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shameboree · 2 years

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hey kels i was scrolling through my dash and then i caught a glimpse of your new fallon drawing and i want you to know that i went absolutely buckwild and then i scrolled further to see the whole drawing and i'm pretty sure i squealed. kels ever since ive started following you and your art and fallon have slowly nestled yourself inside my brain its amazing how excited i get whenever u upload a new drawing. also ive noticed that i'm slowly but surely starting to sound more and more unhinged and wild like you. how the fuck do you have so much influence on me.

ALSO i love the new fallon drawing!! you are so right blue gold and white are just her colours they fit her v well!! and i love how much texture you used throughout the whole drawing and her shoes are AWESOME!! also love the whole winter fairy-ish vibe <3

ALSO i was wondering if you could like sort of,, idk explain your drawing process on this drawing? like if you did the colouring first or the lineart and stuff bc i just love how it turned out and id love to try something similar!!

AW!!! i am so hype for my awful girl to be Enjoyed so much!! she is my favorite dressup doll i love to play barbies with her most of all heheh. also i am THRILLED that my Unhinged and Unwell nature have rubbed off on u. i know i am a Strong personality and it makes me V POLARIZING (i am either LOVED or LOATHED i havent met many ppl who are just like meh abt me. i am an Experience) and its always a DELIGHT when someone finds my feral animal traits endearing or positive and kind of picks up on them. i think because life is short that we should all be as bananas as we please at any point in time. PURE ID HERE BABY

AND TY TY!! my girl has a strong aesthetic and this piece kind of went a liiiiittle against some of that (its a lot of hard angles vs i normally give her a lot of ovals and rounded edges) but for the setting its appropriate bc im trying to give her a bit more of a """"harsh"""" or """"severe"""" vibe (like as harsh and severe as she can possibly look which isnt very). i LOVE to use texture brushes they are such an easy way to get out of drawing details myself because i am SO lazy!!

okay i “”answered”” this i GUESS technically because i typed words in response but its a whole lot of jack shit so like. here ya go. SORRY PAL.

here are some more shoes as u can see i basically draw her in the same ones always except when i draw her in a plugsuit

OKAY THE DRAW IN QUESTION i kind of cheated on bc i literally just traced over one of my older draws i did for a very obscure au i made of who made me a princess (i am always doing such ridiculously niche shit i love to sit in my little sandbox and have no one else understand my barbie rps) BUT the process is the same as basically every draw i do like this. it is very simple so dont worry (or do, maybe)

i use 1-3 layers at a time and then immediately merge when i feel like im done and LIVE W MY MISTAKES if not!! anyway prepare to be massively underwhelmed heh

this is so funny i cant believe i literally traced my own drawing im a fuckin FRAUD im the laziest bitch i know. anyway. my sketches are way messier than this but it always starts out either scratch ass lines or color blocking w this bright ass magenta bc thats what feels right!!!!!!

HERES THE LAYERS I USED LOL i do all textures n shit as a clipping mask so actually i used 4 layers for this bc id set down one texture or pattern that was gonna overlap on a diff layer so i wouldnt have to work harder to erase and then BLINDLY MERGED to make things more difficult if actually i fucked up before that!!! work smarter not harder except when it is absolutely braindead to do otherwise is my motto

IF IM DOIN SMTH NICER like this then i usually make sure all my lines connect (this is also why i do a lot of angles and simple clear shapes when i draw) so i can set that layer as reference and USE THE FUCKING FILL TOOL BAYBEEEEE!!!!! this also makes it easier to fuck around with COLOR imho bc you can just rapidly swatch with zero efforts. i Love to take shortcuts. i Love to be lazy. i HIGHLY rec this, if i have colored smth that stays in the lines then its bc i connected the lineart and used the bucket fill underneath. if my lines dont connect sometimes ill make a temp line and erase after i filled. im dedicated. ALSO u can see here that my patterns layer is all overlapping and fucked up bc i didnt check and erase fully but i use p limited palettes in general so... IT DIDNT MATTER THIS TIME!!!!!!!!.

anyway after all that i lock the lineart layer if i havent already and color some of the lines for some PIZAZZ. easy way to immediately fake effort i do love to do that

HERES AN ACTUALLY MESSY SKETCH:

i do all of my fucking draws on the same canvas bc im a horrible little beast, so the only reason i didnt erase the sketch and use it for the colors layer was bc there were others on that layer already and i didnt wanna scoot them so i could cap the finished draw. i did NOT connect my lines for this one i colored like a toddler. who gives a shit we all die in the end anyway!!!

