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just-somehuman · 1 year
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THE MEMES ARE BACK 🕺💃
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And Kagemaru, same 😔
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lxvescramble · 2 years
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100 Years of Yearning - Patrol Chat
I couldn't agree more with your father, Aki.
Hey, look how good Aki looks 😍
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daeva-agas · 2 months
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These are soooo damn cute TT___TT
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shonenkun309 · 2 years
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It was supposed to be "Wraiths" but oh well...
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I couldn't resist, I had to do it!!! 😭✨❤
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lost-khione · 5 months
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Supporting you
Aki x OC (Sae), Modern AU
Summary: Akiyasu, an onmyoji, is a college student in the modern era together with Sae. Sae is suffering over group requirements.
Comfort fic for Sae who has a ton of school works to do.༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
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"Hey, should I curse them?" Akiyasu asked after hearing her rant about her current situation.
Sae who was on the verge of tears looked up and saw the seriousness in Akiyasu's eyes.
She wiped the corners of her eyes and replied, "You don't have to. If they won't help me, then I'll do it myself."
"In that state?" Akiyasu snapped sarcastically.
Sae was aware that he is only acting that way out of concern for her. Still, it wouldn't be right to do that out of spite.
When she kept silent, Akiyasu sighed audibly. "I hate that I can't do anything for you even when I can see you suffering. Maybe I really should shift to your program. It's still not too late for me to do that."
It was not the first time that Akiyasu offered to do that but of course Sae also wouldn't want that. When it comes to a point that Akiyasu feels baffled enough that he can't help her, he always says that line.
Hearing that usual line brought the corners of Sae's lips turn slightly upward. She then replied her usual line, "You know I wouldn't want you to do that anyway. You have your own dream to fulfill. I'll never take that away from you."
"Then, what do you suggest? Should I rat on them for you?"
Sae contemplated for a moment and said, "For now, I think I have to finish this up so we can submit it on time."
Akiyasu rolled his eyes. "There you go again. You're too nice for your own good." He sighed again and added, "What good are these powers if I can't even use it to help my girlfriend?"
"I know at least one good thing -- your powers got you a girlfriend. Don't forget that we met because of it."
"Fine. But if I you don't rat them out soon, I'll be the one to do so. Or else, they might get a grade that they don't deserve over a group output that they barely helped out," Akiyasu said reluctantly.
Sae hugged Akiyasi at his acquiescence. "Having your company is enough for now. At least you'll stay up late with me."
He patted her head and sighed again. "Of course, it seems that this is all I can do for you now. Would you like a warm drink? I'll make you a cup."
"Thanks a lot, Aki."
Sae then proceeded to work on the group requirements that required her to do most of the work because of her uncooperative groupmates. She is thankful for the moral support that Akiyasu unconditionally offers her.
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friday1221 · 2 years
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So... Does anyone do/know of someone who does translations for Ayakoi? At this point I'm used to my comfort games getting shut down but at least A3 JP still has a big fandom that does translations, not sure about ARR though 😭
