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[supernaturalsbitxh]

Because he needs someone.

Sure dean hated you but you could never bring yourself to hate him back.

No matter how hard he tried to get you to hate him you would just smile sadly and walk away.

It broke your heart to know why he did it, so that he didn't loose another person in his life.

Of course you got the comments like 'why keep defending him he hates you' or 'if you like love him or something move on no way he likes you and clearly he dosent even hide it's'. And more.

But every single time you defended dean not knowing he has heard every single comment made towards you and everyone snarky defensive remark you've defended him with.

He didn't understand why you kept being nice to him he has tried so hard to get you to hate him but you don't or at least you don't show it.

Now was one of the times he was angry and taking it out on you as Sam tries to get him to stop.

"why are you still here yn don't you get it I hate you so badly that if I wanted to oh and I so do want to I would kill you and then not even feel bad SO WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE YN!!".

"dean". Sam scolded shocked at his brothers words even dean has never gotten that far Sam looked at you to see how you would react.

You just looked at dean with glossy eyes and a small smile.

"it's alright Sam, I deserve it don't yell at dean. For saying the truth go and get a drink or something ok" I replied giving him a smile as he looked at me as if I had four heads.

"yn your still defending him c'mon". Sam said grabbing his jacket but you just shook your head as dean grew more confused.

He had just blown up in your face about wanting to kill you and your still being polite.

He looked over at you once again seeing the tears well up but also noticing you push them back.

Wich brought the wonder how many times has he made you cry without any one knowing.

That what broke him.

You looked up just in time to see.him break down tears streaming down his face as I got up and hugged him tightly.

Reluctantly he hugged back crying into my shoulder.

"why". He choked out in between sobs.

I guided him over to the bed sitting on his lap letting him continue crying.

"why what dean". I asked confused as he continues.

"why do you care I've done terrible things to you even said terrible things but you still defend me you've lost friendships, relationship with your parents and anyone really for defending me I'm not worth it So why why ruin your life doing something that I don't deserve". He said clinging to me scared I was going to go.

This was it.

There would be no other time to say it.

It had to be now.

"because I love you dean". I said through a sigh still holding him.

He froze.

As I continued taking the risk.

"and I defend you every time because you do deserve it I'm not like the rest I'm not going to leave if you be yourself for longer than 2 minute, I'm not going to get angry at you for something completely stupid because everyone needs someone even if you hate me I'm always going to be here for you". I say as he hugs me again.

"promise you won't leave". He says his glossy eyes meeting mine.

"I promise dean".

He looks at me then down to my lips as he softly placed them on my own.

I kissed him back before pulling away moving over to the bed as I signalled for him too o come over.

I grabbed his head resting it on my chest so he could listen to my heartbeat as I played with his hair.

Noticing how he visibly relaxed.

"thank you yn, I'm sorry for everything I ever did to you but please don't leave I know I don't deserve it but can I make you mine". He says hesitantly as I smiled.

"I'm never going to leave ever baby and if we're being honest I was always yours". I say kissing his head as he fell into a slumber.

Finally be got some rest with someone that would never give up on him as he dreamed about his apple pie life with his girl.

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