#IS THIS MY SIXTY NINETH POST???

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i think the point where i knew that recovery was worth it was when my mom said that she was glad to see me smile so often again, that i had stopped smiling for awhile and it made her happy to see me happy

because i never realised how little i had been laughing and smiling and truly living until i had friends and people who made me smile so much that at the end of the day my cheeks hurt and i was constantly laughing with them, instead of being laughed at and just

i didnt realise people could see me getting better

#10 months & 2 weeks clean too!!! #recovery is possible #and so #so worth it #i believe in you <3 #poetry #spilled thoughts #my thoughts #spilled ink #poem #IS THIS MY SIXTY NINETH POST??? #oh my god it is #happy sixty nineth post everyone