake’s kissing you. His lips are chapped and somehow, he tastes different from Marc or Steven. He tastes like cinnamon, like spice and something else you can’t quite place but it’s just so Jake. So entirely Jake.

His hands are on your hips, fingers tight, nails leaving little crescent shaped indents like the ones Marc wears on his chest. You know you’ll have bruises in their place when you wake in the morning and examine yourself in the bathroom mirror, you know that Steven will fret and Marc will take Jake’s marks as a challenge.

He’s so sure in the way that he kisses, so confident in the way that he lets his hands slide up your body until he has your waist trapped between his hands. His grip isn’t any tighter, not really, but you feel more secure this way and Jake has more control over the way you move against him. He lays down, his back flush against the mattress and lips never leaving yours as you settle against his chest and become even more lost in him.

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stardustkenobi · 2 years

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Jake leaving notes about fucking you for the other two to find before they know about him…

oh my fucking god oh my fucking god??? this is gonna get a little dark so tw dubious consent but like

he doesn’t leave notes the first several times, doesn’t want to give himself away too quickly and you honestly think it’s marc. he doesn’t speak, doesn’t really even moan and you think he’s just had a really bad day and just wants to fuck you into the mattress to forget about his problems and you love him so of course, you let him. this goes on for months and honestly you don’t think much of it because it’s just sex with your boyfriend. you might mention it one time, like maybe you ask him why he doesn’t always moan because he’s always been vocal in bed, and when it really is marc he’s still that way so he’s totally confused by your question but he doesn’t show it. he just shrugs and mumbles something you don’t really understand and stores it away in his brain for steven after his nap, but ultimately he forgets to ask

i think steven actually finds the first note. he doesn’t recognize the handwriting and it makes him panic immediately. marc read it at the same time and his panic is just as strong but it leaves him frozen because he suddenly remembers what you’d asked him. he can’t bring himself to say a damn thing as steven tries to talk to him, as steven tries to figure out what the fuck is going on. marc is just silent. and steven anxiously waits for you to get home so he can ask you a million questions all at once, he doesn’t show you the note but he has to because he knows his words aren’t making sense. after you read it you’re of course freaked out but you’re trying to rationalize it. you’re like “baby no one else has been in the apartment” and he’s like “are you sure?” and you just try your best to keep him calm, to console him because honestly he’s more shaken up than you are. and marc is still just silent. he can’t bring himself to say anything, can’t bring himself to front for a long time because honestly? he’s figured out there’s another alter and he’s blaming himself for everything.

so you don’t see marc for a while. and when jake’s fucking you in the bed you share with the other two boys, you still think it’s marc but now you’re hurt because you’re left wondering why you only get him in these fleeting moments. why he can’t even be bothered to say your name during sex anymore.

and then jake leaves a second note. you’re the one to find it and this is the one that makes it click for you, that makes you realize that you’re definitely not fucking marc like you’ve thought all these months. of course you show it to steven and he figures out there’s another alter as quickly as you did after reading it, and you both beg to talk to marc but marc still can’t face either of you. it’s to the point where some days, steven’s worried that marc’s disappeared and honestly, you fear the same.

the next time jake fronts, you confront him. and oh god i feel like i need to actually fucking write this holy fucking shit

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stardustkenobi · 2 years

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what a shame — prof! p.d. (two)

an au in which poe is a creative writing professor who doesn’t think love exists outside of words on a page *:･ﾟ✧:*

word count: 3k

warnings: Mentions of sex but no smut in this one/: Next one tho I swear

[ s e r i e s m a s t e r l i s t ]

Class starts at two Monday afternoon and you only arrive on time after sprinting across campus. You make it with just a few minutes to spare and of course he’s there when you walk into the crowded lecture hall with roused hair and flushed cheeks, but his nose is buried into his laptop and he doesn’t look your way as you steal an empty seat in the middle of the room.

