#🍵.sae

[bontenten]

good girl

Pairing: Itoshi Sae x f!reader WC: 2k Tags/Warning: eating disorders, throw-up, yandere, manipulation, body-shaming, degradation, humiliation, drugs, pregnancy mention, eating disorders

a/n: read the tags, not my problem otherwise. :looksaway: anyways, fun fact, football/soccer is so insanely popular on instagram. ronaldo is the most followed account with 579M (the only individual to pass 500M, the other is the ig account), closely followed by messi with 457M. 2 football clubs and 2 other football athletes-ish are also on the top 50 list. i was genuinely amazed?

Happiness is sharing that meal with the man you love the most, global football star, Itoshi Sae. After so many years of hard work, Sae is finally the star mid-fielder for FC Barcha. He has so many commercial gigs, sponsorships, and invitations to special events and dinners. With Sae, you have tasted things beyond your wildest dreams. You cannot imagine a better version of your life than the one right now, next to him. 

It's glamor and perfection for a little while. One day, the news headline flashes "Itoshi Rin: Star Striker of Bastard München". That day, you see a new, unfamiliar expression on Sae's face. You don't have a word for it, but you can describe it as a peculiar mix of pride and disgust. But he's the only one you'll ever look at. The best in the world, to you forever. You think it's enough. 

Rin's debut in the global football scene is hailed as the birth of a genius and superstar. The same talk shows, magazines, and brands suddenly flock over to the younger Itoshi. And for the first time, since Sae has joined FC Barcha, the team walks away from the World Cup, defeated. The journalists sensationalized the entire match. The most circulated photo is none other than Rin mid-air about to send the final point into the goal. 

A week later, Itoshi Sae is no longer the most followed individual on Instagram. He's overtaken by Itoshi Rin, with over 600 million followers in a feat that has only been achieved by the platform's own page. Sae never seemed to care about details like that, since he rarely ever posts to his page. It's usually managed by a special team instead. But you find Sae looking at Rin's page, focused on a photo of Rin and a gorgeous woman pressed tightly to him,  a popular gravure idol now better known as Rin's girlfriend. You will never forget the scrutinizing look he gives you that evening.

The comments about your body and eating habits started crawling in. You don't realize it at first, thinking that of course, Sae would know more about gastronomy than you. He's been to so many more places than you and seen so many things. He's always careful with his food too, as an athlete. 

--

You kiss him back, eagerly guiding his hand toward the waistline of your panties. Sae rests his hands on your hip and stops.

"You've put on weight," he comments bluntly.

You're a bit confused and still a bit excited.

"M-Maybe. I'm getting my period soon, so I might be a bit bloated," you stammered. Seeing Sae's uninterested expression, you cross your arms to hide your body. "I'll run sometime this week, all good."

Sae ignores your suggestion and leans back against the headboard. "Did you take the tablets I got for you?"

You think back to the large capsules in the jar that you're supposed to take twice a day. "Oh, I forgot. I'll just take it tomorrow," you tell him, not wanting to travel all the way downstairs so late at night.

Sae groans and gets up. A moment later he returns with a glass of water. "Here, I went to get it for you. You have to take it on time every day."

He offers you three pills in his palm and you take one, except he gestures for you to take more. 

You look at him cautiously. "I think...I'm only supposed to take one."

A loud sigh escapes him. "But you keep forgetting, so just in case. It's fine. You won't overdose. They're like vitamins." 

"Okay." You swallow pill after pill after pill.

Sae smiles and presses a kiss on your forehead. "Good girl, let's go to bed now."

--  

A month after taking those pills, you notice your tastebuds drastically changing. Everything you eat tastes like ashes. For most meals, you try to swallow a few bites, but they go down like sandpaper. And then everything is heaved out not too long afterward.

Sae is with you each time, giving you encouragement and comforting you. He gives you water to rinse out your mouth. He tells you that you feel better now that extra waste is cleared. It's funny that the first time you threw up, you thought you were pregnant. And had the same thought the second time your period was late. 

Your period isn't late. It's just gone.

Your wardrobe also transforms. Sae brings back so many gifts often, filling your closet with designer outfits. You recognize a couple of the brands. You've seen the photoshoots of Rin and his girlfriend. He asks you if you want to try them on. You should have realized that Sae doesn't spend his time playing dress-up with you. 

"Do they have another size, Sae?" you ask nervously, trying to suck in your core as tight as possible.

You see him wrap his arms around you in the mirror, face resting in the crook of your neck. He shakes his head. "I can't take back something I bought already. Do you still like the styles?"

You give him a weak smile and concede. "Yea, they're pretty."

"Good. You look good in them," Sae whispers low in your ears. "Just have to lose a bit more. One day you'll fit them just perfectly."

Sae tells you how important it is to have a goal in mind and always focus on the big picture. And that he'll help you. Always.

--

More weeks pass by. You can't sleep at night anymore. Your feet are just always so cold, nothing you wear or do can warm it up at all. And you're so hungry, your sense of smell is so heightened that the air is palpable. The faintest trace of something has your mouth watering. After checking that the man next to you is sleeping soundly, you carefully tip-toe down the hall, avoiding the floorboard spots that will creak. It's a laborious feat when you also have a  sprained ankle.

In the darkness of 3 A.M., you find heaven and bliss. You grab at the frozen foods but pause at the thought of turning on the stove or oven. Sae will wake up. You spot a single ice cream popsicle left in the box. It's from the last time Rin visited. Expired, but it'll do. Sae won't pay attention to it. It won't hurt. You rip off the packaging savoringly the sweetness and cold tingles that seem to bring life back into your body. For the first time, something doesn't taste like chalk. Stay quiet, Sae will wake up. 

"What do you think you're doing?"

Your eyes flick toward the direction of the voice where a dark figure is leaning against the wall. Sae is up. Each step adds to the lump in your throat. The ghostly fridge light illuminates part of him gradually until the displeasure that's written across his face is revealed. Tears began to prickle in your eyes and stream down.

"S-Sae, I'm—I'm so hungry," you sobbed, curling into a ball. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"Shhh," Sae coos, using his thumb to swipe your tear away. You're still apologizing between each breath when he wipes the edges of your mouth that are smeared with ice cream. "I know, baby, I know. I know it's hard."

Sae never raises his voice at you. He's always so gentle and extra affectionate in moments of your vulnerability. He reaches for the ice cream pop you're gripping in your hand and takes it from your grasp. He licks the melting trail and finishes the treat in a couple of bites. You don't dare to look at the wooden stick that is the reminder of your late-night exploit. You wish you ate a bit faster.

Sae crouches to your level and waves the little stick in front of your face. "You're not a child. Snooping around late at night for things you know you're not supposed to eat? It's bad for you. Sweets have to be earned."

"Yes, I know," you whisper, ashamed, eyes fixated on the square tiled floors.You hear fabric rustling and soon bright light shines in your eyes. You see the latest picture of Rin and his girlfriend at the beach.

"It's tough love, but take a good look at her." Sae scrolls through a couple of their latest photos. "Look how skinny and sexy she is. See that collarbone? You can drink out of that. Now look at you."

His comments shatter you and you begin to sob. He stands up and continues, "If I wanted just any slutty bitch, I would have ten in my arms right now."

You know he is right. Women fawn over him whenever the two of you go out. At events or just on the streets. Even without his reputation as a football icon, Sae is a gorgeous man. 

