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justinhartley: Thank you all for watching @trackercbs! We’ve got 4 more episodes coming your way before we start season 2. Wanted to share some fun news for all of you #tracker fans out there. Have fun.

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Jensen's next project was announced. He will be on the show Tracker, with Justin Hartley.

Never heard of the show.

#jensen ackles #new project #tracker #justin hartley

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Walker is the most watched series on the CW.

#jared padalecki #walker

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From Jibcon

#jensen ackles #jibcon14

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But...but the Hellers say he hates it

#jensen ackles #jibcon #but hellers say he hated the finale

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Well, this was fun.

My idiot neighbor decided that it was a good idea to smoke in the hall and trip the fire alarm.

I have wall to wall firemen and police on my floor and the alarm is set to ear-bleeding level.

#personal #holy shit #stupid people #fire alarm #you moron

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Jared and Odette watching Walker.

#jared padalecki #odette padalecki #walker season 4 #walker family

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I'm curious. Reblog this if you know how to cook

I don’t even care if it’s macaroni, ramen or those little bowls you stick in the microwave. Please, I need reassurance that most of the population on tumblr WOULDN’T STARVE TO DEATH if their parents couldn’t fix them food or they couldn’t go out to eat. 

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when sammy has a kicking, screaming meltdown on his first day of kindergarten for his mommy, he won't calm down until john goes to get dean out of the third grade.

the teachers coo sympathetically when john tells him that his mother died, but balk a little uncomfortably when john says, "he's asking for his brother. lemme go get 'im."

he falls completely limp when dean walks through the door, before scrabbling onto his little chubby legs and throwing himself into dean's open arms. sammy's painful little wails grate on everyone's ears as dean pulls him up into his arms, almost too small himself to hold him up. he rocks him back and forth, sam's feet swaying limply, and they're both crying now.

"--'re okay sammy, i'm not gonna let anything happen to you. 's okay sammy. 'm right here."

four-year-old sammy has a dream where dean is his real mommy. he goes through a period of like three months where he won't call john anything but "grampa."

baby dean asks bobby why he's not built right, and when bobby presses, dean complains that his body doesn't make milk for sammy like all those ladies with blankets at the park.

a well-meaning motel owner crouches down to greet the boys and asks a two-year-old sammy, "hey, sweetie. where are ya' from?"

"dean's belly," he slurs around his own thumb, backing away from the smiling face and hiding his face behind dean's leg. dean beams.

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Currently thinking Sammy lying next to Dean in bed, biting his fist to muffle the sounds that want to escape while Dean whispers in his ear, tells him all the things he wants to do, and John snores softly three feet away.

Dean’s stroking himself, makes their bed rock slightly, but Sam’s not allowed to touch. Not allowed to move his hands down to his belly or lower, not allowed to reach over the inch that separates him from Dean, not allowed to do anything but listen.

Dean’s breath tickles Sam’s ear, breathless murmurs of how Dean will touch him. How Dean will brush fingers and lips over every inch of his body, lick into his mouth and hole, get him ready for Dean’s dick, and Sam pants, aches to feel it, but Dean doesn’t reach out to him either. Keeps whispering about how he’ll fuck Sammy’s pretty mouth, get all slippery slick with saliva before giving Sammy what he’s desperate for. Sam can almost taste it, wants to suck his own fingers in imitation but that’s against the rules.

Dean’s breath pants faster against his ear as he tells Sam how good it will feel, all tight and hot and wet when he buries himself in his baby brother, strokes himself faster while he whispers about how he’ll fill Sammy up with his come.

“You like that, Sammy?” and Sam nods frantically, little boy hips humping up off the mattress into the air.

Dean scoots closer, almost touching but not quite yet, whispers about getting his fingers back into Sam after he’s fucked sloppy loose. Sam’s head tips back into the pillow, hips strain up, and a soft whine builds in his throat when Dean gasps out broken words about how Sam’ll be so loose Dean will be able to fit his whole hand up inside him.

