#(artblock + adhd just be like that tho)

[undefeatablesin]

Have this wip panel from page 9 of Altar because I just love Arianna to pieces and can't control my urge to talk about her all the time lol ✨️

#sin scribbles #(cries screams throws up blood etc just girly things) #(she is so special...i get genuinely upset now whenever i play bb bc i know i cant save her and it makes me SICK!!!) #(but thats what my copium aus are for dont u kno) #(decided i dont care anymore and will embrace my pencil sketches bc no matter how hard i try my lined stuff gives me frenzy buildup) #(embrace the cronch) #(hemmmmmgh pomcil) #(god.....it feels so good to work on this comic again!!!!!!!) #(i mean i say that like its been 5000 years. its been 3 weeks 😂) #(artblock + adhd just be like that tho) #(everyone on discord has probably fucken had it with me and my ability to talk for 5000000000000 days about her. sorry. not rly) #(look. is it MY fault. that she is so lovely. no ✨️) #(i am also having an immensely good time writing her for In The Reeds. im obsessed frankly.) #(well tbf enjoying writing everyone in that fic 😂) #(dont expect consistency from me when it comes to rendering/art style bc i also dont know what im doing tbh lol 💙)

[kimquatz]

18 & 24 for the ask meme!

18. Do you have any larger projects you’d like to pursue? Like comics, shortfilm, a series etc?

I DO!!! too many in fact LOL (the ADHD curse...)

fan projects wise, the three biggest ones i want to make are:

- a fan route visual novel based off of the idea that one of the scrapped ideas for Lanque's Friendsim was going to be a masquerade

- a fan comic that explores the backstories of the hvswp jadebloods! (mostly centric around Bronya and Lanque) - Lastly, I'm not sure what format I want to present it a (a fanfic? a comic? an animatic?) but I have also been writing an AU of sorts for the hvswp jades that explore the futures of these characters off-planet :0)

Original projects wise-- nothing TOO crazy big, but I have a few short films that I've either been slowly chipping away at or need to board!

One is a cute and silly short film that me and my friends have been working on that's a bit of a parody on anime fantasy adventure isekais, but it's mostly for fun for us to work on LOL. Another one is a short film about two little dancers that are stuck in a music box and are trying to escape.

24. How do you deal with artblock?

It's funny bc the kinds of artblock i deal with is "i don't have any ideas" (i have TOO much, really), but more like "for some reason my art just won't come out how I want it to." Often, in these kind of scenarios I either just need to stop drawing and do something else for a while OR i try changing it up LOL.

Like if I've been on my tablet drawing people all day, I do something different like just making some shitty traditional doodles instead. One time i got so stuck cos my human drawings were coming out so weird, so i spent a whole month drawing tigers instead LMFAO.

But genuinely tho, my number 1 rule i keep to myself is "don't force yourself to draw if you don't want to." I draw when and what i WANT to draw, and that's when my art comes out the best. As soon as I start feeling antsy i just start doing something else lol.

#meme

[neko-loogi]

♡︎𝙰𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝙼𝚎!♡︎

Get ta know a li'l bit about me :))

*Reading this is optional btw

( ♡︎𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚞𝚝!♡︎ )

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♡︎𝙽𝚊𝚖𝚎: You can call me Loogi or Loo Loo! ( Any nickname is acceptable, I don't really mind what you call me! So things like dude, sis, bro, buddy, pal, are fine! Call me anything except babe. I'm not okay with people calling me 'babe' unless we're dating or we're really close. )

♡︎𝙰𝚐𝚎: I am an adult don't worry-

♡︎𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢: I'm Puertorican! ( Therefore I can speak Spanish! )

♡︎𝚉𝚘𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚌 𝚂𝚒𝚐𝚗: I'm a Sagittarius ( My B-day is on December 19 )

♡︎𝚂𝚎𝚡𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢: I'm bisexual and polyamorous!

♡︎𝙶𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 / 𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚜: I identify as non-binary! My pronouns are.. ( She/They ) ( in Spanish it's Ella/Elle )

♡︎𝙵𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝙲𝚘𝚕𝚘𝚛: I really like Green, Pink, Purple, Yellow and Black!

♡︎𝙻𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜: Sleeping all day, drawing weird shit, eating a bunch, owning lots of plushies, dogs, cats, or any cute animals. Cute or neon aesthetics, video games, kid movies, etc. Occasionally I might like creepy things, but it's rarely tho-

♡︎𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜: Spiders ( or just gross bugs in general- ), drinking coffee ( at least if it's too strong and bitter ), heights, regular and social anxiety, math, and getting an artblock or a writer's block. I also hate people being a little too weird with me-

♡︎𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚂𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛.. Presentation Michael ( lmao Present Mic ) and Buggy The Clown

♡︎𝙻𝚒'𝚕 𝚎𝚡𝚝𝚛𝚊 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚘♡︎

- I'm officially a college student, and my major is 3D animation and I have a minor on graphic design! I also want to study music, radio production and possibly how to start my own business!