You don't have anything left after meeting Sae. Your family and friends are left behind. Your schooling and your job are all set aside. If he doesn't want you anymore, what are you even worth? You panic. "I know Sae. I'm sorry, I'll do better. I swear." 

You really mean it, truly. You feel terrible. 

Sae’s voice softens. "You know why I still choose you out of all of the girls?"

You shake your head.

"Look at me."

You don't move.

"Look at me, baby."

He lifts your chin and your eyes fix on him. His teal eyes seem to glow.

"Because you're a good girl," he says firmly. So assured like it's the most obvious truth in the world. "You're a good girl, yes?"

You nod shakily. 

"You have to look good, so I also look good, understand? Say something." 

You nod again, biting back the tears that are trying to spill. But you manage to choke out a quiet 'yes'.

"When I'm good, we're," he gestures at the space between the two of you, "good. So, don't ruin this for us."

He hands you the popsicle stick. "If you make a mistake, you have to fix it. Then you have to learn from it. It's the same thing as football. I know it's hard, but I also know you can do it. Prove me right."

You crawl up to your feet and prepare to make your way to the bathroom. Except Sae stops you. "Do it here. You made your mistake here."

You take a deep breath and open your mouth. You take two fingers and try to reach the back of your throat. It's the first time you try to induce your gag reflex by yourself. Usually, you just throw up on time or Sae helps. You look towards Sae. He motions at the popsicle stick. So, you try again. This time, the birchwood presses on your tongue.

"That's it," he encourages, "keep going."

You feel the lurch. It comes in dry, just a wave of nausea. You stick the stick a bit deeper in your throat. This time the reaction is a bit more visceral. A few violent gurgles later, acidic cream spills out and splatters onto the floor. You hurl a few more times, just pure bile and some unidentifiable remnants of something. Tears blur your vision and the inside of your nostrils burn. 

"Now clean it up and think about what you did wrong."

You scramble up and limp over to kitchen towels to wipe up your mess.

"I...shouldn't have snuck out at night to...eat ice cream," you confess out loud. "I shouldn't have...eaten..."

"Good job," Sae compliments you, taking the soiled towels from you to throw away and handing you a glass of water and a capsule. "Now you'll never forget. Lessons are only useful if you'll get something out of them. I can see the change in you already."

This is the warm Sae that you love. His smile brings so much joy to you, especially when he is smiling because of you. You sip on the water, expertly swallowing the pill, and nod eagerly. "I'll lose more, Sae. I'll look pretty for you."

Sae smiles and pokes your cheeks. "That's my girl. It's for your own good too, you'll look very pretty when you can fit in the dresses I buy for you."

You bury the thoughts about the sharp pain in your chest and dull ache in your ankles. All that matter is Sae and his love for you. You can lose everything and anything but that.

#yandere blue lock #yandere sae #yandere blue lock x reader #yandere sae x reader #tw drugs #tw eating disorders #emi.freshtea #🍵.sae #tw yandere

[miellifluous]

Catching the bouquet!

Synopsis: Their reactions when you catch the bouquet at a wedding :)

Warning(s)/note(s): fem! reader, characters are aged up

It’s breezy, the crowd is cheering, reflecting the bride’s mood as she turns her back on the crowd from the top of the staircase. Anticipating women gather tightly around you, wishing for the best spot to catch the bouquet. You’re not sure what to do, but the bride throws the bouquet in the air from over her shoulder and you watch the bundle of flowers get bigger as it reaches your hands.

Already planning the wedding, his heart is beating fast and he is biting the inside of his cheek to keep himself from grinning anymore than needed. He’s looking at your hands wrapped around the bouquet, then back at your face. He might have whooped a bit. Next thing you know you’re in his arms and he has his forehead pressed against yours. Doesn’t matter if people are watching. In his mind, you’re already dolled up in a wedding gown, ready for him to take you.

Bachira Meguru, Mikage Reo, Naruhaya Asahi, Imamura Yudai

His friends are whistling and nudging him in the ribs and he clicks his tongue at them. His brows are furrowed and he’s doing his best not to betray any emotion. But then his glances at you, clutching your bouquet and wide-eyed and he can’t help it. His face softens, his lips tug upwards involuntarily and the tips of his ears redden because even though he doesn’t believe the myth, you are his and he’d be damned if didn’t get down on one knee soon and sweep you off your feet. Especially when fate is clearly on his side.

Sae Itoshi, Rin Itoshi, Chigiri Hyoma

He’s red i’m telling you, avoiding eye contact with anyone, ignoring the comments from his friends and rubbing his nape sheepishly. It’s not that he isn’t happy- if he was courageous enough he’d pick you up and spin you in the air. But he doesn’t want to attract too much attention so he quietly approaches you and takes your hand, planting a chaste kiss on the back before he’s pulling you away from the crowd, the noise, the celebration, bringing you to a quieter place where he can show you what you mean to him.

Isagi Yoichi, Aoshi Tokimitsu

Gives you a lazy grin, hands in the pockets of his pants. He doesn’t care too much for the catch, it’s not some flowers that are gonna tell him whether you two are getting married or not, but he loves the feeling of everyone turning to look at him, then you. They know you’re his, he’s proud of that and to top if off, he brings you in a smothering kiss: nips and tongue and a hand in the back of your head, fingers tangled in your hair. You can be mad at him all you want later for his behavior in public, he’ll shut you up with another kiss.

Shidou Ryusei, Michael Kaiser, Karasu Tabito

#honey. 🍵 #bllk x reader #bachira x reader #blue lock x reader #reo x reader #naruhaya asahi x reader #imamura yudai x reader #sae x reader #rin itoshi x reader #chigiri hyoma x reader #isagi x reader #tokimitsu x reader #shidou x reader #michael kaiser x reader #karasu tabito x reader

[bluelokk]

my singular interest is in becoming the best in the world. there is a fundamentally different depth to our greed.

#SAE DAY I HAD TO MAKE SOMETHING FOR SAE DAY 🍵 #blue lock #bllk #itoshi sae #anisource #bluelockedit #fysportsanime #:m #e:gfx #woah how long has it been since my last graphics...

[koishiro]

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𝓂𝓊𝓁𝓉𝒾𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒹ℴ𝓂 .ᐟ‪‪‬ [cw: afab!reader]

.ᴊᴜᴊᴜᴛsᴜ ᴋᴀɪsᴇɴ.

— # 𝒿𝒿𝓀 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹

Dating satoru gojo ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹

Dating satoru gojo pt.2 ⋆˚✿˖°❀

Dating geto suguru ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚

Dating geto suguru pt.2 🌱⋆｡°₊ ⊹˚ 🍵

Dating kento nanami ⋆˙⟡♡

Dating shoko ieiri 💌

Dating toji fushiguro ₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ.

Dating megumi fushiguro ᯓᝰ.ᐟ

Dating megumi fushiguro pt. 2 ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚

Dating megumi fushiguro pt.3 💌

Dating nobara kugisaki ✧˖🎀 ✧˖°

Dating yuji itadori .ೃ࿔*:･

Dating yuji itadori pt.2 💌 […coming soon]

Dating ryomen sukuna *ੈ✩‧₊˚

Dating ryomen sukuna pt.2 ✧˖°.

