#I THOUGHT THE ENNEAGRAM CAME WITH SAL SONGS NOT *PAIN*

[bemtevis]

Idk what I want to cry over more is it

A) Cordelias basic desire is to be wanted and loved and to finally feel worthy of said loved through her accomplishments yet suddenly everything shes worked so hard to obtain has fallen apart and now she feels useless and unworthy of evetything in her life because she reached her biggest fear of failing and that means she doesnt deserve the love of her peers

Or if I'm crying over the fact Alastairs greatest fear is being in pain which he cant control and being unable to have a say ober anuthing that happenes in his life yet thats the only thing he has ever known. He has been made to feel powerless through the entirety of his life making him retreat to his arrod of desontegration in 5. And when he thinks he finally has the power to change things, its taken away from him.

Conclusion

Wrap the Carstair siblings in blankets and tell them theyre loved

STOP IT

bOTH BOTH MAKE ME CRY A LOT

*gently wraps them in blankets* your integration wings, lean on them. pls Ily 😢

she FAILED and he's HELPLESS NOOO

I just think they should hug I just think 😭😭 pLEASE SOMEONE HOLD MY CHILDREN

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