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annicaax · 2 years
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yeah I need this boy on my posts page! oh how fondly he speaks of Nachi...!
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I love aki's duality.
He is so sexy when he is acting cold/rude 🤤
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glassandmetalwings · 2 years
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Oh boy, I can't wait to hit 1.5 million points halfway through the event and get *checks notes* a single silver holy water.
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cleaetpauline60 · 2 years
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These are all of my Heroine Otome Game posts. If he misses a heroine please let me know in PM. ;) Thanks ! List #2 here : https://cleaetpauline60.tumblr.com/post/692736430000291840/these-are-all-of-my-heroine-otome-game-posts-if
A-
Abe Kaguya [ Furue Yurayura to ]
Aigasaki Kohana [ Magic Kyun! Renaissance ]
Aika [ RE:VICE[D] ]
Aikawa Chihiro [ Clover Toshokan no Juunin-tachi ]
Aileen Olazabal [ Arabians Lost ]
Airei [ Souten no Kanata ]
Airi [ Kami-sama to Koigokoro ]
Airi [ Shiro to Kuro no Alice ]
Airis Riedel [ Lost Alice ]
Aizaki Koi [ Himehibi -Princess Days- ]
Akagami Mashiro [ Kyoukai no Shirayuki ]
Akane Rin [ Ayakashi Gohan ]
Akazawa Karen [ Mashou Megane ]
Aki Miyazu [ Kanuchi ]
Akino Minori [ Step -Futari no Kankei wa Ippo Zutsu- ]
Akitsu Shino [ Dairoku: Ayakashimori ]
Alice [ Ikemen Kakumei ]
Alice Liddell [ Heart no Kuni no Alice ]
Alicia Hildegarde [ Mahoutsukai to Goshujin-sama ]
Amahashi Miku [ Garnet Cradle ]
Amane Aika [ I DOLL U ]
Amano Hina [ Blackish House ]
Amano Nanao [ Harukanaru Toki no Naka De 7 ]
Amasawa Akari [ Sympathy Kiss ]
Amelia [ Death Connection ]
Anastasia Lynzel [ even if TEMPEST ]
Andou Serika [ Last Escort 2 ]
Anesaki Nozomi [ Watashi no Real wa Juujitsu Shisugiteiru ]
Ange [ Angelique Etoile ]
Ange [ Angelique Luminarise ]
Angelique Collete [ Angelique Special 2 ]
Angelique [ Angelique Retour ]
Angelique [ Neo Angelique ]
Anna Hiiragi [ Lucian Bee’s ]
Anzaki Kaoru [ Tsumikui ]
Aqua [ Fantastic Fortune 2 ]
Arashiyama Mari [ Storm Lover 2nd ]
Aria Austin [ Vinculum Hearts ]
Arisu Yurika [ Taishou x Alice ]
Aru [ Princess Arthur ]
Asagi Akira [ Scared Rider Xechs ]
Asagi Haru [ Hanayaka Nari, Waga Ichizoku ]
Asagiri Kanna [ Hanaoni ]
Asahina Yui [ Kiniro no Corda Starlight Orchestra ]
Ashe [ Under the Moon ]
Ashihara Chihiro [ Harukanaru Toki no Naka De 4 ]
Aspashia [ Desert Kingdom ]
Atano Rio [ Dynamic Chord ]
Awaki Kotone [ Gensou Kissa Enchanté ]
Ayase Yuki [ Sachi no Tenbin ]
Ayashi no Miya [ Ayashi no Miya ]
Ayazuki Mei [ Meiji Tokyo Renka ]
Azumi Ritsu [ Tengai ni Mau, Iki na Hana ]
B-
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C-
Canna [ Arcana Famiglia Collezione! Piccola Amore ]
Cardia Beckford [ Code: Realize ]
Catarina Claes [ Otome Game no Hametsu Flag ]
Cecilia Falias Temirana [ Temirana Koku no Tsuiteru Hime to Tsuitenai Kishi Dan ]
Ceres [ Shuuen no Virche ]
Charlotte [ Zettai Meikyuu Himitsu no Oyayubi-hime ]
Chihiro [ Tokyo Yamanote Boys ]
Chikage [ Genji Koi Emaki ]
Chloe Sheffield [ Princess Britania ]
Chloe [ EPHEMERAL ]
Christina Ranzaad [ The Second Reproduction ]
Christine Daaé [ PersonA ~Opera Za no Kaijin~ ]
Claire Eithéa [ Orfleurs ]
Cocoro [ Re: BIRTHDAY SONG ]
Collete [ Riddle Garden ]
Cyrus Tistella [ Steam Prison ]
D-
D'Artagnan [ Musketeer: Le Sang des Chevaliers ]
Diana el Circled [ Fantastic Fortune ]
E-
Eleanor Vert [ Ai no Uta ]
Elise Scarlet [ 0 Ji no Kane to Cinderella ]
Emily [ Eikoku Tantei Mysteria ]
Emma [ Genso Manège ]
Emma [ Ikemen Ouji ]
Enma Rin [ Tengoku Struggle ]
Eri [ Nameless ~Dangsin-i Gieoghaeya Hal Dan Hangajiui Geos~ ]
Erica Fleur [ Mother Goose no Himitsu no Yakata ]
Erika Arenia [ Kazeiro Surf ]
Eve [ Clepsydra ]
Eve [ Yuukyuu no Tierblade ]
Eve [ Yuukyuu no Tierblade ]
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Felicità [ Arcana Famiglia ]