Dating yuta okkotsu 💌 ♡₊˚ 🦢・₊✧

Dating toge inumaki ✉⋆ ˚｡ ⋆୨୧˚

Dating toge inumaki pt.2 💌 ✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩

Dating toge inumaki pt.3 💌 ⋆.°𖦹🎱.★⊹

Dating maki zen’in ₊˚⊹꒷

Dating naoya zen’in 💌 ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡

Dating choso kamo 💌 ⋆☆ ⊹°˖

Dating takuma ino 💌 ꒰ 🥥 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

.ᴍʏ ʜᴇʀᴏ ᴀᴄᴀᴅᴇᴍɪᴀ.

— # 𝒷𝓃𝒽𝒶 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹

Dating katsuki bakugo ★🎸🎧⋆｡ °⋆

Dating katsuki bakugo pt.2 .° ༘⋆🖇₊˚ෆ

Dating katsuki bakugo pt.3 ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ ⁩

Dating eijiro kirishima ꩜ ⋆⑅˚₊ ༘⋆

Dating eijiro kirishima pt.2 ⋆♱✮♱⋆

Dating izuku midoriya 💌 ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

Dating izuku midoriya pt.2 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ🍈 ⭒

Dating shoto todoroki ⋆｡°✩

Dating denki kaminari 💌 ✩₊˚ ⚡️ .⋆☾⋆

Dating dabi todoroki ⋆ ˚｡ ⋆୨୧˚

Dating tamaki amajiki ୧ ‧₊˚ 🍵 ⋅ ☆

Dating tamaki amajiki pt.2 💌 […coming soon]

Dating shōta aizawa 𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ ᰔᩚ

Dating keigo takami 💌 ⊹˚. ♡.𖥔 ݁ ˖

Dating hitoshi shinso 💌 ₊˚⊹⋆

Dating hitoshi shinso pt.2 💌 ₊˚࿔*:･୧

Dating fumikage tokoyami 💌 . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

Dating mezou shouji 💌 ✩˖ ࣪‧₊˚໒꒱⋆✩

Dating hanta sero 💌 ✧˖°

Dating present mic 💌 ₊˚࿔*:･୧ 🎤

Dating mr compress 💌 ⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆

Dating snipe 💌 🔫 .𖥔 ݁ ˖

Dating himiko toga 💌 *ੈ𑁍༘⋆

Dating kyoka jiro 💌 𓍢ִ໋🍓͙͛ ๋࣭

Dating rumi usagiyama (mirko) 💌 ᐟᐟ☆🗒️💭.ᐟ

Dating neito monoma 💌 ୨ৎ⊹ ࣪ ˖⭒

Dating tomura shigaraki 💌 ✧ ˚. ᵎᵎ 🎀

Dating mashirao ojiro 💌 *๑♡՞

Dating twice 💌 ᡣ𐭩. ݁₊ ⊹ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ₊ ⊹

Dating taishiro toyomitsu (Fatgum) 💌 ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺

Dating momo yaoyorozu 💌 ˚ ༘ ౨ৎ⋆｡˚

Dating tsuyu asui 💌 […coming soon]

Dating ochaco uraraka 💌 […coming soon]

.BLUE LOCK.

— # 𝒷𝓁𝓁𝓀 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹

Dating nagi seishiro ‧₊˚ ⋅* ‧₊

Dating nagi seishiro pt.2 🪼⋆.ೃ࿔*:

Dating itoshi rin ｡ ﾟ ꒰ঌ ✦໒꒱ ༘*.ﾟ

Dating itoshi sae 💌 ⋆˚☆˖° ⚽️

Dating itoshi sae pt.2 💌

Dating michael kaiser 💌 ₊˚⊹ ʚɞ

Dating alexis ness 💌 𐙚⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ 𐙚

Dating hyoma chigiri 💌 ⛧🦇⋆♱✮♱⋆

Dating kenyu yukimiya 💌 ·.༄࿔

Platonic!charles chevalier 💌 ଳ ‧₊˚

Dating barou shouei 💌

Dating ranze kurona 💌

.CHAINSAW MAN.

— # 𝒸𝓈𝓂 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹

Dating aki hayakawa 💌 ₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ.

Dating aki hayakawa pt.2 💌

Dating yoshida hirofumi 💌 ᐟᐟ☆ ﾟ.

Dating kishibe 💌 […coming soon] ☕︎ ₊˚ ⋅☕️ 𐙚

.HAIKYU!!.

— # 𝒽𝒶𝒾𝓀𝓎𝓊.ᐟ‪‪.ᐟ‪‪‬𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹

Dating kenma kozume 💌 📓♫₊˚.🎧 ✩｡☕︎

Dating kenma kozume (time skip) 💌 […coming soon]

Dating kei tsukishima 💌 ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★

Dating tobio kageyama 💌 ‧₊˚ 🍮 ⋅ ☆

Dating keiji akaashi 💌 ⋆ ☄︎.·˚ * 🔭

Dating satori tendo 💌 𖦹⋆彡🫧꩜♪⋆

Dating yu nishinoya 💌 ₊ ⊹ ᰔ

Dating ryūnosuke tanaka 💌 🏀 ౨ৎ .⋆☾⋆

Dating koshi sugawara 💌 💭.ᐟ 𖦹°‧★

Dating suna rintaro 💌

.TOKYO REVENGERS.

— # 𝓉ℴ𝓀𝓎ℴ 𝓇ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓃ℊℯ𝓇𝓈 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹

Dating izana kurokawa 💌 🫀⋆ ࣪.

Dating rindou haitani //b4 bonten// 💌 ೃ࿔*:๑♡՞

Dating rindou haitani //bonten// 💌 ꩜♪⋆☆₊˚⊹

Dating kakucho 💌 [coming soon] 🌷͙֒ ⋆ ˚｡

Dating hajime kokonoi 💌 […coming soon] ˖°❀ ᡣ𐭩

Dating bonten sanzu haruchiyo 💌

Dating mikey sano 💌 […coming soon]

Dating ken ryuguji (draken) 💌 […coming soon]

Dating hanma shuji 💌 […coming soon]

Dating baji keisuke 💌 […coming soon]

Dating inui seishu 💌 […coming soon]

.HONKAI STAR RAIL.

— # 𝒽𝓈𝓇 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹

Dating jing yuan ᡣ𐭩 *.ﾟ💌

Dating blade 💌 […coming soon]

.GENSHIN IMPACT.

— # ℊℯ𝓃𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝒶𝒸𝓉 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹

Dating neuvillette 💌

.ATTACK ON TITAN.

— # 𝒶ℴ𝓉 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹

Dating levi ackerman 💌

Dating eren jeager 💌

Dating erwin smith 💌 […coming soon]

Dating jean kirstein 💌 […coming soon]

Dating armin arlert 💌 […coming soon]

.TOTAL DRAMA ISLAND.

— # 𝓉𝒹𝒾 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹

Dating gwen 💌

Dating Alejandro Burromuerto 💌 […coming soon]

#𝒿𝒿𝓀 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ #𝒷𝓃𝒽𝒶 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ #𝒷𝓁𝓁𝓀 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ #𝒸𝓈𝓂 𝓂ℴℴ𝒹𝒷ℴ𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ #template cr ( @me ) #divider cr ( @idk ) #jjk moodboard #bnha moodboard #mha moodboard

[secretarykang]

Who would / do they believe without question?

What do they commonly misinterpret because of their own upbringing / environment / biases? How do they respond when realizing the misunderstanding?

Who do they keep in their life for professional gain? Is it for malicious intent?

What is the smallest, morally questionable choice they’ve made?