“Gonna be such a slut for me, Sammy,” Dean whispers, and Sam comes dry at the feel of Dean’s come spattering hot and wet against his hip. “Such a perfect slut, when you’re old enough,” Dean says, slipping off into sleep.

Sam drags a finger through the cooling drops on his skin, allowed to touch again now that they’re finished. Wishes he could say that he’s already Dean’s slut, has always been, will always be, and doesn’t need to be touched to make it true.

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Well, a 4.7 magnitude earthquake is now on my list of things that I never want to experience again.

#earthquake #fucking yikes

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Jared has taken over Instagram tonight as well.

#jared padalecki #walker season 4 #instagram

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Jared is trending on Twitter.

#jared padalecki #walker #walker season 4

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Comments from Jared, Keegan and Genevieve.

#jared padalecki #genevieve padalecki #keegan allen #instagram comments

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Instagram post from Jared. Keegan's got some big shoes to fill.

#jared padalecki #keegan allen #rebel without a cause #instagram post #supportive friends

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A03 is still down.

#a03 down

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i'm sorry i keep getting stuck on the fact that people legitimately think that sam and dean did not share a heaven in 5x16.

let's review some items established during the episode (mostly via ash and cas):

during this episode (and most of the show) heaven is someone reliving their greatest hits aka memories.

souls in heaven were not moving beyond their own heaven except for ash himself, and he was able to because he found a "practical use for string theory."

ash comes and finds the brothers in their heaven while they are being hunted by zachariah, and uses a sigil to open a door back to his own heaven. he also eventually collects pamela from her's and then sends them off on a path to the garden through another sigiled door.

everyone has their own personal heaven*, except for "special cases," who share. *this is beared out by depictions of heaven in future episodes.

taking a moment to suppose that sam and dean were in separate heavens, and applying what we learned from ash, there seems to be no way for dean to have wandered out of his heaven and into sam's. dean doesn't have the knowledge or power to do this. all he did was follow the road in his heaven (as cas instructed him to), and it eventually lead him to sam. cas didn't say, do this and then this and then you will find sam's heaven. he said, just follow the road. plus, once they find the road, both of them move onto each memory. they don’t have to find each other again.

ergo, sam and dean both died and went to a shared place - winchesterland, as ash put it. he had the opportunity to call it by separate names - samland and deanland, like he did ashland, but he phrased it in a collective kind of way. plus there's this:

Sam: And you said this was your Heaven? Ash: Yup, my own personal. Sam: And when the angels jumped us, we were-- Ash: In your Heaven.

sam uses a collective we, as the brothers so often do. when ash replies, it seems he is also talking about the two of them, in one heaven. sam follows it up by saying, ok so there are two heavens, one for him and dean, one for ash, again indicating they were a unit.

now we talk about the reason for sharing; we learn about the billions of heavens, and ash's travels and his figuring out that for the most part, people have their "own private idaho." it can be assumed however that ash has run into at least one pair of soulmates while exploring, to have figured out how it all works.

this is because during his explanations, he mentions that a few people share heavens. when pressed by dean, ash specifies that an example of special cases are soulmates.

as an aside: we have two pieces of information on this scene , one being the aired episode, the other being the script.

in the episode, ash tells the brothers about soulmates, pauses, looks at sam and moves on. sam and dean blink a little as if startled but otherwise do not speak or look at each other.

in the script, ash tells them casually about soulmates, then breaks eye contact with the brothers, (ash politely looks away) while they react. the beat in the script specifies that dean and sam have an awkward moment as they glance at each other and take in this information. why? because they know they were sharing, their souls were together on the same stretch of road, and so they take a moment to consider the next logical step:

a + b = c

a. sam and dean were sharing a heaven b. special cases aka soulmates share heaven c. sam and dean are at least a special case, which is to say, probably soulmates.

the script (available on the spn wiki for this episode) is not 100% accurate in terms of the dialogue, since some things changed during filming, but it does show the beats and writer’s original plan. based on things that have been said by the writers and producers regarding this ep, it seems the slight adjustments in the final product were to allow the soulmates reveal to be more subtle. but the script makes it pretty clear that the intent was for sam and dean to be considered a special case/soulmates

all in all, ash seems like he's had this conversation or a similar version of it with the brothers before. he references their many deaths only to be reminded they do not remember them. he seems to know he will find sam and dean together if they are both dead. he treats this casually, this is not gross or weird information, it is just a fact of death for the brothers.