Fiona Galland [ Black Wolves Saga ]
Fujieda Neri [ Zettai Kaikyuu Gakuen ]
Fujii Kanako [ Torikago no Marriage ]
Fujimori Saya [ Hiiro no Kakera - Shin Tamayorihime Denshou ]
Fujioka Haruhi [ Ouran Koukou Host Club ]
Fujisaki Futaba [ Fortissimo ]
Fujishima Nanako [ Shinobazu Seven ]
Fujishiro Mao [ Cafe Cuillere ]
Fujiwara Mei [ Fantastic Fortune ]
Fujiwara Miki [ Tsuki no Hikari, Taiyou no Kage ]
Fuka [ Ozmafia!! ]
Futaba Chitose [ Seishun Hajimemashita ]
Futami Nina [ Dynamic Chord ]
Fuyuura Megumi [ Getsuei no Kusari ]
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Genjou [ S.Y.K  ]
Gerda [ Snow Bound Land ]
Gojou Saki [ Sakuragatari ]
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Hairi Lalique [ Cendrillon palikA ]
Hanamaki Ichiko [ 7′scarlet ]
Hanamiya Kazuha [ Period Cube ]
Hanasaka Airi [ Star's Lover "ReaKoi" Datte, Ii Janai! ]
Hanna Ellington [ Will o’ Wisp ]
Haruno Sayuri [ Bonjour♪ Koiaji Pâtisserie ]
Hasumi Yuki [ Harukanaru Toki no Naka De 5 ]
Hatanaka Tomoe [ Money Parasite ]
Hayama Haruho [ Photograph Journey ]
Hayama Tsubasa [ Kaleido-Eve ]
Henrietta Grimm [ Zettai Meikyuu Grimm ]
Heroine [ Amnesia ]
Heroine [ Doubt ~Usotsuki Otoko wa Dare?~ ]
Heroine [ Guang Yu Ye Zhi Lian ]
Heroine [ Ikemen Genjiden ]
Heroine [ Mystic Messenger ]
Heroine [ RearPheles ]
Heroine [ Ren'ai Banchou 2 ]
Heroine [ Ren'ai Banchou! ]
Hidetomi Misawo [ Gyakuten Yoshiwara ]
Hiiragi Miu [ Dynamic Chord ]
Hiiragi Noriko [ KoiGIG ]
Hijiri Futaba [ Bloody Call ]
Himeko [ Kannou Mukashibanashi ]
Himemiya Nagisa [ Royals ~Itoshi no Ouji-sama~ ]
Himeno Kyouko [ Glass Heart Princess ]
Himeoka Kokoro [ Miss Princess Miss Pri! ]
Hinamori Amu [ Shugo Chara! Mittsu no Tamago to Koisuru Joker ]
Hinata Ema [ Brothers Conflict ]
Hino Kahoko [ Kin'iro no Corda ]
Hinohira Aoi [ Fantastic Fortune 2 ]
Hinokami Chie [ Hitofuta Kitan ]
Horikita Yuki [ Harajuku Tantei Gakuen Steel Wood ]
Hoshino Ichika [ Collar x Malice ]
Hotaru [ Geten no Hana ]
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Ichi [ Hana Oboro ]
Ichigo [ Koroshiya to Strawberry ]
Ichijou Shiori [ School Wars ]
Ichikawa Tsuyuha [ Shiratsuyu no Kai ]
Igarashi Yuna [ Storm Lover ]
Ilza [ Yoiyo Mori no Hime ]
Inafune Saki [ Bakudan★Handan ]
Inori [ Side Kicks! ]
Inuzuka Shino [ Satomi Hakkenden ]
Iori Saya [ Asaki, Yumemishi ]
Isshiki Misa [ 9 R.I.P. ]
Iris [ Eternal Wish ]
Itou Aki [ Panic Palette ]
Itou Ayako [ Diary ]
Izumi Shio [ Walpurgis no Uta ]
Izumo [ Hyakka Yakou ]
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Jed [ Haitaka no Psychedelica ]
Julia [ Moujuu-tachi to Ohime-sama ]
Juliet Capulet [ Romeo vs Juliet ]
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Kagurazaka Kaname [ Houkago wa Gin no Shirabe ]
Kaguya [ Jooubachi no Oubou ]
Kamikawa Nanami [ Himehibi -New Princess Days- ]
Kamiki Sakuya [ Kaminaru Kimi to ]
Kan'u [ Jyuzaengi ]
Kanna Isora [ Pandora ~Kimi no Namae o Boku wa Shiru~ ]
Kanno Hotori [ Un: BIRTHDAY SONG ]
Kanome Chisato [ Byakko Tai ]
Kanzaki Asuna [ Rakuen Danshi ~Dare mo Shiranai Mou Hitotsu no Rakuen~ ]
Kanzaki Hina [ Butterfly Lip ]
Kashino Zakuro [ Sweet Clown ]
Kashiwagi Kira [ Mizu no Senritsu 2 ]
Kasuga Nozomi [ Harukanaru Toki no Naka De 3 ]
Kasuga Tamaki [ Hiiro no Kakera ]
Katagiri Kaede [ Shinobi, Koi Utsutsu ]
Katagiri Kanade [ Kuro to Kin no Akanai Kagi ]
Kataoka Yue [ Marginal #4 ]
Katsuki Sayu [ Enkan no Memoria ]
Kawai Marika [ Ohime-sama datte XXX Shitai!! ]
Kawana Hina [ Bad Medicine ]
Kayana Takamahara [ Kanuchi ]
Kayano Yuuna [ Arcobaleno! ]
Kayo [ Ken ga Kimi ]
Keika [ Kimi ga Tame, Koishi Midareshi Tsuki no Hana ]
Kidou Saya [ Sengoku Himeuta ]
Kim Heejung [ Dandelion ~Neoege Buneun Baram~ ]
Kinami Mizuki [ Kannagi no Mori ]
Kinoshita Tomoe [ Sangoku Rensenki Sakigake ]
Kirishima Kozue [ Urakata Hakuouki ]
Kirishita Konoha [ Dynamic Chord ]
Kisakino Emi [ Himehibi Another Princess Days ]
Kitamori Manami [ Vitamin Z ]
Kiyoha [ Gyakuten Yoshiwara ~Ougiya Hen~ ]