When do they feel the most guilt? How do they respond to it?

Server us the tea for miss Devyn Kang if you will 🍵👀

her father. always. she doesn’t question anything that man tells her bc he was always very honest with her about a lot of things. she doesn’t need any explanation from the old man.

karl’s actions maybe? take our lovely au where devyn and sae are married, she’s still quite close to karlheinz despite his attempt to kill saeclus, as well as looking for excuses when dante comes home hurt after the battle bc karlheinz sent him not prepared enough and she still tries to find some sort of excuse to the king’s actions.

karlheinz lol. not necessarily for malicious intent tho and i think it’s self explanatory why she keeps him in her life

i always like to say that the reason karl and devyn work so good together is because they are very similar, the difference is that devyn has more morals but… at the beginning of the great war there was a talk about killing giesbach and securing an alliance with the firstbloods through the crown prince carla by giving them the cure for endzite (im sorry but there’s no way karl doesn’t have the cure and im pretty sure he might’ve came up with that damn disease as well let’s be honest), but devyn was against it so you might consider her guilty of most of the victims.

i think this would work as following response for the previous question as well: every time saeclus tells her about all the deaths and how the disease spreads so fast, she feels guilty and that’s why she brings up the subject of karl “finding” and giving the firstbloods the cure

#she’s a bit of a bitch sometimes #devyn kang #diabolik lovers #diabolik lovers oc

[ryotan]

hello,

1st of all, tysm for your translations!! ^^

2nd of all, for the bllk boy emojis, I understand almost all of them except for nikko's 🙂 and sae's 🍵

the only thing I can think of for sae is the chai tea or something but I got nothing for nikko 😭

Niko's emoji being a smiley face is probably because of the expression 二コ二コ (nico nico) which is the ideophone for smiling! As for Sae, I'm not 100% sure, but his Egoist Bible profile says his favorite food is salted kombucha which is a type of tea so I think that's the reason, hope it helps!

#ryo's inbox ✉︎

[lonelystarrs]

Something about domming shidou hits different 🥴 Idk why but I've always had the urge to fight him. I just want to beat his ass, is that so much to ask?

BUT THE SAE TWIST 🥵😩 He really be out here causing so much fuckery. I kinda want to see how it plays out 👀 if Shidou would rip Sae a new one or the other way around (if you know what I mean 😉) then again I feel like SAE would be SO mean. Even meaner than the reader. Probably wouldn't even let Shidou TOUCH him. But would degrade the shit out of him.

Anyways, I should probably mention I'm the bitch who sent the Barou primal kink ask as well as this one: https://www.tumblr.com/pharix/718682829213597697/im-literally-salivating-at-the-thought-of-barou-x?source=share

I'll just go by 🍵 anon 😌

Same 🍵 same. He’s a bastard, but he’s totally the kinda person who you’re gonna get addicted to. 👀 the highs and lows that man would create … toxic I tell you. I’d say he needs a jab in the throat like Oliver but Shidou would enjoy that, plus he’s ranked top fighter in Ego’s bible.. Barou third. So I’m not doing it, but I will hide behind dom’ing him fics 😂👀

Sae is no bottom, just sayin’ he’d be unbelievably cruel. So I added that twist in last minute, I honestly just flunk my stories 😂 my ADHD brain is great for when I do hyper focus but sometimes I struggle… so I kinda go blank for a bit then bam, write and go mad!!

I put my music in and just zone out, type away then laugh like a mad woman at the end of them when I add twists in like: mwuahaha. Excellent *mr burns from the simpsons*

That primal kink inspired a whole ass story! But I’ve done a mighty headcanon kink in response to that ask you sent. ♡

Much love for you 🍵

[saerin-li]

↳ ❝ welcome to sae's memoir ¡! ❞

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i go by saerin, or sae, or rin... it doesn't bother me! i use she / her pronouns, currently sixteen (minor, please be mindful) and a maybaby. i've been reading fanfiction for a longtime even if not on tumblr, and writing a little when i have time over the years. (first started reading in 2017, writing since 2018 (on wattpad haha) even if I'm not really good!) i'm usually reading about jjba & rotmnt, but i do dabble in other fandoms! (sometimes wayhaven, bnha (i've never seen it, i just love the characters), the way of the househusband, and sometimes youtubers (not really...)) i also speak french!

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thank you for stopping by 🍵💐

#saerin is around

[minhyeoksimp]

[YUMETINE24] 🍵🌺

“Maksudnya kirim foto kayak gitu apa?”

Erin tak mampu menahan tawanya ketika mendengar suara Sae di seberang sana. Terdengar sedikit lelah dan mengantuk walau hanya sekilas, tertutup oleh nada yang menuntut penjelasan. Ia percaya ini masih pukul dua pagi di Spanyol, dan ia tak menyangka Sae bakal langsung menelponnya beberapa menit setelah ia mengirim foto tersebut.

Bukan foto yang aneh-aneh, hanya sebuah foto dirinya memakai jersey lama Sae yang sudah lama tersimpan di lemarinya. Hanya saja, tampaknya foto itu telah membuat si empunya jersey terkejut setengah mati.

“Hadiah valentine buat kamu, lah.” Erin menjawab santai seolah itu bukan masalah besar. “Kak Sae mau lihat, gak? Masih kupakai, loh.”

Tidak ada jawaban di ujung sana, namun selang beberapa detik kemudian, panggilannya berubah menjadi video call.

Benar saja. Di seberang sana, rupanya Sae sudah bersiap untuk pergi tidur. Kekasihnya itu tengah bersandar di kepala ranjang, rambut merahnya yang biasa disibak ke atas kini jatuh menutupi keningnya. Melihat ada lelah yang terpancar dari sorot matanya, Erin jadi sedikit merasa bersalah. “Aku kira kamu udah tidur, tadi.”

Erin bisa melihat kekasihnya menggeleng pelan. “Daripada itu, mending jelasin maksud foto yang tadi.”

Alih-alih menjawab, Erin justru kembali tertawa. “Kak Sae gak suka?”

“Itu gak menjawab pertanyaanku.”

“Kan aku udah bilang, itu hadiah valentine.” Erin mencomot sebutir cokelat berbentuk hati dan menunjukkannya kepada Sae. “Aku bikin coklat juga, cuma ya jarak Spanyol kan terlalu jauh dari sini.” Erin menggigit cokelat yang dipegangnya sebelum lanjut berbicara. “Lagipula nanti pasti lokermu udah dipenuhin sama cokelat-cokelat dari fansmu. Jadi aku mau kasih sesuatu yang… beda?”

Di seberang sana, Erin melihat Sae nampak tertegun mendengar jawabannya, namun memilih untuk tidak berkomentar. Semua orang tahu betapa sulitnya menjalani hubungan jarak jauh, apalagi perbedaan waktu yang membuat keduanya semakin sulit untuk menemukan waktu yang tepat untuk menghubungi satu sama lain. Erin hanya melakukan sesuatu sebagai kompensasi atas jarak dan waktu yang memisahkan mereka, bagaimana mungkin Sae menolak hal tersebut?

“Gimana persiapan ujiannya?”

Mendengar pertanyaan random itu, Erin tahu Sae sedang mengalihkan topik pembicaraan. Itu membuatnya cemberut. “Bisa gak, jangan bahas soal ujian…” gumamnya, tidak terima. Walau begitu, Erin tetap bercerita tentang progressnya. Hal ini sudah menjadi kebiasaan barunya sejak Sae menetap di Madrid. “Yah, persiapannya lancar. Cuma rasanya bulan Mei tuh masih lama banget.”

