#How am I supposed to explore the tenets of my sexuality in conditions like these

[mothidocandart]

as an asexual person who is constantly questioning their asexuality, I occasionally make OC’s whose only purpose is to have extreme sexual tension. However the moment I start assigning actual personalities to these characters, I realize that them having sex makes no sense, and am forced to make yet more OC’s for the purpose previously described. But then-

#It also doesn’t help that I can’t write smut because I fall asleep every time #try and get me to write a sex scene and you’ll find me dozing on my desk in 10 seconds #it’s a cycle #How am I supposed to explore the tenets of my sexuality in conditions like these #asexual #asexuality #questioning ace