Kobayashi Mariko [ Fushigi Yuugi Genbu Kaiden Gaiden: Kagami no Miko ]
Koharu [ NORN9 ]
Kohinata Kanade [ Kin'iro no Corda 3 ]
Koihana Sora [ Koi no Hanasaku Hyakkaen ]
Koizumi Akane [ Gakuen Club ]
Koizumi Saki [ Jingi Naki Otome ]
Kojou Shio [ D.C. Girl’s Symphony ]
Kokura An [ Otome Ken Musashi ]
Komori Yui [ Diabolik Lovers ]
Konohana Saya [ Gakuen K ]
Kouda Saya [ Custom Drive ]
Kousaka Amane [ Teikoku Kaleido ]
Kozuki Erena [ Chouchou Jiken Rhapsodic ]
Kuga Mikoto [ NORN9 ]
Kurihara Misako [ Purelover Flavor ]
Kuromon Sumi [ Shinigami Kagyou ]
Kuronuma Sawako [ Kimi ni Todoke ~Sodateru Omoi~ ]
Kurou Nadeshiko [ Clock Zero ]
Kurumi Haruka [ Moshi, Kono Sekai ni Kami-sama ga Iru to suru Naraba ]
Kusanagi Yui [ Kamigami no Asobi ]
Kuze Tsugumi [ Nil Admirari no Tenbin ]
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Lapis Idocrase [ Majestic☆Majolical ]
Latchia Fielitz [ Tokeijikake no Apocalypse ]
Lied [ Heiligenstadt no Uta ]
Liese [ Bara ni Kakusareshi Verite ]
Liliana Adornato [ Piofiore no Banshou ]
Lilith [ Beyond The Future ]
Lily [ Solomon’s Ring ]
Lisa Bernet [ Grimm the Bounty Hunter ]
Little Dracula [ Princess Nightmare ]
Liv Tresor [ Kuroyuki Hime ~Snow Black~ ]
Lucette Riella Britton [ Cinderella Phenomenon ]
Lucia Sol [ Chronostacia ]
Luciel Evlis [ Black Code ]
Lulu [ Wand of Fortune ]
Luna [ Shiro to Kuro no Alice ]
Lydia Greene [ Mermaid Gothic ]
Lynette Mirror [ Cupid Parasite ]
Lynn Darcy [ Amour Sucré ]
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a3outfitstournament · 6 months
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Sakuya Intra-Wardrobe Tournament, Round 2: Group C, Poll 10
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okay either i forgot to queue this poll or tumblr ate the original post... um anyway
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just-somehuman · 2 years
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The memes are back 🕺💃✨
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I wonder if anyone will understand the iCarly one 😭
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nanamisflowerfield · 2 years
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Hello :3 recently just found you and was taken by your Ayakashi rr headcannons. :D Can I ask for a request? A fem reader...?
If it's okay:))) can I have a request of headcannons for the night faction? Wherein the s/o is together with the guys, then, the s/o new friend, who clearly likes her ( but doesn't realize it ), then ask her to go somewhere with him. After that, he shows her his true intentions and ask her to go for a date.
Clearly, the night dudes are just watchi'n as they see you reject the friend. But things went far cause the friend's started to force himself upon the s/o. I really want to know their reactions, how they deal the perv, and confront/lecture that friend.
I really hoped for this, tho it's okay if not.
Hello! I kinda skipped the whole beginng for them all, because it might just be the same part for all 5 guys and changed it for Tatsuomi, stating that he was working, because I think that he won't try to interupt them or even tell (y/n) that he will be waiting somewhere and won't even see the whole scene!
But I hope that you like it and have a great day! x3
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🐈 Nachi’s ears were very good, which might be why he listened in the conversation of you and your friend’s. He couldn’t stop himself, because he wanted to know if you wanted to go on a date with that guy, that he had never liked, or not.
🐈 Thank goddess, that you had rejected him, but never had he thought that the guy Nachi disliked so damn much, would still try to force himself on you. He grabbed your wrist, whispering words in your ear, until Nachi had enough.
🐈 How dare that guy to touch you! His dear friend and crush! “Don’t you dare to touch her!” He screamed loud, running to you two, before he kicked the guy in the face, surprising not only you but also the creep.