Erin merebahkan dirinya di sofa yang didudukinya sembari menghela nafas. “Aku udah mempelajari hampir semua yang aku butuhkan, dan rasanya aneh banget pas sensei bilang aku cuma perlu santai dan menunggu.” Ada jeda sejenak—Erin hanya memandangi sosok Sae dalam video, masih dengan ekspresi cemberut di wajah. “Aku kan pengin ketemu Kak Sae.”

Dari layar ponselnya, Erin bisa melihat Sae tengah mengubah posisinya menjadi rebahan. Dengan begini, Erin merasa mereka seperti sedang berbaring di sisi satu sama lain.

“Kamu bisa berangkat lebih awal.”

“Iya juga?” Erin menggumam—kerutan samar di keningnya menandakan bahwa perempuan itu tengah berpikir keras. “Tapi aku belum cari tempat tinggal, kan. Mana bisa langsung berangkat gitu aja..”

Ada hening sejenak yang menyelimuti keduanya. Entah mengapa, Sae menatapnya lurus-lurus hingga terasa seperti menembus layar ponsel sebelum kembali berbicara.

“Kamu bisa tinggal denganku.”

Hah?

Butuh waktu beberapa detik bagi Erin untuk mencerna kalimat barusan. Apa katanya? Sae mengajak tinggal bersama?

Tentu saja Erin ingin menganggukkan kepala dan terbang ke Spanyol sekarang juga—namun sepertinya akal sehatnya masih berfungsi dengan baik walau dihadapkan dengan tawaran super gila namun menggiurkan itu.

“Mana bisa..”

“Kenapa? Manajerku gak bakal mempermasalahkan juga.”

“Aku yang masalah.” Ada semburat merah tipis menyebar di pipi Erin, jelas terlihat salah tingkah oleh tawaran barusan. Meskipun Erin sangat menginginkannya, ayahnya bisa jantungan kalau tahu anak gadisnya tinggal berdua saja dengan seorang laki-laki di negeri orang, biarpun laki-laki itu bukanlah orang asing, melainkan seorang Itoshi Sae. “Kak Sae jangan ngaco, deh.”

Melihat Sae berusaha menahan tawanya membuat Erin semakin cemberut. Sebetulnya tawaran barusan itu serius atau hanya main-main saja, sih?

“Manajerku bisa bantu urus sewa kamar sebelah, jadi berangkatlah lebih awal.” gumam Sae di ujung sana. Kali ini, ekspresi wajahnya tampak lebih serius. “Beres, kan?”

Erin berusaha menahan ekspresinya agar tidak terlalu excited dan mengangguk. Entah Sae menyadarinya atau tidak, tapi lelaki itu melanjutkan kalimatnya. “Tawaranku masih berlaku, kamu bisa mampir sewaktu-waktu.”

Untuk menanggapi ini, Erin kembali mengangguk.

“Saat itu, jangan jadi pengecut dan pakai jersey teamku terus tunjukin langsung di depanku.”

Sudut bibir Sae terangkat walau hanya sedikit. Untuk sebuah alasan, Erin jadi berdebar saat melihatnya.

“Itu kalau kamu berani.”

TUT.

“Hei—”

Semuanya terjadi begitu cepat. Belum sempat Erin melayangkan protes, Sae keburu mengakhiri video call mereka, meninggalkan Erin yang salah tingkah sendiri sambil memandangi layar ponselnya yang menggelap.

Sial banget. Padahal awalnya Erin yang ingin menggoda Sae, kenapa justru ia sendiri yang salah tingkah, sih?

“...nyebelin banget.” gumamnya, selagi ia menenggelamkan sebagian wajahnya pada bantal sofa. Walau begitu, jika kamu benar-benar memperhatikan, kamu pasti bisa melihat ujung telinganya yang merah, dan sudut bibirnya yang berkedut saking kuatnya ia menahan diri untuk tidak tersenyum.

Hah, Erin jadi semakin tak sabar ingin segera menyusul kekasihnya ke Madrid. Pasti akan lebih menyenangkan kalau mereka berpijak di tanah yang sama, bukan?

—END

[cielcius]

Hii i don’t know if you really write about these characters but can you do boyfriend hcs for aiku, shidou and sae from blue lock?

THEM AS BOYFRIENDS | HEADCANONS

includes: aiku o., sae i., & shidou r.

from the writer: ahh I do write for shidou but aiku and sae still feel a bit new to me as characters so I apologize if their parts are shorter or ooc. but I hope u enjoy and thank u for requesting! have a lovely day/evening!

notes & warnings: alcohol and minor consumption, food and eating, sae’s going through all seven stages of grief, the hcs just keep getting longer...

Aiku:

he puts a lot of trust in you

as a traveling athlete, he's gotten used to moving from place to place, and in the midst of all that, he's never really gotten to know anyone well enough to call them a good friend

in a way, he's kind of lost touch with people outside of the football world

and then there's the ever-so-cliche line of "and then he met you"

but it's not wrong because the minute you started a conversation with him out of the blue, he was hooked

he had gone out snuck out of his hotel to explore Japan a bit more, deciding to enjoy the views while he could before he had to move on once again

on his journey, he had stumbled across a late-night restaurant that was surprisingly busy, even at the late hour

his plan for frequenting the restaurant was to originally just have a drink at the bar before moving on, but as he took leisure sips from his glass, you had stumbled into the chair next to him and admittedly took him by surprise

he could tell that you had just come from work, a long day at work—disheveled clothes and everything

"gosh, don't you hate it when your boss pushes everything on you? it's like you might as well just take their job, right?"

Oliver couldn't remember when the last time he had ever actually held a conversation with a stranger that he wasn't forced to interact with but he was attracted to how easily your conversation flowed, starting at how you had been able to approach him so casually

right, because he wasn't football star player, Oliver Aiku, here. he's just Oliver Aiku, someone whose name you probably still don't know as you had continued to talk about your seemingly hectic day at work

though it was after you had downed most of your drink when you went quiet

"I'm sorry. I basically just dumped my whole life story on you, and I don't even know your name. That was really rude of me, I can pay for your drink in return."

but was he gonna do that? no

he had to give you a little bit of credit for being able to even talk to him—approach him, but what he really liked was that you weren't someone who made him think about his next words and actions carefully, you saw him as just another person

to say that it was a pain in the ass to get his manager to agree to let him stay in Japan for a little more is an understatement—but they agreed!

so he took the time to get to talk to you, know you better, make you his

and once you finally were... (and finally, the actual bf hcs...)

he's literally all over you and at the same time, not (?)

he's nothing like overbearing or controlling, he can live with the fact that you might not want to tell him certain things whether they concerned him or not (though if it did concern him, he'd rather you tell him)

I feel like he's the kind of boyfriend that will just always be there for you when he can (that is to say when he's not practicing or playing a match)

he's a really good listener and he looks like a good hugger surprise he is a good hugger

though he does have a really strong character, he just wants you to feed him

no literally feed him food like a baby, he just wants to be taken care of :(

he doesn't really take you out for dates because even though you didn't recognize him as a famous football player, a lot of other people do and he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable with unnecessary attention

so there's a lot of home dates! either that or late night/early morning dates when the crowds aren't so dense

one thing that he is stubborn on doing is walking you home from work. you'll take a fairly quiet route where he won't cause a paparazzi uproar and you guys go back and forth about your day and as he holds your hand, he swings your arms a little as you walk

it's not that he can't cook, he just doesn't want to. but if you tell him something along the lines of "you look like you can't cook", then you're about to have your own Netflix produced cooking show right in your kitchen with Oliver as the only star

and he'll offer to feed you this time :)