- I'm actually really shy and timid, I have a bit of trouble talking to people ( both online and irl ) but I can be friendly! ( but I'm also kinda rude when I'm ticked off ).

- ^Side note to this, I'm an introvert. Therefore I don't mind going out to places but just know that my social battery can run out pretty quickly..-

- I really like to draw! ( I wouldn't consider myself an expert but my art is pretty decent )

- I like video games- if y'all wanna talk to me about 'em that would be fun! Or we can actually play together if that's cool too! ( Nintendo games are my favorite! :))

- I absolutely do NOT like to do RPs with people! ( I've had really bad experiences with it so it makes me very very uncomfortable when people ask me if I wanna RP, just keep in mind my answer will always be "no". )

- ^Also please don't randomly just DM and try to get all friendly with me out of nowhere, that shit is super awkward for me plus I can't just trust you right away. Things take time, okay?

- I'm really dumb sometimes, get used to it.

- ^In addition, I'm neurodivergent, I have dyslexia and ADHD..-

- I'm chubby and POC.. ( Latin American )

- I'm single and ready to mingle- ( but I also have trust issues, since people always seem to break my trust. Though I'm not looking for a relationship here, maybe on Insta perhaps- )

- I'm a selfshipper! So I ship myself with fictional characters. Please don't judge me for that ( especially since I'm literally not hurting anyone so you have no reason to be a dickhead )

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♡︎𝙵𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖𝚜 𝙸'𝚖 𝚒𝚗:

• Undertale

• FNAF ( Five Nights of Freddy's )

• TLOZ ( The Legend of Zelda )

• Mario Bros. ( if that even counts as a fandom )

• MHA ( My Hero Academia )

• DBZ ( Dragon Ball Z )

• Miss Kobayashi Dragon Maid

• Pokémon

• Hazbin Hotel

• Steven Universe ( Not Steven Universe Future, that shit sucks )

• Marvel

• Spider-Man ( Spiderverse )

• Batman ( Arkhamverse )

• KNY ( Demon slayer )

• Cuphead

• Splatoon 1 & 3 ( personally I don't like the 2 game.. )

• Animal Crossing

♡︎𝚂𝚘𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝙼𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚊♡︎

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♡︎𝙻𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚝.𝚛𝚎𝚎:

• @//NekoLoogi ( all my socials are in here, but I'm going to list them down below! )

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♡︎𝙿𝚊𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚘𝚗:

• @//Neko_Loogi ( it's semi-nsfw, beware )

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♡︎𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖:

• @//neko_loogi ( this account is NSFW )

• @//clownie_arts ( this is my business account! )

♡︎𝚃𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚜:

• @//Neko_Loogi ( I barely use this but it's the equivalent of Twitter )

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♡︎𝚃𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛:

• @//Neko_Loogi ( this account is SFW but I barely post here )

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♡︎𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚍:

• @//Neko_Loogi#5917 ( I don't have a server yet sorry )

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♡︎𝚃𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚕𝚛:

• @neko-loogi ( you're right here lmao / it's NSFW-ish )

• @writer-loogi2 ( my second blog / it's also NSFW-ish )

• @loogi-selfships ( my selfship sideblog / it's kinda NSFW-ish )

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♡︎𝙰𝚍𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝙽𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚘 𝚂𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑!

• Friend code: SW-5153-9862-6221 ( it should appear as Neko_Loogi! )

• Animal Crossing Creator ID: MA-5374-8092-6969

• Happy Home Paradise (ACNH): RA-7750-5867-7934 (Legendary Designer!)

♡︎𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎! 💚

-𝙻𝚘𝚘𝚐𝚒 💕

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♡︎𝙼𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝙼𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝♡︎

#masterlist #by neko loogi #do not repost

[meme-loving-stuck]

If it helps- depression can cause issues with creativity like ADHD (it's part of why I didn't recognize I had ADHD); bad habits from depressive episodes can cause this, especially the common "skipping breakfast" or "bad sleeping schedules" people tend to do whether intentional or on accident- It's best to recognize bad habits and try to work past them to improve, it does take a while tho

Yeah I guess this helps somewhat except like, the artblock is kinda what made the depression get to this point in the first place. I was having a rough month in March but ultimately got over it & started my usual routine again this month, but then I was in constant pain every time I tried to draw. Just solely not being able to now is probably 50% of why I spiralled so hard recently, so its harder to keep up a healthy routine and like, being a person.

On the other hand, I work so I dont really have the option to let my sleeping schedule get bad again + skipping breakfast means Ill pass out on the clock, and Ive had to start tracking my water intake to help my headaches & digestive issues, med intake, etc. I guess work and very basic self care are actually the ONLY things I'm doing right the past few weeks, but nothing else. No grocery shopping, room is a mess, monthly stuff I needed to do but didnt.

Even knowing I can get all that handled, I feel like even if I get to where my routine is perfect and my work hours are fixed and my room is clean, Im still going to be unhappy and feel worthless because I cant create. That's the biggest thing for me and idk how to get out of it except just.. wait. But that doesnt help my mental health in the meantime, and it's not making those things any easier, if that makes sense.

#Anonymous #Asksksks