🐈 “N-Nachi!” You wanted to say something, but your dear friend had grabbed your hand, running far away from the alley and away from that creep, while his lips curled up. Maybe now he looked like a prince to you and can swoop you off your feet one day!
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🕷️ Worst mistake your dear friend could ever have done. He should never had asked you out on a date. Especially press you on a wall, whispering some words at you, while you shook in fear, trying to get away from the creep.
🕷️ “If I were you, I would let her go.” Kagemaru tried to give that creep a nice smile, even though the was mad. “What the hell do you want?” The man that you had called a criend, turned around, glancing at Kagemaru, before he gulped.
🕷️ Within a few seconds, he was lying on the ground, bleeding out of many injuries, while Kagemaru put his arm over your shoulder, turning you away from the guy.
🕷️ “Let’s go. I don’t want you near that guy… I’m the only one who may take you on dates.”
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⛩️ He will be jealous, when he hears the creep asking you out on a date. That guy did something that Akiyasu could never do, fearing that you will reject him. But thankfully, you rejected that guy. Maybe one day, Aki will find some confidence and ask you out!
⛩️ A sigh left his lips, before he saw what was going on. That guy just forced himself onto you, while you tried to keep him off of you.
⛩️ “Get away!” He yelled out, surprising not only the two of you but also himself. “What the hell do you want?” The creep glanced at Aki, not noticing how you raised your foot and kicked him there where no man wants to get kicked at.
⛩️ “Uh…” He doesn’t know what exactly he should say, but you were there. Taking his arm and wrapping it with yours, as you walked with him away. “Thanks…” He heard you mutter, while his cheeks warmed up by a mere word.
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🗡️ Good thing that his shift hasn’t ended and that he had hear you nearby. Tatsu had walked to you two with his sword in his hand, gazing at the creep with madness in his eyes.
🗡️ The poor guy nearly had pissed into his pants, forgetting that you had somebody like Tatsuomi as your friend. Maybe he should have left you, after you had rejected him so nicely.
🗡️ When you sigh in relief, Tatsuomi will be there. He belongs to the people who won’t feel jealous, but more protective.
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📚 Yakumo raised his eyebrow, when he heard your voice. “Stop that!” He heard you scream at the man; you had once introduced to the blonde and had called a friend.
📚 “There you are, my love.” The blonde had immediately walked to you, grabbing you by the hand to pull you behind him. “I’m sorry, but (y/n) already has a boyfriend and that’s me.” He smiles at the guy.
📚 Slowly, he will move his head to the creep. “No leave.” He will whisper to him, before the blonde will turn around and kiss your forehead. “Thanks for helping out there, Yakumo… and playing my boyfriend.”
📚 “Playing? I was hoping to become your boyfriend.” He will smile at you, walking with you to a nearby café hand in hand, while you look up at him with flushed cheeks.
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daeva-agas · 7 months
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Aki looks amazing in suits, gggggh. I miss seeing him in uniform, dammit, but I guess I just have to hope he would wear them in the event card artworks because he won't wear uniforms again in the actual storyline.
Unless somehow in a sequel he re-enters the military.
(Koga's sequel is not even out yet, when are we even gonna get the others TT__TT)
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dotster001 · 1 year
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🦈 anon again, been a while
Was wondering if you have/could make a ranking list of your favorite games or characters?
SHARKY!!!!!! Hi, darling!
This is gonna be a long post so buckle up.
Let's see, so the games list changes depending on what I'm hyperfixated on at the time so I think currently,
1. Genshin Impact
2. Minecraft
3. Twisted Wonderland
4. Tears of Themis
5. Court of Darkness
6. Obey me
7. Ikemen Vampire
8. Ensemble stars
9. Ikemen Prince
10. Ayakashi Romance Reborn
11. Phasmophobia
12. Various Wii games that I will not list because it's embarrassing...
As for characters, I have a tier list of Twst characters that my sister and I made months ago, so it's probably not accurate anymore (fanfiction has changed me as a person 😅)
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I have serial killer handwriting
We aren't going to talk about it.
The arcana isn't on the list cause I no longer play it, but I am madly in love with Asra. As for other characters, I'll go through the list above numerically....
1. I rank characters in games like genshin by who can kill my enemies the fastest, so my current favorites list is Kaeya, Diluc, Childe, Noelle, the traveler, and scaramouche/the wanderer. Rosaria is growing on me, and I just got Alhaitham, but neither of them is super leveled yet so we'll see what happens. Also, Thoma, despite not being a killer, is a favorite. Klee and Kazuha are cuties, and Zhongli has potential to end up on my list (cause dragon) I just don't feel like I know him, and have never seen him fight.
3. All twst boys are squishy boys who need love and protection. I think Mal is my favorite, but it's one of those "do I simp for you, or am I projecting on you" situations. But aside from that idk a favorite.