Sae:

is he looking for a s/o? no, but does he want a s/o?...hm

Sae doesn't really think about things such as relationships and love as often as others would, due to the fact that he's solely focused on his career

but being too invested in your career may not always be a good thing for some cases

it's right after he's lost a match that his frustration has finally broken through his exterior, seeping out in hard fists and clenched jaws

he was so frustrated with himself that his actions of cleaning up post-match was all a blur that he could barely remember and his teammates' words of encouragement didn't really encourage him, so much as to only anger him even more

so as he walked home, with anger practically seeping from his ears, he could barely comprehend the fact that he had collided with another body in the midst of battling his emotions

the collision was hard enough to knock him to the ground but before he could get up on his own, a hand was offered to him and his vision was finally cleared as his eyes trailed up from the tip of your fingers to your apologetic and slightly panicked expression

"I'm so sorry! are you okay?"

if this were any other day, Sae would have brushed it off and gone on with his day, but this was not any other day

in other words, Sae kind of spaced out after feeling all of the frustration evaporate, leaving an emptiness that made him want to go to sleep right at that moment

his mind was too distracted to notice your hand grabbing his, pulling him up before leading him out onto a warmly lit street

the shops passed his vision in blurs until they refocused and he was finally conscious of the fact that he was being seated at an empty table in one of the many warm restaurants that decorated the street

it was quiet for one, which Sae appreciated, but he still wasn't sure what he was doing there until you had slid the menu across the table to him

"you should eat something. I'm getting number twenty-four."

throughout the meal, Sae didn't say a word, so to fill in the silence, you held a quiet conversation that never required an answer from him or pushed him to talk

you were giving him time to talk if he wanted to

"here, it's my treat."

"no."

despite it being a single word, you couldn't help but be taken back from the sudden spike of conversation coming from his side

of course it was a bit weird to have been dragged out to dinner by somebody he had only bumped into by chance but in a way, he was also thankful for the coincidence that led him to meeting you

he appreciated it when you didn’t press further and was only even more thankful when you saw what he needed—someone’s gentle presence

"it's fine, really. I'm the one who dragged you out here anyways—"

"and I'm paying. thanks for the meal."

you weren't sure why he was thanking you when he was the one who paid in the end but by the time you had both stepped outside, you took in his appearance that seemed a bit more nourished than before

"thank you for the meal. I hope you feel better. um, I'll be going now."

"where are we?"

"what."

yeah...he's lost and you being the only one who only remotely knows him, you walked him back home :D

though as you walked, Sae had become comfortable enough to hold a fairly steady conversation with you. you could almost say that he was opening up a bit

okay let's skip to the embarrassing part when you get to his front door:

"thanks for leading the way..." sensing a slight hesitation, you kindly gesture for him to go on. "sorry but, I just realized that I don't know your name."

and guess what, you don't know his name either because you never introduced yourselves :D this is one heck of a blind date/j

and to make this even more interesting, you only lived a block away from each other

it was as if a new wall had crumbed and suddenly, Sae was bumping into you all the time to the point where you exchanged numbers and often go out for dinners he says that you insist on but it's not like he's saying anything to object...

coming to the terms of the fact that you were friends was hard enough but to think about your relationship in the aspect of love? that's a whole other level of thinking that Sae needed weeks to think on

but when he finally accepted his romantic feelings for you, Sae needed to find a way to tell you, or in other words, he needed a way to tell you where you would also somehow fall in love with him

though in the end, the best he came up with was just outright saying that he likes you

"I like you."

"well, gosh, I sure hope so, or else all these months of hanging out together would have been a really awkward subject to approach."

"no, I like you."

? ?? why does he keep repeating it

it takes you a moment but you get there and exhale in relief because yay! he likes you back and now you're in a relationship (and now I've gotten to the actual bf hcs):

your relationship has a lot of aspects but it mostly depends on the mood being set that day

if the mood is playful, you guys just diss and hate each other (??)

but if the mood is something peaceful then you're literally the softest couple on earth

no in-between but please choose one, the whiplash is too much and you're scaring us

I'd say that this is a strangers to friends to lovers trope so you act like best friends a lot of the time

your relationship is bsf+ the plus being the romantic aspect of your relationship if that makes sense (??)

he can't cook for his life so you come over just to cook for him (but will he ever admit the fact that he just likes eating your cooking? no)

before you move in together, Sae gets really invested when you're doing domestic chores that you've picked up with time and you welcoming him home after a match with dinner on the table had him asking begging you to move in with him

he sticks to a strict schedule and wakes up at the most ungodly hour in the morning just to work out but if you're in bed with him still asleep, then he'll put off getting out of bed just a bit longer so he can revel in your warmth and just smiling at the fact that you're there with him

besides physical touch, he has a hard time expressing his love in other ways so his solution is to spoil you

sometimes its expensive things that cost more than the rent but most of the time, it's little things that remind him of you or things he thought you might like or need

but otherwise, don't mind him, he's trying his best to express his feelings and that's the only thing that really matters

Shidou:

I think despite his reckless nature, Shidou is academically smart

his temper already gets him into enough trouble with gangs so the least he could do was keep his grades up

that is to say, the odds of winning fights weren’t always in his favor and tonight only proved it

it was bad enough that it took place on the other side of town in the middle of a rainstorm but on a school night? now that’s what I call, crossing a line

Shidou was tired, injured, and could barely stand on his own and eventually fell to his knees in the middle of a quiet neighborhood that he didn’t recognize

it was quiet all except for the one warm light emitting from a second-floor bedroom window

was it a bad idea to approach the house? oh yeah, definitely but he’ll take his chances if it means he can at least use the phone

knocking on the door, he didn’t realize that there was only one person in the house which is why he’s currently on the floor sporting the biggest bump on his head

“ow! what the—”

looking up, Shidou was met with your hard gaze and he let his eyes trail to your hands where you held a bat

it seemed to take you both a moment to recognize each other as you eventually dropped the bat in shock, nearly stunned at the fact that you just hit your classmate over the head with a bat

“oh—I'm so sorry! are you okay?”

not sure why you were the one apologizing when he was the one creeping up to your door, Shidou waves you off and only asks if he could use your phone

though he did recognize you as someone he knows, at most he had expected you to make him wait at the door while you went to retrieve your phone

and now he’s sitting at your dining table with a cup of tea in hand and a towel on his shoulders

he had placed your phone a good distance away from him after remembering that his parents were currently taking a trip, meaning he wasn’t going home by car tonight

it was only when you had come back that he commented:

“this is really good, wha’d you put in it?”

introducing, Shidou’s attempt at starting a conversation :D it’s not going very well

you only responded quietly with something that he didn’t even listen to, too distracted by your actions as you place a first-aid box on the table

when you started to clean his wounds wordlessly, Shidou was truly speechless because why were you doing this?

he was just a classmate—practically a stranger—who entered your home and in a way, took advantage of your resources so why were you still helping him?

it was only when he felt a strong sting on his knee that he was brought back from his thoughts

“welcome back. are you gonna tell me why you look like this now?”