But his lack of attention isn’t something you’re going to dwell on by any means. Not at all. You’re hoping you can get away with being just another name on his roster, just another face in the crowd as cliche as it sounds.

It’s a large class, you’re sure if you just keep your head down he won’t even notice you’re there. You’ve had more than one professor who never bothered with names, who never facilitated class discussions and simply stuck to powerpoint slides and lengthy handouts instead — hopefully you’ll be able to add him to that list of teachers no matter how subpar they really are.

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#oH OKAY #THANK YOU #fic recs #oscar isaac #poe x you #poe x reader #poe dameron

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stardustkenobi · 2 years

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April Fool’s Day is in a few days, and I just wanted to make this clear. This blog is safe, and I can promise you no screamers, nothing emotionally abusive, no fake posts, and nothing to intentionally trigger dissociation. You are safe here.

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stardustkenobi · 2 years

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stardustkenobi · 2 years

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PLEASE MORE PLEASE

your good boy? : santiago garcia x reader

Word Count: 1.5k

Warnings: Santi gets spaaaaanked, that’s really it

Santi’s cheeks are bright red. He’s standing at the edge of the bed, twisting his fingers together nervously as he stares down at the duvet with complete focus just to give himself something to stare at. His stomach is flipping, over and over again and he can’t understand why he’s so goddamn anxious.

He’s been wanting to try this for so long, always so hesitant to bring it up but when you’d jokingly mentioned it last week, Santi hadn’t been able to stop himself from blushing. You’d asked him if it was something he’d be interested in doing, and the near maroon shade that covered his cheeks had been answer enough.

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#GDI HADS #WHY U ATTACK ME LIKE THIS #santiago garcia x reader #santi garcia x reader #triple frontier #Fic recs!!!

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stardustkenobi · 2 years

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A friendly reminder about a/b/o:

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As a courtesy please use slashes. Maybe not everyone considers it a slur but for anyone who might.

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stardustkenobi · 2 years

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So for years black girls have had to read fanfics where y/n was automatically described as being paled skinned with long flowing hair and blue eyes. We couldn’t relate to it exactly, it excluded us, it ignored us. But we read it cause it was all that was out there. Now when we start writing fanfics for other black girls to feel included and represented, now you all are saying that you ‘‘can’t relate to it” therefore don’t support black writers when we were supporting your work all those years even though you were acting like we don’t exist within these fandoms.

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stardustkenobi · 2 years

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FINALLY

what a shame — prof! p.d. (one)

word count: 2.1k

warnings: rough sex, choking/breath play, blood kink, other mentions of blood, age gap, p in v sex, uhhhh i probably said a bad word somewhere idk

a/n: another series??? sure but also i couldn’t look at this anymore so pls accept my sincerest apologies (and typos) i’ll edit later i just want it oUT

[ s e r i e s m a s t e r l i s t ]

It’s not the kind of meeting you’re going to tell your kids about. No, not at all.

It’s a quick glance across a crowded bar, eyes immediately locking with the other’s but it’s not love at first sight either. It’s quick, it’s dirty, and it’s dark — he has the kind of eyes you could imagine yourself getting lost in as you stare at them on top of you, with his hips moving against yours and his tongue licking sweat from your collarbone.

A distraction. Meeting him seems like an open invitation for distraction and you’d be lying to yourself if you said it wasn’t one that you needed.

And apparently he’s welcoming a distraction as well, because it doesn’t take him very long at all to wag his finger at you, beckoning you closer. You know he’s looking at you, asking for you but you still tilt your head, anxiety rooting you to the spot as you question him — you just need to be sure. Absolutely, completely one hundred percent sure.

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#FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY #poe dameron x reader #poe dameron #fic recs!!!#this is my shit #prof poe Dameron #prof poe #professor poe Dameron #professor poe #I’ve been waiting for this #IVE DONE MY WAITING #12 YEARS OF IT #IN AZKABAN

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stardustkenobi · 3 years

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