4. Marius. Von. Hagen. He really solidified that I might be moro-romantic. But Vyn is definitely a close second, though he's in the same situation as Malleus.
5. I love Dia, cause he's me. I really enjoyed Fenn and Lou's routes. Roy is getting a lot of attention from me cause I'm pissed at Lynt rn, and the rest are squishy boys (except maybe guy. I never know how to feel about him)
6. Mammon. I love him. I love him. I love him. I would die for him. I like the rest too, to a ridiculous extent, but Mams is my favorite.
7. I've really enjoyed everyone's route so far. Vincent was my first man, but it's really hard to pick a fave. I really want to play Charles'route, but it's not out yet, so I'm just giving him love through events rn 😂
8. My top five who live in my office are Nagisa, Mayoi, Mika, Nikki, and Hiiro....but there's quite a few that have grown in me.
9. Yves , Clavis, and Rio are my current beloveds. I'd date any of them fr fr. Leon and Sariel get honorable mentions, and I think I'm gonna really enjoy Licht's route....but the rest I am a little scared for 😂
10. This game is so fucking good I can't. I really like the twins. Their true forms are so pretty, and they are both flustering in their own ways. I adore Kuya as well. I also like Kuro a lot, he's a squishy boy who needs cuddles. Yakumo, Aki, and kagemaru get honorable mentions, and I ended up really enjoying Aoi's route much to my surprise.
I think those are all the characters in games I currently play... hopefully this wasn't too much information, but it's your fault for getting me started 😂
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lost-khione · 2 years
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Ugly Insecurities
Aki x OC (Sae), School AU, Platonic
[Edited: I didn't think of putting a note that this is a platonic relationship]
I have a new OC!
And as usual I don't have a physical description for her but I'll write about her :3
So I have Cel who's hopelessly in love with Gin, and now I have Sae who very much relates to Aki. Sidenote: these OCs are fictional versions of my friends that I imagined.
To my friend, Sae, I hope I managed to write it to your liking ( 〃▽〃)
Summary: Aki is this smart kid at school. Sae is just your average girl. The two of them have been friends for a long time but Sae feels insecure about Aki.
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I can feel the spring in my step as I walk towards my classroom. I’m excited to meet Aki today! I managed to unlock new achievements last night. I don’t even care about the bags under my eyes. I did stay up pretty late last night playing that online game that’s got me addicted these days. 
It has already been a month since I started playing this game and I’ve been telling Aki about my progress since then. He doesn’t play the game but he listens to me attentively. He might look like he doesn’t give a damn but the comments he gives gives away how much he takes note of every detail I say.
I feel my steps slow down as I remembered what I wanted to talk to Aki about aside from that new unlocked task. My palm starts to sweat. I reached the point in the game that requires me to finish a task with a partner. I tried to find someone interested to play with me on the online community but alas, it seems that the universe wanted me to sleep already.
I’m not that good at talking to strangers online anyway. This game’s not even popular at school so I don’t even know anyone who plays it. The question that’s on repeat in my head is how I could convince Aki to play with me.
It’s lunchtime. Aki and I always eat lunch together despite being in different classes. It’s pretty surprising that he still hangs out with me despite grumbling that he only does so just because our family are friends. We used to live pretty close to each other until they moved to the next town. Still, we go to the same high school. I found him sitting on the grass of the school garden. We usually sit on the grass on sunny days and today is one of those days.
I sit across from him and we start eating eventually. I am hyper aware of the sound of our utensils as we eat. Aki was the one who broke the silence first.
“Well, aren’t you quiet today. Won’t you tell me about that game you’re playing today?” Aki asks in his usual sarcastic tone.
I visibly gulp what I am chewing and try to stammer out something, “Ummm.. You know..”
“What happened? Just spit it out. After bugging me to listen to you every day, I don’t think now’s the time to feel embarrassed about it.”
I steel my nerves and explain slowly, “Actually, I unlocked a new achievement last night.”
He raises an eyebrow. “Oh? And what did you unlock now?”
“I achieved level 50 and now I have access to cooperative tasks.”
“I see. Don’t tell me you’re gonna ask me to play so you have a buddy for these ‘cooperative tasks’?”
I sigh in relief at having been unburdened of the need to ask him since he figured it out himself. “You’re a genius! You always know what I had in mind.”
He sighs audibly at my reaction and says, “I told you before that I don’t have to be a genius to figure you out. Your face says it all. You’re just too easy to read.”
“Ehhhhh. But I think you’re a genius for knowing me best.” I grin at him and he looks really annoyed. “And even if you might not be able to understand me that easily, you’re still a genius. You always get top marks and all that.”