“are you talking about why I was born looking like this?”

obviously, he knew what you meant but it was worth seeing the deadpanned expression move across your face before you pressed the cleaning gauze a little harder onto the scrape in his knee

“ow, ow! okay, I'm sorry. I got into a fight, alright?”

you seemed satisfied with his answer because the rest of the time passed with no more words, the only sounds being the rustling of the band-aid wrappers, the wind that knocked against the windows in silent screams, and the rain that was starting to look more like hail and snow

“thanks for patching me up. I'll get going.”

“are you stupid? it’s literally snowing right now.”

lo and behold, you’re right but even if it seemed out of character to most people, Shidou didn’t want to take up any more of your time and hospitality--no matter how much he liked it

though to be honest, it really didn’t take much to convince him to stay

“you can sleep on the couch and go home tomorrow.”

“okay.” :D

getting him spare blankets and clothes, it was only when you were going to bid him goodnight that you noticed the glazed look in his eyes

putting a hand to both his forehead and yours, you were able to confirm that he had caught a fever

and while you did value your bed, the man obviously needed it a lot more than you did

you doubted that he could barely comprehend where you were taking him but once his back hit the bed, his consciousness had ascended

which means he wasn’t conscious of how his arms brought you down into the bed with him you see where I'm going with this ;) 

trying to wrangle yourself out of his grasp, you failed to do so and gave up when you felt his grip only tighten

“there's only one bed” but gone wrong

and that’s how you spent the night, trapped in Shidou’s arms that never failed to hold you, and though you could have woken him up, he was technically in your care and you weren’t going to risk having his fever get worse

waking up the next morning is a different conversation

Shidou’s quiet in the mornings, kind of like he’s waiting for his energetic engine to rev up and get going for the day but since he’s sick this particular morning, he’s extremely quiet and it’s extremely unnerving

you called in sick at school for the both of you because 1. you didn’t know where he lived, 2. it didn’t seem like anybody was willing or available to take him home, and 3. it was still near-hailing outside

surprisingly, being sick can make you a lot more vulnerable than you think

the whole time, Shidou’s in a sort of hazy fever dream with sluggish movements and slow blinking but he just won't stop talking ??

it’s kind of like sleep talking but subconsciously, half of the time, he doesn’t even know what the conversations are about but he sure does like listening to your voice like damn since when did it sound so attractive 

he also liked to watch you just do house chores all day. he’d sit wrapped in a blanket on the couch and watch you run back and forth with laundry or peek into the kitchen to watch you cook

it’s the domestic vibes for him <3

Shidou has always been an independent character at school and at home so he often takes care of himself but it’s rare to have someone else take care of him, especially when they could keep up with his conversations and even match energies at times

so when he’s up and well, he treats you to dinner (unironically at your house) but he’s the one cooking

is this a date? maybe

even after you part ways and let him go home, he walks you home after school despite living on the other side of town and is now legally your best friend (read: unsaid boyfriend)

though he does like to cook for you, he also prides himself greatly in taking you out and treating you to dinner and it was over one of these dinners that he suddenly was overcome with the urge to grab your hand for no apparent reason

yeah, that’s not what friends do. so he had a long talk with himself that night and after a long and tiring debate against his own mind (which he still questions as to why it was denying his evident feelings ??), he came to the conclusion that he liked you more than friend

confess? confess.

he decides to plan it out mind you this is one of the only things he's gonna plan out for in life and makes up this whole scenario about what's going to happen

yeah, we all know that it didn’t go as planned

originally, he was supposed to meet you at a restaurant for another dinner date but some classmates had called to him urgently, asking him to substitute in a football match

thus, he was late and kept you waiting for almost an hour

and seeing as it was an hour with him being late with no explanation of why, you turn the other way to go home, ignoring the calls of your name that gradually get louder until he grabs your wrist to stop you from walking any further

“please, I'm sorry. just, don’t go, okay?”

“Shidou, you kept me waiting for an hour and you didn’t even tell me you were going to be late.”

you were hurt and even if it were to be seen as something small by most people, it was also a hit to your dignity as you had stood in front of the restaurant for said time

the least he could have done was give you a heads up and as Shidou realizes his mistake, he lets your arm fall back to your side and instead steps closer to you

“I'm sorry. I really am and I know I should have let you know that I was going to be late, but please don’t go, Y/n. let me make it up to you.”

well, how could you say no? though you still had budging feelings of frustration and anger left over, they soon disappeared as Shidou kept his word

so after dinner, he led you to an arcade filled with games, and even after giving you joy-filled memories, he refused to leave until you had at least three plushies in your arms that he, of course, won for you

and now the confession. after his miraculous save of getting you to stay, Shidou became unsure of whether or not it was the right time to tell you but as he’s dropping you off home, standing in front of you, basking in the moonlight with your eyes glimmering as they looked at him, he knew he had to tell you then

“I like you.”

just seconds after the words leave his mouth, his breath catches itself in his throat as he waits for an answer, but he never expected it to be a nonverbal one

reaching up, you press a gentle kiss to his cheek before smiling at him, bidding him goodnight as you walk into your house with no other words to say

I think it’s safe to say that you’re dating now (that and the call you had later that night confirming his suspicions)

so boyfriend hcs :D (finally... after all this buildup...)

he loves to tease you, even more now that you’re in a relationship but at the same time, he makes it soft teasing (but it’s still teasing)

regardless of your height, he’ll be placing kisses on your forehead while planting more across your shoulders and even at the nape of your neck

he moves around a lot, always fidgeting with something in his hands aka your hand or bouncing his leg and sometimes his knee ends up hitting the table from under and you both have to panic as the food threatens to slide off it’s a real joy /s 

he’s good for cuddling as a way to comfort you. he doesn’t have a whole script written out for inspiring you to not give up on your dreams or whatever it is that you’re sad over but he will give wordless and undying support

that is to say, whenever he comes over to your house after playing a long football match or doing extra conditioning, he nearly collapses onto you and can barely keep consciousness when he’s trying to clean himself up so you can nap together

on that note, it’s not as common but he loves it when you take naps together because that means waking up together and there’s nothing that brings him more joy than to see you first thing

as I mentioned, he can cook and he often likes to do so when you’re sleeping over or just hanging out, he loves feeding you and watching you praise him for his cooking 

lastly, he loves going on adventures with you, especially at night

no matter what time it is, even if it’s nearing dawn, he’ll be up and drive you out wherever you want to go (one time, you went out of the city and took a spontaneous weekend trip around the countryside)

though to be honest, no matter where you are, he doesn’t care as long as you’re together

#tea stained letters 🍵 #bllk x reader #oliver aiku x reader #itoshi sae x reader #shidou ryusei x reader #blue lock x reader #aiku x reader #aiku oliver x reader #itoshi x reader #sae itoshi x reader #sae x reader #ryusei shidou x reader #ryuusei shidou x reader #shidou ryuusei x reader

[dulceticons]

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[miellifluous]

Men who love to roleplay !