YOU DIDNT ASK FOR THIS BUT LINELESS MY LOVE... i just color blocked for this one alas i do not have process caps, i will do that next time i draw i guess if anyone wants that!!? i typically only use a single layer for lineless- block out the shape, alpha lock, then color and carve from there. EASY PEASY!! ive shown it before but i spent all my formative draw years on v limited feature programs (mspaint, oekaki, TEGAKI MOST OF ALL) so i dont explore tools much and do what seems easiest and most intuitive to me... im sorry i dont have any sick tricks or real process i am but a feral little clown drawing in the DIRT. also here is the tegaki overlay i use whenever i am Blocked or fatigued w procreate layout. it makes me feel NOSTALGIC and INSPIRED so i do this instead of like, actually getting on tegs2

this ended up long as fuck and FOR WHAT?? its just 10 images and several paragraphs of “sorry im the laziest fucker ALIVE”

#idk what to say here every time i type anything i thnk it makes me seem just completely detached from reality #its not untrue i GUESS. im Unwell but in a stable SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETED THERAPY AND HAVING FUN WITH IT kind of way #kels talks #damn sorry anon this was a whole lot of not answering you at all

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karda · 1 year

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sorry for spam rbing all of your art of Finn just now but I saw Finn n Noah and I just went 🤯🤯🤯‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ WHAT CAN YOU TELL ME ABT THEM I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW MORE 🙏🙏🙏🙏 in exchange I will offer you um. Pretty sunset from on top of my roof :))) PLS CONSIDER THE OFFER 😤🫡

ur ok! lol ^_^ I'm glad u like them.. most of my ideas for them are on my old (broken u_u) phone so i dont remember everything i wanted to do w them ... but they originally existed bc i wanted a fantasy world to make characters for and play around with . so they dont have muchhh lore. from what i remember Winifred (magic resurrected girl<- recurring trope in my art) is basically like an older sister to Finn, they raised eachother. but shes kind of going off the fkin rails so Finn wants to track her down and help her. (she is likeee a knight for hire if the knight was mentally unwell and doing it to take out their personal rage/emotions on others she doesn't know for money) like an assassin but worse. losergirl. lmao. along the way to winifred, finn meets noah (Lost puppy. human man wanted to go on an adventure abd is met with the horrors of the world -> meets elf dude whos extremely lonely and declares him his new friend 😳abd they love eachother eventually spoiler.( thats about it right now from what i remember . winifred actually came before all of them ahes one of my very first ocs ! her and Piper

#offer considered and accepted heres ur side of fhe deal Thank You for the pitchur i like it #asks

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altaisms · 9 months

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god i'm writing nighthawk's character profile and im realizing how much fucking lore she has . anyway some of my fave moments below

me thinking abt neptune, a woman who has taken her grief and despair and longing and shoved it so far down into her psyche that she doesnt even think its there anymore and has taken her rage and fire as who she is now not as what road she took after her guilt. and then finding HER planet and people she connects with on a level thats unspoken because it cant be spoken with mere words and sounds and syllables. and then. finding ways to manipulate and use the very river of the universe to find the flow in all things tangible and intangible . a belief in feat when belief has never been there before. hi. i'm indigo. and welcome to my fuck house in which im so fucking mentally unwell

like! after the iron lords fell, sao had nothing to believe in more specifically. she believed in them. she believed in their strength. in her strength. she believed in herself! and that’s what made lady sao tae so worthy and strong, she believed in herself and in her friends and that created a level of strength both her and neptune are still looking for, atleast on a subconscious level. something shes still missing and a life where you don’t believe in anything. a life without much of a purpose. just … aimless wandering and bounty to bounty, mission to mission, layer of layer added to her defenses took her rage and sorrow and shoved it further and further down. created new names, new faces to get the jobs done. became so much of a lie she doesn’t even remember what belief feels like, what connection is. nighthawk became disconnected and disconcordant with the entire universe around her the moment sao perished with her iron lords