“Flattering me won’t mean I’ll play with you. And as I’ve also told you before, you don’t have to be impressed by my top marks. Anybody can do that if they study hard enough.”
My hand stops short of putting the spoon in my mouth and I let myself whisper, “But I still can’t do it even if I try.”
“What did you say?” His words snap me back to reality.
Did he hear what I said…? I think to myself.
“I said, you can request one thing from me if you play with me!”
Oops. It is not my intention to raise my voice at him like that. I add to diffuse the tension, “You can at least play with me until I found someone willing to co-op. You know I kinda suck at talking to people online. And I’m serious about granting you one request.”
“Fine, stop giving me that face. Give me time to think over what I’ll ask of you.”
“Just let me know whenever. And it should be within my abilities at least”
“Don’t worry, I won’t ask you to buy me anything,” he says teasingly.
As we pack up our lunchboxes and get ready to go back, I remember something important.
“Aki, tell me when you’re free so I can at least teach you the ropes.”
He stops to think for a moment and responds, “Let’s do it this weekend.”
“Got it! I’m looking forward to it!”
Weekend. We met up on the game platform. Obviously, he is still level 1. He is slowly getting the hang of it.
Pfffftt, I can’t help finding it funny that he stumbled over a tiny enemy. I quickly put a hand over my mouth.
“What? You sound like you wanted to say something.”
His voice sounds clear on the headset I’m wearing.
“Nothing. Did you get it?”
“My weapon accuracy is bad.”
God, he’s so cute. I can imagine him pouting. He’s such a perfectionist. It’s rare for me to find something that I’m actually better at than him.
“Well, yeah. It starts out like that but if you level up and level your weapon, it would get better,” I say as I used my weapon to hit our target. “Why do I feel like I’ll find a co-op task partner sooner than you could reach level 50?” I tease him.
“I’m still warming up. I’m a genius, aren’t I?”
“I thought you don’t like me calling you that.”
“That doesn’t mean I can’t call myself that. Besides, I’m pretty sure you only said that to butter up to me.”
“When did I butter you up? You know how much I looked up to you.”
“Don’t sulk. I’ll catch up to your level soon. Just you wait.”
How did he know I’m sulking? Sometimes I hate how he sees through me even though he can’t really see me right now.
“Hey, how do you do this..?” His voice puts a halt to my swirling thoughts as he asks me about the things he doesn’t understand. We continue playing together as I explain how the game’s world works.
Two weeks later. He’s caught up to me. We already started doing those co-op tasks. But I feel cheated. 
How can he reach that level in two weeks when it took me a month? He really is a genius, huh.I guess it’s just the way of the world.
We finished eating without saying a word. We’re just sitting on the grass and I’m absently looking at the garden.
“Hey, you’re awfully quiet today. I thought you’d be really excited to unlock more tasks now that we started working on those low-level ones.”
I can feel him staring at me. I keep my eyes fixed at some middle distance.
“Hey, why do you look upset? I thought you wanted me to play with you.”
Why am I so pissed at him? 
He is right though. I’m the one who bugged him to play with me but now that he is I’m pissed.
“I think I’m jealous of you,” I say quietly, still not meeting his eyes. 
“Why?”
“To be honest, I thought you sucked when I was teaching you at first. But then you're suddenly so good after a while. I thought I found something that I’m better than you. You know, you’ve always been a genius in my eyes. But sometimes, like now, it bugs me.”
My voice was shaking a bit when I blurted out that last part. I can feel my eyes start to water.
“That you’re not like me?”
I look at him. Our eyes meet. I can’t help the single tear that is sliding down my cheek.
“You know what, Sae. You’re you and I’m me. You have your own strengths,” he says in a serious tone but I feel like it’s a vain attempt to comfort me.
I can’t stop myself anymore. I need to get these out of my chest. I breathe in in an attempt to steady myself and reply, “Sometimes, I really wonder why you still kept hanging out with me. I mean, you’re a top student. You’re good at almost everything. I’m just an average person. I even wonder if I deserve to be your friend, since you always say you only hang out with me just because of our close families.” I look down again to hide my tears. I don’t want to say all of these ugly thoughts in front of him, but I can’t seem to stop today. My tears started coming as I said my piece. I’m just sniveling in front of him now. 
I hear him heave a big sigh.
“Idiot.”
“Ouch! Why did you flick my forehead?” I look up at him with an accusing gaze, not minding my tear-streaked face anymore. He might have just called me an idiot but his voice sounded gentle with a hint of frustration. Knowing him, he didn’t mean that little insult he threw at me. But now that I’m looking at him, his eyes look like he’s hesitating to say something.
He sighs loudly. He moves closer and rubs my back as I touch my forehead. “I knew that you’ve always been insecure about being compared to me. You finally let it out.”