Warnings: fem! reader, powerplay, suggestive content, con-noncon, 18+ mdni

Synopsis: the types of roleplays they are into

They love being relied on, love the feeling they get when you ask them for help with assignments, getting a task done, needing information- it’s exhilarating. They’d probably be into some senpai-kouhai roleplay. You’re their cute kouhai and as your dedicated senpai, it’s up to them to always pamper you and spoil you rotten. Surprise them by wearing a cute uniform when they get back home after practice, call out to them in a sweet tone- ‘welcome, senpai!’- and they’re already taking steps towards you with a grin on. Will pet your head and coo at you, lifting your chin up and mushing your cheeks together. They’d immediately get right into playing senpai, asking you if you’re having troubles with your homework, if you’d like senpai to help you out, their hands are squeezing your arms and they’re staring at you like they might just.. gobble you up. Perhaps they will.

Reo Mikage, Kunigami Rensuke, Imamura Yudai, Isagi Yoichi

They are into very domestic roleplays. You’re their cute wife who makes them lovely meals with love, greets them when they come back from “work” with the prettiest skimpy outfit and lets yourself melt in their arms. You’re so obedient, so docile and you let them have their way with you, what more could they ask for? Sometimes you send them pictures or texts during practice of what’s waiting for them when they’re getting back.. it’s really hard for them to concentrate on the game after that. No worries though. They can teach you a lesson about why you shouldn’t be distracting them when they get back.

Kunigami Rensuke, Jingo Raichi, Sae Itoshi, Alexis Ness, Oliver Aiku

Very much into some weird, noncon kind of roleplay. He’s a kidnapper, you’re running away from him. You’d have to remain inside your house and try not to make too much noise lest your neighbors actually think something is wrong and end up calling the police. So he’s chasing you up the stairs, into the hallway (he is completely insane and would have definitely caught you in a jiffy but he’s slowed down because he loves the chase) and you both somehow end up in your bedroom. How unfortunate, there’s no escape.. and you’re so cute when he pushes against the wall, eyes crazed and definitely already undressing you. You beat at his chest and beg for mercy but he’s will have his fill of you, you just have to learn to accept it like a good girl

Bachira Meguru, Shidou Ryusei, Oliver Aiku

#honey. 🍵 #bllk x reader #reo mikage x reader #kunigami x reader #imamura yudai x reader #isagi yoichi x reader #raichi jingo x reader #alexis ness x reader #sae itoshi x reader #bachira x reader #shidou x reader #oliver aiku x reader #bllk smut

[yuzurins]

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[miellifluous]

Bachira & Nagi tho 👀 Ignore Barou, Shidou and Sae completely hating me 💀

How much do the Blue Lock characters love you?

#guess who stole Reo’s man 💪🏼 #honey. 🍵 #bllk x reader #blue lock #kunigami x reader #bachira x reader #barou x reader #sae itoshi x reader #rin itoshi x reader #nagi x reader #reo x reader #chigiri x reader #isagi x reader #shidou x reader

[cielcius]

Literally in love with ur content, your hcs make me smile like an idiot aaaaa, specially the shidou as your boyfriend one, made my day istg😭 i was wondering, can i request a few hcs of sae, shidou and gagamaru's reactions to waking up with their fem!s/o next to them being super worried about them because they fainted after a match or something? i think its a wholesome scenario shsjsjsns, thank you! 🙇🏽‍♀️🙇🏽‍♀️💖💖💖

THEY FAINT AFTER A MATCH | HEADCANONS PT. I

includes: itoshi s. & shidou r.

from the writer: awh stop ur making me smile, thank u sweets 🥺 and im sorry, i don't write for gagamaru so i only did sae and shidou but i hope u like it and thank u for requesting :))) have a lovely day/evening!

notes & warnings: fainting, mentions of dehydration, dealing with crowds and the press (shidou), a bit of internal angst and disappointment (sae), potential typos, fainting after a match pt. II

Itoshi Sae:

keep in mind that this has never happened before

there’s no doubt that he’s a great player with even better skill and stamina than most but

there’s always someone better

Sae wasn’t going to let that steer him away after all his hard work though, so after a few tug and pulls of going across the field, he decides to put his all into the game

it’s been a long time since he put his all into a game

even then, he never fully expected that he’d pass out

but he sure as hell is glad that if anyone is gonna be by his side, it’s you

and he could definitely get used to waking up to the sound of your voice, not even thinking about the fact that one minute ago, he was in the midst of an intense game

“Sae?”

literally a puppy when you rub your thumb across his cheek to keep him conscious because he doesn’t even know that he’s leaning into your palm

no thoughts, head empty, only your warmth

“Y/n?”

if you don’t feel something when you watched this man put his hand over yours as he opened his eyes, then i don’t know what to tell you that was hot

he doesn’t remember ever fainting when you recall the event to him but he does get a little angry by the end of your retelling

not at you but at himself for not being able to hold out, or being so weak that he fainted

“Sae,” He looks up at you. “i’m so proud of you. you shot the winning goal.”

the wide grin and pure joy displayed in your features dampens his frustration and eventually dissolves it

pride is all he knows now—and you, of course

but like.. he’s also just woke up not too long ago and is still half asleep so he just says

“really?” as if it’s the least likely thing to ever happen 💀

admittedly, it’s pretty cute—and he’s very cute—so you brush it off with a laugh before pressing a quick peck to his cheek

“mhm, because you’re one of the best, Sae Itoshi.”

and never in his life has this man turned red so much before in the span of five seconds

Shidou:

fully remembers exactly when and how he passed out before you can even explain it to him

he’s not phased by it in the slightest, he’s actually more curious because he was in the middle of kicking for a score

“i got it right? right.” >:)

nobody is allowed to tell him that he ended up not scoring the goal

cause everybody was too distracted with the fact that he passed out and the goalie blocked it

plays damsel in distress when he sees you

“Y/nnn, are you gonna kiss me better?”

“they said you’re fine, you’re just dry.”

he was dehydrated

there was some scolding and bantering between you two

but nothing heavy as he left with a defeated smack to the back of his head

"fine, i promise i'll drink more water, mom." don't drop the smile, the cameras are still rolling

though there were no bone-crushing injuries, he did fall really hard onto his back

so like the good partner you are, you spent some time massaging him

he actually gets really quiet for once

it's almost satisfying to see the way his muscles relax after a long game like this one

it's almost nice the way you revel in each other's presence...

he fell asleep...

even though you could wake him up, it was a long and tiring game

and he wouldn't be your boyfriend if you didn't have some type of soft spot for him

leaving him in the slightly dimmed room with a blanket draped over and tucked to his chin, you go out to handle the crowd of reporters and cameras

the manager had offered to take care of the crowd themselves but in the spur of the moment, you turned them down

but here's the catch... you've never addressed to them as shidou's formal s/o... or addressed them at all for that matter

so there was the initial, "what's it like dating him?"

"how long has your relationship been going on for?"

"how did the two of you meet?"

so you had to wait at least ten minutes for the initial shock to go down before explaining what happened to the crowd and then you literally dipped to go back to shidou

"hey, where'd you go?" hehe sleepy shidou

"nowhere, oh and everybody knows we're dating."

he almost goes back to sleep until he hears the last part and shoots to sit up in his cot

of course like any sane person, he has no reason to be ashamed of dating you

but he also knew that the world of fame also came with press that kept pressing until they got every detail of your life

and like the loving boyfriend he is, he really didn't want you to be exposed to that side of the world

"it's fine, Ryu. we won't let them get to us, right?"

and when you kissed to his forehead as he brought you into his arms, he knew you were right

#tea stained letters 🍵 #bllk x reader #blue lock x reader #itoshi sae x reader #shidou x reader #shidou ryuusei x reader #sae x reader #itoshi x reader