so having addressed the shared heaven argument. the last piece of the puzzle that people seem to glom onto is the idea that sam and dean can't be soulmates, because of sam's memories. his memories were:

when he was 11 and went to a real thanksgiving at someone else's house (likely a girl he had a crush on, or who had a crush on him).

the time he ran away in flagstaff and kept bones the dog for 2 weeks.

the night he left for stanford.

dean's memories were:

he and sam celebrating 4th of july in 1996

dean comforting his mother after she fought with john on the phone. this is sometime in 1983 (may or later) as mary references both boys when she is arguing with john. dean would be 4, sam some number of months.

of these 5 memories, only dean's first memory is a good one. everything else is kind of average for both of them. one could argue that all of dean's memories of mary are precious bc he has so few, but to be honest he absolutely would have had better ones, maybe even when sam was born or his 4th birthday, which they likely celebrated. why would mary being upset and needing a hug be one of dean's greatest hits? another memory of young sam would have been happier also (getting the samulet for example). this was chosen for a reason. dig at sam maybe?

sam should have had better memories too. when sam says, "I can’t control this stuff!" in regards to what memories he relives, this is a clue. someone else is controlling what comes up.

so, dean was shown a good memory, proving that this is what's going on (they are reliving happy memories). sam is given a decent memory at first to support this, though it does not include dean (purposefully). it is probably one of his better ones without him. the without dean part is important. and then he is shown 2 other memories that are happy if you squint but more importantly, guaranteed to hurt dean because they feature dean's biggest fear - sam leaving the family and more importantly, dean.

also, rather than continuing to alternate memories, once dean is upset, they immediately go to another memory of sam’s, this one guaranteed to push all his buttons that he has left to push.

finally, when zachariah captures them, we are shown that he is controlling the memory version of mary, in a pretty gross fashion, but only after she says all kinds of hurtful things to really fuck with dean.

but! this means zachariah very likely has the ability to control sam and dean's ENTIRE heaven and has been dictating everything other than their sojourn over to ash’s heaven. if sam and dean were not so emotionally fucked up because they'd been killed and then shown those memories and then forced to face guilt in the form of old friends, they might have figured that out. but they don't really get a chance to work through it. it's almost worse that joshua saves them, because given more time with zachariah, he probably would have gloated and one or both of them would have gotten there.

instead they get told a load of crap about god not wanting anything to do with humans or the apocalypse and to back off. and then joshua's like ok byeeee you will get to remember this yay! so of course when they get back to their bodies dean is pissed and broken and believes that sam does not hold him in the same regard he holds sam. and sam, still feeling so guilty over everything with lilith and ruby and the apocalypse, doesn't have a good argument to combat deans assumption. how can he argue with heaven, especially because those probably were not bad memories for him, they just weren't his best memories either. zachariah mind gamed him as well.

this entire episode is about him fucking with the winchesters on his turf (he flat out tells us this). he played them both off each other as he’s been doing since last season (see the voicemail, and dean being stuck in the green room).

so in the end zachariah got what he wanted even though he didn't get to torture their souls first. he successfully shoved yet one more wedge between the brothers and broke dean a bit more in the process. all towards his goal of getting the winchesters to accept their fate as vessels.

and if you think that this part of the post and my interpretation is far fetched, i would like to reference a 2016 tumblr post, where a fan described a convo they had during their photo op with jared. he was asked a question about this episode, and he went on to say that zachariah manipulated sam's memories in heaven, to exclude dean.

obviously this is not definitive, but i trust and believe jared and jensen more than anyone when it comes to the show and their characters. it also fits the rest of the data.

in conclusion: sam and dean do share a heaven and are a special case. according to ash, one way to describe them would be soulmates.

thank you for coming to my winchester talk.