#Don't ask me about it tho cuz I'll deny it to my core

[dudethatsmyundeaduncle]

Had this Headcannon that when Multi-Lingual Dick and Jason get drunk they start singing Ballads in Spanish. Yeah some classical shit like Vicente Fernandez but also the most wild Selena you've ever heard.

#is this a post about Latinx Jason todd? Bitch it might be #Don't ask me about it tho cuz I'll deny it to my core #I imagine jason drunk off his ass belting No Me Queda Mas like he fuckin wrote the song #Dick's got Como la Flor Energy but he has ugly Sobbed NMQS too #they are so infamous for their drunk spanish ballads that they actually rub off on TIm #imagine young justice suprise when the whitest kid you've ever seen wasted on 7/11 liquor is hiccuping his way through a selena song #worst accent you've ever heard sounds like a dog from New Jersey learning to bark and yet the emotion is kinda on point #TIm denies it #refuses to believe he has ever done it #Dick and Jason get a copy of the video and someone edits a mash up of all three of them warble singing that banger #anyway this was a nothing post of nothing I made for myself #fr just for me #DC #Batman #Batfam #Jason todd #Tim drake #Dick Grayson

[visiblerib]

I want to feel empty. I keep imagining what I would look like through someone else's perspective and I want to be able to look incredibly thin but hide alot of the "scary" features so they keep questioning if I'm ok or not. But if I wanted to I could flex a rib or hip bone if I wanted to scare someone. Sounds weird. It kinda stems from my ex. Pretty much my ex and I have been apart for a while but we are still very close and our relationship is very complicated. There's alot of trauma and love hate. She knows about my ed but never saw me get below 113lbs. Which isn't to bad considering I'm usually 120 to 125 and look healthy. She has an ed too but I've also never seen her get unhealthy (17.5bmi at her lowest) but she's told me plenty of stories. We've been hanging out about once a week lately and I got this great idea to start losing more and more every time I see her. I keep imagining a specific scenario where I come over and we hangout casually as usual. But I want something to happen whether it be a hug or she notices my ribs or something that signifies I'm skinnier than usual. And I want her to question me and ask me if I'm either ok or why I seem skinnier than usual. Then I'm going to deny it and say I'm fine with a big smile on my face. Then I want her to either look at me or study me to find out if shes trippen or not and ask me to go step on a scale. I want to step on the scale and show a 2 digit number (97.2 lbs). Not even 100lbs. Not even a 3 digit number. Her jaw will drop. Then I'll lift my shirt to show off my boney ribcage protruding hip bones and I will be so fucking skinny. Ik this sounds extreme but it's what I need. I think its because when we where together I tried to get her to lose weight and relapse hard-core with me and she refused and always held resentment against me for that to this day. Which is understandable cuz that's a horrible thing to pressure someone into and ik ever sense then she's been struggling a little more with her ed. she tells me she eats but not enough but she looks healthy and fine. She doesn't show me anough love. I show her a ton and she never seems to care so im giving her something to care about if that makes sense. Hopefully she's jealous. I don't think I'll trigger her. I just want to be the freak show. And make her jealous because even tho it will be an emotional moment she's gonna be asking me all kinds of questions about how skinny I am and i love it. I will make it to 99. About 2 months. We got this.