to suddenly come to a place, and not just any place — neptune itself, her namesake, the bluest planet that always felt like a call coming home. the very reason she looked at the stars and beyond and kept going to suddenly come here and discover an entire civilization has lived here for centuries and lived WELL! the CLOUDSTRIDERS!!!!! this inexplicable connection, something she’s never felt in motherfucking centuries, something like the song of a people she feels so drawn to. like she was meant to flow with them in this river of a universe. its something like a drop of water being returned to the ocean picking up strand is showing her she is in control of her fate and her destiny, nothing else. and that the very thing she denounced was real, or was quickly becoming real to her; belief begins to sprout and it’s something like taking a deep breath after holding it for so long, subconsciously drowning and suffocating and choking on her own guilt and despair this is when she begins to believe in fate. strings of it all just woven together, everything has happened to lead her here and her god has been with her the whole time and that god is not the traveler

#and its ALL in different places on discord. having to come up with a fucking logical backstory and personality is like LKHGLKDFHGDG #im going fucking insane though. im going absolutel y insane im unhinged over my own oc #ooc.#nighthawk hc #this is just one (1) rant to seraph after playing lightfall #u cant put this shit on a character profile bro this is just conspiracy board levels of i cant shut the hell up #ironsbane is literally what makes sao's brain go absolutely dependent on old coping mechanisms from their past life #its literally what creates neptune despite the light and triton being able to 'heal' her #it created a wound and scar so deep that a literal alter splits off post revival bodily 'reset' so to speak #UGHHHH

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chihirolovebot · 2 years

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hey venus, i hope you're doing okay and staying safe these days. remember to hydrate if you haven't already!

i am gonna enable you. ( /lh ) for the ship ask thing, how about chiouma? or if not, maybe for the characters, then...hajime? i quite like him but the fandom seems to be torn on him as a protagonist, and i was curious about your thoughts :0

( also. i'm finally starting a watch through of yttd. thankfully my neurodivergently terrible memory ensures that i'm going in spoiler-free! )

take care of yourself, my friend <3

-☀️ sunshine anon

SUNSHINE HELLO!! im so happy you're engaging with yttd omg you have to let me know what you think + who your faves are!!

okay lets do this!!

CHIOUMA:

When I started shipping them: hmn probably only like a month or two ago. i liked them as a brotp at first n then i was just let hey... what if they... held hands....... maybe even kissed?

My thoughts: scrunkly babies. they would bring out the best in each other i just know it. chihiro has the incredible power of literally nobody being able to hate him n i think kokichi would be one of the only people who wouldn't underestimate him and recognises how cool he is.

What makes me happy about them: EVERYTHING but mostly both of them getting love n validation as they should.

What makes me sad about them: that they've never met lmaooo

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: they have like zero fics :( BUT i feel like if they were to have more one of them would be infantilised or feminised and. icky. dont like that.

Things I look for in fanfic: i look for fanfic. thats it. the bar is in hell.

My wishlist: more content!! gimme gimme gimme!!

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: hm, i like chihiro with makoto, mondo or ishimondo, and i like kokichi with shuichi or kiibo!!

My happily ever after for them: shut up they get an apartment together and kokichi is still part of dice and chihiro works to cover up his shitty crimes and nobody rlly suspects kokichi because they think chihiro wouldn't stand for breaking the law, little do they know chihiro is a chaos enabler.

HAJIME:

How I feel about this character: MY BABY BOY. love him i would die for him. he makes me so insane and unwell i want to wrap him in a blanket and kiss his forehead i want to fistfight him in a tesco carpark.

Any/all the people I ship romantically with this character: nagito, chiaki, nagito/chiaki, gundham, kazuichi, kiibo, ibuki.

My favorite non-romantic relationship for this character: i like how concerned he was abt mikan and akane when they said questionable stuff - i think he was quite sweet with the girls in general really.

My unpopular opinion about this character: best protag by far.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: i wish izuru had been the sole mastermind of sdr2 without all the junko stuff because the idea of the human experimentation and how it ties into hajime's complex and trauma is far more horrifying than i think the writers even realised.

Favorite friendship for this character: him and ibuki r so fun. hajime and kaede best friends real canon. i also get stitches thinking abt how he'd get along with miu. i think he'd appreciate tenko's strenght lol.

My crossover ship: hajime and kiibo lol its kinda cute :')

#🌙; ask games #☀️ anon

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