“Huh? You knew?” I can’t hide the surprise in my voice. I knew that he could read me but am I really being too obvious about that?
He takes out a handkerchief and offers it to me before he answers, “I told you before, didn’t I? Your face is easy to read. I hang out with you because I like your company. Why do you think I still keep hanging around you after all these years?”
He looks at me like he’s a bit hurt. Like he’s expecting me to know.
“H-how should I know? I thought you’re only doing that because you think of me as a family friend!”
He keeps rubbing my back just like how he comforted me when we were kids. My tears have already stopped. I think it was because of the shock of his confession.
He sighs again. “I wouldn’t even hang out with you if I don’t like you. Besides, I’m only good at that game because you kept on telling me stories about it before you asked me to play with you.”
“Huh?”
“Don’t you ‘huh’ me. Did you already forget how much you talked my ear off each day? I might have looked bad at first because I was unfamiliar with all the buttons and everything. Luckily, I have a good memory and slowly connected the things you’ve been telling me before to the actual game.”
“So you mean you actually liked hanging out with me? I thought you were always bored with me,” I reply in disbelief as I wipe my tears. I understand his point about how he quickly got used to the game but telling me that he liked my company is unexpected. I really thought that he’s just not that social and since we knew each other, he only tolerated me. And well, I’m not that social myself so we kinda just stuck with each other all this time.
“You’re still stuck at that, huh,” he says looking like he can’t believe that my stupid brain can’t accept it right away.
He sighs again. It seems like he’s been sighing too much because of our conversation.
It’s like a dam has burst as he explains himself in a slightly trembling voice. “Yes, I like hanging out with you. This is just my default face. My god, did we just meet today? I’ve always been like this. I always listen to you. You’re always bright and eager to try new things. And like I said, all those things you told me about the game before certainly helped.”
Now that I’m actually looking at him, I notice the dark bags under his eyes.
“What are you staring at? Is it that weird? I thought you knew me at least even that much. We’ve been friends for years.” 
He really looked hurt. He doesn’t seem to be bothered by my jealousy but more bothered that I thought he didn’t like me.
“I’m sorry for getting jealous. I didn’t know you thought of me that way.”
I hug him involuntarily and he stiffens. Uhh, this is awkward but it also feels comforting.
I sniff and he tries to pry me away with gentle hands. “Hey, let go of me, you’ll get your snot on me.”
“I’m also sorry for misunderstanding your intentions of hanging out with me. Now that I think about it, I think I went too far and let my emotions get the better of me. I know that even if you look cool and nonchalant, you still care about me.”
“Good. Because I am actually surprised that you looked so clueless earlier. It was like you’ve forgotten all these years that we’re together.” 
He looks relieved after having said that. It seems that he really is bothered when I said that about our friendship. I guess he has the right to look hurt after my accusation that he only stuck with me because of our families.
“Then, let me ask you another thing. Do you stay up late even after I log out to play?”
“What if I do? You were whining about wanting to go do those tasks weren’t you? I figured I had to level up as fast as I can.”
“So that’s it!” I finally connect the dots as to why he leveled up faster than my own progress. 
He always sounds defensive when he says something he doesn’t want me to know. He likes to keep stuff to himself which is why it’s hard for me to understand him at times. He still isn’t so honest, huh. But I guess I’m also the same for keeping those to myself all these years.
“Are you only understanding it now?”
“I’m sorry. I kinda just let loose all my insecurities about you just now.”
I feel ashamed of my earlier outburst. 
“There’s something you can do to make up for it,” he says and looks at me sincerely. Then, he adds, “Will it be okay?”
“Why are you still asking if it’s okay? Of course, it’s okay! I still owe you and you still haven’t told me what you want.”
“Can I come over sometime? Cook for me. You say that I’m always good at everything but aren’t you forgetting how bad I am at cooking? On the other hand, the food you cook at our home economics class is always the best. I really like your cooking.”
I feel my face heating up at the sudden praise. I clear my throat and ask, “Then what do you want me to cook?”
“I love your croquettes.”
I feel like his eyes are sparkling just imagining the croquettes which made me smile.
“That’s all? Oh, I know, I’ll cook you a feast! You can eat dinner with us on Friday. I’ll make sure to prepare your favorite foods and I’ll make you croquettes as you requested. You do know you’re still welcome at home even if we no longer live near each other. Mom and Dad ask about you sometimes.” 
“Do you feel better now? Don’t get jealous about me being a genius anymore. You’re you. Remember that.” He pats my head reassuringly.
I feel like a burden has been lifted off my shoulders. I finally told him those pent up emotions that I’ve had all these years. I’ve always looked up at him, but like he said, maybe I should appreciate myself more.
“I’ll look forward to this Friday, then.”
I feel that his smile is as bright and as unburdened as mine. (^◡^ )
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